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I cut the middle fingernail of the middle finger right hand real short and I began rubbing along her **** as she sat upright in bed spreading lotion over her arms face and ******* after bathing. then she lit a cigarette: "don't let this put you off," an smoked and continued to rub the lotion on. I continued to rub the **** "You want an apple?" I asked. "sure, she said, "you got one?" but I got to her- she began to twist then she rolled on her side, she was getting wet and open like a flower in the rain. then she rolled on her stomach and her most beautiful *** looked up at me and I reached under and got the **** again. she reached around and got my **** she rolled and twisted, I mounted my face falling into the mass of red hair that overflowed from her head and my flattened **** entered into the miracle. later we joked about the lotion and the cigarette and the apple. then I went out and got some chicken and shrimp and french fries and buns and mashed potatoes and gravy and cole slaw,and we ate.she told me how good she felt and I told her how good I felt and we ate the chicken and the shrimp and the french fries and the buns and the mashed potatoes and the gravy and the cole slaw too.
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Like A Flower In The Rain
*erstwhile a halcyon extant universe incessantly ceaseless cradled itself in hues of violet phosphorescence laced with cobalt shimmering stars perpetually whole it nonetheless sought to know itself encompassing all that is bubbling over in effervescent ebullience intertwined with indescribable catastrophic splendor it shattered into tens of millions of splinters of eloquent efflorescent light shining in the night each splinter heretofore imbued with sempiternal felicity began to conjure sumptuous dulcet elixirs furtively seeking out savory emollients to mollify the pique of separation plummeting they fell into monstrous competition seeking demesne they lost the purpose of gaining awareness and intelligent consciousness surreptitious estrangement overflowed deluging them in excruciating agony thus an epiphany was born the carving of the beleaguered fragments inked with tremendous pain created a transfiguration of splinters to crystals hence enlightenment commenced as the gems magnetized together constructing a world where omnipotence shines the ineffable beauty formed by the reintegration of crystals far exceeds the original as they dazzle with universal light bursting from diamonds etched in deep wisdom flooding the firmament with kaleidoscopic rainbow strobes cascading the sky ©2016janetaylor
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May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC
crystals of light
Mine 6:48 a Wednesday Two Weeks later Then: Thanksgiving eve 5E; MIT I sit at my desk: stare out of the windows < My skull at the Chocolate Bock I just Overflowed > all over my notes on the Circe episode of Ulysses, which I have not yet read. 20 minutes after I just –– Went alone. Stood there, yes, alone Above the porcelain enterprise Taking that litmus test of humanity Clear, I pass. Yellow, I fail. It was rather clear I think Honestly? I don't remember. Two weeks ago, I stood there== and came up with this phrase. Standing there with special eyes:::: Seeing. Came back to my room, I did, faithfully Looked there below my second fridge A plate sat. mine. On it: maybe food, maybe ***** Probably marijuana Only the first my own Who remembers? Next to it: an empty prescription bottle "It's some medicine for Asthma. I don't even _have_ asthma!" "Classy **** I am; I've never bought a shot glass. Just use discarded prescription bottles." An experiment @ the sink: exact: 2.0z. On the dot. Turns out that's 1&1/3 of the standard—The ritual We make it. And have made it. For years now together after midnight [or so] 4 years. Soon it will be Maybe I shall leave; probably not but harken back, that fortnight, less 6 To that evening. Orange and purple Effort sublime but not enough: Lost to a team of Freshman.?! ~If only:~ "Tripped mad-laundry shrooms", 6 and a half months ago Two men sit in the corner of my room I know one; the other spoke 2-weeks-later: sticky keyboard I am not sober, but who is? Last night. Remember those videos? reminded me that *** can be beautiful: After basically 2 years: I almost forgot. x-art.com. December 6, 2011 I have a perspective now: It is not the same as yours it is not and, by necessity, can not be the same. But I see it. Stephen Daedalus calls it immature—lyrical but **** you, James: it is mine! I am. Will always be. Will have never been. But, God/Goddess **** it now! I am: I See. I try! ~D.B.Guy
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Nov 3, 2012
Nov 3, 2012 at 3:23 AM UTC
Mine.
Mine 6:48 a Wednesday Two Weeks later Then: Thanksgiving eve 5E; MIT I sit at my desk: stare out of the windows < My skull at the Chocolate Bock I just Overflowed > all over my notes on the Circe episode of Ulysses, which I have not yet read. 20 minutes after I just –– Went alone. Stood there, yes, alone Above the porcelain enterprise Taking that litmus test of humanity Clear, I pass. Yellow, I fail. It was rather clear I think Honestly? I don't remember. Two weeks ago, I stood there== and came up with this phrase. Standing there with special eyes:::: Seeing. Came back to my room, I did, faithfully Looked there below my second fridge A plate sat. mine. On it: maybe food, maybe ***** Probably marijuana Only the first my own Who remembers? Next to it: an empty prescription bottle "It's some medicine for Asthma. I don't even _have_ asthma!" "Classy **** I am; I've never bought a shot glass. Just use discarded prescription bottles." An experiment @ the sink: exact: 2.0z. On the dot. Turns out that's 1&1/3 of the standard—The ritual We make it. And have made it. For years now together after midnight [or so] 4 years. Soon it will be Maybe I shall leave; probably not but harken back, that fortnight, less 6 To that evening. Orange and purple Effort sublime but not enough: Lost to a team of Freshman.?! ~If only:~ "Tripped mad-laundry shrooms", 6 and a half months ago Two men sit in the corner of my room I know one; the other spoke 2-weeks-later: sticky keyboard I am not sober, but who is? Last night. Remember those videos? reminded me that *** can be beautiful: After basically 2 years: I almost forgot. x-art.com. December 6, 2011 I have a perspective now: It is not the same as yours it is not and, by necessity, can not be the same. But I see it. Stephen Daedalus calls it immature—lyrical but **** you, James: it is mine! I am. Will always be. Will have never been. But, God/Goddess **** it now! I am: I See. I try! ~D.B.Guy
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And life came in, crowned in blood, kissed and messed, announcing itself with a cry.   A girl-child, missing piece, fitted to my breast her weight absorbed with my heart's sigh She was fear personified, so heavenly blessed, she made my terrified simpers her lullaby. I felt my heart's core swell to absorb her scent, and my eyes overflowed with love's cascading cry. She cast light into my darkened chaotic hurt - sparked a desire to wake, to live, to try, clasping her whole fist around my ring finger, holding me still; the whole world passing by. And in her absence she left her shadow nestled in my chest. And in my absence I hid my kisses in her sigh. She grew with eyes of blue and a sympathetic smile - all faerie dust on the wing of a butterfly, an almost echo of a girl I once knew. Except she didn't know that kind of cry, wouldn't know anything less than rainbows, than Christmas mornings and endless blue skies. We tripped, clicked heels through the passing years, from little girl to little woman in the blink of an eye, till we were both wearing her shoes instead of mine. And like Alice, she snapped from low to high she grew - time sculpting curvy definitions of who I hope and fear she will be. She is golden curls and girlish giggles ever wondering the where or the why ever seeking to help, to heal, to try to pour her heart into an undeserving world. She has legs she claims to stand her ground to be, to free, to hold her own. And though like me, she is not me, since she is so much braver than I. Her finger is wrapped around her innocence holding strong to consent or deny. This life will make her cry her tears and this world will realise her fears but she will ever have the wings to fly and I will ever ready to sing her our lullaby.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 3:37 PM UTC
Beck Bees
And life came in, crowned in blood, kissed and messed, announcing itself with a cry.   A girl-child, missing piece, fitted to my breast her weight absorbed with my heart's sigh She was fear personified, so heavenly blessed, she made my terrified simpers her lullaby. I felt my heart's core swell to absorb her scent, and my eyes overflowed with love's cascading cry. She cast light into my darkened chaotic hurt - sparked a desire to wake, to live, to try, clasping her whole fist around my ring finger, holding me still; the whole world passing by. And in her absence she left her shadow nestled in my chest. And in my absence I hid my kisses in her sigh. She grew with eyes of blue and a sympathetic smile - all faerie dust on the wing of a butterfly, an almost echo of a girl I once knew. Except she didn't know that kind of cry, wouldn't know anything less than rainbows, than Christmas mornings and endless blue skies. We tripped, clicked heels through the passing years, from little girl to little woman in the blink of an eye, till we were both wearing her shoes instead of mine. And like Alice, she snapped from low to high she grew - time sculpting curvy definitions of who I hope and fear she will be. She is golden curls and girlish giggles ever wondering the where or the why ever seeking to help, to heal, to try to pour her heart into an undeserving world. She has legs she claims to stand her ground to be, to free, to hold her own. And though like me, she is not me, since she is so much braver than I. Her finger is wrapped around her innocence holding strong to consent or deny. This life will make her cry her tears and this world will realise her fears but she will ever have the wings to fly and I will ever ready to sing her our lullaby.
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It was the end of the world when Ares met Mars Supposed to be counterparts, brothers in arms But on opposing sides they stood Couldn’t see eye to eye And instead of stemming the blood Each took an eye for an eye Until in time the whole world went blind The sword attacked and the spear struck back But that’s what happens when cultures clash When cultures collide With anger and hatred it starts to divide But nobody wins, cos the dead look the same on both sides It was the mother of all storms when Jupiter met Zeus There could have been a deuce; could have called a truce But each wanted more and more The two as black as thunder And instead of stopping the war Each stole the other’s thunder Until in time the whole world went under The thunder attacked and the lightning struck back But that’s what happens when cultures clash When cultures collide With anger and hatred it starts to divide But nobody wins, cos the dead look the same on both sides The underworld shook when the earth caved in Pluto and Hades together couldn’t take us all in We didn’t see when being heartless In wanting the best of both worlds That the second of the two would be darkness And together the weight of the worlds Would send us crashing down to Tartarus The rivers overflowed and the fires turned to ash But that’s what happens when cultures clash
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Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 7:54 PM UTC
When Cultures Clash
The rain came in rivers Flooded the streets Trees and debris everywhere Up to my knees In the sky's sorrow I couldn't wait "Till tomorrow" To borrow your heart I swam the roads That overflowed My heart for yours is what I owed And at the crossroad There was no water No flood No trees or debris Up to my knees Just you Only you Always you
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Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 3:09 AM UTC
The Flood
While briskly walking through a patch of weeds, My eyes thought they had quickly been deceived, For as I placed my foot down on the ground, I saw a flower blooming all around. A cherry blossom, bright and blooming free, It’s beauty overflowed with joyous glee. “How rare”, I said, “this really is a find”, And then, I thought, what if the plant was mine? And so, I picked her from her place unknown, And brought her back to stay inside my home. I kept her happy, for a while, it’s true. What happened next always makes me so blue… Her beauty, so divine, so unrestrained; She captivated me, no effort made. Her smell, on par with scents of those Greek gods, To get my own Goddess, I beat the odds. She brought me life and happiness, I was Blessed to have her in my life because There never was a blossom quite like her, Such beauty could not spring from putrid earth…. And when she blossomed, I watched in dismay... My Cherry Blossom fated not to stay. I loved my flower truly, dearly so, Her love and care gave me a place to go. A prime example, perfect specimen, Revitalizing my flat heart again. My garden’s empty now, my shades are drawn, I wish I’d smelled you once, before you’d gone.
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 5:50 PM UTC
Cherry Blossom
I already cried a thousand tears I cried them into my bottle of beer It overflowed and went on my floor Now everything's wet, because you're a *****
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Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 1:31 PM UTC
Wet
I picked a flower in May just to watch her blossom all for myself Beautiful and brilliant I sat her in a glass on a shelf I added water so she wouldn't go dry Magnificence such as hers I couldn't let die I watched as she grew Time flew and flew Her petals orange and blue like a vanilla sky As she prospered and danced I noticed a change Something very strange that caught my eye Her stems became vines intertwined simultaneously with my poetry and life In place of green, She overflowed out of the glass in white sheets of paper And it was there she made her illustration so divine A perfect drawing of a heart That turned out to be mine
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Apr 24, 2016
Apr 24, 2016 at 9:03 PM UTC
A Flowering Love
When my world was collapsing, You came as a pillar, When my dreams were fading, You came as a light, When my thoughts became blank, You filled it in with color, When my smile started dying, You became the reason for me to rejoice, When tears in my eyes overflowed, You bought solace in them, When I started feeling lonely, You bought life back in me, When my mood became emotional, You made me practical, When I missed terribly my people You mimicked each one for me, When darkness came near me, You bought brightness with your presence, When I felt it to be end of road, You showed me new path, new goal, When today I think of you, So many emotions surge in my heart, Love, Gratitude, Guide, Philosopher, The best one though is last to come, Coz’ I make you my dearest friend, You have given me so much I can never repay, But promise I make, to be always happy, Promise I make, that I will always smile As in my Smile lies my dearest friends Smile. Neha srivastava
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May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 1:09 PM UTC
...... SMILE.....!!
Breeze bellows, leaves echo in quivering psithurism, dithering like unbroken smoke, this approaching omen goads. Dozing crows slumbering in rows, droves of locusts' silenced drone, almost comatose in repose; nighttime overtones choir of toads' raspy croaks answered by alto of crickets' orchestral strokes. Gust encroaches; robed boughs cloven open, bring into scope and focus me juxtaposed, suspended apropos. Although motionless and petrified in stone, provoked by zephyr coaxing to and fro; swaying pendulous and no longer frozen, locus gently thrown. Death rattle moan evoked from throat, reflex can't say no to rigor rigidly posed, final sigh in silence, awoken vocal, expelled and disposed. Smote by morose emotion, gun loaded then exploded by neurosis, now bloated necrosis decomposes into gross ochre. This trophy and this ode both an opus to my inability to cope; romanced i proposed, eloped and betrothed to my own inappropriate composure. Pocket full of posies plucked when luck bestowed and tears in a cup, a toast; crying copiously, tempest runneth overflowed, eyes swollen and soaked. Dipped my toes in the coast of this ocean's amorphous folds, gripped by undertow holding control of my soul; swiftly shipwrecked in shallow shoal, an old atoll. On sandy floor, water burrows roads; digging, carving, roams through unmarrowed silica and sandstone eroding into a cove. A host for opal geode trove, enclosing a technicolor rose, from the depths a glowing mosaic shone Unopened lotus floats on foam of lapping waves, a boat; prone to no grandiose notion or motive, adrift as wind stokes. I suppose this only shows the total corrosion into which I dove, the only foes to oppose are those of burdens, so only weightless can I atone- I must let go.
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Mar 11, 2024
Mar 11, 2024 at 11:02 AM UTC
Note to Self (Part 2)
Breeze bellows, leaves echo in quivering psithurism, dithering like unbroken smoke, this approaching omen goads. Dozing crows slumbering in rows, droves of locusts' silenced drone, almost comatose in repose; nighttime overtones choir of toads' raspy croaks answered by alto of crickets' orchestral strokes. Gust encroaches; robed boughs cloven open, bring into scope and focus me juxtaposed, suspended apropos. Although motionless and petrified in stone, provoked by zephyr coaxing to and fro; swaying pendulous and no longer frozen, locus gently thrown. Death rattle moan evoked from throat, reflex can't say no to rigor rigidly posed, final sigh in silence, awoken vocal, expelled and disposed. Smote by morose emotion, gun loaded then exploded by neurosis, now bloated necrosis decomposes into gross ochre. This trophy and this ode both an opus to my inability to cope; romanced i proposed, eloped and betrothed to my own inappropriate composure. Pocket full of posies plucked when luck bestowed and tears in a cup, a toast; crying copiously, tempest runneth overflowed, eyes swollen and soaked. Dipped my toes in the coast of this ocean's amorphous folds, gripped by undertow holding control of my soul; swiftly shipwrecked in shallow shoal, an old atoll. On sandy floor, water burrows roads; digging, carving, roams through unmarrowed silica and sandstone eroding into a cove. A host for opal geode trove, enclosing a technicolor rose, from the depths a glowing mosaic shone Unopened lotus floats on foam of lapping waves, a boat; prone to no grandiose notion or motive, adrift as wind stokes. I suppose this only shows the total corrosion into which I dove, the only foes to oppose are those of burdens, so only weightless can I atone- I must let go.
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Chapped Lips The cracked skin on my lips Represents the crack on my heart About to break in tiny pieces The more I smile The more my lips stretch The more my heart breaks But dare I let my lips falls part? Dare I put lip balm on? To ease the pain To cease the blood…? The Lips overflowed with blood Like a fountain And with a splash from the wings of a bird Gallons flown over my chin Formed droplets And stain my shirt But the smile stays But not the heart The heart is shallow There’s no more blood to keep it pumping Just a fragile glass See through it is But its crack near the top left is hard to see…
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Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 4:00 PM UTC
Chapped Lips
when my love pours beyond the rim of the glass, i won’t cry over spilt milk. what is longing if not a drop, pressed at once with cloth in vain. let it run down the table’s edge, a river of devotion. and if it stains the wood, so be it for what is love if it leaves no mark? let it rest in the grain, a memory not meant to vanish but to remind me, i once overflowed. n.h.
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Sep 10, 2025
Sep 10, 2025 at 9:38 AM UTC
Overflowed
The field overflowed with the blood of heroes yet blood fell cheap on the battleground still no freedom for those who dared silence to the soul,who made little sound. Onward they marched common man and soldiers alike to stop the tyranny once in for all their cry for freedom echoed in the winds one by one,the enemies will fall. Their pledge to the soil turned into action sacrifices were made in the heart of motherland patriot after patriot bathed in blood as quit India movement began to expand. Finally,at the stroke of midnight hour freedom came out loud and strong the people of India cherished their dreams as a storm loomed with their hallowed song. To this day,India remembers her heroes whose blood has spoken the language of freedom India stands proud,with her flag flying high reclaiming her land and her beautiful kingdom.
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 2:59 AM UTC
Independence Day
my mind is going to explode not sure how much longer I can stay on this rope my arms, legs, and hands are giving up my days blend into weeks, there is no living up no laughter-filled dawns or innocent wrongs all so mundane, just a playing pawn in a losing game, just losing weight it's depressing this depression, I wish I invested but now I am stressing they say it's a blessing which is distressing because I feel like I am suppressing underneath the weight of academics, surprised I made it through 12 first-year almost broke me and second year is not discerning my mind is going to explode the candle won't stop burning my cup is overflowed
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Dec 5, 2021
Dec 5, 2021 at 4:57 PM UTC
e x p l o d e
The memory of my father is wrapped up in white paper, like sandwiches taken for a day at work. Just as a magician takes towers and rabbits out of his hat, he drew love from his small body, and the rivers of his hands overflowed with good deeds.
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My Father
You spoke those words to me as you departed from my sight. My sorrow overflowed, nothing meant anything to me but your words. I never got over you, Chelsea. It took me a few years before saying that didn't hurt, a few more to get the courage to see your Facebook page, and yet I still have no courage to say anything to you. I don't want to be pushed away again, the fear of falling has left me flightless.
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Jul 8, 2014
Jul 8, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
Pedicabo ego vos,
I. with my hand clutching my heart, i anxiously swept my feet across the hallway lined with a hundred artworks, only to discover at the very end that mine was just one place short of an award. i run all the way back the long hallway to hide teardrops in a dark lonely corner until my father came and gave me a comforting embrace. his strong hands patted me on the back, my tears stained his crisp polo as i buried my face in his chubby belly. he told me that i'm the greatest artist and that no matter what he loves me. II. seeds planted in me bloomed into realizations and those realizations bred feelings and like a tidal wave the sea of emotions surged over me and overflowed to my eyes chest felt heavy and my head felt light. i made my way through the dark and crowded room to my brother and in front of all his friends tackled him in a hug. he scuffled my hair and locked me in his arms, and i couldn't believe he hugged me back instead of pushing me away. he told me that he was stupid and that he was sorry. III. he held me back as everyone else went down the winding staircase. i knew too well that this day would come but i injected myself with lies that February can feel like forever. but the truth prevailed and the truth hurts. our cheeks brush and blush. he got me on the tips of my toes and his thick sweater caught my tears as we wrap each other in a long embrace. i let go of him and dropped my hands because the moment felt too right but he hugged me tighter and he swayed me gently    back and forth...        back and forth...            back and forth... contrary to the wild beat of my heart. he told me his final goodbye and that he will miss me.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 6:46 AM UTC
Embrace (3 stories)
I. with my hand clutching my heart, i anxiously swept my feet across the hallway lined with a hundred artworks, only to discover at the very end that mine was just one place short of an award. i run all the way back the long hallway to hide teardrops in a dark lonely corner until my father came and gave me a comforting embrace. his strong hands patted me on the back, my tears stained his crisp polo as i buried my face in his chubby belly. he told me that i'm the greatest artist and that no matter what he loves me. II. seeds planted in me bloomed into realizations and those realizations bred feelings and like a tidal wave the sea of emotions surged over me and overflowed to my eyes chest felt heavy and my head felt light. i made my way through the dark and crowded room to my brother and in front of all his friends tackled him in a hug. he scuffled my hair and locked me in his arms, and i couldn't believe he hugged me back instead of pushing me away. he told me that he was stupid and that he was sorry. III. he held me back as everyone else went down the winding staircase. i knew too well that this day would come but i injected myself with lies that February can feel like forever. but the truth prevailed and the truth hurts. our cheeks brush and blush. he got me on the tips of my toes and his thick sweater caught my tears as we wrap each other in a long embrace. i let go of him and dropped my hands because the moment felt too right but he hugged me tighter and he swayed me gently    back and forth...        back and forth...            back and forth... contrary to the wild beat of my heart. he told me his final goodbye and that he will miss me.
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The pipes froze as the toilet overflowed with pangs of guilt and bile bitten clothes. She tried to dispose of what she ate from breakfast to lunch to her snacks after eight. From dieting to shame, infatuation came, from the overwhelming pain of being herself. Scared to ask for help, she took matters to her hands. One to hold her hair, the other to her thyroid gland. © Matthew Harlovic
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Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 11:06 PM UTC
Flushed Out February
Dear Madam Sabrina, The lonely beach shores, I walk Tossing seashells of affection in remebrance of you A pursued love interest that is overwhelm Overflowed by tears I attempted to hold back Slithering ghostly as we never embrace A tender kiss, ponders across the bay Given a mysterious essence We are lost In an oceanview desire Recollecting inner thoughts about another A woman I found,but an achor Abreast from you Rejection is a raging wave that conquerors My ability to forget you A stranger to calm sea Can float away From peaceful shores Of love Yours truly, A man without dignity
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Sep 29, 2009
Sep 29, 2009 at 4:25 AM UTC
Madam Sabrina
I can still remember. That burning feeling of inspiration, bubbling up through my body. It dominated me, defined me, led me to believe that I was my own hero. A protagonist on a quest, a road to travel on, certainty in my bones. Driven by love through the narration of my world, my story. Words overflowed from my heart. Staining the tracks, pages, and lilies of my life with my fire. Every heartbeat resounded like the clanging of a tower's bells. Each ring dictating time, order, purpose, place. I can still remember. The lingering taste of coffee on my tongue, my face sore from smiling. Hours spent talking and listening. The content of my life summarized like chapters of a book. The way my heart vaulted when your eyes met mine. It was like the moon pulling at the tides. Giving the waves motion and momentum. So I spilled my ink and blood, writing you into the story. I can still remember. What it was like when it was over. I hadn't realized I had been living in a cell. Scrawling my visions of the world onto every inch of those four walls. Diagrams and diatribes, the things I considered to be myself. Going mad in the most wonderful fashion. As I left I saw them for what they were. Mosaics and memorials. Poison and poetry. The passionate magic of first and finals, the ****** taste of loss. But **** it was beautiful all the same. I can still remember. What it felt like to move on. The taste of freedom and fresh air, an urge to defy what was. And become something more again. But suddenly, the bleeding in my heart slowed. The resounding clangs of my inner bells softly faded. It took years, But one day I reached inside myself Expecting to feel the fire burning inside me. I can still remember. The dread that came with the lack of heat. The soul of myself, the definition of me as the hero. Was only embers now. The easy numbness that washed over me. The determination and inspiration that was me had left. I was broken, as I always was. But I no longer knew myself as beautiful. I was not a protagonist. I had written myself out of my own story, slowly but surely. There was no quest, no journey, no one to save or be saved by. Just whatever I have become. I hope one day to remember. My clumsy and earnest return to form. When my heart again bled ink and crackled with flame.
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May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 3:21 PM UTC
Embers
I can still remember. That burning feeling of inspiration, bubbling up through my body. It dominated me, defined me, led me to believe that I was my own hero. A protagonist on a quest, a road to travel on, certainty in my bones. Driven by love through the narration of my world, my story. Words overflowed from my heart. Staining the tracks, pages, and lilies of my life with my fire. Every heartbeat resounded like the clanging of a tower's bells. Each ring dictating time, order, purpose, place. I can still remember. The lingering taste of coffee on my tongue, my face sore from smiling. Hours spent talking and listening. The content of my life summarized like chapters of a book. The way my heart vaulted when your eyes met mine. It was like the moon pulling at the tides. Giving the waves motion and momentum. So I spilled my ink and blood, writing you into the story. I can still remember. What it was like when it was over. I hadn't realized I had been living in a cell. Scrawling my visions of the world onto every inch of those four walls. Diagrams and diatribes, the things I considered to be myself. Going mad in the most wonderful fashion. As I left I saw them for what they were. Mosaics and memorials. Poison and poetry. The passionate magic of first and finals, the ****** taste of loss. But **** it was beautiful all the same. I can still remember. What it felt like to move on. The taste of freedom and fresh air, an urge to defy what was. And become something more again. But suddenly, the bleeding in my heart slowed. The resounding clangs of my inner bells softly faded. It took years, But one day I reached inside myself Expecting to feel the fire burning inside me. I can still remember. The dread that came with the lack of heat. The soul of myself, the definition of me as the hero. Was only embers now. The easy numbness that washed over me. The determination and inspiration that was me had left. I was broken, as I always was. But I no longer knew myself as beautiful. I was not a protagonist. I had written myself out of my own story, slowly but surely. There was no quest, no journey, no one to save or be saved by. Just whatever I have become. I hope one day to remember. My clumsy and earnest return to form. When my heart again bled ink and crackled with flame.
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Sickening, He found it sickening, How everyone around him seemed to be in love. Someone, They all had someone. They all had the thing he was dreaming of. Loverboy was surrounded by love, He found it excruciating. Loverboy wished for an angel to come down from above, To end his misery. How Loverboy loved, To hear about everyone’s, Relationships while he was alone. Loverboy all on his own. He went through the motions, Dancing solo. Solitude had left him destitute, Crawling to a new low. Loverboy watched as, Lovers and friends, Intertwined hands. He envied, His friend, And hoped her relationship, Wouldn’t meet a bitter end. Circling, Circling thoughts. Was Loverboy good enough? Was it something he lacked? Loverboy pondered as he turned his back. He closed himself off from the world, Too afraid to watch his heart unfurl. How he loved to listen to, The gossip of the hearts broken in two. Some relationships were meant to lose, Fate demands his dues. How could he be so unlucky? Surely, this was the work of irony. Or, perhaps, was he, Just unlovable from the beginning? Loverboy learned not to care, When his friend spoke about her affairs. After all, he was alone, With no opinion to offer besides his own. His friend was clueless, Clueless about Loverboy’s mind. He accepted his fate, That one day he’d be left behind. Loverboy’s lack of love, Led to lies of liable fun. Just smile and listen to the stories they tell, His tears overflowed inside his well. Don’t crack, Don’t break, Loverboy can’t afford to make a mistake. After all, it’s not about you, It never was, Loverboy knew this to be true. Loverboy loved to listen to others’ loves. A lie to keep him up at night. Loverboy wished an angel would fall from above, To show him some love, Some of that fated love.
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Sep 23, 2025
Sep 23, 2025 at 11:13 PM UTC
Loverboy's Lack of Love
Sickening, He found it sickening, How everyone around him seemed to be in love. Someone, They all had someone. They all had the thing he was dreaming of. Loverboy was surrounded by love, He found it excruciating. Loverboy wished for an angel to come down from above, To end his misery. How Loverboy loved, To hear about everyone’s, Relationships while he was alone. Loverboy all on his own. He went through the motions, Dancing solo. Solitude had left him destitute, Crawling to a new low. Loverboy watched as, Lovers and friends, Intertwined hands. He envied, His friend, And hoped her relationship, Wouldn’t meet a bitter end. Circling, Circling thoughts. Was Loverboy good enough? Was it something he lacked? Loverboy pondered as he turned his back. He closed himself off from the world, Too afraid to watch his heart unfurl. How he loved to listen to, The gossip of the hearts broken in two. Some relationships were meant to lose, Fate demands his dues. How could he be so unlucky? Surely, this was the work of irony. Or, perhaps, was he, Just unlovable from the beginning? Loverboy learned not to care, When his friend spoke about her affairs. After all, he was alone, With no opinion to offer besides his own. His friend was clueless, Clueless about Loverboy’s mind. He accepted his fate, That one day he’d be left behind. Loverboy’s lack of love, Led to lies of liable fun. Just smile and listen to the stories they tell, His tears overflowed inside his well. Don’t crack, Don’t break, Loverboy can’t afford to make a mistake. After all, it’s not about you, It never was, Loverboy knew this to be true. Loverboy loved to listen to others’ loves. A lie to keep him up at night. Loverboy wished an angel would fall from above, To show him some love, Some of that fated love.
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The old brown thorn-trees break in two high over Cummen Strand, Under a bitter black wind that blows from the left hand; Our courage breaks like an old tree in a black wind and dies, But we have hidden in our hearts the flame out of the eyes Of Cathleen, the daughter of Houlihan. The wind has bundled up the clouds high over Knock-narea, And thrown the thunder on the stones for all that Maeve can say. Angers that are like noisy clouds have set our hearts abeat; But we have all bent low and low and kissed the quiet feet Of Cathleen, the daughter of Houlihan. The yellow pool has overflowed high up on Clooth-na-Bare, For the wet winds are blowing out of the clinging air; Like heavy flooded waters our bodies and our blood; But purer than a tall candle before the Holy Rood Is Cathleen, the daughter of Houlihan.
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