I'm part of the exclusion zone.
Of you and them and me.
I'm lost in past, forgotten fast.
Old news, and ceased to be.
All well and good in time to brood.
For memories remained.
I'm outside staring, sightless, glaring.
Forget me not, refrained.
I hope for love's sweet comfort.
In shattered future's loss.
When I'm remembered fondly.
And swept away the moss.
If recall be painless.
Reminded with a smile.
Sit aside my resting place.
And think of us awhile.
Imprinted on my mind
To think of you a thousand times
Before the minute was over
Hollow as the sounds echo
Nothing to hang onto , I must let go
New hour has begun
But silence fell over the voiceless voice
That feeling of thinking I had a choice.
The dark day has arrived .
Million words , a million ways, to say
I love you, and not a letter missing out of eight.
It's been a week
Eternity line snapped, hopeless string.
And I believed in every Viber of my being.
How many months has it been.
Rewind and please stop , I'm dieing
In your world , I'm not even trying
But my minutes are years .
However long this eternity takes it to be
I'll always wish someday you'll know me
Even after 6 years of "nothing"...
How do you heal a bruise on your mind?
I have yet to find out to erase memories.
How can one person sit on someones mind till that person is crushed? . Every minute of every day . I think of every moment I let slip away . Don't let go of love . Even know love let go of you.
T O C L O S E Y O U R E Y E S
A N D R E S T Y O U R H E A D
F E E L R E L I E V E D
T O B E I N B E D
E V E N I F Y O U L A Y A L O N E
Y O U W A T C H H E L P L E S S L Y
A S Y O U S
A D A R K D E M I S E
O F T H O U G H T L E S S R E S T
I G O T N O S L E E P
N O N E
Z I L C H
N O N E
You'd think I'd learn from turning off all my lights.
That feeling I love so much , that feeling of your touch. Your smell sends me into complete comfort. But you always make me feel like it's my turn . To say something unimaginable , just to hurt you . When all you've said was things to hurt me too . And you've done that , and you'd think that's enough . But no she wants to make everything rough . She takes to my pleading like it's venom to her veins, when all I want her to know is that she causes me so much pain. But she don't care and that's what destorys me , I ask her how could it be . You said you love me . But destory every part of my being . And I let go , like I wasn't enough . You hurt me with your way of love . Forgive me for everything I gave up . Just i make you comfortable when you still thought I wasn't enough.
And I ramble through anything to make things better . They ask me how can I let her . Because love isn't just a one go getter . You felt whole till you got a missing peice . Just disappeared without a trace . Even know you still had a home in the first place . And I'm the disgrace . You family hates me , and will find anyone to replace . Me....I'm not me anymore , you've made me so sore , that even flying doesn't get me happy . I rather have a hundred women slap me . Then have you hate me . But forgive me . I've forgot who I was . But love is no more in me . Like you wanted it to be..... like I forgot how it felt to be yours in time . Eternity isn't the same when , I'm still traveling the world saying I'm fine .
Walking around a past thought
Tattoo of a date
Scars Apon my skin , of lost faith.
This is what I fought .
Words no longer flow from my head;
only unrecognizable patterns
and words I think I may have once said.