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Deadwood Jawn Jul 10
Fantastic.

A gracious
       display of excellence.

And a nonchalant
      display of callousness.

All will come to ruin.

And you shall gaze upon
       The true agony of consequences.

They're all watching...

                                         I
                                          can
                                feel
it!
One of my ex-close-friends graduated today.
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lͭ̃̓̐ͨ͐̿ěͦͪt̎͑ ͭ͆iͭ͋̓tͥ̋ ͣ̋͑̋͛̇̓b̽̐̇̆eͯ̚ ͦ̓̒͐k̏̀̑n̊͗ͧ̅̎̐oͧ̓ͯ̒͆ͧw̽ͦͩͥn͑
̷i ̴fu̡ckìn͟g͢ ͡hate͡
e͏v͢e̵r̡y͘ ̡on̵e̴
an̨d ̶e̴v̴ery ̶thin̵g
͡in͢ ͏my ́******̶g ̢lif͡e̷
̻̪͔r͈̞̙͚̙̜͈̰̳i̤g̪̬͇̫h͕̜̻͇̠͈̩ͅt͙͔̞ ̣̼̭̘̝̜͉͓̩n̙̤̫o̜̳͚̼w̩̟̬͕̫̼


___
See?
When the skin
                             sheds
When the resent
                               comes
When the darkness
                                   arrives...

All three,
All of them,
Everything shall come forth

I shall metamorph
into something
very unlike me.

Hear
it in the way I speak.
Feel
it in the way I look.
Taste
it in the way I stare.
Touch
it in the way I shake your hand!

LOOK AT IT
                       IN THE
                                      WAY
                   ­                             I
                                  ­                 EMINATE
                                                         ­             THE

AURA.
Recently rather assertive lately out of resent.
Deadwood Jawn May 18
BECAUSE OF PSYCHOPATHOLOGY

IT FOLLOWED ME AGAIN

ASSAILED ME WITH A BRUTAL FORCE

EMERALD-GREEN BLADES OF WIND

SHALL ANNIHILATE ME

WITH THE AURA OF DEPRESSION

AND THE DREADED ANXIETY.

I AM INSIDE THE RED SEA AND CANNOT PART IT

I BECAME RAVAGED BY THE EARTH'S TEARS.

...

Do you hear them..?

The sounds.
The noise.
The voices.
The dark ones.

I had a good run.
I did what I -mostly- wanted.

I counselled my friends.
I left a mark on the internet.
I discussed amazing ideas.
I atoned for my mistakes.

It shall be better for me:

As I succumb to the void, by the closing of my eyes...

By morning, the end brushes me away like ashes in the wind.

Will they not come again..?

I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
I didn't.
In the midst of high anxiety, depression and suicidal ideation.
adept May 18
we are toxic.
you miss me and resent me because of it
ashamed that someone like you
could love someone like me.
so you burry your emotions under other girls.
and i think that’s okay.
because we are both moving on slowly
we are both tired
we are both hurting
if only
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