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6.5k · Aug 2018
October – Haiku
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
autumn mist rises
across the glazen waters
through the aspen grove
3.0k · Oct 2018
monochrome
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
I wish things weren't
black and white
i find myself
so often
in the gray spaces
in-between
2.7k · Aug 2018
Paralysis
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
So many lives in an essence of mind
the possibilities endless
there are so many of me
I don't know which one to give life to
I'm like a deer in the headlights
starring down my inevitable fate
how funny we should die together
2.6k · Aug 2018
Tanka – Spider
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
wee spinning spider
her webbing the line of time
laced with dew like pearls
the world magnified in spheres
I am caught in the beauty
2.4k · Aug 2018
dancing light
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
ray of light through my curtains shine
cast your glow of yellow-white
rainbow shards that illuminate
their bright effervescent design
2.3k · Aug 2018
a geisha's glance
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
dollop of jet black ink
on a backdrop of white,
framed in almond
soft doe eyes.
lashes that bid me stay.
draw me in,
dionaea muscipula.
everything is a blur
except for your gaze.
i hear music
when our eyes meet.
tease me with your smile.
oh, but i long for you
It is said that a geisha's glance can stop a man in his tracks
2.3k · Aug 2018
Tanka – Cricket
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
blue that fades to black
a cricket chirps in the night
hidden in shadows
stars chime and the moon's aglow
the night comes alive to music
2.1k · Jan 2018
Gay
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
Gay
His hand on my face
My jawline being traced
Caught in warm embrace  
No, we won't go slow paced
These feelings won't erase
Love's not been misplaced
No, it's not a phase
Both caught in a daze.
Your mind is a maze
I'd get lost in for days.
Get lost in his gaze
And the way he says
I'll love you always.
Playing around with the A sound here...
2.1k · Sep 2018
Stillness
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Who am I in the stillness,
when things get quiet.
With nothing to divert to.
When it's only me, and I,
in the empty spaces.
The personas, dropped.
I find myself reaching.
For something, anything.
I can't bear to be alone.
I'm addicted to distractions.
The sober silence scares me.
Who am I in the stillness?
Am i just so empty?
grasping at anything to feel full.
Am I afraid of who I've become?
1.9k · Aug 2018
Eroding dreams
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
Gust of wind;
so full of hope,
so full of promise.
A sickening sweetness-
turning up the dead leaves.
They catch in the cobwebs
of my idle mind.
1.8k · Aug 2018
Missing you
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
melancholy thick enough to swim
i'm going to drown myself in this
rain races down the windowpane
just like the tears on my face
cigarettes after *** faintly plays
city lights seep across my canvas
painting a picture of me missing you
1.7k · Aug 2018
Fill
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
green tea:
cool and mullen,
on my tongue,
reminds me to breathe
1.5k · Jul 2018
Night treasure
D Baby Bey Jul 2018
Midnight excursion
Streetlights of gold
So many treasures
The darkness unfolds

Silver leaves illumed
By the moons ghoulish glow
How many secrets does
The darkness know

Diamonds that shimmer
In the vast blackened sky
What next to this in
The darkness am I?
1.4k · Sep 2018
Hug
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Hug
i find comfort in your touch.
like a swaying cradle,
i fall into your arms.
larger than life,
in this tight embrace.
engulfing my body
is your firm muscles,
packed under skin.
i'm like a baby again
at it's mothers breast.
the vibrations of your voice,
rhythmically burrow in,
and calm my busy mind.
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
The dance of the pack,
wild and carefree.
Amidst their merry howls
a haunting laughter calling out-
"Fenrir awake, tonight we feast!

Beware o' ye child,
lest your bones,
like the white ash
of a forrest charred,
be your only remnant;
and your spirit join
those of the cursed.
Remembered only
as a tale of caution!
1.4k · Aug 2018
Too comfortable
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
What good does it do the world for me to relax?
What sapience does it bring,
For me to sleep and become lax
While others, the subject of winters sting?
Others thirsty, dying, hungry
And me impervious all the while.
What good am I to feign ignorance.
I, who laugh, and dance, and smile.
1.4k · Aug 2018
"KILL IT!!"
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
A little bug stares at me, eyes unblinking.
Should fear determine death be your fate?
I'd rather try to understand you.
1.3k · Aug 2018
are you like me
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
do I dare depend on you?
in honesty it scares me.
how can I bare to trust
when I myself am a liar.
1.2k · Sep 2018
Stream
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
I sit by the stream
and listen.
lapping the rocks,
like children's feet
patting across the pavement
on a summer afternoon.
listen–
you can hear the laughter;
little giggles.
jumping and playing
as it flows by.
1.2k · Jan 2018
Lost in Myself
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
In a crowded room
I look down at the floor
I close my eyes and all is no more
I'm swept away
To a world of my own
Only me here,
I'm back in my zone
I don't have to worry
About people or things
I drown out the chatter
That anxiety brings
But all too soon my
misted mirror must fade
I'm out of my mind
And back to the charade.
1.1k · Jan 2018
One Night Only
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
I love you
A gentle kiss on the temple
A goodnight wish made simple
Arms wrapped round tightly,
And a sigh before they're gone.
Tenho saudades tuas. (I miss you)
I loved you.
"It feels like it's only been one night before you were swept away."
This poem is completely based around my favorite word Saudade. It's a Portuguese word that describes a deep sadness and missing of someone or something but also happiness for the memories.
1.1k · Aug 2018
Shepard tone
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
Infinity is contained in a decimal.
Time speeds by,
and yet a moment can last forever.
The infinite within the finite.
There are a billion possibilities within you.
Lets make our reality
1.0k · Jun 2018
Uplifted
D Baby Bey Jun 2018
I never knew
that I would have to cut out
parts of my life to be free
the operation was long in anticipation
these ******* of mine were never mine
a literal weight off of my chest
is top surgery
now my life begins
and I can be me
Not only for ftm transgender people do we have to learn the lesson of letting go and cutting out parts of our past.
967 · Jan 2018
What am I?
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
A disappointment
That's all that I am
Born to defy
They say I'm not human
I am more
Tell me that I'm not
***** I built myself up
From the bottom to the top
I fought for who I am
I'm not say'n I'm a saint
Not say'n that I am perfect
Or that I haven't got complaints
Got plenty o' em
I've done things that I regret
My parents are ashamed of me
Can't bare what they beget
They may never call me son
Or see me for who I am
All they wanted was a little girl
Not a transgender man.
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Ever on the roam
never staying long
always on a search for
a place that feels like home

tis a shame that where i go
this baggage i bring along
i cannot find in myself
a place that feels like home

o' that i could love
maybe i would find
that home is not an external state
but one that's of the mind
911 · Apr 2018
Revolver
D Baby Bey Apr 2018
She, her,
Triggering a cascade
Of suicidal thoughts.
I am not enough.
908 · Oct 2018
quicksand
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
in a mud pit.
around my ankles, saddled,
slowly advancing.
Moving is a lot of effort.
tired, I just want to lie yet
and let me sink.
low,
low,
low.
more into this swamp.
my body becomes numb.
extreme pressures,
now around my ribs
suppress breathing attempts.
this mist fills my brain and,
I cannot even whisper...
I just want to lie in bed all day. but it only makes things worse.
908 · Jan 2018
Can't take a compliment
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
You're too kind
I blush, flustered.
You're too kind
I don't deserve it.
You're too kind
I'm a monster.
You're too kind
You don't know what I'll do to you.
902 · Sep 2019
Operetta
D Baby Bey Sep 2019
her voice has
a physical presence in the air
like wafts of silk paper
or the flap of (a) butterfly's wings
something delicate and smooth
calm waters
naught a ripple

i am quiet with awe.
O luce di quest' anima, that g6 is such perfection.
714 · Jul 2018
Being but men
D Baby Bey Jul 2018
Being but men
what softness know we
tough it up
**** it in
let out not a peep

what do we know
of gentle
and fair

fear to be fair
how can it be fair
rip out your heart
strip your chest bare

Tender soul
what do you know
of grit
and glory
yet you make me whole

my river's run dry
eyes that can't cry
I need you so
help me to grow

being but (a) man
a softness I seek
hold me close
lie me still
let me be meek
Not confidant with the last line but wanted to post anyway
696 · Aug 2018
Guillotine
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
Light runs the edge sharp.
A glance could slice your eyes.
The blade melts through air like hot iron;
with a deadly silence it glides,
until neck exposed, a head is claimed.
And the crows sing out their mockery
689 · Aug 2018
Tanka – Loss
D Baby Bey Aug 2018
wail, scream, mourn and cry
sing me a song of your pain
hear the music of grief
where is the beauty in loss?
covet, for once, she had loved.
689 · Oct 2018
NC
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
NC
Thirsty waters,
lapping at the shoreline.
on those salty beaches,
of my sweet, sweet, Caroline.
The melting horizon,
pools in the bay.
From the grey clouds of storm,
sending down their rain.
Wet and heavy clothes,
stick against our skin.
But feet, light and merry,
running in the sand.
659 · Jun 2018
Anxiety
D Baby Bey Jun 2018
Worry worry worry
worry yourself away
away from this moment
that might have been peaceful
lean into the fears
make believe's lethal
blind yourself of the feast before your eyes
give into the faux let anxiety rise.
The goal is to catch myself before I get to this state.
612 · Sep 2018
i am a paradox
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
pull me close, and grip me tight.
for as soon as you've got me
i'll dissolve in your palms.
like an hourglass,
sand running
your fingertips;
my silken shadow will drape.
leaving you empty as a drum.
535 · Oct 2018
Alone in the corner
D Baby Bey Oct 2018
Rain pummels against the pavement of my skull.
So loud is this silence, like static on my tv.
White noise floods the every corner of my brain.
I slide out of people's lives as quickly as I come into them.
should this be longer? An unfinished thought...
529 · Jul 2018
Majesty
D Baby Bey Jul 2018
lift up your face
let your radiance
like the sun shine
fill up this space
with your sapience
(i) wish i could enshrine
511 · Jun 2018
story
D Baby Bey Jun 2018
You read cheeper by the dozen once
and fell in love with a red head.
Now there are twelve of us.
Are you happy?
Is this what you really wanted?

I can't say childhood has been great,
knowing all you are is a number...
"hello I'm number 7"
lucky me.

They weren't ready for us.
I think dad hated me.
The neighbor next door seems nice.
He was the old grandfatherly type,

At least until he had you groomed...
Once he revealed his taste for children
it seemed too convenient for a little pig
to live next door to the big bad wolf.

Dad said I should have known better.
He told me that the wolf was
"too kind to a kid like you"
and that he
"gave out too much candy."
I should have known.
No one is ever that kind or sweet...

We moved,
and just kept moving.
Only ever a year in one spot.
I never made friends.
I had too many secrets,
and I was scared
they'd find out.

At 17 I got away.
And the secrets started slipping.
I was too tired to carry them anymore.
There wasn't anything to lose at this point anyway...


L
G
B
T
and a dash of
s
u
i
c
i
d
e
They say I'm hell bound...
Sounds like fun.
At least I'll get to live before I die.
ehhh, I don't know what to say about this one..
I let my inner child self have their voice.
484 · Apr 2018
Two Face
D Baby Bey Apr 2018
Two faced,
You have no side.
Look in my eyes and tell me you care.
But that's just words...
Words, the tools of deception.
Use one to my face,
And another to my back.
Which of your words are sincere?
476 · Jan 2018
Do you like me now?
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
I live for those likes
Gimme gimme
Addicted to validation
Gimme gimme
Refreshing the page
Gimme gimme
Compulsory tick
Gimme gimme
Obsessing over clicks
Gimme gimme
Making me sick
Gimme gimmick
This one feels a bit unpolished. But I didn't know what else to do with it.
470 · Jan 2018
Entitlement
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
Sorry, sorry, I’m late again!
Don’t you worry though,
I’ll do better next time
Because I told you so.

Sorry, sorry, didn’t mean to stand you up!
I know this looks bad, but
I promise I’m not a schmuck.
I’ll make it happen, just you wait and see.
I won’t let you down again.
You can count on me.

Sorry, sorry, I promise I did try.
I know I said that last time.
I didn’t mean to lie.

Where you going baby?
We can still make this work.

Can you believe that ******* *****, calling me a ****!?
465 · Jan 2018
White/brainwash
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
How can you say you hate them?
And not realize the irony
How can you hate your own race?
Do you not hear in yourself “that’s a part of me”?
You attempt to distance yourself by making jokes at their expense.
Try to disguise it as humor, but I can see past your pretense.
All of your white friends, whom with you wish to blend,
Will follow suit, then use you as a scapegoat by saying
“Nah, it’s cool man. I have an Asian friend.”
Don't you realize, with your own words you're cutting yourself down
Don’t do this to yourself man, you are not a clown-
To be laughed at and mocked
Neither are the others whom this ridicule has flocked
Be proud of who you are, and from where you came.
Pass yourself off as a joke and others will do the same.
455 · Sep 2018
Drowning
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
Deep blue waters.
The surface looms above.
Ever elusive, just out of reach.
A glint of light, blue-green,
shines down upon me;
like layers of thick glass.
  ∙
  ∙
  ∙
  °
  °
  °
I sit at the bottom.
Calm.
Shimmering shades of cyan dome around me
451 · Sep 2018
Smile for the people
D Baby Bey Sep 2018
I'll be who you want me to be,
if you give me what I desire.
I'll wear the mask.
I'll do the dance.
Powder my rotting face.
This corpse will be your puppet.
I want a new life.
This one was on discount...
Tired of being a second hand man.
How I feel going into job interviews...
442 · Jan 2018
Gasp
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
Choking,
Just beneath the surface, I drown in the weight of the subconscious.
Choking,
I gasp for the relief of release
But still the tightness in my throat won't go,
like a wave crashing down; the pressure is non-relenting.
Choking,
I give in
Letting the thickness of suffocation overtake all, then-
Glory,
Choking no more the lights of spastic magnificence flash in my mind and I, dead, find a new energy of one fighting to live.
I breathe again.
439 · Jul 2018
Grandmama
D Baby Bey Jul 2018
She's always been like a tree,
Rooted and strong.
The resemblance
Only grew with her age.
The wrinkles of her face-
Hard and intricate bark;
And her wisdom reaching-
Branches offering shade
413 · Jun 2018
Night overlooking the town
D Baby Bey Jun 2018
Nighttime, and a cloak of blue veils the earth.
I, nothing in hand I set out.
Gaiting under the streetlights,
Harkening to the hill's call.
Trembling, in the darkness as I climb.
Towering above the town
I see all the city lights, shimmering and bright.
Moving farther into the dark folds of the earth.
Envisioning the lives of those below.
402 · Jul 2018
Rising
D Baby Bey Jul 2018
Baby skin, dough like softness
primped and primed
unbeknownst of the furnace
you'll soon be thrown into
where you'll grow a tough shell
to combat the fluffy spring inside
399 · Feb 2018
Exasperated defeat
D Baby Bey Feb 2018
Prescriptions got me sentenced
These needles are my penance
My life’s contained in a vial
Body’s stuck in denial
Can’t bear to spare a drop
Little beads of blood that drip
Symptoms that need to stop
Belonephobia, loosened grip
Vision fades in an out
Staggered just for a sec
Soon to find that little bout
Did worse than to break my neck
…My vile…
…My life in a pile
My life all over the floor in broken shards.
I feel like I could have pressed harder on the prison symbolism...
Maybe, "Body's stuck at trial" instead... and maybe even something about the sentence/prescription being life long... Thoughts?
398 · Jan 2018
Peas in a pod
D Baby Bey Jan 2018
First ever friends
What luck to have met
Coincidental bonds
That only we would get
Chance a roll of the die
What could be the odds
That we are friends you, and I?
We're like two peas in a pod
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