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9.7k · Mar 2015
A Hopeless Romantic
Nessa dieR Mar 2015
I think I fall under the category of
The Hopeless Romantic
And the thing about about me,
The  tricky  thing of
hopeless romantics
Is that,
when I say hello to someone,
(And that hello is magical )
When I fall in love
I never  Imagine that
That  Hello can turn into a good bye
And when I have a first kiss with someone
I never  ever  imagine that someday
That could turn into a last kiss.
7.5k · Jan 2015
Calculus
Nessa dieR Jan 2015
promise me it gets better!!!!*

I'm sorry dear, this is supposed to be the easiest lesson?
4.0k · May 2015
Warmth [10w]
Nessa dieR May 2015
Her nearest source of warmth
Was that one of solitude.
3.4k · Oct 2014
Don't
Nessa dieR Oct 2014
You sometimes wish
You had a rewind button?
*Second chance?
3.1k · Apr 2015
This artist's phobia (10W)
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
Drawing pictures of any opaque scenery
Instead of your smile.
2.9k · Apr 2015
Realize
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
Her feet are cold
Her head is warm
Why wasn't He told?
Why did no one warn?

His love is dying
Deep, drowning pain
And there's no point in trying
The tries would be in vain.

She waited for him
Who she dearly yearned
And when he was finally seen
She got nothing in return.

So she walked away
But his spell, oh so strong
Would make her walk his way
And believe nothing was wrong.

But this time she regrets
Standing under the rain
Protecting him from Bullets,
For this time they pierced her brain.
2.8k · Mar 2015
Karma
Nessa dieR Mar 2015
He didn't tell her.*  *Did he even care?  Why did she cry? If he was never there? Everyone else noticed: He was using her. Was it a trick?  Was it a dare?
She loved him dearly, he made her his own.
And now all that's left, is a king in his throne.
She started as princess, but fell for a peasant,  
The king of all stealers/ the ruler of beggars.
She gave him a crown, sat him next to her.
But that was before he took her away.
She found out his secrets,
every one of them,
she thought she was the only,  but so were the rest... 
 He crept into her room,
alone one night,
and no one else heard the beginning of a fight.
He stabbed her so stealthy ,
no one heard a noise,
and all that was left was a trembling voice,
"the princess was killed, my dear lovely wife, why, who could've taken away her life?"

The new prince was a tyrant, a cheater , a joke!
It was no surprise when the kingdom went broke.
2.5k · Jul 2015
Royal HeartBreak
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
Oh knight in shining armor,
Tender heart beneath the shield.
I know you didn't mean to harm her;
But it will take a while to heal.
2.4k · Feb 2015
My own Clock
Nessa dieR Feb 2015
There's a time and place for everything
A time to cry
A time to laugh
A time to love
A time to run away for a little while
With the someone you love.
I call this perfect timing
But I think now's the time to realize
You never got the timing right .
You were random.
A clock with worn out batteries,  
Or maybe you work counter-clockwise
I guess I'll never know.

And I did.  
But I realized something else too.
I realized i have never loved anyone,
As much as I love you.
I'm thankful to say, I've got my own clock, and as random and unique as he is, i love him very much
2.0k · Apr 2015
He once said,
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
"I got a rose today.
Beautiful
with it's broken thorns,
and ii's missing petals.
Bright
with it's breath-taking colors
and it's smart appearance
Delicate
With it's infatuating ways
and it's sensible body
Confusing
for I can't tell if it's naked
or that's the only dress it has."

*"I got a rose today,
Beautiful,
Bright,
Delicate,
Confusing,
and her name is Vanessa."
1.7k · Dec 2014
{10W} Falling hurts
Nessa dieR Dec 2014
I'm a hopeless romantic
Scared to fall in love again.
Nessa dieR Oct 2016
I thought I should write a happy poem
But I only write at night.
The ink of blood dripping from my heart
becomes thin and transparent in the light.

So if you want me to be honest:
The thought of you fills me with words
yet renders me speechless
to the point where writing hurts.
1.4k · Aug 2016
My Muse.
Nessa dieR Aug 2016
In your arms I found the open ocean;
Tides, waves, my serene sea,
The most pleasant feeling of a morning breeze.
In your eyes the best night skies;
A Rhythm bright enough to leave the sun behind
and wake up the night in just a heartbeat.
My heartbeats.
Cracked and Irregular by your every move.
In your fingers untold mysteries;
tangled within my own in secrets with the promises of never letting go.
In your hair my favorite melody;
Loud, and ruthless music for my deaf ears:
A Symphony only I can hear.
In your lips my muse;
Better than Erato and Calliope combined,
Carelessly whispering verses
To last me the entire day,
Softer than the birth of Roses.
My Roses.
For they are just for me,
Sprouting from your lips, and blossoming with my touch.
Our touch.
*In you I found poetry.

With verses resting at your lips,
My muse
Nessa dieR Aug 2016
I tried to shout with no mouth, no tongue, no throat.
but your ears were deafened by the sound of death,
silence.
I am nothing but beloved dust
You only listened to my steps as I left,
a hushed sound like the trees,
or the calling out of bells out no nowhere, from somewhere,
my distant grave.
*I am nothing but beloved dust.
1.4k · Jun 2015
"Not his type"
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
Everyone says My arms don't know how to hold you.
1.4k · Sep 2015
I won't give up
Nessa dieR Sep 2015
There has to be something
That can still keep us together,
And I won't stop searching
*Until I touch  forever.
1.3k · Aug 2015
How it hurts
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
How it hurts feeling an emptiness in my soul
Deep in my heart; a deep painful hole
knowing how much I need you; yet
knowing what lies between us:
A barrier I'll never cross;
A barrier of love.
How much we used to have
and now there's  nothing at all.
1.3k · Jan 2015
Class Failed
Nessa dieR Jan 2015
You taught me how to  kiss
You taught me how to  love
You taught me how to  lie
You taught me low to  live
*you taught me how to
  cry
you taught me how to  laugh
You taught me how to  touch your cheek
but when you left,
you forgot to teach me how to
  **forget you.
Don't leave me, you ***, i'm not ready, not yet, there's still a semester wrth to learn!!
1.3k · Jul 2015
Hazel Eyes
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
I learned that my dreams
Are transparent
That it's clearer than the blue sky and the sea
Your eyes told me so...

And although I can't say the words
"I love you"
**You will always remain in my heart...
1.3k · Jun 2015
Who cut my angel's wings?
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
Who brought you to your knees to humiliate you?
Who shot down your dreams and illusions?
Who made you stop believing in love?
Who caged you with your deepest fears and restless nights?
Who made sure you would never be alright?
Who made you cry at sleep?
Who made you loose your mind?
Who didn't believe in mercy
or faith,
or all that crap...
but above all
Who in their sane mind
Made you hate yourself
*As much as they made me.
Italic and bold are two poems, same scenario, differrent personalty (different people)
1.3k · May 2015
Killing me in my sleep
Nessa dieR May 2015
I can't sleep.
Every time I close my eyes to rest:
I see him,
And every single time:
He reaches out his hand towards me,
Asking me to dance.
but I don't
I never do
I'm not able to,
For I don't know how to dance.
And it kills me
Because
That is probably the last time I'll ever see him,
And I can't even have that one *last dance

With Him...
Redoing this poem from Jan 13
1.3k · Aug 2016
It hurts to be compared
Nessa dieR Aug 2016
For I'm just a sigh and deep breath
From other's pain,
The beginning of a new day,
And the hope that makes
a scream from  agonizing pain
stand out.

It hurts to be compared
For she has you by her side,
And while I was never able to forget you,
**I got used to missing you
1.3k · Jul 2015
Shattered
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
You made my heart of a shattered vase
Fragile pieces scattered all over the place.
Just waiting for karma to take it's toll
But the uneven pieces  pierce my soul.
I tried helplessly to mend my broken heart
But I have no idea where to start?
Can someone tell me what to do?
and bring to me the toughest glue...
1.3k · Jun 2015
(10w) Betrayal
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
Unlike the  love  in your eyes...
Mirrors cannot tell  *lies.
1.3k · Jul 2015
Can someone answer me?
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
“Albert Camus wrote that the only serious question is whether to **** yourself or not.
Tom Robbins wrote that the only serious question is whether time has a beginning and an end.
Camus clearly got up on the wrong side of bed, and Robbins must have forgotten to set the alarm.
There is only one serious question. And that is: Who knows how to make love stay?
Answer me that and I will tell you whether or not to **** yourself.”
― Tom Robbins, Still Life with Woodpecker
1.2k · Apr 2015
Bubble Armor
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
There's a girl alone in her bedroom
Playing with the air
In the shadows of the moon
Although no one's there.

Playing with her imagination
Afraid they might burst
Her bubble of protection
Keeping her from trust.

She doesn't share treasures
Nor secrets as well
Nothing brings her greater pleasure
Than playing with herself.

Her universe is huge, more than the whole earth
But tell me darling, will it be like this until death?


Because girl, what might become of you,
Without dreams to follow?

What might help you stay at peace,
When you're drowning in sorrow?

**What might bring you back to love
When they burst your bubble?
1.2k · May 2015
Goodbye
Nessa dieR May 2015
Goodbye  because with you I walk on fake ground once more.

Goodbye  because the silence hurts more than your truth.

Goodbye  because the restless nights are catching up to me.

Goodbye  because common sense has won over my heart.

I'm leaving without the fear of failing,* **for today I end what had never started.
1.2k · Mar 2015
His Effect
Nessa dieR Mar 2015
Messy, blind, deaf and dumb
Goofy, stupid and stubborn
It's all I've been for you
It's all I have become
Haggard, skinny, ugly, insane
Goofy, silly, slow, in pain
All this I have been told
completely uncontrolled.
You noticed this
But said no words
You could've warned me
**I deserved to know.
1.2k · Jun 2015
Friends
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
Is there something wrong with me?
I meet a lot of people,
and it seems to be going okay

But then for some reason,
I always end up feeling like an outsider.
1.2k · Jul 2015
Have You Ever?
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
Have you ever loved someone so much
But knew the fee was high
That every time you shed a tear
He made you want to die.

Have you ever looked into his eyes
And said a little prayer?
Have you ever confided on all the lies
And wished to feel better.

Have you ever felt his heartbeat,
When he told you to do so?
And whisper, "Why, if you don't love me
Do you never let me go."

Have you ever tried so hard not to cry
Just so he won't hear.
Have you ever at least tried
To hide such huge amount of fear.
1.1k · Aug 2015
How dumb
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
And I thought I'd die of love
seeing you standing by the door
without knowing you could count on me for
Anything
**Everything
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
Thinking by myself**

For how long was I Afraid
Of my own Destiny.
Fearing I would fade
Loosing my identity

I was living on isolation
Afraid of what I'll lose
Afraid of sweet temptation...
What a lame excuse.
1.1k · Aug 2015
Too much
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
Why is my love
Above so much treason,
So much hatred,
So much reasons why this pain I feel
Is filled by you and i?
1.1k · Jul 2015
I can't move on
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
I simply can't
Time doesn't heal all wound.
"The wounds remain,
over time the mind,
protecting its sanity
covers them with scar tissue
and the pain lessens
but it never leaves"*
"...unrequited love does not die
it's only beaten down to a secret place where it hides,
curled and wounded.
For some unfortunates,
it turns  bitter  and  mean,
and those who come after
pay the price for the hurt done
by the one who came before.”
2 quotes in one:
Rose Kennedy & Elle Newmark
1.1k · Jun 2015
(10w) what if
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
What if I died today?
*Would he remember me tomorrow?
1.0k · Oct 2015
Their Voices
Nessa dieR Oct 2015
I hear them all,
I hear them say:
This Love you feel,
Is not meant to stay.

This love is so strange
It'll drive you mad
Smiling through tears
At the thought of what you had.


I hear them whisper, "we are nothing but blind"
Their voices get tangled in my mind.
They question me
And never let me see
When will they just let this love be?
1.0k · May 2015
New World [10w]
Nessa dieR May 2015
It was a pinch of*  Insanity
*That saved the world.
1.0k · May 2016
Polaroids
Nessa dieR May 2016
Photos haunt me like the souls of fresh corpses
memories
Victims of time.
The ink poured and pooled on my floor
Smiles vanishing past all the gore.
Polaroids, Polaroids
Help Me Forget!
Loving him was my biggest regret.
978 · Oct 2015
Fire & Ice
Nessa dieR Oct 2015
I am like ice, while he is my fire
Now do you understand my hot desire?
But it becomes harder to hide my cold feet
and pretend not to love his exceeding heat.
Is it my fault I don't want a heart frozen cold?
Is it my fault don't believe what I've been told?
That fire, which all things melts, should harden ice,
And ice, to a fire, is never suffice.

but isn't my love enough to change their minds?
Isn't this love like none you'll ever find?
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
I thought I was the girl with everything
If only you could stay
Thought I had it all and anything*
But those were lies I've been forced to say
And find myself searching;
Looking at all the things you've been saying to me:
No reasons. No answers.
Why couldn't I see?
                        Do I deceive myself?
Make of things what I want them to be
all through those days
when you were all that meant to me?
977 · Dec 2015
Paper Dove
Nessa dieR Dec 2015
Slowly, Patiently*  losing my mind
Screeching and LOUDLY  I'm going blind.
Believing,   I was so naive before
I won't trust anymore.
I waited on a dove of hope
to come and help me out this drag
To such extents did I dared scope...
But it was just a  **Paper Bag
963 · Sep 2015
Remember
Nessa dieR Sep 2015
Remember the smallest of things,
The inside jokes
The best sunsets
The warmest smiles
And the people who gave them;
For one day you will realize they left
And the person who said to be a friend
Is the one pushing you aside from the crowd,
*And you can no longer see the sunsets,
But a pale dark sky hugging your thought.
Nessa dieR Jun 2015
Even though he arrives when I'm moving on
And leaves when I get closer.

Even though we love in pauses
And hate in between them.

Even though he laughs with me
And more often at me.

Even though he protects me from everyone else
And only he can hurt me.

Even though he can stop the tears from flowing
And he has been the one to place them there.

Even after all that,*
I'll still end up choosing him.*
Always
Nessa dieR Feb 2015
Ever since he's been on my mind, I can't words.
910 · May 2015
But Girl, (10w)
Nessa dieR May 2015
What will become of you
Without any dreams to follow?
867 · Apr 2015
[10w] I'm sure
Nessa dieR Apr 2015
You have heard me,
An*  empty  *can rattles the most.
Doesn't it?
867 · Aug 2015
Ten Years Later
Nessa dieR Aug 2015
I was waiting for the longest time,
he said, "I thought you forgot..."

"It's hard to forget,"  I said,  *"When there is such an empty space
when you're gone..."
I also lost someone who meant the world to me, you weren't the only one
866 · Jul 2015
Pyrophobia
Nessa dieR Jul 2015
Before I go, I have to know;
                Your arms
       Did they ache to hold me?
(Just like mine did.)
       Why
           Couldn't you care more about
                         Me?
                    (As much as I did.)*
A friend of mine had said we were like passing clouds
We met and together unleashed          
     lightning
              Strikes
                  Smolders until the forest
                        Burns.

But unlike you ,
          I can't resist fire...
                                I'm afraid of it
861 · Jul 2016
Absence
Nessa dieR Jul 2016
I hope, my dear,
Every time you stare at your hands
You feel mine are **missing.
844 · Apr 2018
We.
Nessa dieR Apr 2018
We.
You are not                                                              ­                          him,
And I'm not                                                              ­                          her,

                               ­                                                                 ­            those,

the ones that we were before being                                                   us.
You were like that but now                                                                  ­             
You sound a little of                                                               ­            me.
    I was like that but now                                                                  ­        

I come a little from                                                             ­               you.
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