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Standing there,
all tall and handsome.
Laughing with your friends,
who all adore you.
In class you're one of the smartest,
always answering questions right.
All the girls admire you
and they all want to be with you.
Even I,
but I know I could never have you
because you are Mr. Impossible For Me.
N* *ever
E nding
R esidence of
D *efinitions
Everyone is writing them,
I guess I should too.
It's a new year,
everyone says it's a new start.
When really you stay the same.
You never restart.
I have no New Year resolutions,
for I will not stick with them.
Things will get in the way.
I don't see the point,
so I shall not bother.
Everyone have a good year,
even though I will stay here.
Silence
is the loudest
noise that humans can comprehend.
You lie,
you hate,
you make us suffer.
You let terrorists free,
to **** us all.
You send us to war,
how stupid are you?
You make us pay more than we should;
you're going to ruin the economy.
You should never have been here,
should have never been born.
You should never have been given authority,
never should have ruled.
Thank you Obama,
for making a mess
of the lives of an entire country-
population 316.1 million.
I could say much more,
but the rest is a mess,
but the one you created
is bigger than the rest.
I am probably going to be killed by the government but oh well.
I hate opinions,
they destroy everything.
Two relationships destroyed,
many more to be the same way.
I'm not perfect,
and I think differently.
Please, just hear me out...
Maybe you can help me
understand how you think.
I'm sorry for hurting those
who were my closest.
Now they're gone,
*and it's all because I had a stupid opinion.
Never...
ever,
get into a debate about
sexuality.
I'm sorry
that I ever started taking you.
You were the Devil in disguise.
I wish I'd done some research
on what you really were.
Now I'm stuck in this mess,
happy that I caught your flaws
before death consumed me.
Vitamin B6...
why did you have to almost **** me?
I lie here paralytic
Inside this soul
Screaming for you 'til my throat is numb
I wanna break out I need a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Right now [X2]

I lie here lifeless
In this cocoon
Shedding my skin cause
I'm ready to
I wanna break out
I found a way out
I don't believe that it's gotta be this way
The worst is the waiting
In this womb I'm suffocating

Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen
I take you in
I've died

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
(I come alive somehow)

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive

Tell me when I'm gonna live again
Tell me when this fear will end
Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside
Tell me when I'll feel alive

Rebirthing now
I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
Rebirthing now
I wanna live my life wanna give you everything
Breathe for the first time now
I come alive somehow
(I come alive somehow)

Right now
I come alive somehow
Right now
I come alive somehow
This is a song by the band Skillet.
It explains a lot with how I'm feeling.
So delicate,
a petal afloat.
Pretty and crimson,
flowing through the air.
My heart wonders of it.
How is it that something as so
can be more beautiful
*than the stars above?
My attempt at a happy poem.
Calm down-
it's almost over.
Just wait a little longer,
and the nightmare will end.
Put down the sharp edge,
and listen to me:
Your thoughts are like fog,
a fog so thick breathing is agonizing.

Calm down-
it's almost over.
Blink and it'll be gone,
the nightmare will end.
Put down the sharp edge,
and listen to me:
Pain won't make it end,
it won't end because it'll cause more pain.

Calm down-
it's almost over.
Close your eyes and it'll be gone,
the nightmare will end.
Put down the sharp edge,
and listen to me:
Follow my voice,
for my voice will get you through this mess.

Calm down-
it's almost over.
Don't let the blood leak out and it'll be gone,
the nightmare will end.
Put down the sharp edge,
and listen to me:
You will be alright,
*soon enough that you will see the light again.
Don't let the darkness bring you to self-harm. You're more precious than the plants or water or universe. You just haven't seen it for yourself.
My dear parents,
please shut up.
I'm tired of the yelling,
tired of the fighting.
Your hurtful words
hurt more than each other.
"Our marriage is in jeopardy."
No, that's not what I want to hear.
Please shut up,
or you'll break
our already shattered lives.
Think of the consequences
of your actions.
If you split up,
you'll tear me apart.
From house to house
I'll go when you make me,
but when it's time for sugery
have fun paying.
You two are children,
seeming I'm the adult.
You fight for no reason,
it breaks my heart.
I just want to be happy,
though that's a joke.
Your arguments are choking me,
the fear and anger battling inside me,
ready to explode.
I wish you would just shut up already
before you tear our family more.
I sit alone
In this dark cold room
Listening through the wall
Of your angry screams

I don't know why I keep doing wrong
I don't know why I can't control myself
I don't know why you always scream at me

You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster

In my bed
I just can't seem to rest
Screaming silently
At all this violence

I don't know what I am
I don't know what I did so wrong
I don't know what to do when you scream at me again and again

You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster

In my room
Wishing I could punch the wall
Wishing I could just runaway
From all this pain and misery

I don't know how I stopped fighting
I don't know how you keep killing me
I don't know how I got this way

You wonder why
I'm so empty
You wonder why
My silence is screaming
You wonder why
I'm this soulless cold monster

This soulless cold monster
You wonder why I'm soulless
You wonder why I'm so cold
(It's all your fault.)
Hide the scars,
don't let them see.
They'll call you a ****,
just as they please.

You drink Starbucks,
you take selfies.
You're a White Girl,
you see.

You're hair is red
with your Irish genes.
You are a ginger
with no soul in thee.

Your skin is colored,
your hair so dark.
You are a criminal,
that's how they see.
I really hate some of the stereotypes out there, honestly.
STOP REBLOGGING MY POEMS
I WROTE THESE TWO YEARS AGO
WHEN I WAS THIRTEEN
WHY WERE THEY SO EDGY
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I'm sorry
that I hurt you.
I didn't mean to,
but you pulled my last string.
I didn't mean to pull you down,
but the string led me down too.
I think that'd I'd break.
I snapped like a string.
My mood changes,
like a light switch.

One minute I'm bright,
the next I'm dark.

One minute I'm dim,
the next I'm blinding.

One minute I'm blind,
the next I cut through the lies.

One minute I'm clear,
the next I'm fog.

One minute I'm colorful,
the next I'm monotone.

Catch me when I'm on,
because when I'm off I'm gone.
Falling,
through the endless dark.
Hiding,
the fears inside my heart.

Feeling,
like I'm all alone.
Staring,
at the endless walls.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Shattering,
is my heart of ice.
Letting,
the torture rip me apart.

Alone,
am I in this corner.
Dripping,
are the tears of blood.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

Breaking,
are the lies.
Melting,
is the shadow on my life.

I want to feel again.
Get out of this numb state.
I want to heal again.
Get out of the pain.

I want to feel again.
Let me feel.
Get me out
of the numbness within
my
soul.
Is the center of a circle the safest?
Could it really be where the less of the pain courses through these veins?

Is the center of a circle the safest?
Could it really be where I can rest these weary limbs?

Is the center of a circle the safest?
Could it really be where I can keep the blood from flowing?

Is the center of a circle the safest?
Or could it be where I am trapped in the webs of your darkness?
When the lights go out
and darkness swallows everything,
you will find me panicking.
I am petrified
of what could be hiding,
waiting for me to fall asleep
so it can **** me with ****** claws.
No matter how hard it is,
how weak you are,
there is always a place for you
in my heart.
You're not alone,
never shall you be.
Trapped in a web of lives.
Trapped in the hole dug.
Trapped in the steel doors of your mind.
If only you could get yourself out.
Yes,
it may be a known opinion.
But it has a new form.
Someone that's willing to speak up.

Yes,
it may be a known idea.
But it has been taken into action.
Someone that's willing to do it.

Yes,
it may be a known remark.
But it has been said.
Someone that cares enough to say it.
My poems
are not all the same.
Mixed emotions,
you see.
Some are depressed,
some are just sad.
Some are happy,
and some are mad.
I am a poet,
I write what I feel,
although I am as numb
as my fingers
on a cold winter day.
It feels like
part of my silver soul
was torn out and locked into a cage,
one I cannot reach for
I am chained to a dark stone wall...
Like a violin,
only a little bigger.
The darkness of a cello,
the sweetness of a violin.
It sings a lullaby
to the child in the crib.
Loud and soft,
harsh and gentle.
It's the middle,
it's the best of the four.
Though it's not as popular,
it's still what I do.
It's still sings the song
that I want to sing.
No words are needed
to sing different tones.
The instrument is my voice,
the only one I speak with.
Round or square.
I don't really care as long
as they're there. Crispy and
golden, filled with sticky syrup.
Topped with butter which melts
like ice. Take one bite and you
are in love. They are the best
breakfast to ever be on
one's tongue.
I really love waffles. ♥
Why do you even talk to me?
I am nothing compared to anyone else!
Why do you scoot closer to me?
I have no warmth.
Why do you seem to want me?
I don't recall anyone else wanting me.
Am I even wanted?
I doubt it.
A man is someone
who will protect you
until his last breath.

A man is someone
who will love you
no matter what.

A man is someone
who will care for your children
when you cannot.

A man is someone
who doesn't mind your faults
even when they're huge.

A man is someone
who stays by your side
even when he's not there.

A man is someone
who will not smother you
even when he wants to.
I don't want a boy
for a husband.
I want a man
in blinding light.
You're not responding to anyone,
and the last trace of you
was four days ago.

Everyone's so worried
that you might be dead
but we hope you're not.

Why won't you respond?
Was it something I said?
Or are you just too sick to press send?

We need to know,
my friend.
Please tell us that you're not dead.

Where are you?
What can even be said?
Where have you been for the last week and a half?
One of my friends
won't respond to anything.
We're all scared that he might have killed himself...
Why are you depressed,
my friend?
Why won't you talk to me?
Why can't we go back to the old days
where we always answered?

Why won't you tell anyone,
my friend?
Why are you so down?
Why are you unseen?
Why can't we be closer again,
the way we used to be?
I think I've gone too far,
to see the scars,
that I have put in writing,
from my weary mind.
Words can do more damage than we think. Be careful.

— The End —