She was a living paradox
She would shut the door
But wants him to knock
She tells him to leave
But wants him to stay
She would send him smiles
While there are tears
Deep inside
She wants him,
But she doesn’t want to stay
A paradox or a lie?
She can’t figure herself out.

Hearts and emotions
Fill each memory and motion

Fast moving; fast phased
Your world so hard to chase

Beats moving low
Intervals took so slow

Slow moving dances
Their eyes stare

The rhythm and glasses stun
Each classic chic and hair bun

Broken dreams
Free spirit soars high
Alone..

In the sky of hope
Kindles and tickles
Pieces on the floor
It will someday be whole

Fragments still defy
Echoes of mercy
In your life, lifts light

Your presence is a gift
It has been, as always..

I often ask why
Wondered from the depth of my soul

Could it be that destiny hear my calls
Will it shed a wish upon where water falls?

The tilt shift of colors burned my wall
And I astound, I wasn't aware at all

He worries for her being tripped at, being abused, being hurt.

He said “It’s still dark outside”.

She said “I don’t really have to go outside to see the dark side of things”.

“Then stay with me outside, I would love to see your eyes glimmering with a dark sky in a breaking dawn”, He said while staring at her eyes like there’s no forever.

No, don’t look into my eyes
You might see the glitters
No, don’t look when I smile
You might see me lose my mind

No, don’t feel my heart
It’s a fear I hardly hide
No, don’t look at me
You might feel my heart beating fast

No, don’t be sweet, telling me take care
You know how you can take me to heights
No, don’t make me feel you miss me too
You know I’ve been dying to see you

No, don’t ever think I’m in love with you
Cause you know I’ll shut off as soon as you knew
No, don’t tell me you’re leaving anyway
You know how and why I’ll bleed everyday

It’s funny how a look in his eye
has changed everything past your life

Ironically, it’s insanely funny how a look,
a glance in his eyes
to a stranger beside
can change everything,

including your goals and plans
and your future was ruined in an instant.

"And I asked the weather, "am I as cold as you?"
Then I waited.. still there's no reply

So I got my feet into the waters and asked, "Does he love me too?".. still there's no reply

In dim light, I asked the moon, "Why do I feel as lonely as you?" Still there's no reply

And I saw a fly flying next to another, so I chased it. It might have the answer to my deepest saddest questions."

And I tried to look
For moments
That would tell me
Who I am;
And in those moments
Where I collapse in darkness;
And find another soul
And find light,
Those were the moments
I find beautiful
And there are moments
Which defined who I truly am�

She said she can leave without him

But the mere thought of it kills her

So how is it even possible?

She can send a kiss in the air

She doesn’t understand why
He can’t look her in the eye

She will never understand
How her beauty can strike him
How her stare can feel like her skin

He doesn’t look that much at her
Because everytime he does, he lose
He becames a madman on his knees
Trying to delight her, trying to please.

Her eyes are not dull
They still have sparks
But there's a streak that will tell you she's tired..  

She's tired of crying almost every night..
She's tired of waking up to a cold each morning of her life.

Dreams fall in your heart
Like mist roaming at night
Leaves fall like those tears
Some days, you will have to fear

But I won't let them get to you
It's like I can do so few
Dark days may be ahead
But the flame of my love will mend

Clearing the sky for you
So you can see through
You're a unique soft soul
Wrapped in a stone

A fist so hard to resist
But can't see its worth
You're a gem so rare
That I so love to stare at.

That's the problem.

You said that's your favorite song.
And when you play it on repeat,
Your ears sore.

And when you find a better one,
You stop the song, you ignore.

*Then you said I am your favorite

I asked "who is she?"
You said 'just a friend"

Then I saw the smile she threw on your face.

I realized.

*It's the same smile you gave me, the day I first saw you.

I looked at the blinking lights
And I wished I knew what really matters.

Now or yesterday
Today or tomorrow
But nothing can give me the answer.


Would I be happier
Or depressants can **** the moment?

If I'd be left alone, I can take the pain

But if I see you again,

*It will be another story.

You were just like the darkness in a tunnel
I once walked in…
There was a clue I will be getting in there,
Then one fine day
I was inside that tunnel
I saw you
Your chest,
Empty,
I do not get to see first
And so I came
Little by little
Because
I saw
You
But…
I never get to see everything that will follow
But who cares
You were my home
And now
You are a closed door
And I,
A tenant waiting outside
Waiting for the doors to open
But you were locked
So I stayed
Waited
Kissed the rain
Felt the sun lighting on my face
Days and days passed
Years
Decades
Centuries
There was a notice
That you were never going to open
And so I smiled
And one fine day
Waited still
For the rays of the sun
For the rain to drop
I can’t tell the difference anymore
between a sunny and a rainy day
Between summer and winter
I can barely tell
Everything felt
Just the same
Before you came,
Pointless.