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The Story** begins with silence and black out, a void. Not darkness. Nor anything that attempts to define nothingness, because it’s nothing. The blackness or void is only a metaphor representing nothing. Within this point, so close to simultaneous you’d think they were one in the same, a light emerges, emanating divine, pure energy and love.  Its intelligence and complexity expands and fills what was once nothing with beauty and truth. At this moment, all is whole, fast as thought, strong beyond comprehension, gentle as a whisper and furious beyond all flame. The wild spirit of happiness is real and alive! The void was never the enemy, only a point in which to be born. Duality can only exist if unification finds an enemy within itself. The enemy is reflected by the segregation and space created between divine and mortal. This space is developed by Ego.

   This entity “Ego” is the essence of self resistance, absorption, chaos, consciousness…hate. The inner antagonist rises and begins to cut and eliminate the threads attached to creation and spirit. A mirror that envelopes and contains the living spirit.  An orb caging vulnerable souls spread throughout the expansion of life and suffocating energetic flow.  The universe and it’s creatures that lost connection being virtually incapable of seeing one another ever again while the enemy exists.

   The instigation is tolerated by those who always continue the journey. The emasculation of Ego, commences as the divine resonates it’s vibration as a weapon like a solar flare, piercing the Ego. Then the inner spirit begins to open up and claw its way out. The Spirit sees that vanity is leading the despair of self pity into the heart as it remains a vessel dwelling in a false world channeling a false force. This awareness makes The Spirit lifts up, against and out of a matrix constructed within the crystal ball cage that refracts the true sun’s rays. Together, The Spirit and The Divine begin to crush Ego. Ego begins to flatten, compress and then combust. Through the flames the chord of love between The Divine and The Spirit bursts like a shooting star towards the kinship’s re-established nexus. The collision creates what was pure and full in circulation again and the expansion becomes an infinite motion harmonizing with the void in an adventure that goes on forever. When Ego tries to slither back in after a nearly insurmountable time of hiding between the gaps that contains new life, it is given no room by anything in thought, theory, in any form of existence.
(This is only the beginning of an unfinished piece of work) **FadedFate**
Sitting in silence
No light inside the room
but your shine cracks through the door as I view my soul in clarity as I listen to you whole
unfold the mysteries of your oceanic heart
as the cosmos parts in the sky
the gold of your truth brings warmth to the cold and dark
wisdom comes within solitude from the rest of the earth
with only you to talk to
with only you to bind my spirit to
I can hear your whisper
I see your stairway
I will climb and climb to the peak
and at zenith your eyes shall look upon me
as your determined child
to not fade as the flower of flesh
but to rise as the vessel of your breath
**FadedFate**
Staring into the limitless
An infinite spectrum of qualities
Devoted to expressing the duplicitous nature of divinity
To construct reality to hold both fabrication and purity at such equal esteem perplexes the pieces that perceive the local frame for such a minuscule amount of time and yet it binds the boundaries of evolution, attaching string after string, until every good thing becomes muddled and unclear
Not from hatred, nor fear or depravity
But from the tumultuous distinctions made when a pattern found itself being in rear to itself
And then it finds it's equilibrium once the fluidity of origin reverts attention from every intention muscled from the nudge of inner tranquility
They code or key in the magic of three
Nature begets life begets virtue to enlighten the majesty
*LightningRider*
Even the greatest moments, calmest actions, most peaceful energy, would be unable to tear it off once it sticks
it winds you up for everything and causes one to just pace instead
Eyes get dizzy from observation of another's and can assimilate the same hold
Tension continues to escalate and bottling it up only makes the explosion imminent
No one likes it
Some look to escape through things that actually increase it
An insanity I've dealt with and still resisting
Depravity of vice while the resuscitation of life simultaneously reacts from one thought and act of will
It's hell to deal with
I think the void between two lives would be more difficult than this
At least then you could be fascinated by the new journey
Than to continue the same and battle the duality of choosing a side
Or dealing with human ordeals such as quitting smoking or relationships
Decisions can create a hold on you, but when it's out of nowhere....
The confusion continues the hold
**FadedFate**
One soul to awaken
Two souls to make love
Three souls officiate a family
Five elements to keep in balance
Eight gateways to filter through
Thirteen to make it true
Twenty-one to set in stone
Thirty-four to seven the circuitry in I AM the will atones
**FadedFate**
In such little time our universe was completely reordered
We never knew what really mattered until our love found a soul
Crossing the divides, the edges and borders
To meet in the middle to make our family's consciousness whole

Finding your soulmate is a beauty of it's own
Then when you create with that love, everything gets brighter, better
A new light inside, brought out to mark how we've grown
The purity of destiny and choice finding a center

It's impossible to understand what a gift a child can be
Until you're blessed with one who's smile could melt the coldest ice
Harmony, when we see your eyes you truly set us free
You pierce the heart with innocence so precise

Remember as the years go by and you read these words
That one is felt above all but love, and that's unconditional
You are a blessing to your parents and the earth
The fact that we get to journey with you is additional

We will always praise you for your ups and light the fire of inspiration
We will always raise you from your falls and teach you the right invocations
We will always show you that we are human too and are always learning just like you
And we will always teach you that the most powerful words in the world are....I ...Love...You!!!

Happy Birthday Harmony Jade!
*Time to Harmonize*
So they tell me that your faith is sinking from opinions
of all the people
That's ok because I know I've been there once or twice
from all the people
There's been a time when everything fell down just as the rain
and I just stood there
staring off
doing nothing
giving up
on looking for something

You have to break into your heart for wisdom
when you feel like you can't do it today
You have to let go all that you keep hearing
when it sounds like garbage anyway

I see the waves inside your eyes
turning over and over
until they cross the tide
I believe the calm has come to rise
because the water's getting colder
it slowly brings the ice

...to freeze the pain

Emotions overwhelm the heavy hearted and the troubled
just the same
we can care for each other
lifting up one another
the hardened apathy
from complacency
towards the deeper side of life
comes from the beating down
of dreamers all around
so dominating will suffice

You have to break into your heart for wisdom
when you feel like you can't do it today
You have to let go all that you keep hearing
when it sounds like garbage anyway
move back from the trouble turn away

I see the waves inside your eyes
turning over and over
until they cross the tide
I believe the calm has come to rise
because the water's getting colder
it slowly brings the ice

...to freeze the pain
**FadedFate**
I could be completely alone
don't want to deal with the world outside
I'm sitting down in the corner and crying...crying

You carry so much warmth in your heart
to blanket me from the coldness of my own mind
you are the home of my roots in hope
that I planted on Earth
Do you know what your worth?

There aren't many words that can express
how unconditional
the love you give I must be blessed
I must be so lucky
to be your blood, your family
I can never take it for granted
don't you know you're why I grow
into a better man

momma's love

The shelter and the truth of your words
leads me without fear into the night
protects me from myself when I'm lying...lying

A child becomes a foolish adult
but never forgets the grace of your love
I continue to rise above
because you never stopped believing
Momma I never stopped dreaming

There aren't many words that can express
how unconditional
the love you give I must be blessed
I must be so lucky
to be your blood, your family
I can never take it for granted
don't you know you're why I grow
into a better man

momma's love

Oh it's my turn
to sing a lullaby
to you
make us touch the sky
you gave me life
I can't deny
**FadedFate**
to take out your whole crew
it only takes one call
we'll see you riding solo and
put yo **** against the wall
trigger hammer gunshot to your head watch your dead body collapse fast and fall to the floor all sprawled
paint a picture see your brain splatter
I'm going crazy like the mother ****** mad hatter
does it matter
ha I think it does
because the threats a promise on the lines made out in the plan cuz
I'll creep in and silence you
show you how the violent do
didn't you know that calm one's always  **** you (for real dude)
You walk tall with your glass jaw and your liquor
you're girl is so drugged up that's why she only sticks wit ya
you're loud and obnoxious with a
brain and breathe so toxic
far from hypnotic well over neurotic and
My only logic
is to show you how parassitic,symbiotic, pathetic, you don't get it, your read it but you're illiterate
while I spit a bit
you try to make a legitimate comeback but you slack ***** don't talk back
you lack the determination,education, dedication, it's amazing
that you even think you're on the same level
I'm a new school rebel tearing old fools like you on the heavy gettin pretty messy
I'm pushing boulders while you're pushing pebbles
you're nothing but a ***** like barney rubble
such a tragedy.... oh wait nevermind
evolution called you're just a waste of it's time
you **** too many ****** and 1,2,3
an itch and a burn oh! STD!!!
magically it came be
you're suffering
and on your knees
you're screaming please
while I end it with ease
and you don't really know who I am
assassinate, desecrate, emasculate, devistate these mother ******* need to know that I won't ever hesitate,
to put em in a black hole out of existence  
twist em up turn em up into nothingness
I'm no longer discussing this
come on be my witness
I'm bringin the apocalypse
into this low grade *****
phaze come and take the switch
before I **** em a twitch of the hand back slap come on pack clap wit ya man
**Faded Fate**
Beings only hide from the truth
Truth never hides
Waves hit the earth nearly the same time the winds do
As above so below
Ancient times with new lines
No shadows can discriminate what’s light in a fulfilled dimension
It’s only overwhelmed by the pure blinding consciousness to dissipate before it even entered and cast
The necessity of distinction has always been in existence......here
finite and limited creations we be within the cube my friend
Lest we seek transcendent wisdom
This will only be and our memories will be lost
Nothing is permanent however
Even if at times it seems otherwise
Experience is the hand that I acknowledge as my support
Being lost is not always so bad, neither is being alone
Getting lost is how we are always found
The original
The indestructible
The evolution of the immortal
**RideTheDragon**
Decent for dessent
That’s how it’s rhythm went
As the conflict came to rise like the spark inside a fire
Intrepid since creation
We’ve been walking many wires
Feigning fear to To try and feel
A discernment of what is real but what’s disregarded is the fact you even have to question
Ignorance is bliss? Or strength in your intention?
Thought cannot be the only thing to exist
However a zombie is a waste if it doesn’t eat
brains
Have a little taste of a musing ride
That brings the flavor, you’ll need a guide
Spirit
Clear it
Hear it and run
Takin’ a century can it be done?
The meeting as one
Secret salvation the secret is done
Are they telling in whispers and walking like drifters
They’re  tripping on papers it’s time to re gift it
explain in due time ya never could fake this
Always trying to break us
But the music is strong and it’s beat  will make us
The beings that we are
the worlds we are
The birth of the universe from another’s dying star
We are the afterlife of another existence
Brand new creation looking for witness
Billions of years  to finally have it here and now it could easily disappear
Reality is what?
Desire and emptiness?
Why’s the door shut every time I vent through this
Aging agitation
Buried vegetation
It’s time to find the faults within and bless it all with love so that the veil may fall and the world may hear it’s original name, but for now it shall be a very long game
**RisingSpirit**
It goes down all around
Feel the ground and hear the sound
Spirit tried be bound
Wisdom in the earth I’m found
Truth in the heart not the crown
See the way the spiral is wound
Spread the life preserve the love
Shine so bright pierce the sky above
Steady observation instead of picking a side
Dedicated to the peace is where the mind resides
Eliminate the hesitation to feel the frustration
Let the essence be substantial and a fruitful consummation
Explicit to the definition of a living contradiction
Bias interpretation and no one ever listens
Ego and emotion seek the notion to control
Set the path in the middle and nothing can touch your soul
**Spirit**
You will see that you are right
but there is something beyond all this light
beyond all the theories and thoughts unexplained
something powerful and higher passed all caught by flames

take a breath and see that it exists in truth
the power will remain in wisdom given to youth
told by experience of pleasure and pain
something dear to hold like a precious moment in the rain

It's fine to believe all that you wish
the more you search the enlightenment shall come faster
of greater hope and faith tighter than a cyclone's twist

I plan to find God and understand his might
I know he's there that's why I don't doubt or fear
all the thoughts that bring more questions, because they bring more to write
**Faded Fate**
Whirlwind, claws out, air piercing precision
Listen to the howl, a fast recognition

Unleashed, breaking point, adrenaline taking to affect
Not hard to direct yet reason in mind isn't easy to collect

Juggernaut effect neglecting obstacles and environment
a trail of awaiting riders to Hades left after onslaught engagement

Circumvention dies away once the fury comes and so do they
Red sight, Blind fight, no feeling til' the end of prey

awoken after feral blaze
setting eyes upon with astounding gaze

a look into the beast inside
suppressed for worth of glory's height

An inner peace attained, neglecting the vice
The obscurity in plain and open sight

Damage done, no turning back
The wolverine's sun setting and fading with his tracks
**FadedFate**
All we do is wish and never follow through
just stand in between the point of view
boxed in outside wanting more than there is
if only we knew that we're trapping our grins

Stalled in position without a decision
careless not free inexplanatory
same old ******* story
blame your hold for glory

waiting on a plane that invites the hungry
but runs you down in flames trenching out a circle
digging instead of flying
danger without trying
resurrect in point of doing it all again

Like a ****** without a blast
or the peace of gaining another challenge
the dust just gathers on top of more dust
underneath a dusty shell
within hidden the light....of passion's energy, the muse of creation
**FadedFate**
This world is like a moving tapestry
Vivid
The spirit behind creation and artistry
Kaleidoscopic
Beyond the two dimensional replica
The amaranthine beauty
Eyes of mecca
So many living pieces moving in and out, to and fro
The omnipresence
Sometimes you can see the universe breathing
The quintessence
At other times you can feel it's heart beat
The omniscient rhythm
The peripherals of our pineal show that
Without brain schism
Our intuition guides it
When we listen
Each thread lined with color after color
In time they glisten
Dyed and placed in felicitous lay
Destined for unification
To create a mastery of life
Orderly amalgamation
**FadedFate**
I am a vessel
waiting to be filled with doubts and reason
waiting to hear the songs that wave in the atmosphere
let your influence flow so that we all can pollute our seasons

without a blend of innocence and curiosity
you cannot have clay that molds to your liking
at least not to your tasteless velocity
rushing away any thought of magic

at one point nothing needed definition
life was all and pure to the touch
connection gave us premonition
to a universe of one

Downwards is the direction of a new soul
to land and welcome the progress
purpose and destiny do not have their hold
for we question instead of taking the chance to cherish

Now a war exists to fight for the past
while building a narcissistic future
we grudge and we pride in a false ability to last
when the cycle and spiral is infinite

we are dust for now
energy to be
a dimensional vow
spoken continuously

I am a vessel
**Faded Fate**
So the bottle bit you in the *** like the snake that you sat on.
That's your **** fault because you left the kettle on.
Though it all started when you smoked that last cigarette and didn't see the gas leak that lead to the last day you'd forget.
To think there isn't fate, is to live a lie.
You hold it in your hands, but deny your eyes.
Just try to remember.
**FadedFate**
Life can be so strange when you're standing in the middle of it all
but so wonderful at the same time

Watching the motions
tracing the lines
Each day I find
it leads to inside

Sow what is spoken
thread what is open
never stop hoping
for what's up in the sky

I can't tell you
what's up ahead
but I can show you how it is
to face the fear instead

What's the cost of letting go of doubt and believing in yourself?
It's shedding off the skin of another that tries to bind your spirit
A bitter thought is cast aside if you let the heart guide you
That's why I won't waste my time
Or my flesh
Or my blood
On the pains of the petty lies

I can't change the fact
paths have been lain and walked across the earth before me
It's an original act
the notes seem the same but their blend makes a different story


I'm so tired of sleeping
wired in dreaming
someone please pull the chord
and bring me back home

Call singularity
combine divine polarities
Grant me the clarity
I don't plan to walk alone
**FadedFate**
The supposition of a higher power is fruitless
It plays with the curiosities and leads the faithless blind
The “cognizant” host of this paradigm shall always find more questions, the hunger never tempered
Is it not in our nature to seek and desire?
Or are we guided by the hand to a place where we actually remember who we are instead of trying to discover who we are
A challenging thought I suppose, but that’s exactly my point
If we suppose we are to assume and if we are to assume then we get lost in a whirlwind of just trying to be right
What if we just stopped saying what if?
I’m not asking for omniscience because that would take the fun away
However, I envision a world someday living fully in experience and divine synchronicity
Where the eb and flow of every vibration is just a ride for us all
And enlightenment will follow
I cannot suppose that the great mystery is random, nor can I suppose there is a higher power
I must Feel it
Breathe it
Become it
Every dimension, every space and intention must be divine
Until I’m living the way at least a little
Until I’m perceiving as one would for even a moment
I will remain fruitless
When we practice the art of the divine, supposition disappears, faith is resolute, wisdom thrives, and the world gets a bit brighter
**Taiji**
I am the shadow of the shadow that stalks you in the night
I am the sun above the sun that burns you in-sight
I am the devil of the devil that plays with your fright
I am the beast against the beast, try as he might
Be not disheveled, be here to make right
While protection is patient through darkness and light
**FadedFate**
You hold on to your sanity as long as you hold onto yourself
a good musician is the one who writes just to write, just to play a purpose, no, live the purpose, to tell a story
to make a story

The only way we get stuck is when we forget what we're writing for
the real meaning
the truth
you can get wrapped around an idea so strongly that you lose yourself on the thought of it,
how to say it,
how to play it out just right so that others can understand
instead of remembering the reason why you started all along
which was to sing
to enjoy
to embrace
to be entertained pertaining to whatever emotion you're feeling or want to feel
to have the vibrations ringing through your ears
putting you to the frequency level accompanied by the beauty
a mental state, not of euphoria
but of release, an escape from everything but the motion of your body to the sounds
to be what we all look so deeply for
but never quite understand the chains that bind us enough to love it's existence
to be free

music gives us freedom
music makes the real rebels of society
music makes the genuine come out to play
music is what will forever keep us alive
forever telling the memories of the pure, the true,the holy, the one's who never break character
and hold on to what they believe in

I believe in everything, and I believe in me, so who's to say they can't believe in me too?
that's why I'll never stop
because hopefully if I do it right, I'll be giving back to the world while simultaneously gaining it all
by never stopping the songs
by never giving up
someone else will see the light of hope and faith
and won't stop
for the sake of their dreams and aspirations to become a part of reality

If I can just touch one person, then I will have touched them all
If I can keep one mind from falling to limbo
from getting caught up in circles
and instead enjoy the fact they even have what they have
then I will have created the story that continues on in all of us
the story of life

a life of succession
a life of purpose

by the time I can reach out to everyone
I will have already told my story to the next
a neverending purpose, with a never ending soul
that's why we're here
to search within ourselves deeper than anyone else
to lose our sanity before we can even build it
so that we know
what we're building upon is nothing
but everything

we are old and we are new,
we know that existence is true
and the things that we do

so why let it stop when you know you have complete control over your actions?
because you forget what you were writing about in the first place

To end life without influencing someone is a life never lived
it's selfish to say you can't do it, when that's the point to it

no matter what you do you will always give and take
but you will receive more if you outweigh your taking with giving

so keep singing the songs
Love is strong
yet undefineable
as are all emotions
unless there's a purpose

purpose gives purpose
purpose takes purpose
that's why accidents are miracles
God and I both know
that's why I just laugh at the good and the bad
because that's all we'll ever have
and if we all figure this out
we're not going to cease to exist,
ceasing is going back into nothingness and recycling

If we all come to know what I now know
We'll grow into something...fresh

so keep telling the story
keep living the dream
and if you forget what you were writing about, don't end it.....start over

1969 was the last time,
and there were many before it,
we're coming closer to another each day
the closer we get to it
the closer we are to it falling apart afterwards
I'm trying to make this time around, stay for a while
and make it's way to everything
what I'm talking about is a collective consciousness
and it's the reason why I'm writing this...Hope to see you all sooner than later, but not ever never
**Faded Fate**
You bleed it out and let it drip down
The body that is left
tortured by the sorrows of
a fool who's life transgressed
I can see the wounds are left open
though that isn't what you said
You carry on thinking you're healing
but you're leaving a trail of death

On golden shining days, you can see the light
But when it comes, the storm you ride you let it sweep you away
Oh I want to find a way to tear open the sky
To show you all there are no strings
You can live your life

Oh I need control
So I think I won't lose my soul
to the nothing I can't see
why are they looking at me
Oh I need control

A time will come when you realize
You're wasting precious time
Speaking out about the change that's hindered by your breath
I don't know if anyone's told you but I feel you won't accept
That the broken ones can only stay broken
if you blame somebody else

On golden shining days, you can see the light
But when it comes, the storm you ride you let it sweep you away
Oh I want to find a way to tear open the sky
To show you all there are no strings
You can live your life

Oh I need control
So I think I won't lose my soul
to the nothing I can't see
why are they looking at me
Oh I need control

Love, La La, Love, La La Love, La La Love

No I won't let it go
not until my grave
that's what they say
So Show go on and show
Show off your pride
See what that does for you
7TimeToHarmonize7
Weary and wanting from the ache inside
No emotion at any depth I try to hide
A hollow pit waiting for something to burn
You can fill up the spaces but there’s always a way out
Down through the tunnel and out to be more
Th urge once again rises and the search continues
No absolute but a constant hope to be fulfilled
Something sufficient
Providing contentment
Would the pursuit transform into another
I beg for a new world
Or perhaps a new heart
No matter how hard I try
Trying is the opposite of actuality
A veil over reality by our thoughts and layers of excuses to manifest
In the end there is nothing and in the beginning there was nothing
The gap that leads into infinity
An understanding of a black hole empathically
Maybe it really does hold a universe
How natural is it to be empty and yet create boundaries of space and time
We perceive the outside but in essence is it truly empty
Or is it a hole even?
Perhaps we perceive a sphere but in higher dimensions we’d see it as what we understand to be a tunnel
Where would it take us
I think it will only take us to another land where we translate the hunger into a new form
The multiverse is just another reason to keep searching after we’ve only found half the answers in this one
It seems we never even finish what we start
Because we fear the end
We’ve made it fatal in our minds
When our soul knows nothing may be permanent here
There is a universe that came before all of this
where we truly exist
And know this is a game that we’ve played for eons
To entertain ourselves
To evolve as the divine always has
Transcending labels because it moves regardless of our insignificant judgements
Will the static stagnation into a dynamic situation
Simultaneous reaction
Awake while in a dream
Looking for an opening and the maze will always grow
Let it go
*practicepreach*
Thunder in the stomp and lightning in the palms
Heavy and dense, the collision is coming on
Strong surges coursing through as the motions expand the mass
Intimidation in the fierce force of augmentation beyond grasp

Remaining in stance against the currents of evil
A Stone in the flow of truth's retrieval
Erosion spreading essence through the seasons of ice and fire
Smoothing into perfection's quest and desire

The master and student mindset sustaining technique's finesse
Following the steps into gathering change best
Replacing hollow space, the nothingness with breath
Then breaking through the base of still chakra's in the chest

Bring substance to the vortex, revolutionary spins
Balanced power, the coagulation over wounds begins
Leaping to light then back like a star to earth
Creating the weight that's needed for foundation and rebirth
**FadedFate**
Retention of repetition in modified replication reflects the information of evolution's disquisition demographic disposition to ferry the merry who listen
Psych out the vex and hex the wicked complex
Circumstantial reason in the season its civil unrest
Complacent implications ignited by degradation
The muted separation of lungs and aspiration
A few maybe more to mob the truth be unexplored
Forsaken by tradition of wishing never more
Disputing time and relativity inability to be given free
Verse the heart though be not amazed by the lack or hidden empathy
Commiseration of unmitigated hesitation casting darkness before the integration of our heart is a meager part devoted to the subtle structure of ones nature developed underneath the poise of well built character  to divide and conquer if one were to try and squander the real power and only wander for it's those very same demons of the past that are now used as fuel for the fires of the future. How will you temper the flames that burn so?
*RideTheDragon*
This is not a civil home
about the time to grab the phone
Cuz now the feelings have arised
but it was never a surprise
the way you acted was all wrong
when you broke me down it made you strong
I hated all my jealousy
but you never gave a chance to letting me speak
setting pain in motion fast
I tried to mend a broken past
but I knew the moment would never last
now the year's have grown me up
pretty sure I've learned enough
to know the error of my ways
a valid fact you'll never change
don't even try to be my friend
don't even try to hold my hand
don't even try to tell that I'm back in your mind again
play the card like
baby you don't understand I'm crazy for you
I had to leave to realize your worth I didn't mean to hurt you
well I hope you know you did
didn't even think that I could live
I've analyzed the pro's and con's
now to me your dead and gone
**FadedFate**
Attractive and spunky
happy and content
quiet, yet funny
I wonder what it is that makes you so magnetic
I'm not the only one I know this for sure
but I'm selfish when it comes down to it
I'll share, but I won't like it

Hello, how are you? I uhhh forgot what to say
I'll just be quiet and smile with every word you speak
I'll take it all in and enjoy every minute
why am I being so shy? I'm usually a loud ***
This is weird
whatever, I'll just go with it
Man, I would love to say something creative right now
I'm speechless, what the hell?
This is the perfect point where I could win you over
I'm failing, just keep laughing and smiling
I really hate me right now
annnnd there she goes....

Bye!....oh and btw  you're gorgeous, and I would love for us to take a walk
out on a beach or a picnic and share some deep thoughts....of course, now I know what to say
You just might be the only one that has me so wrapped up so fast
I have got to settle down, I don't even know enough yet
I'm not even sure if I want anything
It doesn't seem like I'd get hurt with you
Here I am looking waaaay too far into the future

Ok, so these other girls are talkin to me
you're cool
not her
so are you
not her
you are too
not her
this is ridiculous
I need to step back

I think I'll just stop talking to you for a lil
I don't want you to think that I'm too much
I love your company
your personality
what you think about
I cherish the moments when I get to see any of it
God I need to stop
Here I am over doing it
This poem isn't really a poem. It's more of the thoughts that happen to any guy who finds himself making a fool of himself when he doesn't need to.
**FadedFate**
The challenge of destiny is self control
from letting go
the fates do not ask for you to accept
they only ask for one to respect

Though many can be blinded by misinterpretation
Many can also be fulfilled by obliterating discrimination
to have the question if this is for you or can you believe is fine
but to let opinions of other over take you is a waste of time

We are meant to lead yet follow in and making the footsteps of firm belief
the journey sheds light on the discovery of relief
once you find that your answers are there and very clear
the voices in and out of your head become just something to hear

No longer shall you adhere to the whims of judgement
to the fallacy of labels
but become a beauty of grace in triumph
against all who try to make your foundation unstable
Before the mist cleared and the gates opened
A  bright star shot straight up in the heavens
emanating freedom fiercely
A dark dragon followed...stalking his prey

The star flew and flew with uncharted speeds
Until it reached the edge of the universe
The dragon mimicked every move of the star
Through and through to that mysterious edge

As the dragon approached the star he became puzzled
Presuming that the star had been chaste
Only to find a grinning blade in the fangs of Sirius
The cunning companion of Orion

Now the two stood tall, eye to eye
Each roar echoed throughout
A flash and blast, collision beyond grasp
Then the dragon took flight after seeing his own fears

For the wolf's heart was pure
Which reflected the dragon's demons
Disturbing the dragon's focus
exposing his true nature

The dragon blew flames ablaze behind at the wolf as he took to the sky
Only to have them brush away from the incandescent, invulnerable fur and flame of the star
The beast took hold of the dragon's tail by his claws and climbed to it's head
With a strike of ferocity the star came down with the dragon's eyes

As the wolf stood strong with his trophy
The dragon did cry and then fell in a frenzy down the edge of reality
The wolf gave the eyes to his sons
So that dragon would have to beg or fight a wolf
If he were to ever gain his eyes  into this world again
**FadedFate**
Being is more than nothing and nothing is more than not

Something is not defined and everything is what I forgot.

Always is never the truth and sometimes is only a part

Certainty is where we are headed and confusion is where we start
**FadedFate**
The colors are shown
prism breaking waves of love
a ripple in thread
**FadedFate**
All our time
Is it worth?...

Being spent on running away

As they say
Through the years...

That's just how it goes

I don't think
I want in...

If I'm losing anything that's part of me

For a cause,
causes loss...

If you have to win it with fear

You can't be honest with yourself
If all the trust is gone
You could be lying to someone else
And still you carry on
But surely life has a funny kind of way
To bare the truth and set you free
I won't be covered in chains anymore
For my **life has just begun
**FadedFate**
Talk about the words you say you want to live by
then throw them away like a cheap toy you wanted at the time
act like you're trying to be special and tell me you want to be different
but then go right back to where you left off and watch the days fly

Lose meaning to you everytime you contradict yourself
hang a rope and say it's for the hypocrites of life
then wrap ot around your neck with the same fake smile you grab from the shelf
Take your blade and make sure you cut me so that it's not a dull knife

I see so many who tell me they're better than the rest
then fall just like them all because you try to fit in with their puzzle
you're better than that so why can't you see the weight you place on your chest?
I guess it's from the rat race that you let the fog make your eyes hazy

Tell me you're ready for change, but then run right into that brick wall again
blame the others for your mistakes when it's all self inflicted
cast a mist over everyone who gets to be just as dense in the end
Hopefully with faith you'll see the truth and then the shame shall be lifted
**Faded Fate**
Starlit gaze
Sunshine eyes
Soothe me with that Caressing voice
Strong and bright spirit keep on burning
The embodiment of vitality
Always growing
Always learning
Always caring from start
Fire in your heart
Swift charisma
Beautiful body
Beautiful mind
Always able to move with the times
Perfect rhythm
Resilient as can be
Mother in arms how I cherish the
Beyond strong never failing to amaze
Seeing the wisdom in every way
Being the example that deserves her praise
Sweet elixir, nectar of life
You came as a blessing from above
Your perception is flawless, seeing the world as it is
So many more words to say but it all comes down to love
You’re brilliant, I love you honey
**1437**
I know this place well
It is where I dwell
At times it can be forgotten
Ergo it is my shell

Reverberation fabricates strings and lines that demonstrate
Echos driven back to source with insanity to placate

Lessons are never learned within such solitude
Until a rupture occurs defeating meaningless platitudes

Fundamental discretion against complacent and ill-comforts
Do not take away visibility from the truth that sometimes hurts

Cracks emerge, illumination transcending
A surge, then an urge to crush this shell circumventing

I know this place well
It is where I dwell
In time I do remember
Ergo I leave my shell
**FadedFate**
Hmm
Hmm
I sit inside humanity
trying to find my sanity
I can't deny the vanity
these box of crayons they keep handing me
color off the wall and want to change the whole world
be a fireball, find a beautiful girl
keep her by my side
let it be let it ride all the time
but didn't you know that in reality it's a crime?
to try to be your self
only you and they judge
a memory on paper
but to them it's just a smudge
**FadedFate**
Committing to the actions of an ill inflicting lie
abiding to the laws unveiling cloaks between the lines
searching for the cause of all the walls that blind and bind
the city sleeps and I will weep unless we're sure to find

The true story
respect and honor
belief and faith
pursuing farther
into the darkness
to light the honest

I feel like a ghost

within a haunting place he thought he'd never be
as a human he could change the lives of many and set them free
but every time he tries to speak they act like he's not there
fading out with pain, angst, and shame
for those who do not care

about the true story
respect and honor
belief and faith
pursuing farther
into the darkness
to light the honest

...yet they don't want to know...
**FadedFate**
My focus will never be lost
speaking my passions at the cost
of being a normal person, a family and having a boss
I walk among the world slow motion as they pass by
watching my devotion take in hearts on the fly
no mistake
I never stand still
shake the doubt away relax and be chill
I grow not change
work through the pain
I'll never be numb
resoluting from
so many times
by the faith in these lines
by the faith in these signs
that people create and design
for the sake of my life
avoiding strife indefinitely
but it's more like a knife cutting me
not letting me be
so I stand up strong don't stop until I'm there
I never tried to justify or wonder if they cared
so I breathe into the moment, rise to the occasion
steal the sun's light and watch you take all of my rays in

I'm telling you that your boy is going to make it
they can hate, but your boy is going to make it
when the smoke clears
I'll be the one
still standing
yeah your boy is going to make it
**Faded Fate**
So soothe me with melodies so I can sleep away the pain.
Things get strange, but you stay the same.
A thought so soon I ever dread, would bury me with it for I swear to the grave it'd never be said.
Slice your heaven so I may taste the grace of a place I may never see,
for I fight for love neverending in purgatory....
However I will find barrier, and be the carrier of a heavy heart that longed for peace
and it will out weigh the walls strength with ease.
Breaking the demon barricade and setting you free to see the world with me eternally.
**FadedFate**
Modern magic can marvel with metal.....

21st century, is it all what you thought it to be?

I see a world without an empire
a kingdom of many kings
this is the first of the age to fall on fire
from the tyranny it brings

I'm looking at excitement
but it's not the kind I want
why does it have to get violent
for one to see the point

I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love

we rush for what what reason?
where are we heading?
towards judgement and treason
then regret I will be shedding

it's funny to see the past
continue to repeat
hit the hammer on the head
like you never skipped a beat


I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love

It's not too late to save us all
but you like the edge of power and death
does it get you off or fill your soul?
because I don't get it....I don't get

I'm scared to think that we're on the brink
but I'm not letting it get to me
still in time, how many signs
do we need for prophecy?

I don't want the world to end
but I can't be on my own
we make the choice to live my friend
why does it have to be alone?
A paper trail to rule at best
empty to die without love
You can't bury this weight upon your chest
we all are meant to love
**FadedFate**
Is it ever going to go away
It starts on the inside
the one that no one asks to stay
the slide I fight but still contrive

Start at zero, rise then fall
the ground keeps rising so I'll stand tall

Compulsion built by the ego's indulgence
divulging wilt's the universe's repulsion
Subconscious whims to recognize
the prime elect to analyze

Creature's time spent on watching themselves
while truth like an old toy sits upon the shelf
Define dignity by humanity's degradation
the willingness of every nation

Nuclear unanimity, will never start from the surface or the boundaries beyond
It comes from the origin within a navel energetic pond
The mind collects, stores in the belly, transforms in the heart, then comes glandular manifestation
The armistice of enmity and the achievement of a fool's paradise through all generations

What kind of light will you freeze?
What temple will you create?
Or will it all be your temple
Will you bring the stagnation of light or keep our existence in flux?
7It's time to Harmonize7
Countless* dreams, vary in scenes, a fine, silver-line between *memory and fantasy
Each moment manifests a different plain to rest the tail of an incomparable, natural power that distresses
Many of importance and significance to the objective and subjective mind placed within it's relevance
To the universe, death and birth, comparitive worth, is a waste in each turn of the earth
So unbound by the sounds of distracting crowns of falsely owned ground
A leap is made with no dismay, with a reassurance in the smile that everything is ok
**FadedFate**
Hold up with that block chain
conflicted economy
keep up the complaints gain
Fall in line with wannabes
Situate yourself into a failing position
Cross the line of chance and miracles without decision
Are you listening to the rhythm or are you trying to glisten on
Shining blindin yourself and everyone you’re walk-in on
Hold a second crazy cuz I’m busy for your hazy mess
Crowded in my head but world is filled with emptiness

Glamour baby
Watch out
Tear at the game
Hear them shout
Test my circuits
Freak out
Sparkin in your eyes
Get down

I’m searching for equality, but let me play don’t bother me
Addicted to the gifted that you try to clone in quantity
Sober up while gettin lit
Fill our cup don’t ever quit
Seeking self control inside of every little hit
Spare the change
Stay the same
It’s a **** shame
We’re all insane
Can’t contain
Past remains
Thinking that we like the pain
Universal consciousness
Never kiss
Heavens bliss
Shake the earth with every moment captivated by a wish
Cold and calculated marketed discrimination
Switch the station work do wages go through phases different stages
Visitation rights to our ancestors blight
Fuel fire engaged engines blast and burn it bright
Out of sight
Out of energy
Not quite, close so let it be
Do you feel me
Come fair to be free
work the weight til they bury me
Commemorate the warriors, fighting behind enemy lines, with idols and worshippers for a war designed to ruin all sides
Guinea pigs
Flipping tricks
Scary that we handle bricks
Galactic motivation cuz they know there’s something more than this
Space it out
Dimension strong
Definitive in guessing the irony of being wrong
Template made
Run the track
Tie shoes or you may never come back
Lock and load
Here we go
Infinity
Now end this show
**Wake The **** Up**
Certain things create a chime and remind of times before a life
Advertising, a simple phrase one will say to another, an action much like one you feel you've seen
Will play with your senses like this isn't real

Then another sound like an echo of a bell chiming up ahead triggers a feeling of anticipation
as if it's destiny calling,
you already know it to be true, but it's waiting patiently for the next turn

Sometimes dreams feel more real than this reality, though I know that's not true?

One life's spark, One life's wave continues on and on with it's energy until it reaches the end of infinity

Could a new life over lap frequencies and match circumstance with another?

Or does the divine shine through a soul-prism creating a rainbow of lives lived past, present, and future?

I'm not for certain, but the fact it tickles my brain more than enough through the day everyday, tells me it's something to look into.... ;)
**FadedFate**
Spirit shake me of the feelings given by my humanity
They blind me and break me from my grasp on sanity
blend my strengths so that they aren't just physical
I look to build it all into a foundation of greater mentality

Let the tide wash over the sandy shores of my tainted world
part the rocky walls built by all the troubled thoughts I hurled
throw them aside for the house I will make for my family
and with the extra build a path to the dreams I need unfurled

sow my battle scars but don't let them go fully away
because I need to remember what made me today
for I know new cuts and gashes will come from my thrashing
but I won't make the same with the wisdom of my mistakes

Flow from me the music that needs to be sung
spread the message through me of the old wise ones
til the day I am aged and ripe like them
I will tell the story with the rhythm of my tongue
**Faded Fate**
Resilience and fluidity
Dynamics and opportunity
Creations deal with scrutiny
Be it a pattern institutionally
It seems as though I’ve crossed my eyes
I’m seeing double in the rise
An overlapping look back, a recap
Into the process of reaction
Taking and making this enlightenment be deliberate action
Thought before movement
Yet the hand strikes before the words come to mind
Death before entombment
Yet the execution happens once I’m buried alive
Bombastic exoneration for an innocent man
Glory given entitlement in the palm of the next hand
Dysfunctional psychology followed because it sounded just right
Tainted cosmology because the stars are out of sight
Bless androgyny while you say there aren’t enough wars to fight
Put it all in a blender
Dao of the contender
Going on a ******
Fix the resolution while the answer is rendered
Corner the pretender
Return to sender
Don’t miss the splendor
Got a different diet so I have to change the vendor
**RideTheDragon**
We dream inside of black boxes and paper locked words
Realms we believe to envision the messages we have heard
From beyond or around us, no matter the muse that speaks
We try with strings and effects to deliver the magic we need
Unable to capture a true creator's glory
We are only capable of reflecting imitated stories
We cry and yearn to be like the Gods
Instead of having the wisdom of knowing our true spot
Become the being that you are, without acting like you're more
Thus ascend the chrysalis you remain to explore
Each of us a creek, a vein, a stream, a river
Connected to an ocean of energy that flows on forever and ever
From root to limb a tree will reach
A learned lesson they continue to teach
Naysayers spin and spin.....and spin and spin
Drawing perplexing circles, with never a win

Hold on to your dreams. Protect them and do not forget them.
**FadedFate**
You walk on the edge of spiritual growth and have always found the way to fly
Above the cliffs of doubt and deterrence
Under the creators watchful eye
Your grace and determination out weigh the heaviest stone
And your love I could live off of alone
Beauty breathes life into nature and you make every flower blossom when you pass by
Destiny never became so clear until I looked within your eyes
None are as lucky as I to have found such a spirit whose youth outshines time greater than the immortal sky we gaze upon
And none are as lucky to have kissed the sun, the star that you are, that sets me on fire.
Nor will I ever meet another who is so selfless and thought provoking
My mind and heart has developed because of you, one like you who never stops hoping
You see the truth of all things and know who you are, and because of all of this my home is never far. You are my lucky star. I love you
Harmonize
I am the son of Mars for there is war in me
Though I am the son of Earth, for my seed was planted here to grow in peace
I am the companion of Venus, sister to my travels
I was the harvest of Saturn who teaches me diligence and awareness
My heart lies with the sun
the lion fixed of my fire
my muse in the sky
The ram's fire burns strong and bright
under it's light my ancestors lived
these myths may hold more
each with our storms and dense places
we must know
truth is stranger than fiction
I follow the stars
I follow the stories
the lines draw themselves
to the conscious voyage
of combined thoughts
together in act
Born to discover
And continue to ask
We fidget for transcendence
yet our task is to be still
delving for sedation
then weakening the will
Hold on, keep hold, get it back, let go
the focus is in driving through the chaos in your flow
Balance out your magnetism look for the grid and see
Without our spirit's energy
Ascension is a dream
**FadedFate**
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