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Madison Sep 2018
Hey,
Remember me?
We went to school together,
We were friends.
No?
You were so important to me,
I guess I didn't mean as much to as you did to me.
That's ok, I guess I'll go now.

You were a whole chapter in my book,
But I was merely a sentence in yours.
DISCLAIMER -Last two lines are not mine, just insperation-
Madison Mar 2019
After the sun sets,
I can lay awake for hours.
I take comfort in the night.
While the dark envelopes me.
My only company, the stars.
Madison Aug 2018
No it never ends well,
We fight,
We fall apart in each other's arms,
We clean each other when we're a mess,
We catch all the tears,
But In the end we tear each other apart,
We are better off without eachother,
But that is a whole new agony,
so again and again we go through the motions of this toxic romance.
Madison Apr 2019
If you think I'm a mess now,
you should should see me without you.
Madison Feb 2019
You hurt me.
You lied to me.
You broke me.
But I loved you anyways.
Madison Mar 2019
I won't leave,
If you can give me a reason not to
Madison Aug 2018
I think about you,
before I fall asleep,
When I wake up,
You're always on my mind.
Am I on yours?
Do you think about me the way I think of you?
Do you look at me from across the room when I'm not looking?
I think I'm in love,
But afraid you aren't
Madison Feb 2019
I'm sorry that you like me.
But if you met me you would regret it.
I can't do this to you.
If you get to know me I'm not that great.
Getting close to me isn't safe.
A warning isn't enough.
I have make sure you don't come back,
No matter how much it hurts either of us
Madison Feb 2019
Every one has barbed wire.
It pulls away but you only grip it tighter.
It cuts into your hands.
But you refuse to let it go.
No matter the pain.
No matter the cost.
Comment your barbed wire. Mine is not being alone
Madison Aug 2018
I had a crush on you before you broke,
Things happened,
You changed and so did I,
You were done with it,
But it was just the beginning,
Life threw hell your way,
And you endured.
I had a crush on you before you broke,
Now I think I'm in love with you and your beautifully broken self.
Madison Feb 2019
When I give you everything
You tossed it away like nothing.
But I blame myself for letting you back in.
Madison Sep 2018
I never had the chance to be soft.
I was always ****** knuckles and broken glass,
I wanted them to fear hurting me.
Another short one
Madison Jan 2019
If a life breaks it will take a while to fix.
if you can ever fix it.
The pieces are sharp,
and the blood is thick
Madison Apr 2019
Somethings are more
beautiful while they burn
A short one
Madison Aug 2018
Have you ever met a flame?  
Someone so beautiful,
You don't notice when they burn the world around you?
Someone so gentle,
You don't feel the heat?
Someone so graceful,
You only see their dance?

And so you follow,
Blind to the destruction in their path,
Numb to the burn every time you get close.
Knowing the only cure to this madness is to extinguish the flame.
But you go on,
Burning in euphoria.
Enjoy!!!
Madison Mar 2019
Every time you frown
I feel the need to make you smile.
All you seem to do is lift others up,
even when it pushes you down.
They love you.
But I want to care for you.
To all those people out there you put others before themselves. I want to make you smile! And if you don't believe me, I'll show you
Madison Mar 2019
You assumed the king was the threat.
That was your first mistake
The queen is the warrior.
Madison Feb 2019
I'm not afraid of commitment.
I'm afraid of giving up control.
Of letting another person in.
Who can just walk back out.
Madison May 2019
Caught in your crossfire,
A blow meant for you,
That I have taken,
You won't notice though,
You only have eyes for your foe,
I am caught.
Now that I'm in,
Theres no way out.
Caught in your crossfire
What's war without casualties?
Madison Aug 2018
I am not afraid of the dark...








I am afraid of what waits in the dark.
I don't even know why I thought this but I am in the dark right now all alone. Sorry if you are too. \ -:
Madison Mar 2019
Who can hear a tree fall in the forest?
Whats another slice in a ****** mess?
Another pill to ease the pain?
Another tear in the rain?
The answer to all of these is the same.
A single step, a step closer to the ledge.
A cliff, a window, a roof, a noose...
These questions are deadly.
If you start asking what's the name in easing the pain one more time, you will never stop. It's always one more.
Madison Aug 2018
If you like her,
Please tell her.

Sincerely, All girls
Madison Jul 2018
Darling,
It wasn't my mistake,
You trusted me.
I was your only friend in the dark,
Your little secret,
Your little demon,
You were so beautiful before you broke.
Nobody could ever love some one like you.
Now you're worthless.
Without your looks you're nothing,
Without my voice you're lost,
Can't you see darling,
Your mind is broken,
But I'll take care of you darling,
Just do what I say and you will be beautiful again.
I love you darling.
Madison Apr 2019
Save your happy endings for Disney
Madison Feb 2019
If I don't let you in,
You can't leave.
Madison Apr 2019
Please don't say it.
I can't return it.
You should run and hide.
Please stop, you don't understand.
I'm not a good person.
Don't give me that power,
I can't handle it.
If you love me,
Don't trust me.
Madison Feb 2019
I can't resist you,
But you can't keep me.
I'm not enough.
You're too much.
So maybe it would be easier for us both,
If you stopped coming back.
Madison Jan 2021
She had sunlight in her eyes
She had leaves in her hair
She had fruit in her chest
She had flowers between her legs
But you took that from her
She didnt have a choice
She has oceans in her eyes
She  has your smoke in her chest
She has rocks in her stomach
She has blood on her sheets
She has a snake in her bed
Madison Feb 2019
If someone put in as much effort in
to a relationship with me,
As I do for them,
How different would I be?
Madison Apr 2019
I've fallen into an empty void.
I have the will to pull myself out,
But I'm not sure I want to.
I don't feel overwhelmed,
I don't get hurt,
And I'm done crying.
Madison Mar 2019
With each that falls,
I relive an old pain,
I feel a new sorrow.
The same suffering,
A different agony.
An endless loop,
A momentary relief.
Madison Aug 2018
The feels of a poet are never easily explained,
A string of words,
Scratches of a pencil,
We pour our heart into the note book beneath our pillows.
Expressing our pain, sorrow and joy all in one place,
Our safe haven.
But if you ask how we are the answer never changes.
We are fine.
I feel like my notebook under my mattress is my safe haven, and it holds so many emotions and feelings that I can't explain any other way.
Madison Feb 2019
When you torment me, I'll leave you.
When you try to bend me, I'll be unyeilding.
When you give me a lifetime of regret, I'll be the bigger person and forget.
Madison Feb 2019
I lay down and just hope to fall asleep before I fall apart
Madison Aug 2018
They might not be real,
You tell me they are all in my mind,
But what you don't know is that my mind is dark.
It makes everything worse,
It creates the fears,
It warps my thoughts,
Turning them into a cage
What am I supposed to do if my worst fear is my mind itself?
My silly old mind freaking hates me
Madison Aug 2018
Not all depressed cut,
Not all sad shed tears,
Not all strong fight,
Not all monsters roar,
Not all young are innocent.
Some just work harder to maintain a mask.
We are here,
And you have reason to fear,
We are the best liars,
We can manipulate the greatest con artist without batting an eyelash.
Watch out we are coming.
This is a dark and serious p poem but that didn't change the fact that In was tempted to put "and we're queer" instead of " And you have reason to fear" ****
Madison May 2019
Can't walk out
If I don't let you in
*finger guns
Finger guns make everything a joke instead of depressing *finger guns*
Madison Feb 2019
You keep trying to fix me.
I just get worse.
You want the girl I was,
But you broke me.
And you can't fix broken people.
Madison Apr 2019
I told you I was fragile,
But you dropped me anyways.
Madison Jan 2021
You said I was you favourite person
I was at my lowest
You made me feel good
Like I'd rather touch flowers than flames
You fed off my dependance
And when you found someone else
I had realized you could only me bring up because of how low I sank for you
I thought you were mine
Some kind of reward
I didnt think I could ever deserve you
Now I know that I dont
Madison Aug 2018
They are all around us,
The ghost of the girl I was before I met you,
The ghost of your touch on my skin,
The ghost of your name on my tongue,
The ghost of our mistakes.
It's all the past.
None of its real anymore.
We are now.
Madison Feb 2019
Give what you owe and take what you deserve.
No more no less.
Madison Feb 2019
I'm here.
I'm visible.
But I am disconnected.
I'm too afraid to shatter the walls.
As long as I stay in here no one
can hurt me.
I'm not quite happy,
I'm not quite sad.
But I am safe
Madison Aug 2018
My idea of a perfect Heaven,
Consists of all of the things I would go to hell for.
So where do I go?
This has just been tugging at the corner of my mind.
Madison Apr 2019
I am just trying to forget;
Your lips on mine,
Your hands on my waist,
Your name on my tounge.
You're on my mind
And I can't help but think;
Your lips are hers now,
Your hands are on her waist now,
And it's her whispering sweet
nothing's to you at midnight.
It's her, not me.
Madison Apr 2019
Would you look at that;
I've lost sleep,
                 Weight,
                         Confidence,
                  Control,
And probably my sanity.
What a hell of a week.
Her
Madison Feb 2021
Her
She hates herself so much.
I could never understand how she calls her self ugly.
Shes so pretty my stomach hurts with want.
Not just her face or body
All of her.
She is amazing
I hurt myself but the only thing I feel is her.
I have never been in love but maybe this is what it feels like.
It hurts.
I like it
Madison Aug 2018
When their eyes met the world stopped,
They were alone in a crowd,
She was afraid to feel,
He was afraid to be vulnerable,
She might have loved him,
He might have loved her.
But they'll never know.
Take that chance
Madison Oct 2018
I loved you as one loves their significant other,
But I see you different now.
I can’t deny you’re the perfect piece to my perfect puzzle,
But I can’t love you romantically...
I hope you’re okay when I say I can only love you as a brother.
Madison Apr 2019
You went for it,
I didn't.
You loved,
I did too.
You confessed it,
I didn't.
You fell,
I did too.
You thought we could make it,
I didn't.
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