My boat keeps being drawn back Endlessly, the minute I think I've surpassed the it The wind pulls be back It's so comforting Looking at all those sweet memories Floating among the creatures Time paused Nirvana I want to have it back I keep going there, wishing time would pause once again But I won't let this build up inside me any more
I searched for you High and low Looked up at the heavens And beneath the Earth And when I think I’m completely lost You guide me to nirvana For all of my pain is lost And I am one with my shadows
I want to let go of the past But the scars remind me Of the consequences For existing in this life A mere mortal am I I’m nobody to tell you How to live your life
If love is what you seek Then look no further Love yourself, and reach your peak At the end of the day I can’t take your pain Though I wish I could But you would never learn the lesson That life is formidable But not cruel
Some flowers for you To make you bloom, Bring you peace, Make you think of me. Let it be serenity. A garden where you can be free, Grow with love, Sprinkled by joy. Let it be nirvana. A place where there's no trauma, To concentrate on the good, Where feelings can be savoured. Think of my flowers When times are hard. They're strong and prospered Just like your heart.
Avrenim: Log late 5155. The moving planet of Raspen:
I passed through a planet in a section of the Raspen Galaxy I have never been before. The planet was a moving steller body that did not orbit any sun. It sustained its own energy through core-rifting. Core-rifting was when a planet had mega chasms that were so deep the energy from the core could be felt on the surface. The planet was much larger than my home planet. This planet must have been the size of my sun my planet orbited around. The energy from the core would vent out into the atmosphere creating Light rifts in the sky. Or should I say Sun slashes. Sun slashes are what brought the day to this strange moving planet. A sun slash was light that was trapped inside of a reflective prism in this planets diamond like clouds. If I am correct the cloud material here is called Solacian. Solacian captures light an reflects it inside itself creating a sun slash. The sun slash is the sun here. Depending on the angle of the captured light the sun slash will last about 31 hours. The life here on this moving planet seems to live in a beautiful harmony. It exist as energy at first and then becomes something entirely different. The energy turns into oraganic bodies for a while then reverts back to its state of energetic divinity. The energy then seems to melt in the Solacian clouds above. I follow an energy mass into a cloud and watch a beautiful memory being lived out by an oraganism that once died long ago. It brought me to tears when I found out that the organism did not know it had died so long ago. Everything here had died some time ago. But nothing here was sad. There was no anger or despair. Only happiness, joy, love, and creation. Could this be Anavrin!? Anavrin could never be found. And it all makes sense now. It could never be found because it was always moving about the universe. Anavrin in my culture is called Heaven. Which brings me to my next question. Am I here for a reason. I have no memory of dying. And what makes matters worse is that no one here does either.
Indeed, Not swiftly though, I am moving steadily Towards the Sun, To meet my destiny. I am fearless, I belong to the Sun Who has made me, Energises, And goads me on To study my being Which is still obscure As it is Covered by darkness. Once I reach the Sun, Thence become complete Upon merging with it I will lose my identity And shine As brilliantly as the Sun Beyond dreams and thoughts. I will then not need The Moon and the stars Beside me.
Snuggy ****** of a curled up cat by the fire Furry faced, smiley headed, svelte purveyor of the big meow Purring away like a Geiger counter, If you seek Nirvana then seek no more, it's here The Cat, she knows.