In this world of normal,
I was the strangest one.

The words, "I love you,"
Only come when it's too late
Or at least
We choose to put it at the second
Instead of being true
To our hearts

For that guy who acts like a ******* bullet
That would burst into flower petals all over,
How dare you?

How dare you,
Make my heart flutter with just one shot of a look,
Make me smile just by looking at yours,
Make me scared because I can never predict what you'll do,
Make me fall for you even though you know it's not possible.

You know it's true
Yet you have no mercy on my heart.
I hate you for that
Yet I can't help but fall for you even more.

I might have fell out of love
But there's no such signs from above
How could this be
When I'm sure from what I see
He's starting to become a bother
But the feelings seem to get stronger
Where would this lead me
Why can't my heart be free
I hope this would end
So I could stop playing pretend

Thorns of rose
You came and chose
A lady fair
No hopes to share
Some kind of auction
For mere attraction
Your careless romance
Was made a missed chance

What a beautiful case,
that is to say, my face.

You *******. I never really understood you. You have to make an argument every single time we talk. I hate it. Stop pushing things that aren't even related. Like, why do I have to go through with your crap? I never really done anything to make you mad. If I did, tell me what it is. 'Cause that will be our way to clear everything. I want to understand. You. You are someone I want to figure out. You don't have a formula or maybe a  riddle I need to solve. But you're just a mystery. A mystery I can be proud of solving. Just get on with it. Let's go our separate ways. What are we supposed to do? We do this all the time, right? Let's both forgive and forget each other. This will all be part of our hidden past. Forget the times we actually smiled at each other. Forget the times we confronted each other. Forget the times we held hands. Forget the times we ignored each other. Forget the times we were in love. "Forget","Each other", that's all I'm saying now. Maybe we weren't in love. We must have thought we're just comfortable with each other. We could've stayed strangers if it weren't for our lonely hearts. I love you, ******* it. No need to wish on a star. I got you. But a star could've helped if I wished  we both knew how to actually love. We just thought of it as a concept.Now we know how it feels. And how much pain we gain through it. Now, what's this? You say you love me too.
Then, we go back square one again.

[What do you mean?
I hardly say a word.
Jesus Christ, stop bothering me.
I know!
I know.
I know I'm such a gloomy chum.
I know I hardly look like I'm enjoying.
I know that I'm forcing myself to blend in with people. But,
when I do that, nothing comes out of it.
I'm still the gloomy one you know. Everyone knows.
I never asked my self to be lonely.
I never chose to be.
I wonder too why I'm so quiet.
Like, what the ****, I'm loud in my mind.
Why is the question frequently asked.
So why can't I answer myself?]**

These are the words I want to say, but forget the second they ask "why".

When they say,
"Rome wasn't built in a day."
That means ,
through hard work,
I can get my feeling to reach you.

Something so bright
could be hiding the darkness within it.