The lightest touch Is all it takes To stimulate The thirsty mind Desires like delusions Bloom out of needs Unmet To own and to possess To have and to hold What is the difference Between marriage and Slavery? So many expectations Inevitable like gravity Forsaking the self In exchange for The we. The body continues Its fleshy desires Long after The mind is Made When the desires of body Overtake mind What am I? Is it me? Is it, it?
Existential rumination, am I the player, the game, what am I?
Splinters of glass rip through my chest I can feel my heart breaking and I know it's a mess Grief fills my lungs with liquid, like swimming pools for my emotions I wonder what's the right decision, when everything feels so broken Some days it's hard to stay, but leaving would tear me to shreds Back and forth and back again, until theres nothing left See, I know enough of humanity, to trust I'd learn to breathe again But the thought alone is devastating, like losing a piece of me instead I have thoughts so problematic, I will only tell one person Because if I'm honest I'm kind of messed up, holding sins inside me like organs My cards tell me three's a party, which means I'm the odd one out The universe once gave me hope and peace, but now she feeds me doubts
Tarot cards obliterated me with a year forecast that makes sense and hurts my heart
Fiery soul with emerald eyes, Listen close to my words and what therein lies Dear sweet thing with dancing sliver hues A stormy grey or seeping blue
There's nothing more I need than both of you. So I'll tell you now, I cannot choose And my dear lover supports, approves
Soft uncertain smile, now please don't shy Listen close to my words and what therein lies As for the large bubbly boy holding my hand Intimidation is not his plan
I would only love one if I found I can Instead I want to be you gentleman So I'll approach this gently then
Long-full boy, wishful sighs Listen close to my words and what therein lies Because I love you both and hope you'll love me I want to write a love song for three
Please listen closed And do respond, darling It's for my love of you both I'll sing
Ahhh, I'm so lucky my boyfriend is accepting of me and my endeavors. I really hope I can get my crush to unde stand and feel the same.... Regardless, good luck to those who nderstand, and any who are searching for love or maintaining it already.