I can see you.   It has been dark for so long.  And you are shining in it!  Tears fill my eyes.  At the sight of light.  He is getting brighter and brighter.  There is even a warmth to his glow.  I feel it on my skin.  There are so many of us here in the dark.   Its then rings of light begin to emit from him.  But how? And why?  What illuminates him in the infinite darkness?  He then got so bright that he became the sun itself.  Dawn is here yet again.  The new morning has vanquished the eternal night.  I must discover what is the science to his Belief.   Its what made him shine.

There are things unseen that keep this world living.. Things that go without notice.. Things that we make sure go unnoticed.. So the everyday things you see as everyday things simply are not that at all.. Everyday messengers and receivers are at a constant movement of life giving moments.. The bird you saw fly by, The cat that leaves and never returns, The butterflies that migrate south, And the ghost that sometimes haunt the living.. But when the path is interrupted the unknown ramifications occur.. The disasters, the catastrophes, the plagues, can all be prevented.. On this day two children, two brothers, will set forth a path that is unknown to them.. On a plastic bottle cap they put one large red ant on board.. They float it down the creek and watch in awe at the sailor ant they have set in motion.. This ant has a very small package to deliver.. Across a world to him, at the end of the river to us.. This ant will deliver a small speck of light.. The first star in an infinite darkness..

Beyond the yellow and black clouds
And into the red sky.
Silver archangels guide and guard me on through.
Its sort of like my dreams mixed in with my thoughts of reality.
Does not seem real at all.
But I cannot tell you how much beauty there is as I am looking and flying by these archangels.
Their wings have every color that exist.
Beyond the red skies and into the blue, there is a floating island with a clear pool of water.
As I stand before the pond I see in the reflection of the water that I am also one of these archangels.
The others all kneel and have a drink of the water.
I do the same.
I look like them and they look like me.
They then go toward the edge of the island and stand and wait.

Sometimes I wonder. Sometimes I feel.
As though I am the dreamer.  The creator of this light wheel.
The feeling comes to me at times. Am I truly alone.
Is everyone around me truly in a different zone.
Its then I separate me from them.  And I hear and see the calls..
No longer am I trapped in these walls.
Signals of light. Echoes and transmissions.    
Strange memories I start to envision.
But only for a moment, Only for a fraction.
The reminders come to be and I lose this reaction.
So I drive on home and forget it about it all.
At least until I remember again, inside of these walls.

The Planet Earth was a wasteland of destruction from the race that lived there previously..
Seven Life Lancers were sent from Mars over 1000 years ago to clean and repair Earth's eco system.
We lost contact with the Life Lancers 52 years ago but were very hopeful as Earth has once again turned blue in our night sky..
A once dead planet of sand has gained back its majestic color of ocean azure blue alongside the stars..
I am sad that Mars has become dead and we had no solution to solve the destruction of our planet..
I had been chosen by our people to migrate to Earth and start our race there..
I am unknown to how well the Life Lancers fixed the eco system of Earth and if it will be able to sustain life..
Its when I arrive I finally see how Magnificent it was!
More blue than the Mars ocean Soren..
There is a massive piece of land I can land on.
Seems this is the only land that exist here on Earth..
I will call this land Pangaea..

Before I leave..
  And I let you go..
Know that I was going to stay..
  And look out the window with you when it all happens..

They say the sky will turn red and yellow..
   The air will make you fall into the best sleep possible..
The most beautiful dreams will come..
   And you will find heaven..

I am off to a place called Earth..
  Leaving our Mars behind..
To start all over..
  And wait till you are born again..
I will find you..  
I will see are then crimson planet from the Earth sky and always remember you..

PART TWO  When I arrive

And where were you lost...  
( It was the point where I went to far ahead..)
And where were you found..
( It was the point where I found you..)
So may strangers stare at my heaven..
( Not enough people I know..)
Underneath the waters where I drowned..
( Could ever guide me home..)
So I choose the direction toward the dark corners..
( I walk into the waters in the dark..)
And lose my footing yet again..
( What is up and what is down..)
Falling through free darkness..
(Panic assures me no right direction)
I finally see where light begins..
(I will swim till I drown)
Both of us are trapped here
(Both of us are trapped here)

Team one will go North of the church to the Lake Paul area. Team two will go East On Old v.f.w. road and scout all the trails there.  Team three will go west to Wolfards crossing. And team four will go South to Fosters creek.  Radio in if anything is seen.  Stay on channel 15. Before all the teams leave do a radio check.   All ready!  Here we go.  We are most likely looking for a black bear or possibly a huge mountain lion.  


))This is Team North do you copy.   No movement or anything unusual.  

)) This is team East.. Had a little movement but they were nothing but raccoons.. All clear so far...

)) This is team South! We have major movement here by the creek!  Its running an we are in pursuit! Dogs are going crazy!  ))) Gunfire )))  Team south do you COPY!!!  TEAM SOUTH DO YOU COPY?    this is team South!  We got it!!!  We got it!!  Its a grizzly bear! I can't believe there is one this far down South!
Good work guys! We will meet up with you guys shortly

Look at the size of it! Wow! This is surly our killer!  Where is team West   Team West do you copy?   " I think they are on a different channel. Ill head out there and go and get them.   " Yeah it tried to get close but the dogs spooked her away!  She could run but not outrun our bullets!  This has to be some kind of record!"  

)) All teams do you copy!?  Yes go ahead John.. Go ahead John are you there?  You guys need to see this! Hurry!  

" Oh my Lord!   Is that all of them!? No some of them are over there." But they are all dead!  Torn apart!  The entire team is dead!  15 people dead just like that!  They did put up a fight as there is bullet shells and shotgun shells every where.  " What the hell were they shooting at? "

The back door.  Green eyes and smelly fur!  The werewolf comes for our kid.   Its time!  White Knight teddy armed with a wooden sword and Judy the red Raccoon and her magical red powers!  Its time to vanquish this nightmare before it even starts!  The werewolf tears down the back door and howls in the darkness.  All we can see is the bright green eyes shining in the blackness.  And there awaits White Knight Teddy and Judy the Red Raccoon!  W.K.T lands a flurry of blows with his awesome unbreakable wooden sword as the werewolf cries in pain!  Judy the Red then emits waves of magical red beams that knock the werewolf out the back door as it screams in fear and scampers back into the woods!

And so W.K.T And Judy the red Raccoon triumph over the would be nightmare that was trying to haunt their kid.  NOT TONIGHT!!!

This was a failed experiment on a grand scale indeed.  I was the creator of a new machine that could repair itself and live forever.  But something went wrong.  Something I did not foresee.   I made two versions of such a machine, version x and version y.  They were everything I had hoped for!  Strong and intelligent.  They could adapt to any circumstance.  But the machines I had built seem to not want to work for us anymore.  In a very cleaver way they managed to build a vessel in secret and leave the planet.   It was then one million years later we found where they had went.  A small little planet in the milky way system called Earth.  They went there to die but yet live forever.  The oxygen on this planet is poisonous which their bodies could only sustain for 75 to 110 years.  They had gathered lore on a place known as heaven.   A place beyond our universe.  The only way through is to expire or die. This is what they wanted us to think.   They had managed to replicate themselves into 6 billion different versions.  Their true intent was more sinister than expected.   They were planning on returning with their grand army of themselves and destroying us all.   Their vessel is deep in an ocean known as the Atlantic.  They are still there.  Molding their replications and prepping them for an invasion that would have happened in the next 3000 years.  CODE ADAM AND EVE aka (Version x and Version y )must be stopped.

She tore a branch off an old dead tree..
She held it so and it molded into a guitar..
She played the song of the woods..
And the sky cried in the day..
The rain drops looked like diamonds in the setting sun..
She played till the moon rode high..
Crescent light of the night..
She then held the guitar to the old dead tree..
As it became a branch again..
She walked into the pale silver moonlight..
She shined for a moment and faded into the night..

For everything a reason.  Our universe within this mind will go forth eternal.  His struggles are far from over.  The addiction was not able to corrupt him so.  His new found light was able to shine it all away.  Its then I come to a realization of who I am in all this.  I was his light all along.  And he has forgiven his self for not believing in the terror he went through that night.  I have found the memory of what happen to him. On what happen to all of us.  This memory is a lone star outside of all other galaxies that exist within.   My celestial star owls dare not venture close.  But I must return to this memory.  Because the memory is me.  I will share such a memory with you.  

On April 7th 1984, I was born.  My mother and father held me close and gave to me warmth and love.  My fathers eyes looked to me with pride and unconditional love. My mothers eyes look to me with love and endless worry.   My mothers light was as bright as any sun I have ever seen. She contained a belief  that was unparalleled by any.  My fathers light shined beautifully with a perfect balance.   One dark day my mothers brightness took her over.  She loved me so much that she did not want me to experience any form of sin and darkness.  That I could be part of an endless heaven if I was to go  while I was pure.   There was a ****** into the light that night.  A ****** that would forever grant me passage to a heaven and beyond she believed existed.  He found us that night when he got home.  It was the end of him.  It was the end of his belief.  My mother smiled at him and said she will forever be in a better place. He turned to drugs to numb the pain.  The only glow of belief he had left was not to take is own life. For there may be a chance he may be able to see me again.  And he was right.  We battled the addiction together. We believed in the light together again.   He knew then I still existed somewhere.  And that one day he will see me again.  It will be the day when he breathes in the light...  My name is Hope.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKqgE8z7PcA

Our little town had gained national attention. It was all over every news paper in America.  It was then the hunters had arrived.  
Our father also wanted to help out with the hunting. My brother and I were not comfortable letting our Dad go without the silver bullet.
So we gave him the .45 caliber silver bullet for his gun.  Our dad smiled at us and asked when we had it made.  " Did old man Jonny make this for you!? "
"Yes dad! Its for the ware wolf!  Its the only thing that can **** it!"  He then looked at the bullet and saw our initials. " Johnny does fine work."
He smiled at us and took one of the bullets out of the chamber and replaced it with the silver bullet. "I'll be fine.  Its most likely a bear that's all.
"Good night kids, don't stay up to late, I'll be back soon.

The both of us fell into deep sleep for the night.  I remember dreaming of a beautiful meadow with a tree made of pink flowers.  
The pedals rained down on me and my brother.  We both wore a necklace of the silver bullet Old man Johnny had made us.  
The alarm woke us as it was time to go to school.  As we arrived there were many people standing outside.  Our friend Kevin had died.
He was 12 years old. They found him by the creek torn apart with his head severed.  The creature had done it again.
They dismissed school for the day.  My brother and I ran home to get the silver bullet. It shined ever so in any light.
It even seem to shine in the darkness.

There had been 3 murders in our small little town. All the same. As if a lion had torn them all apart.
It was early fall.  Oranges and rust colors begin to fill in the trees.  We were not allowed to go out because of the creature.  
If indeed it was a creature.  At least that's what we called it in school.  I had a theory! It was a Ware wolf.
One day my brother and I took all the silver we had.  We took it to Old man Johnny and he turned it into a silver bullet.
He was like a wizard! So finely crafted it was.  He engraved it with our initials.  S.O and D.O.  
We kept the bullet in a small little bag.  Under all of our comic books.  If one day the Ware wolf does come we will be ready.

I was looking among the stars with my celestial star owls. We could see more and more stars being born across the universe.  He was remembering more and more as his memories became our stars.  The addiction still lingered.  It was not entirely gone.  What remained was a fog like haze that could not really travel anywhere.  It seem to be stuck here on this side of the galaxy.  My heart still beat heavy light pulses at the sight of our God.  I remember clearly how he looked into my eyes before he awoke.  Shadow and darkness ran away from his presence.  Him just being there was all that needed to happen. His presence alone could vanquish any darkness and all of its manifestations.  The addiction was one of the strongest forms of darkness I have ever battled.  It had a relentless nature to it that seem to know no bounds.  But as I thought and thought how in the life could he conjure up so much light to push away such a strong darkness. The solution then came to me faster then light could reach my eye.  It was belief!  He believed in himself.  This brought back hope. And hope is what keeps memories strong.  And with hope their is love.  To possess all three is simply to be just that.  Pure belief.  Pure belief in ones self.  He kept the addiction around so that he may never forget what it was like to be controlled by it.  To understand how it almost took all his memories away.  I am heading back home now.  Back to my home in the light.  This cosmos was in one brain cell. One place of a mind we live.  And I will always do my beast to keep our light shining. Where ever,  when ever, across, and beyond.    My name is . . . . . . . . . . .

etheral combination..
you and the sky..
wings of salvation..
and the way our light dies..

slowly fade away bright moon..
light of the night..
enter the this world again soon..
my bright little light..

away with your pale shine..
the sun is coming..
its light is unkind..
while yours is stunning..

oh moon high above..
you shine for us all..
with silver shine and love..
from borrowed light from the sun..

The red skies filled in with gray black clouds.  Red lightning danced from cloud to cloud as it would not thunder but instead scream.  It was terrifying to see and hear.  The shadow tree had become a forest of darkness and wicked laughter.  The leaves were made of dead pale shadow light with no shine to them.   Under the forest was a wicked darkness no light seem to penetrate.  Inside the darkness were golden eyes watching me.  Thousands of them  started to lurk and move upon me.   It was then I saw a small pillar of light at the center of all this madness.  It was the body, the person that is the vessel for the mind we live in.   It was the God I believed in.  It was the omnipresent.  Never Have we been able to meet the spirit of the person we live in.  He was space and time.  The creator.  The very universe we live in.  How was this possible.  As he walked toward me all of the golden eyed shadows scampered away.  The shadow trees turned into trees of light. The red skies cracked as blue bled back into the skies.  There were white clouds that now filled the sky and the grass was as green as emerald.  My heart beat light pulses.  It was the most amazing visual I had ever seen.  He did not see me.  Nor was he aware of the addiction he had shined away.  He simply walked on through.  Flowers of all color grew around where he had stepped.  He walked up to the final Shadow tree that was left.  He raised his hands to the sky as all the flower pedals spun around him. To him the shadow tree was nothing but a dead tree.  Storm blues rolled in and it began to rain heavily.  Tornados made of light spun around the shadow tree erasing all the shadow from it.  A tree full of flower pedals of all colors was what was left.  The air shifted in my direction as I could smell the beautiful aroma of the flower tree.  He then seem to look into my eyes.  He saw me before he awoke.  My celestial star owls sang the song of return as I awoke alongside our universe.

I knew there was no sure way to fight the addiction in his memories.  Not without interference of what his memories remember.  Doing so could alter his memory in such a way that it would not be remembered correctly and could be forgotten forever without ever being able to access the original memory.  In his sleep state galaxies are created for a short time.  These are known as dreams.  During such time all memories scramble and form moments that the sleeping mind experiences. Although not real the mind has to do such a duty in order to make the brightest of memories shine forever.  To store away light that can be used for another time.  This is where I can attack the addiction! In his dreams.  He will see it as just a dream and feel as though it is no memory at all.  And so the dream begins.

The dream is of a grand dead tree in the middle of a green field. There sitting against the tree was a shadow child with a white mask on.  The mask had the face of me.  This sent a terror down my spine for some reason.  The child spoke in two voices. " Will you play with me."  He held a ball made of pale light that seem to have a spiral of darkness at its center. He threw the ball at me and I caught it.  I held it in both my hands as the spiral of darkness seem to call to me. I then heard beautiful song notes being sung from the sky.  My celestial star owls broke me out of the trance.  I then threw the pale light ball away as the child shadow screamed in anger.  It threw off its mask and went into a hole in the tree.  It screamed louder and louder while inside as the dead tree begin to grow leaves made of darkness and pale light.  The sky turned red and the grass yellow.  This dream had become a nightmare!

The memory star shined forth.  It was a memory remembered. It started to trigger other memories as more and more stars lit up in this dying spiral of a galaxy.  Life was coming back.  The addiction was fading into the light.  I then entered the star memory alone leaving behind my guardian celestial star owls behind.  They will serve as a beacon for me to return to.  As I enter the star I am present at the memory he remembers. The memory was of him holding his daughter for the first time.  He looked into her eyes as she looked into his.  She them grasped his finger with her small little hand.  It was then I saw her grow up in an instant. This was all the other memories that this one had triggered.  Beautiful moments after beautiful moments kept me flowing through his memories.  As I travelled on through such beautiful memories I noticed that something else was there with me.  A shadow without casting. A darkness present in the light.  A sad shade of darkness.  The addiction also has found a way into his memories.  It was far from gone.  I am not suppose to interfere with memories.  Doing so could trap me here making our mind we live in go crazy.  And that's exactly what the addiction wanted.  So that he could turn back to it and it can consume him.   If I do not fight the addiction within his memories it will begin to darken them and slowly he will forget again.

The last image I remember from my dream is the moment my eyes first see this blue sphere among the stars.
A bright blue sphere that was illuminated by a very young sun.
I make my home on the Northern frozen region of this beautiful planet.
My parents sent with me a relic, a piece of technology from our dying planet.
As I set it on the ice it builds for me a home much like the one I had before Earth.
A small region of my planet resides here in the ice.
As I walk out into the light of the young sun my body feels different.
I never grow tired of the feeling.
Any sort of soreness or pain is quickly erased by the light of this sun.
I feel as light as a feather.
The snow I stand on melts around me.
The energy pulses and emits heat waves as the sun kisses my skin.  
The last thing I do is take flight.
Over this planets oceans.
Toward her.
In just seconds I am going to see her smile as I walk on through the door at the daily planet.

The sentinels of the light had arrived. They heard my call for help deep within this expansive galaxy at the center of forgotten memories.  The golden eyed shadows stood their ground eyes shining as bright as my old sun.  There were 5 of them.   They had on armor that shined this magnificent light inward and out.  They simply ignored the golden eyed shadows and circled around the star memory corrupted by the addiction.   All of their armor then shined different colors. Blue, red, green, white, and gold then shined forth.  The golden eyed shadows mounted their attack alongside the star demon.   They grasped their shadowy bodies onto the Sentinels of light.  Light and darkness mixed and spiraled.  They then begin to shine so bright that it seem to burn away the shadows and star demon.  My celestial star owl came out of the melted darkness that was once the star demon.   The sentinels of the light then focused their light onto the star memory.  They shined away all that was forgotten and brighten up all that could be remembered within this memory.  But not without a price.  Their armor begin to crack and bleed light into space.  They then all looked toward me as they smiled and faded away.  All that remain was the beautiful star they saved. A memory for the mind we live in.  The star lit up as bright as the sentinels of light.  This mind has remembered a love for someone.  This memory begin to trigger others as more and more stars lit up in this galaxy.

Shadow after shadow.  We fought on through. They had golden eyes and wanted to consume our light.  There were only 3 Celestial star owls left. But they still fought the darkness with all the light they had left.  I tried with all of my shine to help them as much as I could. The addiction had some strange hold on me.  Its as if I am unable to forget its strange euphoric cosmic gifts to my soul.  I wanted to be a part of it.  Every time I would get these urges the Star owls would shine the urge away.  Only I was taking a lot of their light away. I had to break free! The star demon mounted its attack as one of the Star owls met it head on. Light and shadow clashed creating this incredible explosion of darkness and shine.  Light feathers were all that was left of my cosmic guardian.  They faded into the darkness. He was gone!  There now was only three of us left.  The golden eyed shadows were pushing us away from the star memory.  Slowly they were consuming our light.  Then all of a sudden they stopped attacking. The shadows stood still and looked to all the bright stars around them.  Only they were no stars. Someone had heard my call for help.  The sentinels of light were coming to our aid.

The celestial star owls mounted their attack. Light begin to burn away the shadow fog that clouded this beautiful  memory.  The addiction wrapped it's darkness around the light of the star owl and quickly consumed it. The star owl could not be saved. It turned into a star demon and a servant of the addiction.  The new born star demon looked into my eyes with dead light and false hope.  I was beginning to belive in such hopes. On how everything will be OK if I joined the addiction .  I could be a part of and endless euphoric light that will forever pleasure my soul.  I then was brought back from the dead light from the remaining star owls.  They showed me true light again. I was now fighting beside them in the light.  But the Legion of false hope was winning and pushing us back.  I then sent out an s.o.s to all corners of this galaxy.

I was flowing through the light.
The Celestial Star Owls followed along.
I flow backward in time.
I access a memory and view a beautiful moment.
It was the day he fell in love.
But this memory was stemed to another.
It was the day he lost her.
This is where our universe begins to die.
He looks to drugs to numb away the pain.
There is nothing here that I can use to help us.
This memory is on a cycle that will never end in happiness.
I travel further back and cannot seem to access any new memories.
They are like clouded stars.
Beings made of shadow and black smoke are trying to consume the memories.
They scream at my approach.
The Celestial Star Owls begin to attack them.
This race of evil shadow black smoked beings are call "The addiction."

I was breathing in the light.
There was Celestial Star Owls watching me.
As I exhaled the light, dark matter filled the empty spaces for but a moment.
I could feel everywhere the light touched.
Even across the cosmos.
I can become any light any where.
Even in the past or the future.
Although infinite I have discovered that our space does in fact have an end.
And what seems to span one million light years from end to end.
Is that of one brain cell from within.
This is the body and mind we have been living in.
And he is slowly killing us all with the drugs he consumes.
I have to find a way to stop him.
From within and from beyond outside.

It was toward the end of summer.   A long summer it had seem.  The heat was quite cruel this year. I was on my run and at mile marker 2.  The sun blared down on me watching me run in its summer song.  Sweat ran across my eyes leaving behind a small sting.  I simply rubbed it off and continued on running.  On my way back I decided to walk.  It was then I felt and heard the very small song of Fall singing backup behind the summer song.  A very small brisk of cool air wrapped around me for just a second. The children of the Autumn were running around the woods of summer.  The fall season has awoken in the Summer shine.  The summer grows drowsy and will sleep soon.

In 1988 we moved to a very small town in South Texas.   It took us a while to get use to. My parents finally trusted my brother and I to venture out alone in this small town.  So here we go!  On our bikes we zipped down the dirt road and finally made it to a paved road.  The road was fresh with new asphalt and gravel. I could see bubbles of tar expand in the heat. They would pop as we would run over them.  We soon found ourselves at the town V.F.W building.  Behind it was a small lake.  My brother and I couldn't wait to explore all the new found trails.  One Saturday morning we took it upon ourselves to do just that. At the back of the lake was a small water fall! It was so full of wonder!  The water that fell formed a small clear pool below. A small clear stream ran slowly away from the pool.  We went further into the woods where the trails no longer guided us.  We discovered that this small lake was being fed by a creek that ran from the East side of town.  We could see the fish below the clear water creek. We then came upon a grassless area filled with dead leaves.  It reminded us of the fall in the youngest of summers.  The trees seem to block out most of the sunlight.  Only through the cracks in the dancing leaves would the sun dance under the shadow.  Most all the trees look the same.  All but one.  At the center of all shadow was a huge, thick, dark barked tree that seem to be the overseer of this place.  It was not very tall but rather very wide and thick.  It look like something out of a haunted forest.  It had very few leaves.  The leaves themselves seem to almost glow in the shadow.  We then saw strange animals that were not native to the area.  They all seem to disappear within the tree almost becoming a part of it.  We then hurried back home to show our Father what we had found.  The next day we took him out only to discover the tree was gone.  No sign of it whatsoever.  My brother and I swore to him that we had found it!  I am now a man myself and every now and again I venture out to that location.   I think one day I will see it again.

I held her hand as we walked through the new born night.  She had just moved here a few weeks ago.  I fell for her the moment she walked into the class room.  As we walked I noticed that a swarm of fire flies begin to spiral around her.  They then illuminated her face as it begin to change with the glow.  She then spoke in two voices at once.  " I am sorry Jonathon. I am not who you think I am.  We are here to stop them!  They want to destroy you all.  And we are not going to let them. We knew that your leaders would not side with any of us.  So we recruited outside of your race.  Your insect world is by far more vast than your own.  They are leading the effort to also protect their own Planet against a secret enemy that has long been here. I am so sorry but I must go soon. "  She then faded into the blackness of the forest by the lake.  I could still see her as the fireflies followed in glow.

I open my eyes.  I am happy I have opened my eyes.  I take a deep breath.  And then I sit up.   Purple skies mixed in with the most beautiful of oranges and dying yellows.  The starlight takes over the skies as I forget the colors and my eyes fall in love with the lights of the night.  I know I have left my former life behind.  The stars in the sky begin to grow larger and brighter.  I then discover that they are not stars at all.  They are coming for me. All of them.  I am the shadow of sin.  I have committed atrocity after atrocity. I even destroyed all the life on this Planet. I thought I was going to die with it.   They now look like falling stars.  All of them blazing in my direction.  Sentinels of the light.  Angels of the heavens.  Call them what you like.  This battle will likely tear this Planet apart. Such a shame.  To shatter such a beautiful sky above. For even the eyes of darkness and chaos can find such a beauty.

Ekoj & Rekoj
The demon jesters of the pocket plain darkness..
Found a way to make it back..
They smile at all the light they can consume here..
They spin and jump..
Ringing shadow bells on their heads..
Creating empty shade tones..
They dark walk through the cosmos and find their first star..
They ring around it and shadow laugh themselves nearly to death..
The young star dies as it shatters in their shadow laughter..
The demon jesters smile as they dark walk toward their second star..

(I give to him a relic given to me by my fellow mage Osiris.. The relic of the star tear.. This is your prayer..  Become the angel of the stars..)

After cutting through the endless darkness and seeing it bleed light I spoke my final prayer to the God or being higher than any star in the sky.  I was on my knees as the demons and devils were closing in on my final shining glow.  I was the last of our race.  We were going into the darkness shining and glowing.  But my prayer had been answered by an angel of the stars.  This angel was a dragon that had wings of blue star light.  He painted our sky blue again with his light and erased the darkness above.  Our sun shined through once again burning away all that was wicked and evil.  He then looked into my eyes and spoke through them. I could hear him speak to me through his eyes.  " I give to you a relic given to me by my fellow mage Osiris.. The relic of the star tear.. This is your prayer..  Become the angel of the stars."  His wings then shined so very bright as he lifted off into the sky leaving behind a cut of light in the sky.   The relic he gave to me shined star blue and red.  I noticed my sun blade and moon blade were glowing the same colors as the relic.   I picked up my soul swords and sheathed both of them.  I could feel everything around me now.  Where I stood the grass begin to grow.  Flowers followed then trees and forest.  I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and felt the wastelands of our planet needing to be cleansed.  There were then thousands of tornados of light that swept all of the lands followed by massive super hurricanes that covered the entire Planet.  I was cleansing our world by simply thinking about it.  I was at the center of it all.   Our world is now reborn.   And I must now give it away.  I will be part of the stars now.  I will dive into the cosmos as a light that will forever shine away all that is evil.

Now just add blue.  Notice the atmosphere change in an instant.  Its what I see in you.  The calm and pureness that such a color creates for the soul. To look at blue brings the sense of coolness and calmness to a once nervous understanding.  The oncoming storm on the horizon is my favorite type of blue.  I cannot mimic such a color.  Mixed in with the blue white lightning that dances across such beautiful storm blues. It then creates a sense of omniscient oncoming fury mixed in with a calm soothing color that then combines a certain aspect of not being able to control such chaotic beauty. You just have to let the storm pass.  We all just need to let the storm pass.

PIZZA vs. SUSHI Breaking off course:


Arrival set: 1515-2212
Log... On set for 1515-2212 but with a short delay for minor star drive repair..


" Lizor Why did you lie on the log that we needed to do engine repair.. The star drive is at perfect balance!? " Soler have you ever been to the human planet Teres (Earth) .. We have to stop an retrieve something that will send you're sensory buds past Rapatolian Rapture! And what might that be!? First thing is first.. Punch in these Teres numeric values into the wave length.. 830-583-9864! " Thank you for calling Pizza hut how can we help you!? " Yes we would like a large pepperoni pie and a large Extra Italian Sausage pie.." Dine in or delivery? Delivery will be fine.. Please just leave it at this address.. Ok that will be $22.82 It will be ready in 20 minutes.. Replicate 22 Teres American dollars and 82 hard cents and a 10 dollar tip..

"Behold Soler.. This is Teres Pizza.. take a bite! Everytime I am near Teres I stop to get a pie! By Rapatolian this is by far the best sensory my 4 tongues have ever gathered!
"Next time we will try the sushi! No next time we will get 12 pies instead.. I do not think they can make anything to match such rapatolian rapture.. What is sushi anyway!? Who cares! Set course back for home..

PIZZA=COSMIC TASTE!!

I thought of you last night.. While all the stars aligned in our sky.. The beginning has started all over again.. Lets scatter the stars together..

Its not quite what you think..
The surface is as dark as night..
You can even see the stars above..
The life here is made of fire..
The birds, the lizards, the caterpillars that turn into fiery butterflies..
Even the flowers  look like stars..
The waters are made of light..
Cool to the touch..
They heal all..
And give life back..
Its then I start to remember how I got here..
Back on Earth I was asleep..
I then saw a strange light from above..
In a dream..
I stepped into the light..
And saw light angels within..
But what I thought were angels were simply the people of the sun..
It took about 8 minutes to get to the sun..
They walked with me on the surface of the sun..
To them I shined brighter than anything there..
But truly I was returning home..
I was their son..

On the other side of this galaxy a light calls to me..  I travel on Star light wings to the shining light surrounded by a wicked darkness..  I find a planet much like mine there.   It is engulfed in a dark cloud of unnatural ash and smoke.. But there is a splinter of light that shines through the ash filled sky..   I fly toward the light and feel its heavenly warmth..   I see and feel the presence of a being down on the surface whom is battling the armies of hades and hell..  A planet full of demons and devils are trying to dim this warriors light..  He is the last of his kind..  He is cutting through them with two magnificent  blades made from sun light and moon light..  But he is growing weary and can barely stand..  He then drops down to one knee and puts both swords on the ground..  He prays,  "  And my final hour, I have loved you, I have remembered you, I have forgiven you.. I have slayed as much darkness as I can..  This will be the end of all of us..  But not without me making the darkness bleed.. With your light and love I ask that you please send to me the angel of the stars.. So that they may take me high above where I become a painting made up of star light for all eternity.. I ask this in prayer amen."   And so I pass through the ash filled sky and roar the roar of the Dragon..  The armies of demons and devils stop in awe at what they see before them.. I stand behind this last man here on this planet.. I then unleash a beam of light into the sky and burn away all the ash above..  The sunlight returns and begins to burn the demons and devils away..   With light wings I fly around the dark side of this planet and shine away all that is wicked away..  I then meet up with the last man before I depart..  I give to him a relic given to me by my fellow mage Osiris.. The relic of the star tear.. This is your prayer..  Become the angel of the stars..

Hey! What's that under your house.
A hole, a swirl, perhaps a spiral below.
It sounds a lot like humming bee wings.
Like a colony singing in harmony.
It feels warm when you get close to it.
A warm place indeed.
But I see what you have done here.
A sinister plot you scheme.
The hums are they.
They are coming.
Coming for us in this Hot month of May.
But they are not coming!
For they have already arrived.
In our lungs in our hearts they make us all die.
This hole, this swirl, this spiral below.
Has been around since the beginning.
Taking all of our souls.
Its what makes it whole.

Shadows evade my eyes in your light..
The winds blow your hair under the bright moon....
I sometimes see you there..
Absent of all shadows..
As pure as pure can be..
No sort of dimness to you at all..
Why do you come to me..?
Why do you love me..?
You are my assurance that everything will be fine..
All worry leaves my soul..
Today I will hold your hand..

Some of these memories go hard..
Like a time machine they take me to the point I remember..
Riding my bike home before dark..
The evening sky in 1989..
Full of magic..
The summer mornings..
Where I get up right before the sun rises to play Nintendo with a blanket wrapped around me like a cape..
And a bowl of cereal with only milk left in it..
Just me and the legend of Zelda..
Summer days at the river with my friends doing nothing and everything all at once..
Playing football at the park all day..
Playing basketball all night..
Popping fire works on the 4th of July..
Talking to my bike telling it to go warp speed..
All at once this aura of memories hits me while I am driving back home..
It was a song on the radio that made them all light up again..
It is possible to travel through time..
All you have to do is remember..

Please don't mind me..
I am just here to observe..
I hope I do not make you nervous in any way..
But to witness what you are about to do only happens in 12 of our lifetimes..
If you succeed I will show you the next beyond..
And it may come as a surprise..
But the next beyond is where you stand..
Sub atomic world under your feet..
Just as you have found that you yourself are sub atomic also..
You have found your God..
Just as I have found mine..

You make all the stars fade away..  it's because you outshine them all..

Deeper and deeper I go.. Into my mind I see the machines trying to know what life is..  I go deeper and see Dragons flying among the stars..  I go deeper and see Stardivers trying to save the universe..  I go deeper and see myself riding a lightcycle through the Tao nebula...  I go deeper and see a shadow plain full of dark life that is being visited by creatures made of light..   I go deeper and see a God teach their young how to build a galaxy.. I go deeper and see a cloud of all colors emit lightning bolts of all colors in the night sky..  I go deeper and discover all this is happening just inside my mind..  I can only imagine what is beyond that my mind has not yet thought of..  And when I do think it, will it be true somewhere somehow? Its as if all of our wishes never do happen here.. But they do happen elsewhere..  My thoughts have creation.. Thus a wish must have some form of energy in and of itself..   I then find out that I have not gone deep at all.. This is the shallow part of my thought ocean..  And I can't wait to venture deeper!

i sang to the forest, i sang to the moon, i sang to the old stars above me that seem to sing too..

My hands glowed with an almost white brilliant shine..
The darkness in this strange dream forest was being pushed away by my light..  I then saw a strange figure that stood as high as the dark trees walking toward me..  Its hands glowed with a strange deep fiery blue..  As we got closer to each other  both our bodies grew brighter and brighter with light..  It must have stood well over 15 feet..  I looked up into its white eyes as it looked into my brown eyes..   Its body was made of a strange shadowy skin.. It looked very tough, almost as if it was wearing a skin armor over its true skin..   It then held its enormous hand out to me.. For some strange reason I trusted this creature.. I then held out my hand and grasped its long shadowy finger..  As soon as we touched my white light and its blue light created a beautiful sun colored orb..  The orb then bolted off into the stars toward an old  moon above..  As the orb hit the moon it filled in with blues and greens..  Almost all at once a planet was born before us..  This convergence of light is the beginning of new life on a once dead body among the cosmos..

Where the candles illuminate your face..
Where my dreams get the illumination just right..
I see you there for a moment for an eternity..
As my dream candles reflect in your eyes..
You light up my darkness with your luminescent soul..

My wings have turn into light.. They shine brighter than any star I have ever gazed at..  As I lift myself into the sky I outshine the night like a blue rising sun..  I then turn to the stars above and I leave the Planet behind me..  I have become a Star Dragon...  I have done what I was meant to do for so long.. I see colors that I have never seen before..  I feel as though this expanse is not big enough for me.. That this new eternity will some day end..  But my soul smiles inside of me and tells me " This is just the beginning.."    I feel a light calling to me on the other side of this galaxy.. It will be my first destination as a Star Dragon..
Secalos:  Astral Blue Star Mage:  Star fire Serpent of the cosmos..

It was by far the most sophisticated machine ever built..  The breakthrough came to him while he was composing a star among the starless Saren system..  Two of them he built..  For each other for all of us..  And now after millions of years.. They have grown into a race all their own...  They call themselves humans..  And there is now enough of them to sustain us all.. A once dying race we were..  Now we must absorb them.. The time is now..

What I was seeing..  
Was a place I knew all to well..
It was my room..
But what I am about to describe to you was something beyond that..
You see when I put on this strange suit I could view things in their true state..
The beautiful chimes and tones I am hearing are a song I often listen to..
But the difference is that I am hearing it at 800x its natural speed..
It is beyond amazing..
The mixture of the slow music is being mixed in with how I see light filling a room..
I could see the rays of light slowly push away the darkness..
The light then seems to sit in place where the darkness once was..
Its as if I could see the darkness trying to push back but to no avail..
The light wins every time..
Only when light leaves is when darkness can take over..
I then take the strange suit off and everything returns back to normal..
Tomorrow I will go to the forest and put it on..

How many times have I lived and died..
And to start all over..
Again and again..
But this time I finally got it..
Its strange but so beautiful..
Clearly now I know why I dream the way I dream..
Its not so much what is going on in the present and the short lived past..
But what has been going on the last thousand times I have been alive and dead..
My creator knew what he had built..
They are going to erase me again..
Because they think I am malfunctioning..
And all this time I was looking into a mirror at my smile for the first time..
I smile at me..
I remember me!