importantly find the key
the main thing is to find him finally
very important very necessary very
it is important as usual to find
this key you need to find it

but there were days and the wind was coming
and the keys were whether I had
I always went and went but from this
I just froze and stopped now
I can not walk anymore

I'm looking for an answer that used to be
I still have answers that used to be
who used to be with me I'm looking for answers
answers to noisy noisy wind
to the noisy noisy wind outside the window key

25.09.18

I saw today a catastrophe
I saw an explosion today
I saw a terrible fire
I saw death in my eyes

Fire
a terrible fire in my eyes
Explosion
a terrible explosion in my mind
Fire
a terrible fire in my eyes
Explosion
a terrible explosion in my mind

The fire surrounded all
Without leaving a trace
The explosion swallowed up everything
Without leaving anything


Fire
a terrible fire in my eyes
Explosion
a terrible explosion in my mind
Fire
a terrible fire in my eyes
Explosion
a terrible explosion in my mind

0?.08.17

I knew
that the last day will come
that the first day will come
that all this is already
it's long overdue
that I was long in the last day
and in the first

I knew
I knew everything from the beginning
from the very end
my soul has always known this
she always knew
that I'm at the same time dead
and alive

11.07.18

for a moment my wonderful
it was raining before my eyes
or snow or the sun is black
it was not clear to me then
it was not clear to me now

for a moment this
I lit up from the inside like a star
and the singing and singing of summer
only she was with me
whether then then today either
always and forever

04.08.18

forget with you
about this world
we will go together with you
into the abyss

forget with you
about this light
we will go together with you
in the shade

o let's meet together
new testament
o let's walk together
and scream

01.10.18

the ghost in the wasteland is buried
and night stars and night love stars
they burn forever in the sky
not even noticing my gloomy scream

funeral ghost
the funeral ghost fits
and time and hours are still the same and go
and also without noticing the horror in my soul

love and death love and death are one thing
and ghosts and ghosts go
play chess with us play and play
in the wasteland are just like that

09.07.18

in the street there is a cast on
I walk on the street I walk on the street
fire water cast this
I am I was or when

or when i walked or when i lived
or when i died or when i was or
when lanterns rang or when birds sang
or when it was spring outside

on the street there is a ghost and roses again
switched to another glass what do i do
with him so what should i be with him i be like
me to be with myself this hour in this star

04.10.18

the ghost of love appeared today
today and unexpectedly he appeared
this ghost or more precisely not he but she
yes it was she who appeared girl
from nowhere and how it appeared is unclear
where and why I why I'm weird
then when I forgot and at all about love then
when I forgot and stopped dreaming about it
she appeared and only she began to loom
ghost ghost of love away somewhere in the fog
somewhere beyond the bridge somewhere
in the seas and in the light and moon
and again the thought of whether
she will run away from me or
she will still be with me or all the same we never
we will not meet and will never worry about leading
about the upcoming inspiration it
is unclear what will happen now and on

silently and silently the lanterns burned with their ordinary
ordinary light buzzed they and I just walked in
his usual dreams were in his dreams and in
his gloom was daily and more and more convinced
that what is material is our thoughts unnecessary thoughts
unimportant thoughts are not important thoughts first come out
outside in the light we create this light but for what purpose
i know for what but as usual I do not want this and at all
and I do not want to talk about it at all and I'm on the boat again
and where are my eyes looking really I see that fog
is it really not a dream really in my life
love breaks in love but for now only
ghost but it does not matter anyway it's the same thing

22.09.18

I am a woman I have always been her
I've always been a blue-eyed girl
but the lost time knocked the clock
they knocked like a hammer for a minute
and time took me away from myself
I lost myself I'm losing myself
and figured himself and bought himself
Only now I have other eyes
and now I'm not a woman I'm a man

but unless unless time runs
streams flow at lightning speed and thunder rumbles
then maybe I'm not a woman or a man at all
I'm something or something
that the lost and unprecedented ignorant
no consciousness and no soul and no heart of mine
I'm not a man I'm not a woman I'm nothing
I was a woman I was a man and all this is a celebration
I shed blood shedding wine and it's all nothing
solemnity solemnity solemnity celebration
I lost myself I lost myself and never found
I've never ever never never found myself
and never talked to himself

the night goes on as the day goes on  
and the plane in the sky flies    
there I see myself in a blue blouse with a man
looked away to the ground looked in the cafe
there I am already a red-haired girl stained with years who
trying to compose verses looked the other way
saw a store and in the store is a Chinese and this
Chinese is me and again I buy books and book books
how many times about how many times have I seen myself
About the same time I was dying and was born
i was a girl she was me i was a man he was me
but what I am now is the question that I will never know
whether I am a girl or a diamond is a pearl either man

26.07.18

go crazy how beautiful
going crazy how wonderful
and I'm not lying and there is truth
and not kidding it so beautiful

20.12.18

were friends gone friends
it was the sun it was raining
there were friends and eyes
there were shadows and all angles

where they turned where they went
where did my tongues go and
chances are all and hopes and choices
where did it all get lost

lost and lost and
all in the same rhythm
windswept and windswept and
everything is absolutely as always

20.11.18

Today I have many plans
Today I have a date with her
Today everything will be great
Today I will be myself

Good morning
I was born again
Good morning
I was born again

Today I have a great day
Because I have a date with her
Today everything will be cool
Today is my best day

Good morning
I was born again
Good morning
I was born again

Good morning
I was born again
Good morning
I was born again

2016

Happiness it's a spring,
Happiness it's a Summer,
Happiness it's a Autumn,
Happiness it's a Winter.
All seasons are wonderful,
like everything in the world.
Everything it's a happiness.
Even sadness,
Even horror,
Even Death!
Because we can feel it,
And this is amazing!
And this is real happiness,
We can live,
We can feel.

2017

hard forehead
around me
tree truss

10.08.18

hastily hastily
quickness
fast fast
my soul rushes
towards the unknown
towards speed

06.08.18

hello and goodbye
all all goodbyes in the world

hello and goodbye
all the lights on the embankments of roses

I'm going to you today
I'm going to slip away

09.12.18

Today I lost myself
Because I met her
And now my awful face
Gone with my old life

Hello
Hello
Hello
pretty life
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Cursed life


My life has changed
My life has found the colors
And lost a cloud over his head
And bruises under the eyes

Hello
Hello
Hello
pretty life
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Cursed life
Hello
Hello
Hello
pretty life
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Cursed life

2016

again hit the nail
what is next to the verses
what is next to the most beautiful
and the most wonderful phenomenon
phenomena
effects
pears

again hit him
again with his right foot
how sick of it
how sad from this
why is he doing this to me so
this nail

13.08.18

right now
I sit and look out the window
in one's head

I'm all in a sweat
very hot
and summer roast in the head

the water in the head
the water is making it's way
hell

but where is the river

river by the window
in the form of a hot summer
and again in my head

27.06.18

How much time do I have left?
How much to write to me remains?
How much longer will I suffer?
How much longer will I die?


How much longer do I have winters?
How old are I yet?
How many hours do I have left?
How many minutes do I have left?


How much more can I see?
How much can I feel?
How much will I love?
How many people will I beat?


How much longer do I have winters?
How old are I yet?
How many hours do I have left?
How many minutes do I have left?


2017

a huge strong wind in the street
on the street and in the squares and even on the mountain
where I was where I sang songs at all
recently today where met evening where
watched the sunset and yawned and tired and raged

a huge huge strong wind outside the window
as if the fire no longer holds the frame
as if the fire had completely forgotten what it was
it was as if I was losing myself once and for all
and forever and to the end and forever and forever so

and today many different sounds were reproduced
many different sounds and minor and major
but most birds and I was like birds in flight
and shouted and sang I and I created a huge parade because
that the wind never leaves my heart

12.10.18

walk on human eyes
walks around the eyes every day
and every night all the walls of this world
all its circles and all its angles
it's all me and all this is my eyes all this
I and all this are my eyes all this is me and everything
these are my eyes and so it was always and here
every day every day I go
and look only at my eyes only
on your eyes and more only
on your eyes and nothing more and nothing

then on what I write every day then where am I
I go every day that I eat every day
what I listen to every day is what I watch
every day what I hear every day is
about what I think every day is that I'm in the hands
take every day all this is my face and my skin
my eyes and only my eyes all this I all this
I and only I and so will always be so always
so it will always be like this forever and death is me
but death eternal life eternal life eternal life
the eternal transition is all this I am all this I am all my eyes

26.09.18

ice statues ice statues
oh they again with me oh so much time
o ice statues ice statues o
you again with me again after so much
time and yet I have long been a beard
but I have been sitting in a cold forest for a long time

ice statues and my friends and my love
and my everything and my notes and my notes are gone
ice statues are all around and even that
it was and what will be ahead because our
life viewing all the results we did
or rather what we call birth is death

ice statues ice statues and huge goes
there is a huge flow through the current through time
oh my friends oh my love oh friends oh time
so much so I went and forgot everything though
now I am there I remember everything and I forgot everything
I do not exist for a long time that I am just ice

17.10.18

I do not know at all
what does it mean to know
I do not know what I mean
I do not know what it means to lie
and give truth and truth
which does not exist at all
and there was never in the world

I do not know what it means to be
to be or not to be but possible
be smart or stupid
that's just how the question stands
that's just how you can be
great if we are already at the same time
greatness and awfulness
inferior worth

I do not know I do not know at all
what does it mean to know and be
I do not know what it's like to be
and I do not know what is nothingness
what is happiness and what is
misfortune in this world
and even light for me is emptiness
remains empty until the end of life

25.07.18

I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go and whether
I don't know whether to
destroy the old and create a new one
I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do
Today very bad wheather
I don't know what to do
Im very hate everything now ever

I don't know what to do
I don't know where to go and whether
I don't know whether to
destroy the old and create a new one
I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do
Today very bad wheather
I don't know what to do
Im very hate everything now ever

2017

I feel so good
so beautiful!
This moment is incomparable!
So good!

In the soul of bright
Much better to me
the earlier
in the shower it is light!

O my eyes are burning!
They are again filled with something!
They are again the color of the sky!
My life is again yellow!

So beautiful!
So good!
So wonderful!
To me now!

11.12.17

I HAVE
A
LONG
TIME
-
BREAD.

30.11.17

I want to become like everyone else
Everyone says I'm a loser
I want to be like you
Everyone says I'm dumb
I do not want to be me
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace

Everyone was tired of my freaks
They say I behave like a fool
Everyone bored my clothes
They say I look like a clown
I do not want to be me
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace
I just want to find peace

2016

I walk
i walk on the buatiful streets                
I like
i like when people very happy
very happyyyy

I like
i like my world
I like my universe
I like
i like my world
I like my universe

I like
i like my world
I like my universe
I like
i like my world
I like my universe


2016

I looked in the mirror today
and again I saw the volcano
against the background of the ocean and farms

I looked in the mirror today
and again my eyes were yellow
on a strange bluish face

I looked in the mirror today
and again I saw myself
I saw a girl of future times

11.07.18

I am the captain in my mind
I am the captain of the world
I'm the captain of everything
I am the captain of this ring


I'm captain
captain
of the everything

I'm captain
captain
of the everything

I'm captain
captain
of the everything


I am the captain of my friends
I'm the captain of words
I'm the captain of darkness
I'm the captain of the stars


I'm captain
captain
of the everything

I'm captain
captain
of the everything

I'm captain
captain
of the everything

2017

I'm going to home
And now im got - woe
Sad going to me
Oh why! I wanna happy man to be
Sad,sad,no happiness
Red,red world,like my blood.
I do not like a food...

2017

I'm on my way
I'm walk in rain
I'm on my way
I'm walk in rain

Across a Novorossiysk
Across a Moscow
Across a Novossibirsk
Across a Russia

I'm on my way
I'm walk in rain
Today was sunny day
A now rain

A now rain
A now rain


I'm on my way          
I'm walk in rain
I'm on my way
I'm walk in rain

Across a Novorossiysk
Across a Moscow    
Across a Novossibirsk    
Across a Russia

2016

I'm on my way
fate cuts
fate blesses

I'm on my way
everyone hates
everyone loves

I'm on my way
and is insignificant
and beautiful

I'm on my way
and the path is wonderful
and the way is terrible

I'm on my way
I'm on my way
I'm on my way

I'm on my way

When is was a summer
When is was a sunshine in my eyes
I'm walk everyday
With my friend

I'm very was funny or sad
Was my brother, was my dad
But it is not so good
Was a freedom, no work


I'm very was funny or sad
Was my brother, was my dad
But it is not so good
Was a freedom, no work

2016

as though in a dream not to fall
as if in a dream do not fall
as though in a dream it will not fail
as though to not know in a dream
as if in a dream not to drown

and in fact there was darkness and lava
and the evenings consisted of luminaries
but there were lakes and stars
who were drowning somewhere there
where there is a strange and strange

as though in a dream not to fall
as if in a dream not to drown
but is not the dream now a dream
but life is not a dream unless why
you are in my dream my face in a dream

17.08.18

one day sleep in a coffin
one day lie on the bottom
drink ***** eat pump
will go to far countries

sleep in the stuffy where air zero
sleep in solid and solid ground
spaces where clouds of dust live
go where I'm dead again

ah coffin cute coffin i see yours
your skeletons I see your smiles dancing
I see your zeros and see your heat
created by stuffiness due to the cold of the dead

08.12.18

in created forests by
city trail
city traffic lights
shine brightly in the eyes
as always as always

in created forests by
soft asphalt
milk on asphalt as
snow or flesh I'm coming
as always as always

but always without a mind
without thoughts without inspiration
but always without feelings
just go I just go
on created planets

16.12.18

and turned off the lights in the daytime
turned off the light and it was snowing outside
it is snowing outside today

and I'm still still waiting

30.11.18

I am in the garden
and the trees are singing
and the sun is singing
love song

I am in the garden
and bluebirds
and bluebirds
write in water

I am in the garden
and clouds
and clouds
float in flowers

04.07.18

here and I go to the shower
I'm going to bathe in the water
I'm going into the water I'm going
I'm going to wash for all time

31.07.18

I remembered
I remember
remember those days
days of bright sun
and the days that
were as if in an oven

when the blood ran down my cheeks
when the blood came from my eyes
when the hands were daggers
and every day was soaked
revenge and anger
taken from a huge artistic talent

I remembered
I remember those doors
those beds of salami and hay
I remember those needles and those spiders
those terrible guys
who cut off my head
and then threw me into the water
eternally dying and eternally drowning

I remember
I remember

06.07.18

I see a red door
I see a blue sky
I see in my face
my face in the dark
and only in the dark...


18.11.17

Today and tomorrow
I'm happy
Now and last minute
I was sad
I do not know what is what is happening to me
How can I be now
And why am I both happy at the same time
And sad

Love
love
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh

All the time I think about her
All the time she's alone in my head
Rain outside her voice window
Sunlight is her smile

Love
love
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh

I think I fell in love
I think I fell in love
I think I fell in love
I think I fell in love

Love
love
Ooh-ooh
Ooh-ooh

2017

it rained all day
outside the window he walked outside the window
it was raining from the window
water flowed almost into my eyes

she flowed terrible jets
she flowed like a huge lightning stream
all day it was raining outside the window
all day he talked only about himself

and the wind was and the wind called me
and the wind read all my verses to me
but all my thoughts but all my feelings
they were about it about it raining outside

23.12.18

I awake and I wake up
After I'm going eating food
And last I'm play the guitar and listen songs
Ohh yeah yeah yeah
Ohh yeah yeah yeah

It's my morning
It's my morning
It's my morning
Ohh yeah yeah yeah
Ohh yeah yeah yeah

Sometimes I fall out of bed
And sometimes even the cat bites
Or eat mosquitoes whether it is winter or summer
Ohh yeah yeah yeah
Ohh yeah yeah yeah

Its my morning
It my maybe good morning
Its my freaking morning
Ohh morning
Ooh morning
Ooh freaking morning
Ooh morning


2016

Black birds fly in the sky, like my mind
People get up early in the morning to go to work and back again

Every day is not new everything goes as usual
Every day is ******* and in general is it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow

Children are born play laugh then sad
Time passes they grow old, and die without knowing the meaning of the life

Every day is not new everything goes as usual
Every day is ******* and in general is it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow
it worth living until tomorrow

2017

i walked with you along the boulevards
and oh how happy you were
you laughed you laughed
in full happiness and joy was you

and my soul is my terrible eyes
also transformed from this beauty
and all the clouds and all the clouds
finally met with a bright sun

and even then when evening came
and the moon was behind our window
and even then and even then
pacification did not come off our shoulders

but love passed our forgotten walks
and now my heart knows only the darkness

22.07.18

I walk every day like in the desert
I do not know what for
for whom and for what purpose
my existence

I walk every day like in the desert
in search of some answer
in search of some kind of truth
which in fact is not present

I walk every day like in the desert
bright sun beats me
cold of Russian frosts ****
but I'm going and I don't know why


02.04.18

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happines

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in sunny day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
in blue sky

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in happy life

i want believe
i want believe
i want believe
in pretty day

i just want believe
i just want believe
i just want believe
but i can't

i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't
i want believe
but i can't