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Pain walks into the therapy room,
"I am not liked by anyone" he says
"I make everyone afraid".

Pain walks into the therapy room,
"I dont mean any harm" he says
"I just want to help".

Pain walks into the therapy room,
"I dont know how to go away" he says
"I just need to be felt".
The message is clear
I do not understand
unable to see through it
it's not as I planned

The meaning is lost
a memory, a dream
It was here, I felt it
it's not what it seemed

The fight to be loved
was it all in my head
it felt so real
now it's gone, she is dead
I see a pair of two red eyes
Every night in the sky
They are like two crimson moons
i think they would devour me soon
You think i am the one to see
Would you not believe me
I think they would **** me soon
But only when the moon is red
Is when they crawl on my bed
You think i might be afraid
In a pool of blood i would wade
Sweet farewells i would bade
Ever so much i enjoy
To see you die To see you coy
To see the cold ****** rain
As your life slowly drains
From those sweet hollow eyes
How would you tell those ***** lies
I wish to stain you as i please
When you beg on your knees
The hate i always had inside
The anger you think i would hide
You would mend me in your ways
Killing me in a thousand ways
I would sob i would cry
When you laughed while i tried
You think you could be forgiven
After that hate you have given
I could stab you a million times
While singing a song with a perfect rhyme
I would smile to see your blood
Dripping on a flower bud
You think im being paranoid
After i am so annoyed
You think you could fill the void
When im always being avoid
I think i had enough of you
**** me once **** me twice
Whip me once whip me thrice
Ill rip you to shreds ever so nice
Im not a fool to be made twice
                   __tsuki no ume~
Nosy 3d
When you sit with your thoughts
Your feelings get lost,
Perhaps bottled up
Far from the world’ reach

But even for you
It’s too far to see
You ask yourself
“How much can stay-
Besides of me?”

The answer shall come
Soon enough
Because the moment you lay-
Wide awake,
You’ll feel those feelings
Like a heavy weight.
When you think you can carry the weight of your feelings all by yourself, to the point you bottle them into your core.
Every frequency
screams.

My emotions
stuck at full volume.

It feels like
living
without skin.

I see the world
in a thousand
painful hues,
even joy
hurts
a little
on the way in.

I read silence
like it’s shouting.
I feel the shift
when a sentence
lies.
I catch what hangs
between pauses,
what twists the air
just slightly
out of shape.

I carry a storm,
but people only notice
when the lightning
hits them.

I’ve spent years
bending,
folding,
twisting myself
into smaller
shapes,
trying to pass
for someone
easier
to hold.

I’m the mirror
you avoid
when the mask
starts slipping.
I reflect back
a version of you
in a language
you are not ready
to speak.

Am I too much
for you?
Because I
I’ve spent years
trying to be less
for me.
When loud feelings become quiet people.
***
There’s always a place
Where you don’t feel safe
To say who you are
And to show them yourself.

You find it sooner or later:
Some stay there for long,
Some leave ‘s fast as they can.
The point is — everyone knows it.

I’ve been there.
It wasn’t exactly like that
But every day that I hoped that the day would be sunny
Ended up being just like a stormy one.

I felt alone,
Abandoned
And hurt
But I still fought to stay strong.

And I was, people said,
Though I didn’t feel it.
In the end, no one won —
They thought of it as a show.

The morale is: don’t give up,
You won’t always win,
But a new step in life will surely come
And your bitterness will be replaced by something better

Just like mine did.
remember that one day the sun will shine
04/07/25
If someone stayed,
I wouldn’t need to be so strong.
I’d let my walls melt,
my silence spill into their arms,
and I’d cry
not out of pain,
but out of relief.
That finally,
someone saw the storm I’ve hidden
behind my soft smile.

If someone stayed,
I’d stop pretending.
I’d stop holding the world
while my own kept breaking.
I’d whisper things I’ve never said out loud

like how empty I feel in a full room,
and how loud the nights get
when I’m the only one listening.

If someone stayed,
I’d hug them and never let go.
Because once someone knows the real me

the soft me,
the shattered me,
the still-loving me…
I don’t ever want to lose that again.

So I stay quiet.
And I hope.
And I whisper to the stars…
For the ones who always stay strong for others but secretly wish someone would stay for them.
This is for the silent stormers — the soft souls hiding behind smiles.
Some poems aren’t just poems. They’re pieces of who we are
Artis 4d
Lets feel
'till we all run flat
feel nothing

Take me back
when I could feel
hit the restart button
and it would work.
i like to think
you found my soul
before i had even
discovered
what it meant
to hand it over.

you whispered
forevermore
like it was a spell,
one you weren't planning
on keeping.
and i believed it.
because your eyes
said it
first.

and now you
walk past me
with that same mouth --
but it never
says my name.
yet i sit
with everything you left
unspoken,
sort of like a story
im rewriting
just to feel
chosen.
soul; entry eleven
date wrote: 3/7
edit 9/7 - this is the very very last soul entry 🥹 my first project baby.. keep an eye out for texts never sent soon
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