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Dec 2019 · 161
dear dad,
adept Dec 2019
i’ve hated u for a long time.
u took everything from me
my home, family, faith, happiness, and sanity
u were angry
so angry u hurt us
and so drunk u didn’t remember
i wanted to get away but i couldn’t escape
do u know who u r or what u have done?
u have turned into the man that u hate the most
and don’t seem to care
u have hurt ur only son
who doesn’t understand and u know better
a full grown man is supposed to have more empathy and sense than a child with disabilities
yet he won’t call u dad anymore
he even knows better
i want my life back
i want u to not be so blind

but now ur sick
and i don’t know what to feel
now i’m scrambling for guidance
and u don’t even have a clue
Dec 2019 · 221
i tried to run.
adept Dec 2019
i found that i have been
forcing myself to get through my days
as if they were marathons.

running in circles and going no where
Dec 2019 · 238
my mom and dad are sick
adept Dec 2019
and i want out of here
adept Nov 2019
we all hurt
but someone out there
is hurting worse.

we don’t consider that though

we don’t know what we have until it’s gone
Oct 2019 · 144
psychic
adept Oct 2019
i told u so
she doesn’t love u
she admitted it
Oct 2019 · 905
his features nearly spoke
adept Oct 2019
his light brown hair offered kindness
his wide eyes were a safe place

his mid summer tan gave warmth
and his smile created happiness
to bad it was all a waste of time
Oct 2019 · 159
and his name was travis
adept Oct 2019
a trauma suffered by the innocent
was the picture painted.

that little boy deserved love
but just sitting next to him in that police station
told me he got the opposite

he had burns on his legs
and bruises on his face

he was only 8
“what r u here for?”
Oct 2019 · 343
blue eyed blonde
adept Oct 2019
u can love her
just don’t forget me in the meantime

that always seems to happen
what have i done to deserve this
Oct 2019 · 142
the internal alarm
adept Oct 2019
the siren sounded
it was deafening
to those who were hurt
those who were broken
and those who survived

it had finally clicked
they had done it . HE had done IT
adept Oct 2019
ur making a mistake
but i’m gonna let u

ur taking me for granted
i hope u pay for it
i hate u
Aug 2019 · 421
my selfishness
adept Aug 2019
i’m not happy.
and i don’t want anyone
else to be.
Jul 2019 · 273
true happiness
adept Jul 2019
i saw what true happiness
looked like today
it only made me realize
i had never felt that way
but had tricked myself into
thinking i was
and it’s something i will never have
adept Jul 2019
i will suffer the consequences of my choice
if i ever make one
Jul 2019 · 224
finding God
adept Jul 2019
the metaphor for the phenomenons of the world
who we come to for advice, guidance, wisdom
i can’t find my way
i have no faith
but i’m searching
life is hard. we r all trying
Jul 2019 · 122
forced
adept Jul 2019
i’m lying to you and just can’t stop
because you love me
and no one else does.
1:04
3 of u
Jul 2019 · 237
the beauty of sight
adept Jul 2019
i’m blind.
i can’t see the future
the consequences
the choices.
but i can see you
and i wish i hadn’t
i’m sorry u don’t deserve this
Jul 2019 · 347
the evil
adept Jul 2019
jealousy makes us wicked
makes us hurt
makes us feel.
even when we don’t want to
even when we don’t believe we should
i shouldn’t feel this way but i do, i desperately want to be in two different places at one time
Jul 2019 · 328
blissful
adept Jul 2019
the worst people in my life
have taught me the most
Jul 2019 · 246
how we skip the sad parts
adept Jul 2019
accepting sadness is hard.
harder than it should be.
and i often think that acceptance
simply wasn’t meant for me
it’s for the better
Jun 2019 · 181
the end of a chapter
adept Jun 2019
it seems as though
only a month ago
i would **** for you.
my first and last
May 2019 · 257
i figured you out.
adept May 2019
we are toxic.
you miss me and resent me because of it
ashamed that someone like you
could love someone like me.
so you burry your emotions under other girls.
and i think that’s okay.
because we are both moving on slowly
we are both tired
we are both hurting
if only
adept Mar 2019
your past is not an excuse for your actions
yet it is an explanation
adept Mar 2019
it’s easy to be sad
when you have nothing to live for.
OLOL
Mar 2019 · 443
even mountains move
adept Mar 2019
a weight has been lifted
and i can

B R E A T H E

again
Mar 2019 · 187
a hundred thoughts
adept Mar 2019
i have begun to live day by day
without my worries
which i have now left behind.
and living has come easy
all thanks to You.
my new beginning
Jan 2019 · 152
done.
adept Jan 2019

that’s all
Jan 2019 · 152
i will be there for you
adept Jan 2019
your words mean nothing to me
but i want you to keep talking
wd
Dec 2018 · 282
home is where the heart is.
adept Dec 2018
i've been held hostage
in a home
that is overflowing
with a silent
yet deafening rage
adept Dec 2018
deception will forever be
my greatest power
Dec 2018 · 218
AMA
adept Dec 2018
AMA
when we had no family
no friends
no hope

we held on to each other
you were, and are, all i have
Nov 2018 · 262
karma.
adept Nov 2018
secrets come back to haunt you,
i am just learning that the
hard way
adept Nov 2018
i’m just not cutting it anymore.
and you are lying straight to my face
to the moon
Oct 2018 · 251
forgive and forget, right?
adept Oct 2018
no, i didn’t forgive you
out of love mercy or
sympathy.
i forgave because
someday i would need the same
treatment
W - T - D
adept Oct 2018
i need you to come back home,
but even the people that deserve
the best don’t earn the best.

and that alone, is hell.
Sep 2018 · 181
don’t cause a rift
adept Sep 2018
he walked out first
and now i guess it was
your turn.
this is what happens when
people become tired of
what made them want to
live in the first place.
the truth awaits
Aug 2018 · 270
walking all over me
adept Aug 2018
step
       by
           step
                   i’m fading away
                   and it’s all your fault
i am not as brave as i was at the start
Jul 2018 · 222
i tend to push my luck
adept Jul 2018
it wasn’t on purpose
but it hurts like it was
“U know i never thanked u”
but now i’m better
adept Jul 2018
i am trying to go through
this with you and take it step by step,
but we seem to be going in
opposite directions.

you towards the fault line
and me towards the light,
but to our surprise, you
end up getting through
this without me in the end.
Jul 2018 · 237
a weight lifted
adept Jul 2018
i’ve held on for awhile now,
and all the while telling others
to let go. so this time i am going
to listen to myself, i will
officially let go now that i know
the truth, and it’s a long fall to
rock bottom.
it feels good to be freed from your own conscience.
Jul 2018 · 308
the final straw
adept Jul 2018
every time you leave,
you inch closer to never
coming back. and i
fear that this may be
the last time we say

Goodbye
Jul 2018 · 626
some times never change
adept Jul 2018
little did i know that
my past would repeat itself
with the people i love the most
playing the parts of those
who were the most evil.
manipulation is, and will always be, my worst enemy and most feared concept
adept Jul 2018
you claimed the sky
and i kept looking up.

what was kept from me
was never actually refused.
i lied, only to see if you would protect yourself or if you would protect me. turns out we both new the answer, and i still don’t mind
Jul 2018 · 594
raising hell
adept Jul 2018
i sat in secret,
watching you build a
safe place with your own
two hands. but when he joined you,
i burned it to the ground.
and you never found out that it was me all along
adept Jun 2018
you left me with nothing
but the words i wished
i would never hear.
but yet i make excuses
for you, in hopes
that one day things
will go as i had once believed.
it’s funny that i ever thought this would end with all as planned
Jun 2018 · 173
my turf
adept Jun 2018
please tell me what i’ve done
i’m clueless once again
please please
whatever happened i’m so sorry
Jun 2018 · 229
my attempts in reaching you
adept Jun 2018
i’m afraid that i’m losing you,
and that is the last thing i want.
i’m not sure what’s wrong,
for the first time ever,
and i can’t even get to you.
but We are fading.
please don’t go anywhere, i won’t let us distance
Jun 2018 · 235
the breaking point.
adept Jun 2018
i realized i have lived my
whole life on the edge,
and that it will take
no more than a step
in the wrong direction
to send me over.
adept Jun 2018
i sat and watched her crumble you
to pieces. and you were only amused by
the fact that this meant my world
was falling apart.
Jun 2018 · 186
unknown temptations
adept Jun 2018
you made others numb with the
words you put together in order
to open their minds,
and though you referenced death
you never meant to bring it to life,
in fact your whole purpose
was to cure the others
who felt helpless.

you forever changed my perception
of emotion, and i need you in my life.
“to say less but to say more” rip X
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