You live on "borrowed time" At least that is the story you say If that actually is true Can you explain the delay? Knowing how fake you are Sure it's just a lie Many of your words are ******* Surprised you are not covered in flies Uncertain how you got to this point Was a time where you once stood tall What I mean; You had a reason to Still do with no reason at all I guess along journey you changed The person that I see Became a perfect example Example of who NOT to be You tread upon backs of others In order to get what you want Even if that means inflicting pain You do not mind being a **** Not thinking about future Solely focused on present thrill Feeding on people's energy Seem to never get your fill I suspect you are miserable inside That's why you tear others in two Only way to ease your suffering Make everyone as unhappy as you But never seem to shed a tear Wear a permanent grin I believe it's because you are striving so hard Concealing the agony within Broken so many ways Have a house but it's not home Without family to return to Probably easier to roam A steady rotation of bodies Little boys avidly chasing your tail Your company isn't free Because *****'s for sale Thrown like a football Highest bidder gets the pass You get bored-no problem There is always greener grass Your life rests in ruins Lost so many parts Kids Friends And reputation Vanished like your heart Falling apart a piece at a time Pretending to keep together We both know you can't maintain Perfect charade forever Your youthful beauty all but dead Wear so much paint on your face Entire cosmetics section of Walmart Stuffed into your makeup case I see beneath false advertisement True colors bleed right through Under skin is grey and black Soul the ghastliest hue Reflected in statements you make Sound either insane or idiotic Unsure if you are playing stupid Or you are truly that psychotic It appears you hurt those around you Because you can As if you don't have enough suitors Steal another woman's man Your cruelty clearly defined At least it is from my point of view Fool everyone else surrounding A persona that isn't true But karma will catch up in the end Hope you're destined to be alone I feel that is what you deserve Frozen straight to bone It's never too late to turn over a new leaf Begin treating people right You have to want improvement Fear for you it's out of sight Content with road you're walking Not knowing where it leads Flesh poked with needles Uncaring it bleeds Darkness swallowing you whole Don't seem to be aware It's strangling the last bit of goodness Within remaining there I do not understand how you can glance In mirror and not feel disgust All the disappointment you've caused Lost a lot more than just trust Next time you drag name through the mud Make sure own hands are clean You have more sins in your book Than a ***** magazine If expecting us to back down In for quite a surprise Soon as we go toe-to-toe I will cut you down to size So better watch your mouth If the plan is to avoid confrontation Free to do and say whatever you please I warn you - there will be retaliation
This was written about this ***** who was talking **** about my family behind our backs. Sorry to anyone who is offended. The to title comes from a text she sent a friend of ours saying she wanted to beat her to a ****** pulp and then skull **** her, and her name is Charlie.
I’ve been thinking about how one can fully understand the movement of life. How it goes unnoticed to most, slowly killing us. It should hurt, shouldn’t it? A constant moving pain that will eventually lead to some crazy hallucinogenic state of mind and you become the past. In a ball of flaming glory you could go out, and some do. Hopefully me too! Even though I know, it won’t mean a thing! because in the end it keeps going. And you become what’s gone.
I believe many people fear this. This ending of such. Some great men/women feared it. And they decided to be remembered but ultimately in the end, their end, nothing really changes. On the big scale of things they’ve contributed nothing, some of the greatest people you know, absolutely worthless. How can that be?
Because it is.
I don’t know a single thing
I wish I knew how to add correct gramma, and increase my vocabulary. I might just read through some dictionary and the dinosaur. I’ll start with the A’s and read more? X
my hands and thoughts do tremble seeing that which i resemble nasty snarl upon my face reminding me i’m a disgrace furrowed brow and clenching fist intrusive thoughts i can’t resist cowardly i run and hide from everything i keep inside