whatever happens life continues as long as there is oxygen that fills the space in the lungs.

soon we will leave, wait for the rain to subside.

some are hard to explain.
I've been holding it for a long time.
it hurts, like a slash.
this heart screamed for a long time.
I feel unappreciated even by the people closest to me.
I can only tell God.
I will not allow the world to know.
this is too painful.

deburan ombak bersatu dengan asa
namun tak memecah karang pengharapan
serbuk- serbuk pasir adalah partikel kecil impianku
tak apa diinjak- diinjak
karena untuk menjadi langit
aku masih terlalu awam

in a room
with a dimly lit bedroom lamp
my eyesight groped
on an object between other objects
Your face is clearly visible in a black frame
as if smiling at me
how long should I look at you unrealistically?
there is a sack of longing that I want to share
or it's fine if you want to add your longing too in it.

I'm not Cinderella, who came to the party and met the prince because I didn't have those glass shoes
or being Ariel, exchanging the beautiful tail with feet for a man from another world
Aurora fell asleep long enough, then love came from a prince with a kiss, could it be?
then, should I become Snow White who was poisoned by an apple then fell asleep and the prince came just to be able to see me every day. No
could I have to meet an unlovely and cursed prince like Belle, and love him sincerely?
but I can't like Elsa that freezes the human heart
because I am still need love like Jasmine from Aladdin, but I don't want to be a present
I might have to venture out across the vast ocean to find the lost, yes it's Moana
so I have to be brave and tough like Mulan about anything that will happen in reaching the dreams and love that might not be easy

there are times when we pursue our respective dreams.
then go back and pursue our dreams ...

gelap malam membuka mata
hening pikir ku meraba cinta
begitu banyak lembut dan kasar
setajam sembilu selembut sutra

angin bertiup menghempas debu
debu kasar debu halus
cinta kasih yang ku tuju
tibalah aku pada dirimu

there are many ways to complain
there are many ways to sulk
there are even many ways to be evil
but there are many ways to do good things

cause heart will never lie
but lips can lie to hide good or bad things inside the heart

there will be a time
we have no direct conversation
what should I do when I want to see you
what should I do if I want to greet you
what should I do if we do not meet each other
but .. do not worry I'll be fine
I will be fine
and I will embrace you in my prayers
here ..