am i really happy? or just less sad

i can smell my burning heart

I know you love me
And you know i love you
But non of us is willing to take the first step
Our love is fading away
I tried my best to let you stay
But baby you left me anyway
But i will wait until that day
Where u come running back to me

most important thing to learn in life
is letting go of what you love most

i think im in deep **** with you. i love you and you make me sad

just like how i cant leave you..

when do you know if you are attached or not..
its when you ******* hate the world without that person.

the way his hand perfectly matched mine was sadder than the day he left

finding someone whom you truly love and think that they are perfect and knowing that they will leave, is sadder than the day they actually leave.

if you are leaving
stay gone

i'd rather have all my bones broken
than to have a broken heart.

fix your soul when you are sad because when you break a bone in your body you don't just sit there and go "oh well it'll pass" NO. if you are sad go find something that makes you happy and stick to it and when that thing no longer makes you happy its fine because we human lose interest
its ok go find something else
just make sure its not a PERSON

you can die several times
because death is not only a dead body

being sad feels like black thick oil is slowly covering your heart up and it makes breathing seem like a pretty ******* hard job

the happier you are
the sadder you will get

there are some feelings that no matter what you say no one can feel them but you..

you gave me nothing but pain.

please legalize suicide

in your life you pass by a lot of fears
they stay for years
and eventually
its all gone
just like good things
its all gonna end one day

we live in a time where its really hard to trust someone
and love is no more real like it used to be
and that hurts, it hurts a lot
to live in a ******* fake time.

maybe i should start drinking everyday
cause you liked me better when i was drunk..

love scares me,
there is too much commitment to it
and i can't really commit to something or someone
and the thought that the person you love can simply reach to a point where they don't love you anymore and you can't do anything about it,
you can never force anyone to love you
and that scares me
because i love him

oh if you knew or felt or saw the love i had for you..
you'd burst in tears for not holding me in your arms
you'd burst in tears for not kissing me
you'd burst in tears for not caring about me
and most of all you'd burst in tears for leaving me

it makes me really sick
how every ******* song reminds me of
YOU

you see darling i dont get it
you want me
then you don't
you love me
then you don't
you ******* ****
why can't you make your mind?

i might want you..
but **** it i am not staying if you don't want me to.

you are like a rock that is made out of metal and I'm the rain but i didn't know that you were made out of metal so i kept on falling on you, trying to make things change and i tried so hard that i ran out if water.. but i will wait for another year to rain again and i will not rain on any other rock but you.

no matter how lonley it gets,
don't throw yourself at them like if they were heaven.

no matter how hard we try
some people are just not meant to be in our lives

-are you in love with her?
-does that make me a freak?
-i think anybody who falls in love is a freak its a crazy thing to do its kind of like a form of socially acceptable insanity

i want to overdoes on you
thats how much i love you

ive always thought love was a pink bubble that only brings joy and comfort and care, but now that I've tried it i figured love is pain.
cause in love theres always gotta be the one who cares more
the one who listens more
the one who stays up at night thinking does he really love me?
love is pain
and pain is love
and i love you

don't drink poison and wait for it to **** your enemies..

pride or love
you have to get rid of one
to keep the other

YOU loved the smell of my hair,
so i changed my shampoo but I STLL MISS YOU.

“And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.”

everything we love eventually leaves and everything we hate always stays. she said so i told her to hate me and she replied "you cant expect me to bring you the moon"

there will be days
where you will feel so tired your brain hurts
there will be days
where you will feel really blue and sucicidal
there will be days
where no one is gonna be the shoulder you cry on to feel better
there will be days
where your cigarrets won't ease it off
there will be days and there will be pain

oh dear..you are so hard to love
but i will ******* love every little ****** piece of you...

I promised myself to not write about anyone anymore but my thoughts..
but baby YOU are all my thoughts.

The most ****** up thing you will ever do
is care about someone who doesn't give a **** about you

i hate how much i love you.

you dont love me.. you just like how much i care about you.

losing things worries you,
getting used to things worries me

you're in your bed
i'm in my bed
one of us is in the wrong bed

leaving you will cause a lot of pain and loving you will even cause more pain..