An Angel judged by men;
       becomes a person -- judged by fools.
       catering to outlandish rules,
       it's only human.

Suddenly I stand up to the mic;
               The rooms starts to spin.
               Nobody is talking,
               Everyone is staring through me;
My heart starts beating.
My hands start sticking.
My body starts sweating.
My face turns tomatoe red.
              I wish I was dead;
              Instead I'm here at this poetry jam -- Frozen.

Fell asleep in her arms;
        Had a dream called Heaven--
        So beautiful,  so precious.
        The moments disappeared too quickly.
        my memory posterized the details of the night.

I exist because you love me.

Love before you; wasn't love.

Life before you; wasn't living.

heels as red as a heart
heart cold as a pavement
eyes and grey a cloud
pains sharper than darts
veins pumping ice cold
losing this war to love
soul-mate left all alone
heart wearing the engravement
worthless pieces of my broken hearts - swept up on the pavement.

She was beautiful girl;
       An angel with a broken wing.
       Wore red high heels and played halo.
       A smile that would light up a room,
       and eyes that begged you to stare.

She lived a long live;
      Made foolish mistakes,
     she revisited them often.
      A broken heart; and most
     of  the pieces; she lost them.

Every time you paint your lips;
            with lipstick -- I get jealous.

            I wish we would make up.

I feel your pain;
   the same weighed,
   heavily on  my heart.
   even though you are bitter,
   life will get better.
  its the nature of mother nature -
  time heals everything,
  so let it run its course.

We lie to ourselves so we can survive
       then wake up to reality;
       bitter, cold and broken.
      angry at a world, that we are breaking bad.
      it so broken -- we'll never fix it,
      that's too bad.

There are things I miss more than I should,
even more things, I would change if I could.
There are things I should do, I just wish I could,
even more things, I wish would happen so life would be all good.
There are things I need in life, that  I will never get,
people that I miss, always will; my only regret.
There are things I need that are precious so I protect,
things I cant understand - but they still make me upset.
There are people I will always love and never forget,
some things never change, so I just pay my respect.

As the night turns to day,
             the birds chirp away;
             busy people facing a busier day.
             Clear blue sky; bright blue eyes, gloomy day.
             Lost without reason - in a positive way.
             Happy children - laughing, crying, and screaming as they play
             By the time we stop, look and listen - its too late.
             These negative thoughts keep us astray.

Lost my mind chasing pride.
Its okay I didn't mind.
Broke my heart in the process.
That's how hard I tried.
This pain -- a result of my effort,
these failure killing me slowing inside.
No matter where I go,
my ego won't let me hide.
its like my self-esteem has committed suicide.

I'm thinking thought I rather not remember.
about things that dont matter,
people that dont exist,
or can't change.

You closed your eyes;
      As we kissed,
         I feel deeply in love,
             with you in ways,
                  I never imagined.
    
Our moments engraved;
    In my heart,
       so my soul,
          will never forget.
                  Our endeavors.

Fall asleep lost in my arms,
cuddled there; together.
your head snug to my chest;
smiling yourself to sleep.

In the morning, I'll awaken  to a dream turned true.

She had such a pretty smile.
       Her lips kept feeding my curiosity.
       Left me lost in a different reality.
       Loved watching her walk over to me,  
       Watching her leave, such a tragedy.

From the moment our lips touch, my heart opens in slow motion.
Your lips drizzle my tongue with its honey.
The bitter sweet taste of your tongue in my mouth.
******* on your tongue like strawberries.
Tasting your taste until the flavor is done.

Your love is a piece of cake, And
Your kisses are the icing on top.

Let stop with the games,
       You can feel your hands,
        feeling me, you know what you are doing. Stop.
        Teasing me in a crazy way. Stop.
        As you blush, I look away.
       Flirting, as two lover play.

I am hopelessly in love with a memory, that echos through my mind like a melody, playing 2,000 times a day. Worse part, at the ending, I realize you are 2,000 miles away.

She came from the sky,
       Long black hair, flowing like water.
       Her petite frame, smile of pure white gold.
       Porcelain skin,  with eyes that saw through souls.
              
My spirits soared like an angel,
      As an angel walked by.
      Star struck I froze, as I looked into her calm grey eyes.
      I was sold, cause the heart never lies.

    My soul;                                 and hers,
                 was created for hers,               created for mine.

I hate the person I am when I love you,
but fear that sadness of not having you.
Success, I need you.
I got to have you.
Sacrifice my life, just to have you.
there is nothing more important than you.
and then I realized that it's me not you.
then started putting myself before you.
got my pride, found my heart - so I don't need you.

My heart can't wait to hear what your love has to say.

To miss you,
is to love you.
My heart bleeds,
for your touch.

To want you,
is to need you.
Our souls need to,
connect through us.

As the two lost lovers sat hopelessly in love. A crimson colored moon hung over the mountains. Shrouded by gloomy grey clouds it's ray shine down over the water of the dingy pond. The scent of freshly cut grass. The sounds of yelping bullfrogs. The splashing sounds of fish feeding. The wind howling in the background as the sat by the fire. Fire Flies flying by, buzzing as they pass. The fire snapping and cracks, smoking like a chimney. The putrid odor of smoked ripe jackfruit, cooking over the fire. The flame roasting the skin to ash, cooking the delicious fruit to perfection.

Searching for the opportunity
To create unity.
The opposite of you is me.
The definition of equality is
treating people equally.
The world changing from day to day.
Beautiful people lives taken away
Praying for hope, hoping we find our way.
Its never too late, then again it's
beginning to look that way.
Wishing for the best, satisfied either way.
So confused with life - don't know what to say.

Thinking about the rough road ahead.
Trying not to lose my path.
Trying to stay focused.
The harder I try, the harder they laugh.

Sometimes being lost is the best place to be.
Sometimes know better doesn't matter.
Never the less, we are all secluded on this hopeless planet, trapped in a world of confusion saturated with hate. Alone facing absent minded people, clothed like a human. Blinded by wealth and heartless pursuit of it.

That nights
we stood amazed
at the stars in the clear sky
luminescent light
reflecting off of the waves

The wind blowing
gloomy clouds
cascading shade
the sand *****
running sideways as they played

Sandy beach
glistening as the ocean sprayed
lights of cruise ships
casting far away
The moon
appeared from the horizon
the sunset set too soon

Rain and sun
blending together
serenading flowers
adorn with velvet petals
bold with bright colors
flashing
as the wind caress
budding treasure chest
of potent nectar
creating honey
as radiant as a woman's flesh
so sweet and delicious.

Do yourself a favor
stop caring so much
It doesn't matter anymore.

                               Start thinking, stop fearing.
                               Start dreaming, change reality.
                               Start talking, inspire hope.

Do yourself a favor,
stop pretending it matters,
start realizing it's only an optical illusion.

                                Life is  a sequence of failures.
                                Horrible things happen,
                                To beautiful people,
                                For ugly reasons.
                            
Do yourself a favor,
stop humoring reality,
start creating clarity through your actions.

She Walks By
A Beautiful Lady
And She Smiles
We Catch Eyes
Like Two Spies
She Is Fly
Sassy Little Lady
Eyes Don’t Lie
Her lips Sealed
Red Lips Stick
I Said “Hi”
Her Body Language
Gave The Reply
So Slick,  She’s Sly
Keep Our Secrets
My Beautiful Lady
Walk On: Bye

Tonight you should write what you were going to write that night you said you were going to write it but forgot to write it. Then tried to write it, but got too busy and forgot to write it, so pretty much never wrote it. Even though you still think about it and want to write it, you just never do. I think you should, because it might be amazing.

There will
come a time,
you'll doubt yourself.
There will
come a time,
you'll question yourself.
There will
come a time,
you'll hate yourself.
There will
come a time,
you'll scare yourself.
There will
come a time,
you'll love yourself.
Just be thankful there's two of you.

I’m a premonition, I don’t need permission. I’m all the things your thoughts been missing. Doubt will put you in a **** up position. Some of you can’t tell the difference, and that's the difference.  You don’t want to be lied to you, but you don’t listen. It’s like you don't want to be saved, at least be on the same page with your issues. But you want to stay for good, so whats really good? That’s coming from somebody who knows really good. Saying it good, when it ain’t so really good. Since I know the tides of life, I just know it will be good. The ups and downs, even out the clouds. Time repeats itself on either hand, that’s just how the story goes. His story, my story  at least that’s what history shows. The difference is I ain’t him, different story and the credits show. Don’t judge a book by its cover, if all the chapters haven’t been told. From different circumstance, we change or stance, perception is half the show. ******* gets its value, by how well its sold. So be careful what you listen to you; they say never say never - but you never know. Believe in yourself, cause we all reap what we sow. I am what you need to stay alive, like the air you breathe; I am ego.

She is mean in a good way,
I kinda like it.
Always reading my mind
but she ain't physic.
I just can't  let her go
She's like my side kick.
I love her more ever second, and **** I like it.

I’m sitting here, thinking about that day.
Reminiscing, remembering it clear as day.
Your Turquoise eyes, they were as Blue as the sky that day. Saw you from miles, one look brighten my day. Once I saw you styling, I couldn’t look away. Notice you approaching, walking my way. Your pretty smile typical of a beautiful lady. I smiled, you acted like you didn’t notice me. Playing shy, and I like to play. Love at first sight; I noticed that, right away. Took you some time, after that - you noticed me.

I have lost many of times
often to my own mind.
Lost in my own way,
myself I couldn't find.
left to my thoughts, but trapped in a mine. Forget memories
I've lost treasures in my mind.
living like rebel, of a different kind.
searching for freedom
trapped by the hands of time.
lost in a world that'd under qualified
keeping to myself, inside I hide.

Excuse me for a minute while I spit something specific, on another level like a hydrologic, I spit bionics like i'm hooked on phonics, blowing minds like super sized  Sonics, back to flowing for a minute, being real is doper than fake, you can tell by the way I spit it this ain't a gimmick, I been in it for a minute, all the tricks I done seen it, I been around small circles, literally took the scenic. All the lessons I done learned, watching as my youth relive it. History repeat itself, it's getting older by the minute.

Never been big on wrong or right,
been that way my whole life.
Some things I had to sacrifice,
willing and able, so I paid the price.
So I keep to myself almost every night,
my whole life has been a long fight.
but it seems I get the right a way.
two guardian angels watch over my left and right, as I pray.
they lead me down this pathway, with blockades, still I make way.
I don't know what to say, to this day;
I'm just study, learning from mistakes.
learning my lesson, even if its too late.
Success hurts and hearts break,
and as long as you have faith, it's never too late.
Its all a part of life we all face
I guess that call us all a race.

trying to test my patience
as i notice your fragrance
playing my playlist on a every day basis
everything else it is too basic
so in love with my lyrics
you can basically taste it

If we are all created equal, then who needs class?
If we are all created equal, why did the projects last?
If we are all created equal, is the only difference, our paths?
If we are all created equal, then where's my other half?
If we are all created equal, then why do I even need to ask?
If we are all created equal, then why didn't it last?

Instead of progress,
we are a species that digress.
for generations at a time,
we screaming **** the rest.  
So other generations waste their time,
being stressed from the mess we left.
Generations asking why, x equals x

Trapped. Feeling all alone, and I’m helpless.
Stuck in a world that is helpless.
with heartless people that could careless.
acting careless, so they fear less.
Terrified of what might happen next.