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basil Mar 22
i cant help but think about you all the time

even if it hurts me.
Fiery soul with emerald eyes,
Listen close to my words and what therein lies
Dear sweet thing with dancing sliver hues
A stormy grey or seeping blue

There's nothing more I need than both of you.
So I'll tell you now, I cannot choose
And my dear lover supports, approves

Soft uncertain smile, now please don't shy
Listen close to my words and what therein lies
As for the large bubbly boy holding my hand
Intimidation is not his plan

I would only love one if I found I can
Instead I want to be you gentleman
So I'll approach this gently then

Long-full boy, wishful sighs
Listen close to my words and what therein lies
Because I love you both and hope you'll love me
I want to write a love song for three

Please listen closed
And do respond, darling
It's for my love of you both I'll sing
Ahhh, I'm so lucky my boyfriend is accepting of me and my endeavors. I really hope I can get my crush to unde stand and feel the same.... Regardless, good luck to those who nderstand, and any who are searching for love or maintaining it already.
Cole Strangeee Nov 2020
Why is it such a ***** word?
I did what I was supposed to all my life.
I married a military man, in the process of recovery. I stood by him-  his relapses for years. I married someone who wasn’t capable of showing me love. If he did it came with a price.
Every time I was happy, he’d tell me there was no reason to be. Look around us. Look at everything being my fault. I wish I ran from you sooner.
I’m getting a divorce from you. I feel stronger with both my partners standing by me.
It’s ironic how two separate people can love me harder and better than you did without even trying. Without even forcing commitments. My partners do not dangle from false hopes and leave me. They’re there when I need them.
Even when I don’t they’re there for me. What did I ever do so wrong to make you hate me and neglect me of love?
I’m eternally greatful for them. I’m trying to unteach myself the bad habits you taught me around love. With their kindness it’s getting easier.
Cole Strangeee Nov 2020
I spent all of my life loving people who didn’t love me.
They loved certain aspects or attributes I had. But none of them ever cherished me as a whole. That was until I met you two.
When I’m with you two I feel more alive than I have the last 22 years of my life.
Before you two, I married a man full of rage. Heroine fueling it only made things worst. I’ve been married for years and out of all of those years we only slept in the same bed for a few months.
He loved heroine more than me, and when he did love me it wasn’t the version of me I wanted to be. He made me dress in ways that were too feminine. Forced me to shave my body and he would inspect me.
Wouldn’t touch me for days on end because he was too obsessed with his paraphernalia.
I am so thankful for you two.
I know life has no guarantees but I hail Satan if I can just stay in both your hearts for a while. I promise I won’t take up too much space. It just finally feels nice to be wanted and feel safe.
Waking up to four arms instead on none?
I would give them my all for eternity.
Oliver Pace Oct 2020
I like the idea of you being home.
I'm not always home.
I'm not always thinking of home.
And without home, I'd be lost.
Searching for home.
Haylin Sep 2020
Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm sorry you had to go.
It wasn't fair, but I understand.
Your happiness was just as important to me
as my own.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I hope you're doing well.
Never will I wish ill upon you,
no matter how much I wish I hate you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm crying on the floor.
My sadness is a black hole trying to **** me into myself.
I miss you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I'm wearing the makeup that you hated.
I do what I want.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
You gave me hope that you would come back to me.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I realized that I never needed you to love me.
I realized that I was right here to do it for you.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
I look back fondly on our time together.
I will always love you.
But you left, and please never look back.

Dear ex-boyfriend,
One day you'll find a girl better than me.
I hope she makes you happy.
Its been 9 months since we broke up. When he broke up he was straight and mono. Now he's pansexual and poly.
saranade May 2020
I know I can't be everything to you
But I can be something
That something is the best thing
It's the thing you'll love
You'll love to have

I don't want to be your everything
I want to be a golden something
The one thing you love
And more of that one thing
Is the everything I offer

That one magic thing you want
It's everything I am
It's everything I want to be
It's everything to be that one thing
It's everything for me

If I give you my everything
I know I can be that something
That beautiful thing
That you need in your life
It's my everything
It's me
eli Feb 2020
we are crackheads
we are not cis
we are not straight

we like messing around
and going on mall dates.

we ate,
we ran,

but i really dont want this fun to end.

she laughs,

she cries.

he laughs,

he cries.

we're having fun

on this small mall date.
jay - casper/bethany
eli Feb 2020
yikes i love you guys and-

i know i wasnt dating them first and that it was a mutual thing

but god.

im catching feelings
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