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Jan 2020 · 69
'course i'm fine
why wouldn't i be?
i'm smiling,
i'm laughing,
i'm saying that i'm fine.
why won't you believe me?
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
Jan 2020 · 154
am i useless?
i keep getting used,
over,
and over,
and over,
and over.
i'm over-overused.
when i was still usable,
you'd take advantage of me.
i was bait for a trap,
sometimes for me.
overused.
doesn't sound like a real word anymore.
it itself is overused.
i would like to start over.
for: huxley, alistair, sigrid, frances, *******...
Jan 2020 · 146
now
now
dear, if you saw me now,
you'd be rolling in your grave.
for: frances lefevre
Jan 2020 · 1.0k
NOTHING
I'M A FULL TIME *****.
A ******* *****.
A WORTHLESS PIG WITH NOTHING IN STORE.
NO SURPRISES,
NO LIFE,
NO MORE.
I HAVE NOTHING.
I AM A FULL TIME NOTHINGLESS *****.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma
Jan 2020 · 55
you
you
how can i do
a n y
of this
when you're just
better?
.
.
.
.
For: Jenny Thoma
Jan 2020 · 681
prom?
take me to the dance.
hold me in your arms.
it might be your last chance.
so, what's the harm?

see, you have this special charm.
that reels in girls around you.
around you, i feel fuzzy and warm.
i wish that you did, too.
For: Jenny Thoma
Jan 2020 · 116
bulimic
i finally told you:
i have bulimia.
at least, you caught on.
at least, you worried.
i'm sorry-i'm sorry, stop yelling, i love y
For: Jenny Thoma i'm so soryr
Jan 2020 · 270
full
full of bile,
i need to *****
acid reflux makes it worse,
but i deserve this.
i'm hurting myself
but that's alright.
i want this,
i need this,
i can stop at any time.
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 644
Fell in Love
I fell in love with your heart,
and our words were a work of art.
Together, in harmony,
we made a world of our own.

Now your words are set in stone.
I'm sitting here all alone.
Perhaps us, together, wasn't smart.
But we together were a work of art.
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 81
H E A R T
Do you have a heart
Or only half a heart?
You gave it to her.
The one whose name contains art.

Heart contains art,
And you are a work of art.
She ruthlessly ripped you up.
The one whose name contains art.

You still want her,
However bad she is.
You still want her.
The one whose name contains art.
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 96
Crush
I've got a crush on you,
But, not you on me.
If I told you,
Crush would mean two different things.
For: Jenny Thoma
Dec 2019 · 75
Shame Me to My Face
All our relationship is...
Passive lies,
Heart wrenching,
Obviously faked smiles.

Talk to me, babe.
We need to work things out.
After class, babe.
Figure us out.
For: Huxley
Dec 2019 · 379
Gossip Girl
I’ve gone from the bottom to the top,
I know every little thing.
His hitlist and his hotlist,
I had every little thing.

From the bottom, yeah I got a few ***** things.
His mom had died.
His daddy cried.
His life just ain’t the best.

Top, I got a lot.
A lot like what?
Her fifteen different boyfriends,
And his boy bathroom ****.

Real stories?
I don’t know.
It’s all I’m ever fed!
Just come to me for info on your rival’s boyfriend.

Tell me all,
I need some tea.
I’ll spread the word.
Better be nasty.
For: Alistair Cadger
Dec 2019 · 315
You were so...
You were so...
Happy.
That’s the word.
Happy with her.
Joyful and pure.
She was really nice.
Sweet, not sadistic.
You two were the perfect pair.
But now you’re apart,
On two sides of a cell.
It was barely a few months.
Was anything even there?
I’m sure she meant I love you.
Only now...
she doesn’t.
Little kisses here and there.
Kisses you two shared.
Maybe she did love you,
It was excitement she lacked.
But it’ll be okay, my dear.
I always have your back.
For, Huxley and Sigrid. ******, you were so cute together.
Dec 2019 · 166
Midday Thought:
If life isn't worth living for and there's nothing to really achieve,
then wouldn't that make all of us over-achievers?
i was running and thought of this?? does this even make sense??
Dec 2019 · 84
sounds so
sometimes,
dear,
you sound just a little jealous.
i see it in your eyes.
you hate me with her.
i see it in your writing.
you hate what i do.
maybe you'll think i'm stuck up.
i could do better,
it's my fault.
i'm sorry,
i was trying,
dear.
trying to be better..?
i don't know.
but i was trying.
for: huxley densen
Dec 2019 · 250
Zipper
Zip my mouth
Lock the chain
Keep me from staying sane
Zip me up,
Just like that
My mouth is shut
Fast as the drop of a hat.
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 257
Communicate
Talk to me
Make me believe your socialist ideals
Socialize with me
I'll tell you of my communist ideas.
For: Benjamin Garcia
Dec 2019 · 116
tell me?
maybe just tell me
next time
so i don't make that mistake
again
for: huxley densen. i'm sorry on your breakup and me.
Dec 2019 · 81
Love/Hate Relationship
Outside shows hate,
But inside says love.
I don't know whether to believe
Those feelings or not.
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 171
Right | Wrong?
There's no way I'm in the right.
My head is filled with a cacophony of screams and squeals.
All telling me ways to make it your fault,
your fault,
your fault,
your fault...
But, for once, I don't believe the voices.
I'm sorry.
But sorry's not enough.
There's no way for us to both get what we want.
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 111
Fruit Poem!
I dunno how to explain
my feelings for you.
So I put it in a poem
all about fruit!

You’re the lemon to my lime,
the apple of my eye.
You’re the cherry on top
of a sweet, sweet sundae!

Even if you cantaloupe with me,
Don’t lose any hope!
Oh! Question!
Honeydew you wanna dance?

We’re like slices of a mandarin!
Or pineapple in a metal can.
We’re two different pears
that make a delicious pair!
For: You!
Dec 2019 · 79
History
Let's comprehend the past
and hope it won't come back.
Not in camps or war,
Nor politics or lore.

From the supernatural to hysteria,
We'll find out what-for.
With Europe and Asia,
We'll keep colony scores.

But remember not to repeat it.
No matter how much you adore a person.
For then the cycle restarts again,
And the world succumbs to sin.
Just FYI, if you didn't know: This poem was based on how China has been keeping Muslims in prison camps for ***** harvesting(I think?) and forcing them not to practice their religion, forcing them to eat pork. I forget everything, but that's the general gist and all I can remember. But please, the least you can do is raise awareness about the situation. I don't think we can just stop China with this, but I do know we can spread awareness. In my opinion, this whole thing just seems to be a repeat of the Holocaust. Please, do some research about it yourself, at least.
Dec 2019 · 149
Cuts
Count the lines and see
All I've done to me.
Self-inflicted harmony.
Count the lines
And tell on me.
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 296
__pathetic
With pathetic attempts at empathy,
I'll try to feel what you're feeling.
Equally ineffective: sympathy,
I'll feel sorry for your situation.
'Maybe I can help,'
I say, knowing full well I can't.
It'll leave me feeling pathetic.
Over not being __pathetic.
For: Frances Lefevre
Dec 2019 · 222
girlfriend
make me into your perfect girl,
molded hips and perfect, full lips
top me off with a pearl
in a pretty dress of coral

i’ll do whatever you tell me to,
or i’ll end up black and blue
bruises painted like a pretty mural,
makeup painted a perfect hue

i don’t need help,
but he needs me.
and i’ll stay by his side
until he no longer sees me
FICTIONAL BUT BASED OFF OF FRIEND'S STORIES
For: Jay Randall, Huxley Densen, Sigrid Mathisen, Coty Abrams
Dec 2019 · 243
TALK
We need to talk,
You two need to talk it out.
But every time I get you together,
All you do is mock.
Mock each other,
Mock yourselves.
Why can’t I get you to work things out?!
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma
Dec 2019 · 108
Like Cinderella
Take me to the Ball.
Then trip me,
make me fall.
I’ll run and flee,
make everyone see,
how hurtful you truly are.
For: Huxley Densen, Quincy Taylor, Alistair Cadger, Sigrid Mathisen
Dec 2019 · 271
Stupid Words
I’ll say the wrong thing
To the completely right person
Honey, please,
That isn’t what I mean.

Stupid words,
Shallow, yet full
Full of hate and meaning
Full of negated feeling

Forget me, okay?
I don’t know what to say.
What I do know is that you’re jealous.
And now, there’s a price to pay.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma, Quincy Taylor, Alistair Cadger
Dec 2019 · 168
Together
We'll spend the night together,
and talk all through the night.
We'll change our minds forever,
and find out what's inside!
And if
We fall apart,
Well that's alright.
Cuz we'll always have our memories
That we cherish all the time!
Maybe forever
Won't last.
But that's fine by me!
Cuz for forever,
You were beside me,
And all fun comes
To an end.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma, Frances Lefevre
Dec 2019 · 82
S O C I A L
...
Ding.
...
I check and find something.
A text from you,
I'm turning blue.
I don't want to speak to you.

How I've been used.
Socially abused.
I don't want to talk,
Just keep staring and mock.

Don't look at me,
Don't talk to me,
Just leave me here to be.
Please.

Look that way,
Look away,
Look the other way
From me.

Don't stare,
Don't act like you care,
Don't like how everything's fair,
It's not fair.

I'm just fine,
Stop asking.
Interest
Is just what I've been lacking.
For: Frances Lefevre
Dec 2019 · 550
Because I'm With You
I'm only happy
Cuz I'm with you.
You're my happy place.
When I think of it,
I find you,
and all my sadness ends.
For: Jenny Thoma
Dec 2019 · 185
Stockholm
Visit me in Stockholm
We'll be happy together
Locked up and stuck wherever
Stay with me
Forever
For: Huxley Densen
Dec 2019 · 543
Love
Is it still love,
If nothing ever changed?
Is it still love,
If my feelings were denounced?
Is it still love,
If you forgot my name?
Is it still love,
If you never look my way?
For: Frances Lefevre
Dec 2019 · 200
Feeling Fake
Jealousy is festering in me
My mistakes make themselves known
I try and cry
But deep, deep down
My true face has begun to show
For: Quincy Taylor
Dec 2019 · 185
Her
Her
She lied to me.
She wouldn’t stop lying to me.
She faked depression and cutting
just to get close to me.

I said it was fine!
I said it could be worse!
But I can’t stop thinking of it.
Thinking of her.

So much time wasted
On someone who didn’t care.
She said that I helped her
Through countless, scary nights.

But no.
It was fake!
Frances, leave me alone.
For mine and Jenny’s sake.
For: Frances Lefevre, even after what you did, you’ll always be in my heart
Dec 2019 · 219
Give
I don't have enough to lose,
So I'll give it to you.
There's so much to give,
From me to you.

I have a lot.
I was lucky!
I'll lend an ear
When things get sucky
For: anyone
Dec 2019 · 241
Keep Me Alone
Keep me alone,
All boxed up.
Keep me unknown,
Unable to find home.

Wish to be found,
But don't make a sound.
I just want a friend
To make my loneliness end.
For: anyone
Dec 2019 · 110
Wish
I simply wish to be happy.
Is that too much to ask?
I want to stay with you,
Be there for you.
But you don't want that.
You don't want me.
someone please...
For: Jenny Thoma, Huxley Densen, Sigrid Mathisen, Michael Andersen, Frances Lefevre, Anya Våldsam
Dec 2019 · 178
Future Happiness
We wish to be happy
        But genies can't grant that
                I wish to find a nice life
                        A nice life with you
                                But genies can't grant that
                                        So I wish again
                                                For future happiness
                                                        The genie says again,
                                                                "I can't grant that,miss."
                                                        I wish they could,
                                                I'd be happier then
                                        Happier forever
                                I wonder what you would wish for?
                        A life in riches?
                A happy family?
        You don't need a genie for that!
But my wishes seem to be too much to ask.
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thoma
Dec 2019 · 114
Densen
Everyday with you
Is a game of hide and seek
You try and hide,
You've lied and cried,
And you've been hidden for forever.

Who is the real you?
I still don't have a clue.
Your heart was mine,
But in due time,
It only fell apart.
For: Huxley Densen, Sigrid Mathisen
Nov 2019 · 109
Once Upon a Time
Once upon a time,
Not so long ago,
Lived an unhappy girl
Living an unhappy life.

One day,
She fell down a hole.
F
  a
     l
       l
         i
           n
              g,
She called for help.

No one answered.

The little girl was all alone now,
At the bottom of an endless pit.
Nothing to hope for,
Nothing to lose.

She first tried to help herself.
Finding twigs to build up.
But they were twigs,
And twigs snap.

Then, she tried to call for help.
Anybody passing by could hear her pleas.
But nobody cared,
And nobody came.

The little girl tried and tried,
She yelled for help and hurt herself.
She jumped high as Jack’s beanstalk.
Cried as loud as Hansel and Gretel.

Eventually,
She came to terms that she was alone.
Alone and done for,
She laid down on the cold rocks below her.

She reflected on herself.
Her happy ending wasn’t coming,
That’s for sure.
So what could she do?

As darkness slowly enveloped her,
She smiled grimly.
“I was done for from the start.
Unwanted and uncared for.”

“I hurt myself and starved myself,
Nobody listened.
I tried to make a scene.
I had tried everything.”

“Now,
I start as I began.
An unhappy girl
In an unhappy life.”
For: anyone who will listen
Nov 2019 · 301
For You Two
'Sorry'
Deutsch: Entschuldigung, es tut mir leid
Français: Je suis désolé, désolé
Do you understand?
It's in your native tongue.
And until now,
It's been your praise I've sung.
For: Huxley Densen, Alistair Cadger
Nov 2019 · 103
Jenny
We'll take our time
Just passing by
I'll make your day
A happy day, indeed!

Maybe you're sad,
Well, that's too bad!
I'll take you to see your favorite band,
Or spend a day out in the sand
but I'll make your day
A happy day, indeed!

Maybe hugs aren't enough,
Or maybe you're just stressed...
I'm sorry for how hard I pressed.
I hope I still made your day
A happy day, indeed.
For: Jenny Thoma
Nov 2019 · 848
Pyromania
It feels like heaven,
Surrounded by my fearsome fires
I’m their God
I created them
And they can fall at my hands
Their feisty heats
Are amazing feats
They save me from the bitter cold
For: Huxley Densen, Jenny Thomas, Frances Lefevre, Alistair Cadger, Sigrid Mathiesen, Michael Andersen
Nov 2019 · 196
Monster in the Mirror
I’ll follow you wherever
As long as there’s a mirror
Try to hide,
I’m by your side
A destined game of torture
For: Sigrid Mathisen, Michael Andersen
Nov 2019 · 271
She Was a Dream
She was a dream,
Because when I thought of her,
I could never remember her face.
For: Anya Våldsam
Nov 2019 · 304
Mom?
Held in the cold grasp of cancer
I wish I had the answer
Please don’t leave me alone
For: Mom
Nov 2019 · 256
Rings
Diamond rings
Happy things
You listen while she likes to sing
And you watch when she's practicing
You're so happy together

I wish I could have that too
But you two are stuck like glue
I have nobody else to turn to
Maybe I'll stay all alone...
For: Jenny Thomas, Frances Lefevre
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