It keeps me up at night,
The deafening silence,
Won't let me turn off the light,
And I see them on a screen,
For a while at least,
People who I call my friends,
Though they don't really know me,
And I feel I can't sleep,
Cuz no ones here to catch me when I fall.
Meandering, staggering, the squelch of fun
I cross the field of dreams
To step off the world, just for a while
Is all one needs it seems
You captured my heart, I cannot explain
What you do to me
The world outside, a thing of the past
I'm wrapped in a bubble of glee
You're good for the soul but that's not all
You take my troubles away
And if I could, no matter how I ache
A few more days I'd stay
But a few more days is never enough
I never want to leave
My heart, forever in your mud
The real world you reprieve
And as all the years go by
I never do forget
All of the joy you give to me
And I ain't seen nothin yet
For the first time in my life I'm writing to my friends. Or maybe it's for my friends.
Because I never thought things would end like this. I never thought things would even end.
They've been here for years and they'll be here for more, I thought.
But all that was lost when they saw my life as a battle to be fought.
I've never been good with spoken words but I've never been silent with my writings.
So I'm speaking and shouting and yelling about how I never knew things were ending.
Tell me things. Anything. Please. I'm so lost at what to do. Specially here and now that I don't have any one of you.
I know it's not good, you could say unhealthy, even. But I've grown so used to all of you, you were my safest haven.
But I know I lost it. And I know that you see it.
But help me out and tell me why you saw my friendship and decided to drop and leave it.
So this is my sorry. And my thank you. And my fare well.
I know you are all better without me but i won't be better without you, and I hope you can never tell.
This one's for my friends, or should I say ex friends.
I guess they were right when friends can break you heart too, cause the hurt will never ever s ends
My eyes sting,
Because the air,
Because I am outside,
And I'm walking the same trail,
I always go,
And it's always fine,
But this time,
It was something else,
I have walked this road alone,
And never felt lonely,
For my heart was comforted,
By the knowledge,
That i have you to lean on,
I'm walking alone,
And the difference is,
I feel it.
I will close my eyes
Perspectives will tell
A perfect obscenity
Im perfectly numb
You think its simple
I bleed thoughts like rivers
And exhale fears
Turn me to understanding
That I accept why
That I put my fists down
And stop punching walls
Assure me you have not gone
Surround me in my uncertainty
Read me like a book
Then rewrite my pages
Tear our my ending
Finish the beginning
I pray you hear me
And cut the ties that fit my bind
I don't want to stop
I just want to rest awhile
I just want to rest..
true friendship is being able to stay up until 4am just talking and laughing about random things
it is having a very good time even without alcohol
most of all, time spent with true friends is never boring no matter what you're doing
because time spent with friends,
is time that is always going to be worth spending
By Arcassin Burnham
I couldpour the passion into this conversation,
We could talk awhile and have more further relations,
It's okay to be a little shy due to persuasion,
Don't be lost from the fallen dreams,
Please don't put the blame all on me,
For making you head over heels for me,
There's nothing volatile in our chemistry,
I was wrong enough to lead you on in the making,
I'm always nervous that's why I'm shaking,
The love prevails,
A little off,
Your skin is pale.
Dashing through the days and nights
searching my burning heart, and mind
never hearing sounds, or seeing sights
disciplines, that don't align
No patience for the building blocks
no cool thoughts or measured plans
a breaking of all the logical locks
as down the silent road, I ran
Drawing circles of friends not possible
when heat drives me to extremes
not a weighing of the feasible
but burning bridges, as I scream
My dreams upon the jagged rocks
as sand within my tight held hand
time moves, without all clocks
ice contracts, and fire, expands
I'll be counting down the days
until I see you again
until I'm looking into your eyes
with nothing in between
I'll be thinking about you
until I get off the plane
until I run into your arms
until there's nothing in between