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833 · Aug 2015
Away...
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
Every soccer ball is ***** and flat
the sky is always gray
at least it has been like that
since you have gone away...

I can't remember a single moon
which you have come to stay
or any bright afternoon
since you have gone away...

Any effort seems a drag
Anything they say
seems like they just wanna brag
that you have gone away....

I need a little clue
That you'll  come back someday
I haven't heard from you
since you have gone away...
826 · Sep 2015
I met a butterfly
Nessa dieR Sep 2015
With the brightest colors you've seen
But she hides them behind her back
For they tell where she has been...

At  night she can be found
Writing metaphors from her heart
For her head, deep in the ground,
Has a secret tearing her apart.

*Dear butterfly, spread your wings
There's a world out there for you,
What you're feeling, all these things
Aren't healthy for us two.
825 · Sep 2015
Never Waking Up
Nessa dieR Sep 2015
As I could walk along the graves
or be carried by the waves,
I don't remember where I've been
or if the waters were serene.
For as long as it may seem
Being with you is but a dream.
815 · Mar 2015
But I loved him
Nessa dieR Mar 2015
Time heals all wounds, they say,-- but -- heartbreak --I--s a wound deeper than most. What if that was the first thing she has ever --lo--st? They said she was too nai--ve,-- too young.  And it hurts knowing they were --d--ead wrong. It hurts her knowing it ended real bad. It hurts trying to understand. She remembers the lips she once had tasted, and she remembers t --h--e     t--im--e... all of it wasted. She remembers the passion, the love, the way time would fly. And now all that's left is hatred, the blood, a final good-bye
But I loved Him
810 · Nov 2016
Questions
Nessa dieR Nov 2016
How long should I be here?
I doubt
... walk endlessly
How long will you be near?
Can't cure
wounds of memory
How long until you forget?
This "love"
made me believe,
How long will we accept?**
you've deprived me of
all energy.
808 · Jan 2016
Empty
Nessa dieR Jan 2016
I wanted to write
About you,
Us,
Me.
I wanted to write about how I felt,
But the paper stayed empty
And there was no better way to describe
Me
806 · Sep 2015
Aching
Nessa dieR Sep 2015
I watched my sky fall before my eyes.
It hurts speaking
It aches likes nothing I've felt before
You messed me up;

**I feel an emptiness
where my heart is supposed to be
But at the same time,
I feel my heart is too huge
And about to burst
From all the pain it had taken in.
759 · Feb 2016
Moonlight Eyes
Nessa dieR Feb 2016
I want to be the well trusted word
throughout the moon’s midnight eyes
with wishes that were once something other than                                                             pai­n

I want to*  believe
  I want to    see
     I want to  know

             I want to be the verb,    "I CAN”
                I want to walk with a purpose
                   and confess to you
                     that one average afternoon
                         **I fell in love with you…
753 · Aug 2015
Reality
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
He's way better than the boy of my dreams.
*He's real.
736 · May 2015
Waterproof
Nessa dieR May 2015
It's raining with your words.
     Same   Lies   As   Always.
You know that if you cry
     My   Weakness  Wins.

But you finally drowned me
     And    Now    I    Know
         That    was    the    last    time*
    *Because   Your   Tears   Don't   Wet   Me   Anymore
They   Slip   Off   My   Skin

    **Thanks To You,
Now I'm Waterproof...
734 · Oct 2015
Waiting
Nessa dieR Oct 2015
Starting to feel the cold in my hands.
The sound of my breaking voice.
Agonizing light.
A Still world
and again in darkness.
The time is near,
And a slow whisper tells my soul:
"He is not worth all of this."
**Maybe I shouldn't wait anymore...
706 · Apr 2019
Barefoot and disheveled
Nessa dieR Apr 2019
I would run to your arms
Like no one ever will.
Now all that's left is my tiptoes
as to not wake up the only dream that still remains.
My heartbeat is finally louder  
than my own voice
690 · Jul 2016
I'm scared
Nessa dieR Jul 2016
I'm scared of still hearing your voice
after I went deaf.

Still seeing your smile
With my eyes closed.

I'm scared of falling asleep,
for I can only see you in my nightmares.

I'm scared of having your taste in my mouth,
When was the last time you kissed me?

But over all, I think I'm scared you have become my muse...
because I've dedicated you all these verses
*When you can't even give me a single word.
679 · Jun 2015
Gone
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
If I could see my baby
At least once, tonight,
As the weather:*  rainy,
Gives a chill, just right.
Oh, what I would give to just be told
He would never appear before my eyes;

**I hope he won't grow old...
I will miss singing his lullabies.
678 · Mar 2015
Begging. (10w's)
Nessa dieR Mar 2015
Don't leave me*
I will let you
Break*  my  *heart.
670 · Oct 2014
A promise you can break
Nessa dieR Oct 2014
Promise me this:
Promise you won't call anymore.
And you won't send me flowers.
You won't listen to our song.
And you won't build me all these towers.
You won't speak to me ever.
Nor write me a single letter.
*But over all, promise me you'll keep breaking your promises,
especially the ones you just vowed to.
625 · Jun 2015
(10w) Last words
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
I'd give everything to know
those were the   *last words
567 · Feb 2016
Vacant Home
Nessa dieR Feb 2016
Walls without window
Floor without feet
Room without Roof
Shouldn't I feel free?
But instead my throat is sore
And my eyes stream with pain

**I don't think life was meant for me
And these years have been in vain.
Use your arms to lift me away
From the walls that we have made...
519 · Oct 2015
A Pair of Fools
Nessa dieR Oct 2015
It all happened so spontaneous,
so naturally,
That neither of us found it odd that,
Suddenly, my hand was being held
by yours
And we were staring at each other like
A pair of fools."  
❤️❤️❤️
481 · Mar 2018
Dear Friend,
Nessa dieR Mar 2018
in just one instant everyone separates
                    from the images we loved the most,
and dear friend
you will lay
               fragile and
                in pain beside the frames.

I left you thinking about many things
and hopefully you will think a bit of me along the way.

You know,
dear friend,
in this path towards death
              called life,
I feel well accompanied
I feel almost satisfied
when I picture that far away,
                                              wherever you are,
maybe you believe my words before going to bed
or come across me in the streets of your dreams.
405 · Feb 2021
Perdida.
Nessa dieR Feb 2021
Volvi solo para decirte que
Inventé aquellas cosas que alguna vez nos prometimos.
Creo que tienes razon,
Tengo la culpa de enamorarme,
O a caso solo de querer, sin
Razon alguna de las personas equivocadas. Las
Imagenes permanecerán hasta que me canse de escribir, pero
A solas, por la noche, las palabras son mi unico consuelo.
197 · Jul 2020
What colors do you see?
Nessa dieR Jul 2020
After painful years, the images in my head
finally start to show color
From an abysmal black
To the blinding white of your devious smile

They're tainted now in a hue of brown
to deep red
and finally, the sunshine orange you wanted to see.

— The End —