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,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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We need negativity It's the only thing more potent than the potion of positivity While we concern ourselves with the priority of support that positivity brings Negativity is what makes up move It's the faults we strive to perfect In the aspect of perfect Perfect itself is seen as positive to the point of negative outcomes To pick on looks or physical attributes To be stepped on These are the negative effects of favoritism That let humans know they are humans to other humans in the best of ways It's the negative the humbles And the positive that opens possibilities Only to fall on the cushion It's the negative that wraps the fear into a burrito and the positivity that plates it on hope It fills us while the other gives flavor And while you might disagree I just talking about human equality
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 10:41 AM UTC
Negative equals positive
Let's think about it Discuss it out In a team of more than two Always it has remained important to take views of all. Let each and everyone get a moment or two Once thought and decided upon something Then it’s time to take a proper line of action. Between probablity and priority Between the two of them Priority will get the upper hand Priority will get an advantage Hence always decide upon something definite In one way or other, Some sort of solution to the existing problem will definitely come out While working as a team it has always remained important to put the right efforts in the right direction.
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Sep 17, 2015
Sep 17, 2015 at 4:41 AM UTC
Teamwork
You say you love me, Then threaten to leave me. When does this love Become unhealthy? When you tell me that After this I can't have any more partners? As though I had any say in yours. When you enforce a set of boundaries While completely disrespecting Those I ask of you? When you don't want to hear about it But you do want to hear about it And if I don't tell you about it Then you're just as upset As if I'd brought it up? When you call me while I'm working Yelling because you say I ****** up And you want to hear me cry Because then you'll know That I still care about you? When you're telling me How in love you are with me And how you love when we connect While telling your other partners That I'm really just immature And a horrible person for Trying to hold your hand? What about when You're trying to control Your partner's and my behavior By telling them that They can't hang out with me Or be my friend anymore Since it's a choice of solidarity And it breaks their loyalty to you? Completely disregarding that We are best friends too? Or when you expect me to call into work Because you aren't satisfied with The way our discussion ended And you think that you need to be Always my main priority Over even my financial security? When I'm expected to be present Whenever you want to talk about us Or about an issue we're having But if you don't want to talk about it Then you'll just turn your phone off? Or what about when You boast about how Open and transparent you are Then turn around and Expect me to know what your feeling And how to fix it Before we even talk? And if I don't know Then I guess I'm just stupid Which only makes you more angry And lastly, What about when I'm trying to talk to you about the things That are causing me pain But you can't even listen to me Because you just get angry Because of course I'm just demonizing you? And even if my feelings are valid So are yours And you think I'm wrong So nothing ever changes When do I draw the line And walk away from this "love" That I honestly Don't know if I feel anymore?
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Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 7:55 AM UTC
When Do I Leave You?
You say you love me, Then threaten to leave me. When does this love Become unhealthy? When you tell me that After this I can't have any more partners? As though I had any say in yours. When you enforce a set of boundaries While completely disrespecting Those I ask of you? When you don't want to hear about it But you do want to hear about it And if I don't tell you about it Then you're just as upset As if I'd brought it up? When you call me while I'm working Yelling because you say I ****** up And you want to hear me cry Because then you'll know That I still care about you? When you're telling me How in love you are with me And how you love when we connect While telling your other partners That I'm really just immature And a horrible person for Trying to hold your hand? What about when You're trying to control Your partner's and my behavior By telling them that They can't hang out with me Or be my friend anymore Since it's a choice of solidarity And it breaks their loyalty to you? Completely disregarding that We are best friends too? Or when you expect me to call into work Because you aren't satisfied with The way our discussion ended And you think that you need to be Always my main priority Over even my financial security? When I'm expected to be present Whenever you want to talk about us Or about an issue we're having But if you don't want to talk about it Then you'll just turn your phone off? Or what about when You boast about how Open and transparent you are Then turn around and Expect me to know what your feeling And how to fix it Before we even talk? And if I don't know Then I guess I'm just stupid Which only makes you more angry And lastly, What about when I'm trying to talk to you about the things That are causing me pain But you can't even listen to me Because you just get angry Because of course I'm just demonizing you? And even if my feelings are valid So are yours And you think I'm wrong So nothing ever changes When do I draw the line And walk away from this "love" That I honestly Don't know if I feel anymore?
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Depression. Oh malicious depression. Always there, never fading away, or going away in this case. Coming at me like she's my first priority. Staying in my life because I guess I like the company, the feeling like there's always a weight on my shoulders, always a reassurance that I'm definitely not going to be in the mood for anything besides sleep and sometimes not even that. Depression is my side chick, not only because I need some difference in my brain, some pizazz to keep things spiced up, or spiced down, but because my brain needs some company while the main chick happiness is away. My side chick goes away sometimes when the main is in town. While happiness is with me I'm always scared because what if depression finds out and comes to win me with pure determination. So I ditch happiness... Depression gets total control over me and I can't seem to find hope of ditching her and finding someone like happiness again. Depression finds the time to insert unwanted thoughts into my brain, talk to me like I'm some slave to it, I guess I am in a way. She's inconsistent in her time with me, I talk to happiness still to fill in the times when depression isn't there, it's not the same with her. Sure we're close and spend time together, but happiness is never really there with me like she was prior to depression. Depression is jealous that I spend time with happiness, but I can't help it. Happiness will always have a place in my brain. Unlike depression happiness has been there since the beginning. Depression came along for the attention a couple years ago and now we're in a relationship that only goes one way. Depression loves me, I definitely do not love depression. I hang on to depression since she's all I have left... Happiness is at the back of my mind constantly wanting to be set free from my thoughts. I just can't let go, Can't let go of the feeling happiness gave me, can't let go of the love she gave and still gives to me as a far off friend. You see happiness found relationships in the people around me, she is constantly prominent in their lives, they never fail to give her attention, treat her like the priority in their lives. I miss happiness, she was great... Now I have the ***** called depression and she's not leaving anytime soon, so I sit with her, attempt to love her and fail miserably at doing so. I try and tell her that I don't want her anymore but she keeps coming at me with kindness and affection. So now I just sit with her and happiness is held in the back of my mind slowly fading away and depression is now my partial past my entire present and most likely to be future.
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Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 5:24 PM UTC
Depression is my side chick.
Depression. Oh malicious depression. Always there, never fading away, or going away in this case. Coming at me like she's my first priority. Staying in my life because I guess I like the company, the feeling like there's always a weight on my shoulders, always a reassurance that I'm definitely not going to be in the mood for anything besides sleep and sometimes not even that. Depression is my side chick, not only because I need some difference in my brain, some pizazz to keep things spiced up, or spiced down, but because my brain needs some company while the main chick happiness is away. My side chick goes away sometimes when the main is in town. While happiness is with me I'm always scared because what if depression finds out and comes to win me with pure determination. So I ditch happiness... Depression gets total control over me and I can't seem to find hope of ditching her and finding someone like happiness again. Depression finds the time to insert unwanted thoughts into my brain, talk to me like I'm some slave to it, I guess I am in a way. She's inconsistent in her time with me, I talk to happiness still to fill in the times when depression isn't there, it's not the same with her. Sure we're close and spend time together, but happiness is never really there with me like she was prior to depression. Depression is jealous that I spend time with happiness, but I can't help it. Happiness will always have a place in my brain. Unlike depression happiness has been there since the beginning. Depression came along for the attention a couple years ago and now we're in a relationship that only goes one way. Depression loves me, I definitely do not love depression. I hang on to depression since she's all I have left... Happiness is at the back of my mind constantly wanting to be set free from my thoughts. I just can't let go, Can't let go of the feeling happiness gave me, can't let go of the love she gave and still gives to me as a far off friend. You see happiness found relationships in the people around me, she is constantly prominent in their lives, they never fail to give her attention, treat her like the priority in their lives. I miss happiness, she was great... Now I have the ***** called depression and she's not leaving anytime soon, so I sit with her, attempt to love her and fail miserably at doing so. I try and tell her that I don't want her anymore but she keeps coming at me with kindness and affection. So now I just sit with her and happiness is held in the back of my mind slowly fading away and depression is now my partial past my entire present and most likely to be future.
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I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. Does it mean that I am always in competition to be the top of my species? Does it mean that I need to be perfect without a single curve out of line in order to find love? Does it mean that I am only defined when owned by a man? Does it mean that I can only find purpose in childbirth? Does it mean that I will forever live in the shadow of men? Does it mean that I am an object invented solely for a man's pleasure? Does it mean that I'm forced to confine to gender roles and live in someone else's story? Does it mean that I'm supposed to accept it when I'm harassed from across the street? Does it mean that I'm supposed to lie there silent when he puts his hands up my skirt? Does it mean that I am only worth 77 cents to a man’s dollar? Does it mean that I am defined by my looks rather than my intelligence? Does it mean that I will never be capable of holding a major position of power due to my mood swings? Does it mean that I am defined by how many men I have had *** with? Or does it mean something else entirely. It's difficult learning to love being a woman. Obvious and damaging disadvantages are visible to observers. We are regarded as second best, property of our man. We are erased from history, our pain is minimized and forgotten. We are oppressed and have to fight for our rights. We are afraid to walk the streets at night, afraid for our lives. We are harassed without care and without penalty. We are ***** and murdered for refusing proposals. We are expected to live on the sidelines as a housewife whose only priority should be her children. We are expected to keep quiet in situations of domestic abuse. We are expected to be perfect, and pretty, fresh for a man’s picking. We can’t even advocate for our own equality without being demonized. There are times where I wish I wasn’t a woman. Being a woman comes with innumerable expectations, pressures, and responsibilities. My existence is not defined by a man, or by the patriarchal expectations that have been placed on me. I am breaking free of my confinements and I’m not afraid to admit that, I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. And that's okay. //sarahmann
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Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 3:10 AM UTC
What It Means to Be A Woman
I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. Does it mean that I am always in competition to be the top of my species? Does it mean that I need to be perfect without a single curve out of line in order to find love? Does it mean that I am only defined when owned by a man? Does it mean that I can only find purpose in childbirth? Does it mean that I will forever live in the shadow of men? Does it mean that I am an object invented solely for a man's pleasure? Does it mean that I'm forced to confine to gender roles and live in someone else's story? Does it mean that I'm supposed to accept it when I'm harassed from across the street? Does it mean that I'm supposed to lie there silent when he puts his hands up my skirt? Does it mean that I am only worth 77 cents to a man’s dollar? Does it mean that I am defined by my looks rather than my intelligence? Does it mean that I will never be capable of holding a major position of power due to my mood swings? Does it mean that I am defined by how many men I have had *** with? Or does it mean something else entirely. It's difficult learning to love being a woman. Obvious and damaging disadvantages are visible to observers. We are regarded as second best, property of our man. We are erased from history, our pain is minimized and forgotten. We are oppressed and have to fight for our rights. We are afraid to walk the streets at night, afraid for our lives. We are harassed without care and without penalty. We are ***** and murdered for refusing proposals. We are expected to live on the sidelines as a housewife whose only priority should be her children. We are expected to keep quiet in situations of domestic abuse. We are expected to be perfect, and pretty, fresh for a man’s picking. We can’t even advocate for our own equality without being demonized. There are times where I wish I wasn’t a woman. Being a woman comes with innumerable expectations, pressures, and responsibilities. My existence is not defined by a man, or by the patriarchal expectations that have been placed on me. I am breaking free of my confinements and I’m not afraid to admit that, I'm struggling with what it means to be a woman. And that's okay. //sarahmann
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I should always be first priority, Only second best to your family. Not to some stranger you don't know, Not to your hobbies. I am bitter when you place me As your afterthought, as something That will always be available.
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Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 11:59 PM UTC
Taken for Granted
I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World. Life's fantastic: I feel like plastic, aiming for an eighteen-inch waist because I can afford to throw my internal organs away. I feel like plastic, having to choose between eating and breathing with not enough space for two tubes. I feel like plastic, a thirty-nine inch bust and three times the forehead. I feel like plastic, a size nine squeezed to a three, spending three to nine avoiding mealtime because my weight loss book says 'Don't eat.' I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World. Life's fantastic, but... I'm not plastic. I've sat here listening while you complain about society but I don't think you realize that society is made by you. You complain about masks but you're masked by your poetry and trust me, it's trendy: Psychiatry. A bottle of capsules captures your soul and your dreams, fading reality. I cannot be defined because a definition leaves no room for change and I am a flame, ready to burn the cardboard box of priority you put over me. All the cool kids are lesbians and thespians on about repressions and I care, I do, I mean... I'm standing here among you. But words are just air. You can stand on this stage and tell me I'm beautiful, but I am more than my face so disregard my mild distaste for your inspirational speech. Now, this... This isn't a call for help. This is a call to arms. This is a battle cry because I am sick of waiting for a future that should've happened yesterday. So use this air to live the words you say and rally. Do not soothe, because we've already been cocooned by soothed reality in Shawnee, Johnson County. I'm a real girl, in a real world. Life's fantastic, and I refuse to be plastic, aiming for generic weight range based on content, not scale number. I refuse to be plastic, a neck moulded perfectly for both eating and breathing so I don't have to choose. I refuse to be plastic, a bust that you don't need to be sizing when I've got eyes a green not of romanticized meadows but of drunken puke. I refuse to be plastic, a size nine foot in a size nine shoe, spending three to nine enjoying my meal times, because my weight loss book is chucked down the chute. I'm a living girl in a beautiful world. Life's fantastic, because I'm not plastic.
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 4:24 PM UTC
Barbie Girl
I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World. Life's fantastic: I feel like plastic, aiming for an eighteen-inch waist because I can afford to throw my internal organs away. I feel like plastic, having to choose between eating and breathing with not enough space for two tubes. I feel like plastic, a thirty-nine inch bust and three times the forehead. I feel like plastic, a size nine squeezed to a three, spending three to nine avoiding mealtime because my weight loss book says 'Don't eat.' I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World. Life's fantastic, but... I'm not plastic. I've sat here listening while you complain about society but I don't think you realize that society is made by you. You complain about masks but you're masked by your poetry and trust me, it's trendy: Psychiatry. A bottle of capsules captures your soul and your dreams, fading reality. I cannot be defined because a definition leaves no room for change and I am a flame, ready to burn the cardboard box of priority you put over me. All the cool kids are lesbians and thespians on about repressions and I care, I do, I mean... I'm standing here among you. But words are just air. You can stand on this stage and tell me I'm beautiful, but I am more than my face so disregard my mild distaste for your inspirational speech. Now, this... This isn't a call for help. This is a call to arms. This is a battle cry because I am sick of waiting for a future that should've happened yesterday. So use this air to live the words you say and rally. Do not soothe, because we've already been cocooned by soothed reality in Shawnee, Johnson County. I'm a real girl, in a real world. Life's fantastic, and I refuse to be plastic, aiming for generic weight range based on content, not scale number. I refuse to be plastic, a neck moulded perfectly for both eating and breathing so I don't have to choose. I refuse to be plastic, a bust that you don't need to be sizing when I've got eyes a green not of romanticized meadows but of drunken puke. I refuse to be plastic, a size nine foot in a size nine shoe, spending three to nine enjoying my meal times, because my weight loss book is chucked down the chute. I'm a living girl in a beautiful world. Life's fantastic, because I'm not plastic.
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**It’s okay to say no. It’s okay to say no to someone you love. It’s okay to say no to a friend. It’s okay to say no to a parent or child. It’s okay to say no to a job or relationship. *It’s okay to say no to ****** advances. And it’s okay to say no to a person who’s romantically interested in you. Even if it hurts someone’s feelings, even if you disappoint people, even if you’re judged and ostracized — it’s okay to say no to anything and anyone that causes you pain or makes you uncomfortable. You’re allowed to put yourself first. You’re allowed to set limits and boundaries.* And you deserve to make your happiness and well being a priority. You don’t ever have to settle for something or someone that doesn’t feel right. And you definitely don’t have to compromise yourself for the sake of making other people happy. YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, AND IF THAT MEANS SAYING NO, IT'S MORE THAN OKAY.** A quote by – Daniell Koepke
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Mar 1, 2016
Mar 1, 2016 at 3:56 AM UTC
It's okay to say no...
SNAKE cold blooded adapter smooth in its capture, venomous to those caught in its rapture CATERPILLAR ultimate evolver unique in every state, to cocoon and assimilate into a new creature at such a fast rate OX lifter of the heavy, for the weak there are plenty, paver of new roads that bring prosperity to many RABBIT soft to the touch we all wanna pet usually are to fast for anyone to get PIG plentiful is the swine for weak is their mind created for slaughter what a sad lifetime IGUANA all I can think is Mexican radio a snake with legs smoking **** in 80's videos OSTRICH a bird who cannot fly makes me wonder why such a big bird won't even try ~ DOMESTICATED over time becoming content living in a situation not originally meant OBEDIENT submits to authority biding time as a follower till own goals become priority GROWL slow rumble from the soul an intimidating stare with a glow, with a Grrr! everyone will know
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Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
SCORPIO-DOG (Mind Associations)
To raise humble kid is my priority. I can Make my CHILD learn - By preaching By teaching By giving Knowledge of Sharing Caring Loving But... She will not learn by preaching!! Rather She will learn By my ACTIONS..!! If I don't Share MY things With My Friends Neighbours Siblings Cousins She will learn NOTHING..! *I can make her learn to share. By making her give - Clothes to needy Toys in orphanage Candies to the deprived. * But by GIVING she will just learn to be PROUD Rather If she learns by seeing me SHARING She will become HUMBLE..!! To raise a humble kid is my priority..!! Sparkle In Wisdom 11 Jan 2019
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 3:05 PM UTC
Humble Kid
Society is so focused on being flawless. Perfect. No one is flawless, not even Beyonce. We will forget who we are on the inside, and soon that won’t even matter because the physical appearance is the main priority. Women these days are spending so much effort trying to look perfect, which hurts. Pretty hurts. Society is expecting women to look perfect, otherwise people will judge. ‘Perfection is a disease of a nation’. The showbiz industry is giving a negative message to the world. Photoshop is one of them. Making a celebrity look flawless is fooling the world into thinking we must look like that. Spending so much money on clothes, hair etc. but we don’t need to focus on that because all that matters is on the inside, which most people don’t seem to see anymore. We are constantly getting the messages in our mind that we must be flawless, and sooner or later, this is a disease. Some of us can’t take it anymore, which leads to anorexia, bulimia, insecurities, and issues with body image. Pain also takes over our minds, which is ridiculous. Even celebrities have gone through this because in our naïve little minds, we are thinking we have to be pretty. There is so much pressure it takes over our minds, and that’s the only thing we think about. We look into the mirror despising ourselves, because we are who we are. Society has created us into thinking there’s a certain way we must look, which there is not. Our flaws make us who we are, makes us positively different. Unique. But we aren’t allowed to think that way because the media isn’t allowing us to. When people change, they are only cheating on themselves because media displays images of what we should and shouldn’t look like. It’s not their fault though. They can’t help it. Changing, like getting botox or body implant is only giving us a masquerade. It’s a mask to hide our real, inner beauty, which the media has taken the idea away from us, to become people who we actually aren’t. And in the end, we know that pretty hurts. a.a.
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Apr 28, 2014
Apr 28, 2014 at 6:54 PM UTC
this is my interpretation of pretty hurts by beyonce
Society is so focused on being flawless. Perfect. No one is flawless, not even Beyonce. We will forget who we are on the inside, and soon that won’t even matter because the physical appearance is the main priority. Women these days are spending so much effort trying to look perfect, which hurts. Pretty hurts. Society is expecting women to look perfect, otherwise people will judge. ‘Perfection is a disease of a nation’. The showbiz industry is giving a negative message to the world. Photoshop is one of them. Making a celebrity look flawless is fooling the world into thinking we must look like that. Spending so much money on clothes, hair etc. but we don’t need to focus on that because all that matters is on the inside, which most people don’t seem to see anymore. We are constantly getting the messages in our mind that we must be flawless, and sooner or later, this is a disease. Some of us can’t take it anymore, which leads to anorexia, bulimia, insecurities, and issues with body image. Pain also takes over our minds, which is ridiculous. Even celebrities have gone through this because in our naïve little minds, we are thinking we have to be pretty. There is so much pressure it takes over our minds, and that’s the only thing we think about. We look into the mirror despising ourselves, because we are who we are. Society has created us into thinking there’s a certain way we must look, which there is not. Our flaws make us who we are, makes us positively different. Unique. But we aren’t allowed to think that way because the media isn’t allowing us to. When people change, they are only cheating on themselves because media displays images of what we should and shouldn’t look like. It’s not their fault though. They can’t help it. Changing, like getting botox or body implant is only giving us a masquerade. It’s a mask to hide our real, inner beauty, which the media has taken the idea away from us, to become people who we actually aren’t. And in the end, we know that pretty hurts. a.a.
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Crafty, they say, He's getting crafty crafty with my lies and my made-up meals crafty with my sound-blocking tactics crafty with hiding the burning lines of white and red. Baking, they say, He's getting into baking baking my binges baking my restriction baking my omad baking my sad-looking low-cal low-fat low-sugar low-carb high-protein 'meal'. Crochet, they say, He's getting into crochet crocheting ankle warmers to make my legs look skinny half-finger gloves in an attempt to curb the permafrost that has begun to knit itself around my bones. Healthy, they say, He's getting healthy as i workout until i faint and do sit-ups until i have bruises on my spine. fruit and veg and vitamins take priority and suddenly i have taken an interest in running.
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Sep 18, 2022
Sep 18, 2022 at 12:40 PM UTC
DIY
The hardest part of growing up is the disappointment. The rules of fairness get thrown out the window and it's up to you to pursue your interests. Each person becomes their own main priority. Self preservation. Your heart loses it value to others, your feelings no longer spared. Doing what is right mistaken with what feels right. My problem as of lately has been not doing what has felt right, but what's best for me, finding who's best for me. Now, don't mistake me. He was a dream. My eyes glittered when I smiled. The first tender touch that scared me, but I was too proud to flinch. Laughter was endless, love ran lucratively. I guess you could say he was the beginning of my disappointment. No kiss could be as sweet. The next was the captain of saving. He loved the skin I was in and taught me to do the same. He gave me affection, recognition, and a dilemma of delicacy. So sweet yet so twisted, wicked some may say. The sweet taste of sin. My disappointment grew with the seduction of satan. Now I transition. The ending of a roller coaster. The disappointment began with the first drunken "I love you" I started to believe it myself. In actuality, I think I was just trying to fill the void that sweet kiss originally gave me. Nothing else could replace it. Not even his return. These short romances burn out quickly, only lasting months at a time, but experiencing the most significant of moments. Together, my loves have caused my heart to wither more and more. But it's those small moments that make it all worth it. The moments that I knew somewhere in the midst of the mess they learned to love me, even if it wasn't forever. It happened, and in these moments disappointment grew because I knew they'd eventually end.
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Jan 17, 2013
Jan 17, 2013 at 7:47 PM UTC
Disappointment
The hardest part of growing up is the disappointment. The rules of fairness get thrown out the window and it's up to you to pursue your interests. Each person becomes their own main priority. Self preservation. Your heart loses it value to others, your feelings no longer spared. Doing what is right mistaken with what feels right. My problem as of lately has been not doing what has felt right, but what's best for me, finding who's best for me. Now, don't mistake me. He was a dream. My eyes glittered when I smiled. The first tender touch that scared me, but I was too proud to flinch. Laughter was endless, love ran lucratively. I guess you could say he was the beginning of my disappointment. No kiss could be as sweet. The next was the captain of saving. He loved the skin I was in and taught me to do the same. He gave me affection, recognition, and a dilemma of delicacy. So sweet yet so twisted, wicked some may say. The sweet taste of sin. My disappointment grew with the seduction of satan. Now I transition. The ending of a roller coaster. The disappointment began with the first drunken "I love you" I started to believe it myself. In actuality, I think I was just trying to fill the void that sweet kiss originally gave me. Nothing else could replace it. Not even his return. These short romances burn out quickly, only lasting months at a time, but experiencing the most significant of moments. Together, my loves have caused my heart to wither more and more. But it's those small moments that make it all worth it. The moments that I knew somewhere in the midst of the mess they learned to love me, even if it wasn't forever. It happened, and in these moments disappointment grew because I knew they'd eventually end.
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You’re my number one You’re my one and only Yes, the only one I want home waiting for me I can’t tell what’ll happen If our feelings change In one way or the other Id love you just the same Ill spend my very last dime For now, its all for you And if it reaches forever Well, who knew I'd fall so deep in love I can’t get you off my mind You’re my first priority Any day, any time We’re halfway there We’ve made a mark It’s been 6 months You still feel that spark? Coz it’s been 26 weeks, Around 182 days, That’s roughly around 4, 368 hours And countless number of ways That you’ve given me happiness With your every kiss and hug, It’s like the fourth of July in me I’ve got a bad case of the love bug So yes, you make me gay With you, I’m ecstatic You already know I’m so uncool And such a hopeless romantic So let’s just keep going I’d like to know you more I’ll study your very being And still love you till your very core So I’m sorry, babe If I ask for forever I know it’s all uncertain But never say never Happy 6th month And thank you for teaching me To stay strong And wear my heart on my sleeve
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 10:33 PM UTC
January 24, 2011
I'm tired of being alive I'm tired of not wanting to be alive I'm tired of having responsibilities I'm tired of pretending like everything is okay I'm tired of going to a house that 'im suppose to call my “home ” but it’s not that at all Its a roof over my head to keep me warm but not to keep me sane I'm insane I'm tired of thinking i'm insane I'm tired of arguing I'm tired of having to put in headphones to block out the world I'm tired of living in a world where money is the number one priority because without money you have nothing I'm tired of the world i'm tired of writing about my feelings I'm tired of hiding my feelings I'm tired of feelings I'm tired of thinking I'm tired of breathing I'm tired of being tired .. -n.a.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 10:43 PM UTC
Tired of being tired
Discoboli of African poetry has now sparked above aphasia The aphasic silence today breaks eardrums with cacophony Of the world audience in the by standing duty of workshop tubes, Executing poetic experiment on the origin of **** poeticus To link the archaic baboonish proteins to the black chimpanzee Cradling African man, the sire of all and their poetry. That when the Chimpanzee blood we poured Into the African veins of vena cava and aorta, Feeding the heart with viscosity of nutrition, And the Chimpanzee blood fell into deadly Tomperousness like Shakespearean impetuosity Once seen in Romeo and Juliet, giving timely Birth To untimely half the yellow Sun That juxtaposed planet of poetry Behind the star of tribe as a priority Condemning to stark oblivion all the fated, in full uniform of tribal dimunitions, or mimesis. Ever predated on when tribes form nations. A time to try the chimpanzee blood in the veins Of white humanity, battling cynosure Historically evinced in Antony and his father, Or Tybalt and Mercurial of mercutio, Or Macbeth and counterparts Or Hamlet the Danish and the inheritors of his mother, As the white blood cells of the white blood, Militantly attack the white corpuscles Of the misfortunate chimpanzee, Converting the later into A chewer of misfortune.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 11:55 AM UTC
CHIMPANZEE BLOOD INSIDE AFRICAN VEINES
Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety How we worry about the safety Of our dreams null and dainty And our wishes of hope and subtlety. Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety Maybe a disorder in personality Don’t know my main priority But weary about a certain casualty. Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety Forgot all my functionality Living life with absurdity Death with such acceptability. Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety Please more of anonymity Dealing with such difficulty Of one having anxiety.
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Aug 30, 2018
Aug 30, 2018 at 10:28 AM UTC
a poem about anxiety
At seventeen I am almost grown. Almost old enough to own a home of my own. Yet, i remain viewed as young, naive. Told I am too young to know what i believe. At seventeen the world drowns me in a sea of questions it doesn't want the answers to. At seventeen everyone thinks they know whats best for me, "....grow up, be a part of your society." Don't worry about happiness that's a selfish priority. "...grow up." But at seventeen its hard to differentiate between hopes and reality. It's sad you can do anything you believe, but i fear it's a lie, we've all been teased. The proof? On the streets. An endless stream of people who've had their dreams seized. I dread the thought of this stream consuming me. Me? Me? At seventeen I don't know if I am me. Or just everything that's ever been crammed down my throat into a part of my brain I cant pronounce. At seventeen I've fallen down a rabbit hole. The queen of hearts pounding me with every cliche ideal every adult has told me to believe. The white rabbit screaming to me the time. 17..18..19 I just want to leave. I am only seventeen. But if not this rabbit hole where? Just a new nightmare? Filled with symbolism I should get. Things I should know. Seventeen is plenty of time to grow... grow up. But I am only seventeen. I am only seventeen. Am only seventeen. Only seventeen. Seventeen. I am seventeen. At seventeen the world says I am almost grown. At seventeen I am scared to have a home of my own. At seventeen I question everything I ever knew. But remain unchanged. Remain floating through life without a clue.
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Jun 20, 2013
Jun 20, 2013 at 6:12 PM UTC
Seventeen
At seventeen I am almost grown. Almost old enough to own a home of my own. Yet, i remain viewed as young, naive. Told I am too young to know what i believe. At seventeen the world drowns me in a sea of questions it doesn't want the answers to. At seventeen everyone thinks they know whats best for me, "....grow up, be a part of your society." Don't worry about happiness that's a selfish priority. "...grow up." But at seventeen its hard to differentiate between hopes and reality. It's sad you can do anything you believe, but i fear it's a lie, we've all been teased. The proof? On the streets. An endless stream of people who've had their dreams seized. I dread the thought of this stream consuming me. Me? Me? At seventeen I don't know if I am me. Or just everything that's ever been crammed down my throat into a part of my brain I cant pronounce. At seventeen I've fallen down a rabbit hole. The queen of hearts pounding me with every cliche ideal every adult has told me to believe. The white rabbit screaming to me the time. 17..18..19 I just want to leave. I am only seventeen. But if not this rabbit hole where? Just a new nightmare? Filled with symbolism I should get. Things I should know. Seventeen is plenty of time to grow... grow up. But I am only seventeen. I am only seventeen. Am only seventeen. Only seventeen. Seventeen. I am seventeen. At seventeen the world says I am almost grown. At seventeen I am scared to have a home of my own. At seventeen I question everything I ever knew. But remain unchanged. Remain floating through life without a clue.
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Being healthy is a priority Working out brings flirty smiles The mirror tells the truth
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Nov 13, 2009
Nov 13, 2009 at 6:52 AM UTC
Body Magic
It's interesting to think about how we make people who used to be everything into nothing again. How we learn to forget. How we force forgetting. The path that was started so innocently has taken us to here, strangers again. However, yeah like most we started as a strangers. I never wished that we would end up where we are today. To be honest, with the way our story began, I never thought it could possibly end like this. . But, every sentiments become empty thoughts when I look back now. Recalling that love is not what it generally appears. It's just so simple to forget. From so long ago my question is if it really happened. The person used to be my best friend, the person who was the number one priority, the girl I thought could never exist, she was everything that I thought could be perfect in any girl. Still after all these, we lost the fight with this society and all that of left is a mind with random memories from our faded period of time when this stranger was most important person in my life. Now, our life will continue on in different directions becoming STRANGERS AGAIN.
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 3:04 AM UTC
STRANGERS AGAIN
QUESTION. Poverty! Do you think that this should be a global urgency? Selfworth as Commodity! Do you think that this should be a human priority? Try telling one billion children living in extreme poverty, And the twenty two thousand that die each day that their not a priority, Tell them we have more important matters to adhere, That our top ten banking bosses earn an excess of two hundred million a year, So what about our eight hundred and fity million that don’t have access to clean water, Tell them they dont really have a voice and dont really matter, Clean is not fourteen billion pounds of waste dumped this year into the sea, Clean is not two hundred million gallons of crued oil lost into our oceans by BP. I am Jimmy.
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Mar 17, 2019
Mar 17, 2019 at 6:43 AM UTC
QUESTION
I bite my nails But I clip my toe nails I've seen two men get hit by cars Both by women drivers I have a problem dreaming I have never been late but I rarely want to be on time Cleanliness is a low priority I've only kissed 7 women I've been intimate with 3 I could have lost my only love Being alone is the most fulfilling part of my day
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Mar 30, 2013
Mar 30, 2013 at 11:50 AM UTC
Unfinished
The idiocy, Sheer insincerity Of political apologies. It WAS meant to offend. You chose the words carefully. A dog's-whistle in your mouthpiece. Your career is your priority. You are a glorified carnival barker, With a reputation as an intellect, But many do detect ******** in your overblown prose (except those who are equally verbose). Will your papa be disappointed If you are never to be anointed? Your education makes being PM a career choice, So power for it's own sake should really be a piece of cake. So how about it, Boris? Will we hear more Horace? How much do you want it? Enough to blow your own Trumpette?
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 4:54 PM UTC
He Wants To Be Prime Minister Because He Can
Extra Extra ...Read all about it!!!..The time for the righteous ***** is dead...You claim Your stature of limitations..But all you got is knowledge...Let me reconstruct the past...That the ones you preaching to don't see...Slavery...to share croppers.. to steal mill workers...Cotton pick en...to bootleg ‘en...to crack rock..slag ‘en...They got Aids from monkeys..So lets give it to all the monkeys..They know to much lets bury the smart ones under all the dummies...Rise up you righteous *** Shabazz..With more medals then Marcus Garvey...but this dispositions is thicker than the stash on Steve Harvey. Cuz the kids they love the Wiz...and all the green he smoke...Forget the yellow brick road...its these white bricks they see as Gold...But you so righteous with black power on Your bumper sticker...And so sweet that your water start to be thicker...then blood...with a hood that attack your own progression..You Been righteous for so long..with hope you feel depression..that you accuse your brother of mental retardation...urban gentrification...when he still live in the same house he did the year before...but you been moved to the east side on the top floor..You righteous *** ***** you been pronounced dead...back when them bombs hit over Bagdad...they waved the white flag..but you just made it easy...cuz you still so righteous...you done Got Fat, Turned Gay...and rallying for pride marches...Cuz you don’t know what else to do...your time is over..Them black cats use to be panthers, now you dress them up...and placed us all in a new minority...just to keep your righteous priority...Are You still looking East, or have you finally excepted the West..
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Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 1:02 PM UTC
Death to the Righteous *****
Extra Extra ...Read all about it!!!..The time for the righteous ***** is dead...You claim Your stature of limitations..But all you got is knowledge...Let me reconstruct the past...That the ones you preaching to don't see...Slavery...to share croppers.. to steal mill workers...Cotton pick en...to bootleg ‘en...to crack rock..slag ‘en...They got Aids from monkeys..So lets give it to all the monkeys..They know to much lets bury the smart ones under all the dummies...Rise up you righteous *** Shabazz..With more medals then Marcus Garvey...but this dispositions is thicker than the stash on Steve Harvey. Cuz the kids they love the Wiz...and all the green he smoke...Forget the yellow brick road...its these white bricks they see as Gold...But you so righteous with black power on Your bumper sticker...And so sweet that your water start to be thicker...then blood...with a hood that attack your own progression..You Been righteous for so long..with hope you feel depression..that you accuse your brother of mental retardation...urban gentrification...when he still live in the same house he did the year before...but you been moved to the east side on the top floor..You righteous *** ***** you been pronounced dead...back when them bombs hit over Bagdad...they waved the white flag..but you just made it easy...cuz you still so righteous...you done Got Fat, Turned Gay...and rallying for pride marches...Cuz you don’t know what else to do...your time is over..Them black cats use to be panthers, now you dress them up...and placed us all in a new minority...just to keep your righteous priority...Are You still looking East, or have you finally excepted the West..
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