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"drills" poems
The Noise, it drills through me as if I have become the subject of the vicious hammer. Its piercing din never fades. As silence looms, and the stillness of nothing hums It soon begins again. The sharpness suffocates me, smothers me, chokes me. And then it’s too late. You chose her and your words destroy me.
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Sep 5, 2012
Sep 5, 2012 at 11:12 AM UTC
The Noise
Dawn in New York has four columns of mire and a hurricane of black pigeons splashing in the putrid waters. Dawn in New York groans on enormous fire escapes searching between the angles for spikenards of drafted anguish. Dawn arrives and no one receives it in his mouth because morning and hope are impossible there: sometimes the furious swarming coins penetrate like drills and devour abandoned children. Those who go out early know in their bones there will be no paradise or loves that bloom and die: they know they will be mired in numbers and laws, in mindless games, in fruitless labors. The light is buried under chains and noises in the impudent challenge of rootless science. And crowds stagger sleeplessly through the boroughs as if they had just escaped a shipwreck of blood.
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Dawn
An upright abutment in the mouth of the Willis Avenue bridge a beige Honda leaps the divider like a steel gazelle inescapable sleek leather boots on the pavement rat-a-tat-tat best intentions going down for the third time stuck in the particular You cannot make love to concrete if you care about being non-essential wrong or worn thin if you fear ever becoming diamonds or lard you cannot make love to concrete if you cannot pretend concrete needs your loving To make love to concrete you need an indelible feather white dresses before you are ten a confirmation lace veil milk-large bones and air raid drills in your nightmares no stars till you go to the country and one summer when you are twelve Con Edison pulls the plug on the street-corner moons Walpurgisnacht and there are sudden new lights in the sky stone chips that forget you need to become a light rope a hammer a repeatable bridge garden-fresh broccoli two dozen dropped eggs and a hint of you caught up between my fingers the lesson of a wooden beam propped up on barrels across a mined terrain between forgiving too easily and never giving at all.
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Making Love To Concrete
Late August, given heavy rain and sun For a full week, the blackberries would ripen. At first, just one, a glossy purple clot Among others, red, green, hard as a knot. You ate that first one and its flesh was sweet Like thickened wine: summer's blood was in it Leaving stains upon the tongue and lust for Picking. Then red ones inked up and that hunger Sent us out with milk cans, pea tins, jam-pots Where briars scratched and wet grass bleached our boots. Round hayfields, cornfields and potato-drills We trekked and picked until the cans were full Until the tinkling bottom had been covered With green ones, and on top big dark blobs burned Like a plate of eyes. Our hands were peppered With thorn ****** our palms sticky as Bluebeard's. We hoarded the fresh berries in the byre. But when the bath was filled we found a fur, A rat-grey fungus, glutting on our cache. The juice was stinking too. Once off the bush The fruit fermented, the sweet flesh would turn sour. I always felt like crying. It wasn't fair That all the lovely canfuls smelt of rot. Each year I hoped they'd keep, knew they would not.
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Blackberry-Picking
Between my finger and my thumb The squat pin rest; snug as a gun. Under my window, a clean rasping sound When the ***** sinks into gravelly ground: My father, digging. I look down Till his straining **** among the flowerbeds Bends low, comes up twenty years away Stooping in rhythm through potato drills Where he was digging. The coarse boot nestled on the lug, the shaft Against the inside knee was levered firmly. He rooted out tall tops, buried the bright edge deep To scatter new potatoes that we picked, Loving their cool hardness in our hands. By God, the old man could handle a ***** Just like his old man. My grandfather cut more turf in a day Than any other man on Toner's bog. Once I carried him milk in a bottle Corked sloppily with paper. He straightened up To drink it, then fell to right away Nicking and slicing neatly, heaving sods Over his shoulder, going down and down For the good turf. Digging. The cold smell of potato mould, the squelch and slap Of soggy peat, the curt cuts of an edge Through living roots awaken in my head. But I've no ***** to follow men like them. Between my finger and my thumb The squat pen rests. I'll dig with it.
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Digging
The future has no mouth, No tongue, No teeth. The Earth speaks, but it's easy not to hear. Easier still, when drowned by the rising noise of trucks and drills, destruction and greed. And you want more, And you want convenience. you don't want hassle, you don't want consequences, of what you choose. That's inconvenient. You're busy, you've got things to do, you've got a job and a family, and you don't care about much more than that. Excepting, most notably, yourself. So you turn the other way. We sit on the ground before you, we sing songs of generations before us who tried to help the Earth too. We sing the words of those who protected our lands, before the coming of this new age of willful ignorance. And you walk past us, and on top of us. And you blame us for being in the way. You yell at us to move, you've got things to do! Things to ignore! It's easier not to know, easier still not to change, but the teethless, tongueless, mouthless future continues to approach. Melting, heating and shaking. We must hear it, before there is no-one left to hear. I carry these bruises with pride. I carry knowledge of my actions with pride. I will do my best for the future, I will not regret my caring.
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May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 2:16 AM UTC
#BreakFree
It's dark outside except for the pale glow of a fingernail moon sailing through the starry sea of night. The wind has tucked itself to sleep with the birds, weary of bustling about and playing with my hair. The whippet snuffles his way along the rabbit trails, delighted with this late night walk, white tail wagging in the air. I wander down by the edge of the swamp, grass all soft and dewy 'neath my feet and spy the pallid uoow reflected upside down, between the reeds along the creek.   The constant, shrilling chorus of frogs and crickets drills my ears yet I find it strangely soothing -  a well known voice across the years. I turn to walk back, whistling the dog and notice in the low fields,  the usual ethereal  fog begin to form.   I look up at the dark shape of the house and see light from my kitchen window painting squares upon the lawn. Amphibean bodies seek the brightness, bellies pressed against the glass and if you warm them with your finger on the other side, they move.   My man and I  bet kisses on whose frog would move the most -  one of those silly games you play when you're in love. As I close the door behind me, grabbing logs to feed the fire, the dog flops down upon the hearthrug letting warmth dry swampy mire. I make cocoa in my blue mug then pull down the kitchen blind - cutting off the froggy light source - abruptly silencing the choir.
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Apr 27, 2017
Apr 27, 2017 at 8:42 AM UTC
Last walk of the day
The sun is setting, The painted sky, All I see is black lighting, Which makes me cry. The silence that kills, My heart collides, The fire drills, All those painful rides. The drips and drops, Like on a rainy night, A rabbit hops, I see no light. Dreading myself, In endless sorrow, In mindless shelfs, The screaming crow. And now it's the end, Of this painful book, Memories end, My heart shook. ... I feel hopeless ...
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Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
Hopeless
Nero was not worried when he heard the prophecy of the Delphic Oracle. "Let him fear the seventy three years." He still had ample time to enjoy himself. He is thirty. More than sufficient is the term the god allots him to prepare for future perils. Now he will return to Rome slightly tired, but delightfully tired from this journey, full of days of enjoyment -- at the theaters, the gardens, the gymnasia... evenings at cities of Achaia... Ah the delight of **** bodies, above all... Thus fared Nero. And in Spain Galba secretly assembles and drills his army, the old man of seventy three.
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Nero's Term
They are so much cunning and cruel Yet they possess, intelligence and smartness Yes, they are filled with over confidence They are absolutely shameless too Don’t you feel my dear? They don't have any sort of fear They are beating us, hitting us And we are helplessly watching them They are neither allowing us to weep Not they are letting us to cry loud They are snatching our source of livelihood They are looting our meagre savings too They are boring bigger holes in our pockets By their powerful invisible technological drills Selling all sorts of stuff they use to produce Drugs, sanitizers, hand washes and what not They are asking to keep our ugly mouth fully shut By putting beautiful, colourful and fancier masks They are not letting us to meet our friends They are not letting us to share our meals They are not allowing us to share our views They are not allowing us to share our thoughts With any of our friend, relatives and fellow citizens They are just telling us to follow whatever they say They are throwing ******* and garbage on us In the name of science, health and hygiene There appears to be not much science In their so call science and modern science Shamelessly they proclaim to be our saviours Saving us from the army of an invisible enemy Although existence of any such army is doubtful But their intentions are doubtful and doubtful If any such invisible army of enemy really exists? It may have been raised and owned by them only To **** the lives of all the other fellow humans on earth And to fulfil their greed and lust for power and money They are planning to inject in our bodies Some drugs, chemical or any such thing They will even charge money for that And try to fill their everlasting greed I wonder, who they are? God, Demi Gods or the Devils Or they are just a band of inhuman Resembling a band of nasty humans Do they really have some superpower? Or they are just a bunch of ugly parasites? Trying to draw everything from our lives Just to feed himself and to recreate his own life
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Jun 16, 2020
Jun 16, 2020 at 6:41 AM UTC
Who Are They?
They are so much cunning and cruel Yet they possess, intelligence and smartness Yes, they are filled with over confidence They are absolutely shameless too Don’t you feel my dear? They don't have any sort of fear They are beating us, hitting us And we are helplessly watching them They are neither allowing us to weep Not they are letting us to cry loud They are snatching our source of livelihood They are looting our meagre savings too They are boring bigger holes in our pockets By their powerful invisible technological drills Selling all sorts of stuff they use to produce Drugs, sanitizers, hand washes and what not They are asking to keep our ugly mouth fully shut By putting beautiful, colourful and fancier masks They are not letting us to meet our friends They are not letting us to share our meals They are not allowing us to share our views They are not allowing us to share our thoughts With any of our friend, relatives and fellow citizens They are just telling us to follow whatever they say They are throwing ******* and garbage on us In the name of science, health and hygiene There appears to be not much science In their so call science and modern science Shamelessly they proclaim to be our saviours Saving us from the army of an invisible enemy Although existence of any such army is doubtful But their intentions are doubtful and doubtful If any such invisible army of enemy really exists? It may have been raised and owned by them only To **** the lives of all the other fellow humans on earth And to fulfil their greed and lust for power and money They are planning to inject in our bodies Some drugs, chemical or any such thing They will even charge money for that And try to fill their everlasting greed I wonder, who they are? God, Demi Gods or the Devils Or they are just a band of inhuman Resembling a band of nasty humans Do they really have some superpower? Or they are just a bunch of ugly parasites? Trying to draw everything from our lives Just to feed himself and to recreate his own life
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Mercies at  juxtapositional refinement Abandoned constitutional confinement Handshakes on the bridged ligaments The sweet melodious serene dreams fleets One after the other like peculiar inventions The mellow scenes of frames realignments Wonderful crafted words verses paradigm Harmonic jazz awesomeness, decode freeness Orchestral spontaneity drills pragmatic energy Yet, as the gingered steams rise from the hot brew The scented breeze of life vaticinates with a smile afar Whispers of "no obligation, no expectations" reverbs..... on and on....on and on
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Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 6:54 AM UTC
Juxtapositional Refinement
This day, it feels like I am going traditional All this while I've always done the magical Its feels, it kills , and thrills me Even when my body is in pain, your soul , drills me And it always soothe when I say '' KE A GO RATA '' My heartbeat goes faster And if feel locks on my head like a rasta When the skies are built in lies When the evening is green in styles It feels so good to say '' KE A GO RATA '' Even when your mind is set in doubt it doesn't matter When the earth is dark in gloom When a grenade rocks like boom Its fine, if I whisper KE A GO RATA Written by Joey Percival Ikechukwu
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Jul 22, 2017
Jul 22, 2017 at 11:24 AM UTC
KE A GO RATA
Although I haven't witnessed Darfur's eyes run red. Rivers full of skeletons, and bodies torn and bled. I've read about the pigment of fearful hearts so lost. A dreaded world within a world; there are no lines to cross. Money paid for power. Power, bodies, bills. The Janjaweed at noon, are cleansing for their drills. Washing down stern orders with blood on unclean hands. Babies and their mothers decomposing in sand. Weapons worn like diamonds. Lust and **** colliding. Torture becomes normalcy. Living only hiding. So long as Omar al-Bashir sees families as roaches, death is understated. In greed, he people-poaches. Pity is for damsels parading in a tide of much needed attention with ego on the side. To you, my friend who listens, but fails to comprehend: Those who live for nothing are nothing in the end, I ask you, pray for Sudanese fed horrors for their lunch, their bones becoming rubble, under tires they will crunch.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
Janjaweed at Noon
Within a veil of light rain a redheaded woodpecker percussively rap drills his evening dinner.
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Mar 19, 2012
Mar 19, 2012 at 6:39 PM UTC
Rapping for dinner
you know? i'll stop being so empty sometimes. i'll fill myself with words, so they will be dripping down the carefully creased seams of my lips and dents in my cheeks. i am tired of margins and paragraphs to box in what i have to say. i'm ready to let things out like a destroyed dam barricading a swift, roaring feline river; distorted reflections of the day racing past. i am a goddess with dripping hair and naked skin, you can't stop me from feeling. i feel with my soul i feel i feel I FEEL and i am alive. i am the start of morning, i am red tinged and purple, i am the end of the afternoon, dark skinned and starry. i am everything that this universe is made up of, and i intend to be that way till the very earth splits my bones and drills my skull, and my skin droops tiredly to the ground. i am whole, and i am divine. i am eternal, like the dust scattered across the milkyway, and you can't stifle me.
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Mar 7, 2014
Mar 7, 2014 at 9:56 AM UTC
gutted insides
A ***** drills inside my core It nags, graps, pans, the hands They knot in spins and twists My crux left at the river side Breathing,gasping fast, faster Body out in the open rawness Persisting resistance of the force An outward shield winning Winged left,right, up, down Another day, a greater pace A passive taste, ranting in haste In bricks ***** all I taste is hate All walking in dead silence Heads shouting with dreams A roll of sweet and sour sate Echoes of taxes and budgets How will they evolve us? Snatching more from pockets The rockets burst to mock us Pulling our all to fund them Nuclear bombs creating tombs Distribution of lies and wars Missiles disposing as lyrics An objectification of reason Figure brushes on magazines Incisions of bits and **** hoots To boost of the hot posed *** No truth is scaffolded as real A psychological brainwash Pollutes and limits indefinately
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Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 2:59 PM UTC
!!!!Indefinite Indoctrination !!!!!
You my friend love to run more than anyone I know You run so fast your body has to catch up and when it can't it slows you down pulling a hamstring Then the other And then your left one again You had bruises for months trailing up and down your legs-your battle wounds Weeks upon weeks of stretching Icing massaging caring bracing eating Trying so hard to sooth the pain So bad it hurt to sit Slowly but surely your legs came back A tedious process of long nights and good mornings One day you were new again In the sweltering heat you taught your legs what it felt like to run And they loved it The months flew by chasing you down You were unstoppable getting first and second a states in the winter Things were looking up and you started to get anxious about college who would choose you? But in the end, you chose them You are an official member of OSU Proud to be a buckeye Outdoor season started and you are oh so careful Spending an hour every day before practice to warm up slowly to not repeat last year's trial Hours spent after practice to ice and stretch hoping that this horrendous day would ever come again Today I watched you I was sprinting on the field while you were meticulously counting and calculating your speed and steps by doing drills Our brothers strides by-racing each other in the 600 You strode along their side-beating them all when you started to limp Your eyes turned glossy Your face crumpled in despair I to you asking if you were ok You looked at me like a deer in headlights To scared to tell me-hoping that the devil couldn't possibly come back to haunt you Your eyes told me everything Two pops and a pull Bad Very bad But it's your right leg- your good leg Impossible The emotions hit you like you were on a bumpy roller coaster Frustration Angst Anger Sadness Frustration Anger What did you do wrong? What variables didn't add up? Why you? Why? I wanted so badly to comfort you To hug you But it would put you in so much pain Who knew that a hug could do so much harm? I helped you to the trainer Every step was another test and another reminder Why can something you love so much it hurts you? Why should someone so good feel the pain of a pulled muscle? Why?
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
Obstacles
You my friend love to run more than anyone I know You run so fast your body has to catch up and when it can't it slows you down pulling a hamstring Then the other And then your left one again You had bruises for months trailing up and down your legs-your battle wounds Weeks upon weeks of stretching Icing massaging caring bracing eating Trying so hard to sooth the pain So bad it hurt to sit Slowly but surely your legs came back A tedious process of long nights and good mornings One day you were new again In the sweltering heat you taught your legs what it felt like to run And they loved it The months flew by chasing you down You were unstoppable getting first and second a states in the winter Things were looking up and you started to get anxious about college who would choose you? But in the end, you chose them You are an official member of OSU Proud to be a buckeye Outdoor season started and you are oh so careful Spending an hour every day before practice to warm up slowly to not repeat last year's trial Hours spent after practice to ice and stretch hoping that this horrendous day would ever come again Today I watched you I was sprinting on the field while you were meticulously counting and calculating your speed and steps by doing drills Our brothers strides by-racing each other in the 600 You strode along their side-beating them all when you started to limp Your eyes turned glossy Your face crumpled in despair I to you asking if you were ok You looked at me like a deer in headlights To scared to tell me-hoping that the devil couldn't possibly come back to haunt you Your eyes told me everything Two pops and a pull Bad Very bad But it's your right leg- your good leg Impossible The emotions hit you like you were on a bumpy roller coaster Frustration Angst Anger Sadness Frustration Anger What did you do wrong? What variables didn't add up? Why you? Why? I wanted so badly to comfort you To hug you But it would put you in so much pain Who knew that a hug could do so much harm? I helped you to the trainer Every step was another test and another reminder Why can something you love so much it hurts you? Why should someone so good feel the pain of a pulled muscle? Why?
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You sit in your chair, crazy lenses on your eyes As you perfect your perfect human disguise, Poking and prodding inside of my skull With ice picks and drills, never anything dull. My jaw is locked, and my tongue is now tied. “This won’t hurt a bit,” you tell me. You lied. I lay here, strapped down, for what feels like hours, As your assistant sits in the corner and glowers, And you slip me some music as if it’s all okay As blood rushes and gushes out, clear as day. The buzzing and shaking is all just too much, And I can’t stop my body from quaking at your touch. Quaking in fear that this will go horribly wrong, For I have already been trapped here far too long. A smile grows on your face as my heartbeat quickens, And you laugh as it gets louder, and as my body stiffens. Finally, days later, I’m released from your experiment, Only to find out, in six months, I’ll be back again.
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Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 8:41 PM UTC
To the Dentist:
OUR POVERTY HAS COLOUR Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya; [email protected]) Most illusive and elusive Like the devils of Congo forest Is the impish poverty Permeating all seals with vicious wily Into the midst of callous humanity Biting country men and country women With carnivorous dentalities so ruthless Putting man to a forlorn shame As the wife looks in desperate flaggerbastation Putting matriarchal womenfolk to humiliation As the expectant sire wallow in the askance of looks Condemning communities to status ad absurdum initio Thinning man from man, culling woman from woman Eating flesh by flesh social koprpers of man Eating the native flesh in the farms of Brazil Tearing the ***** steak into ghetto lacerations of Chicago Whizzling sombre morning tunes to the Zulus in the black tundra Cementing pale casted clusters for the Patels of India Commanding suave drills to poor (wo) menfolk; left! Left! Left! –abouuuuturn! With its accomplice Mr. Hunger son of starvation, they both command drills For black factory workers, Maids and gravediggers to dance Watchmen, thieves and prostitutes to match In the hinterland of Africa all the riff-raff in deep despair Dance in a tandem to the irritating drills of the duo; You come on! Left! Right! Left! Right!—fowaaard match! Backward match! Left! Right! Left! Right! Sharpp uuuuuuuturn! The duo communiqué; Go home and wait for your pay announcement. Surely; what colour is our poverty?
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Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 11:13 AM UTC
our poverty has colour
Melodic…Mesmerizing…Symphonic words. Taking me away, whisking me off my toes, In my mind, my head tilts back, my arms transform to wings, As clouds form and the angel sings. The clouds, they move, and twirl me to the sun, It’s blinding, blazing beauty blissfully moves me, Not just physically, but emotionally. I cannot let this be, my words will not be undone. I cannot allow this vulnerability to consume me. Tears shall never fall, arms will never wrap around me. I will never be the weeping lady, That so much, they threw aside. Forever, they will try to break the clouds below your feet, to make you feel obsolete. Clouds of love, clouds of dreams, clouds that make you want to cry, Clouds blur the vision, clouds will lie… Clouds shed tears you will never catch, Clouds will never find their match, Neither shall I; matches make fire, and fire makes you cry. Melodic music, is what they speak, Like sirens, I will crash the wreck that is me, Wreck inside, I will not be transparent, But I believe, perhaps blissfully, that I can be, oh so much more, But I can’t keep closing door after door. The way that bed of clouds did make me feel, Drills around my brain in a desperate drumming beat, I yearn for that feeling, yet fear it all at once. How can you fight with ones own self? Yet hope for the best? Brooding, introvert, but that’s not me, It’s just what I know I have to be. Who’s to say that living in a bubble is wrong? Yes, it will burst, and those inside feel forlorn. You can find those inside again, all by yourself. No world-wind weapons of intrigue to entice you to lay down your soul on a table, I am not weak or feeble! No one shall lie with me for they lie about me. And sigh, I will let not it be. I am happier alone, Forlorn, lost and oh so sad, Happy, in my day, however each day may be, For who knows what tomorrow may bring, And that’s just the one thing, A kiss, A feeling, is it worth it all? Please my dear darling, never ever fall.
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Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 3:18 PM UTC
Sweet Kiss
Melodic…Mesmerizing…Symphonic words. Taking me away, whisking me off my toes, In my mind, my head tilts back, my arms transform to wings, As clouds form and the angel sings. The clouds, they move, and twirl me to the sun, It’s blinding, blazing beauty blissfully moves me, Not just physically, but emotionally. I cannot let this be, my words will not be undone. I cannot allow this vulnerability to consume me. Tears shall never fall, arms will never wrap around me. I will never be the weeping lady, That so much, they threw aside. Forever, they will try to break the clouds below your feet, to make you feel obsolete. Clouds of love, clouds of dreams, clouds that make you want to cry, Clouds blur the vision, clouds will lie… Clouds shed tears you will never catch, Clouds will never find their match, Neither shall I; matches make fire, and fire makes you cry. Melodic music, is what they speak, Like sirens, I will crash the wreck that is me, Wreck inside, I will not be transparent, But I believe, perhaps blissfully, that I can be, oh so much more, But I can’t keep closing door after door. The way that bed of clouds did make me feel, Drills around my brain in a desperate drumming beat, I yearn for that feeling, yet fear it all at once. How can you fight with ones own self? Yet hope for the best? Brooding, introvert, but that’s not me, It’s just what I know I have to be. Who’s to say that living in a bubble is wrong? Yes, it will burst, and those inside feel forlorn. You can find those inside again, all by yourself. No world-wind weapons of intrigue to entice you to lay down your soul on a table, I am not weak or feeble! No one shall lie with me for they lie about me. And sigh, I will let not it be. I am happier alone, Forlorn, lost and oh so sad, Happy, in my day, however each day may be, For who knows what tomorrow may bring, And that’s just the one thing, A kiss, A feeling, is it worth it all? Please my dear darling, never ever fall.
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286 That after Horror—that ’twas us— That passed the mouldering Pier— Just as the Granite Crumb let go— Our Savior, by a Hair— A second more, had dropped too deep For Fisherman to plumb— The very profile of the Thought Puts Recollection numb— The possibility—to pass Without a Moment’s Bell— Into Conjecture’s presence— Is like a Face of Steel— That suddenly looks into ours With a metallic grin— The Cordiality of Death— Who drills his Welcome in—
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That after Horror—that ’twas us
my body is simply not conventional to the clothes I wear there are dips and hills plastered on my figure hanes doesn't take into account my weight or my height so pulling up the waistband drills the cotton into my skin with no room to breathe but I've gotten comfortable my body is not conventional to the clothes I wear the hunch back of Notre Dame meets a protruding belly that widens my waist when I wear shirts fabric strangles my hips displaying my grotesque body but I've gotten comfortable my body is not conventional to the clothes I wear aged binders do their best pools of skin are dipping out the sides my ribs ache and it's hard to ignore when my body wails a cracking chaos pain and overstimulation have crept into dreams but I've gotten comfortable my body is not conventional to the clothes I wear my body is not conventional but it doesn't bring despair my body is not conventional and you can't begin to understand it because it's too crippling to bear it's staggering to peep into a mirror seeing my being labeled unpleasant with the unnerving urge to rip my eyes out and splatter my blood on the glass why don't I just break down and sit there it's heavy to carry my weight and be hyperaware it's easy to not care and maybe I'd take that route but I'm not conventional so I'm taking another way downstairs
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Aug 13, 2021
Aug 13, 2021 at 2:53 AM UTC
sopping blood
You unscrew the jar; Orion’s climactic sigh spills— A cello’s low A hums—our triad, C and E—the night skies. Your thumb caresses pulse down my throat, andante, it drills through myth—not his hunt, but the damp heat between our thighs. We’ve plucked Lyra’s rusted chords, restrung her spine to thrum with your breath, not some dead muse’s cords. Stars crack like old records; we skip, we refine— our bed, a cradle for light, shed our sheer white peignoirs. You fear the jars dim? Let me mouth the black core of Cassiopeia—choke her brittle groan, then laugh as you arch—my crescendo, your score— each note a plum’s burst where her language had flown. Your teeth score my shoulder. The dark soars, unconfined— We swallow the arias. Let the void choke on mine.
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Apr 18, 2025
Apr 18, 2025 at 8:06 PM UTC
Unstringing the Constellations’ Libretto