i would give him
the moon and the stars,
even the sun too

i would move
the mountains away
and the sea closer

i would ****
the ones who hurt him
and revive
the ones he lost

i would change
the order of the alphabet
and color
my world black and white

i would give him
everything,
if he would just give
us a chance

“everyone gets forgotten eventually.
there is nothing
we can do
to prevent that.”

I know she’s right.
but I am still scared
of oblivion

are monsters born?
or are monsters made?

if I'd lose everything
if I had nothing to give;

I would still ask
for your help

Isn’t it crazy
how many stars
don’t exist anymore
yet their light
still shines upon us?

I would like to be
like a star;
I want my good impact
to be remembered,
to be seen
a hundred years
From now

I want to make
the world
a better place

i like
seeing you
happy

i really do;
it makes you
even more
beautiful

but i wish
it was me
instead
of him

who is
the reason
of your happiness

Tic toc
it’s half past eleven
I had a dream and thought;
I am in heaven.

Tic toc
heaven turned into hell
am I still dreaming?
I can’t tell

Tic toc
it’s an hour past midnight
I am wide awake
and wrapped in by the night

Tic toc
on the clock blinks a fat two
I have only one thing on my mind;
and that is you

Tic toc
now it’s already three
a devil on my shoulder tells me to overthink
and I agree

Tic toc
it’s nearly four
I am still not tired
and think some more

Tic toc
now the clock shows five
and god, how grateful I am
to be alive

Tic toc
my windows let through, the light of dawn
but my eyes close and show me darkness,
to which I am drawn

Tic toc
my alarm rings an hour later
I am exhausted because insomnia
struck again, this traitor

My hands
start to
sweat

My body
starts to
shake

My stomach
starts to
rotate

My heart
starts to
fight with
my head

As I am
overthinking
once again

i keep saying
that I don't love you anymore
but I still feel like before

My parents' love
is strong;
even after 27 years
they still seem
to feel the butterflies

They share
whispers and secrets,
unknown to my ears

They share
tender kisses and hugs,
making me feel like an intruder
in their own little world

They share
a love
that can withstand
even the most severe storms

They share
a bond
no knife in the world
could cut through


I can only hope
that someday
I’ll experience
true love like theirs

Oh tell me,
how do I
respond to
>I miss you<

When I
don’t feel
that way?

do you even recognize me,
wearing jeans instead of a dress
because originally I didn't want to impress

or is she all you see?

for once I would like to be the one,
not just second choice

for once I want my feelings to be mutual,
not unrequited

and just for one I want to feel loved and desired,
'cause I've never been

so just for once, for once
I want to be the one

i thought
i knew
who i am

but lately
everything
seems to be
wrong

how would
it feel

to kiss
your lips?

to feel
your arms
protectively
around me?

to feel
your love?

No matter
what I tell
myself
and my friends –

You still
affect me

We’re lying on grass
stars above us

but I am
gazing
into your eyes

I fell alone
and no one caught me at the end
you say I'm just a friend
but act like I'm something more

when people
ask me if
i have
a type
then i don't
think about
anyone in particular

but i
still describe
you

“How
do you know
that you have
fallen in love
hard?”

>When your
only wish is
to see them happy.
Even if
it isn’t
with you. <

if we were
the only people
in the world

would you
at least
love me
then?

I miss something
that doesn’t
even exist

i feel
her emerald eyes
on me

and i
can't resist
the urge
to look up

so our
eyes meet
and there's
something shy
in them

it feels like
you're holding
something back
but I can't tell
what it is

i know
that we
never were
together

but you
still broke
my heart

Don’t
make promises
when
you’re drunk

Your sober self
will be
thankful

your best friend
told me

you are
really shy

but then why
are you
so open
with me?

you barely
even know
me

faint glimmers crackle,
smoke fills the air and lungs,
laughter fill ears.
secrets are exchanged,
jokes are told,
memories are relived.

All underneath
the moon who watches
our sins.

she
does not
laugh aloud
often

so when
she does
it is
the most
beautiful thing
to hear

and time
stands still
for just
a second

why can't
we be

two midnight lovers
sharing kisses
in the safeness
of the night?

saying silent
I love you's
with our eyes
so no one
will hear?

holding hands
while walking away
until
our fingers
brush for
one last time?

why

can't we be
midnight lovers?

The asphalt
underneath me
glistens from
the rain

The rain
splashes
my uncovered
thighs and arms

And the
fresh air
makes me
feel alive

She is
like the sun

Often
beaming
but
mostly alone

I am
like the moon

Hiding in
the shadows
but
surrounded
by many

So tell me,
could an
us
work?

sometimes
what I dream
comes true

but tell me,
will the dreams
of you
too?

It’s not
that I am
not interested
in boys
anymore

It’s just
that I
compare
every boy
that catches
my attention
to you

And they
don’t stand
even the
slightest chance

we should
live
like sunflowers -

leaving
the dark,
the shadows
behind us

and facing
the light,
the good things
in front of us

reaching out,
our fingers
nearly
touch

just a little
bit further,
sparks fly


and i
lay alone
in bed

you weren't
there
you didn't
reach
for me

it was
just a dream
it was
just fake

she is
restless

always
searching for
something

she is
in love
with

places
she has
never seen

and
people
she has
never met

I pressed
my palms
hard
against
my eyes

Desperately trying
to get you
out
of my head

But instead
I saw your
small smile
and
brown eyes
right before
me

The way
she looks
at him?

With the
small smile
and
twinkling eyes?

That is how
you know
she loves him

The way
he treats
her?

With
soft hands,
never wanting
to let go?

That is how
you know
he loves her