There's a hole within my heart,
Growing deeper every day.
And widening by the second,
Since you went away.
And there's no replacement,
No way to fill the space,
I fear my heart will disappear,
If I can't see your face.
I had you right here with me,
For so many, many, years,
Without you I 'm completely lost,
Too numb for even tears.
And I think about you always,
With every single breath.
This loss is more than painful,
And final..just like death.
And I'm scared that I won't make it.
That I'll give up the fight.
That with the guilt of all the wrongs,
I'll never be quite right.
I am praying every single day,
For God to get me through,
To lay his grace upon me,
And take good care of you.
And to help me just have faith,
So the hurt will go away.
Because I am so afraid that I,
Won't last another day.