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May 2014 Tara

sorry (10w)

May 2014 Tara

i

sorry (10w)

i am so terribly sorry for
breathing,
living,
existing,
**dying.

#dying #living #10w #10words #sorry #breathing #existing #terribly

May 2014 Tara

#4

May 2014 Tara

i

#4

you were so distinctive,
      that i had to delete
          all the history that
               you made, all the
                    marks that you left,
                        just so they don't
                           know about the two
                               of us,  just pretending
                                  that you were never here.

maybe you've changed, but i still love you.

#love #heartbreak #heart #passion #you #only #us #delete #history #marks #distinctive #impressive #remarkable

May 2014 Tara

rebellious

May 2014 Tara

i

rebellious

going against
parents and
the world,
seems silly and
stupid,
because you
know you don't
stand a chance.

but when you
feel your
blood rushing
through your veins,
and adrenaline
pumping,
when you
have finally
proven a point,
after years of
arguing and
fighting,
you realize
that this feeling
is why you exist,
why you live,
why you are *here.

May 2014 Tara

eye drops

May 2014 Tara

i

eye drops

i know you,
and i also know
when you put
on eye drops,
so nobody
will know
that you have
been crying in
your bathroom,
feeling depressed
and lonely.

#sad #lonely #pain #depressed #alone #tears #crying #emptiness #bathroom

May 2014 Tara

little boy

May 2014 Tara

i

little boy

only five,
clueless about
life,
thinks it's all
rainbows and flowers,
but soon life
will be his worst
nightmare,
and it will be
the storm after
the calm,
life will come
to him as a
heavy rain shower,
in which he will
get wet and
catch a **cold.

i did it reverse, in this case it's not the calm after the storm, it's storm after the calm

#lonely #pain #alone #rain #boy #nightmare #storm #hit #growing #cold #worst #calm #wet #little #adulthood #adolescent #after #before

May 2014 Tara

no,

May 2014 Tara

i

no,

if you just
declined her
ridiculous offer,
we would be a
yes for forever,
instead of
no for never.

#pain #end #alone #past #relationship #goodbye #no #never #now #forever #over #done #yes #then #ashamed #decline

May 2014 Tara

damaged

May 2014 Tara

i

damaged

why would
you want me?
i am broken and
damaged,
just like your
old records,
the ones you
don't even
listen to anymore.

#love #broken #lonely #hate #pain #alone #past #listen #gone #over #damaged #records

May 2014 Tara

shalalala

May 2014 Tara

i

shalalala

singing happy
songs in the
shower,
isn't gonna
make you
happier.
it is only
gonna make
you wonder
if life is worth
living,
without any
happiness
in it.

#sad #depression #life #lonely #desperate #death #alone #happy #questions #wonder #important #songs #shower #happier #happines #shalala

May 2014 Tara

waltz

May 2014 Tara

i

waltz

a sophisticated
dance, in the
empty ballroom,
at ten pm,
while everybody
else is drunk in
the next room,
we are dancing,
sober and alive,
*for the first time,
ever.

#love #first #drunk #dance #alone #alive #empty #sober #dancing #ballroom #late #couple #waltz

May 2014 Tara

Untitled

May 2014 Tara

Joshua Haines

Untitled

Your trembling hands
are steady for me