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May 2023 · 555
Morning Clamor
Lalaouna Amina May 2023
I am a bit in the past
and in the present
were there always
Clouds
Trees
Buildings
Cars
and
Streets
And we are still a just.
May 2023 · 1.2k
The Wind
Lalaouna Amina May 2023
You wait that one car when all bodies come home.
You wait somehow
There is clouds,
tender Sun light
and trees weathering with the wind
Yet the mounties are
graceful.
You wait.
Mar 2023 · 500
The Words
Feb 2023 · 138
Untitled
Lalaouna Amina Feb 2023
Yesterday,
It was a heavy weather. We barely could breathe.
Today,
It is a grey weather. We just breathe.
We never talked but to ourselves.
A lot.
Gloom searches for Lights but never finds them.
Whom to blame but the oneself?
Feb 2023 · 1.1k
Resplendent
Lalaouna Amina Feb 2023
then you come back after a long road home
It is winter time
looking gorgeous, outstanding female
wearing a chivalrous black outfit
with a wavy black hair, smells as wild flowers
A wooly pink flower scarf around your long neck
adds kindness to the cold
Now you think of having a partner but
there wouldn't be one for you are wearing a chivalrous black outfit
standing on your solitary sturdy feet
It suits you
aiming to be pretty smart too
Jan 2023 · 1.3k
endowment
Lalaouna Amina Jan 2023
When a person understands his own way of thinking
he can be a relieved being:

The worst feeling for a human being to feel is fear

People always seek safety, tranquility, security to not get to know fear again

Then?

My biggest fear is my heart stops working
Dec 2022 · 1.5k
TACITURN
Dec 2022 · 1.8k
Because I Trust Your Mind
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2022
She: Do you feel life? Or do you live life?
he: Do you fear death? Or do you live death?
She: I fear death. I do not live it.
he: What you fear is what you live.
She: (few hours later)
Why he compares life to death?
  Is he dead already?




(then I unbosme few days later He is actually full of life much more like Happy Endings)
a simple man but not stupid
Nov 2022 · 1.3k
Blunt
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2022
I feel life
Should I stop
using my Heart
My Brain tries
to work
I chose
my sense
Nov 2022 · 738
Classroom
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2022
I thaught:
I am getting over the heart attacks 
then I watched:
I, Daniel Blake

1917
Nov 2022 · 1.0k
COMPANY
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2022
It is about the self
the two prayers
at 2.00am
longing for permanent maintenance of faith
strength
and rescue
Seeking  A Refuge
Nov 2022 · 945
LOVE
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2022
I am willing to learn!

Here I am again
learning by Heart
S.F
Being Silly Again
Oct 2022 · 1.3k
Sir
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2022
Sir
Silence.
Gaze.
And if you were the only person to share knowledge with
I would take my leave.
Your too much reasoning disturbs my Wijdan.
D.***
May 2022 · 554
ado
Lalaouna Amina May 2022
ado
myself urges to understand
with no capacity to bear despair
i try to rest somewhere
between the thoughts
i am unable to sense sweet words:
a full well illusion
engagements with People
Feb 2022 · 636
Thursday
Lalaouna Amina Feb 2022
Today
I choose to step on
my thwarted unhappy-self
just before the week ends
I am a cheerful face!
As much I think of myself being
I include the other...
Why do I have such a tendency
all week?
Toxic Optimism
Feb 2022 · 1.5k
Quandary
Lalaouna Amina Feb 2022
One hour after noon
in C2 room
Jasmine makes a tonless reading
Nobody listens
Today
I choose the Farewell to Arms'
final chapter
forty one
The last extract is alive
one more time:
"Every thing was gone inside me.
I did not think.
I could not think...
Please, please, please, dear God,
make her not die."
Yesterday
Just the same words passed through myself
Nobody knows
Dreadful Events
Jan 2022 · 759
Solace
Lalaouna Amina Jan 2022
Trivia Snippets?
Garlic, Onion, and Potatoes
  (Small List in The Kitchen)
Thyme or Mint
  (Every Night Drink)
Full Names of Poets
  (Long list on The Desk)
at midnight
Jan 2022 · 1.0k
Episodic
Lalaouna Amina Jan 2022
A city
   fulls of lights,
a clean place,
its inhabitants have all the leisure
Everyone has a temporary remission
All remains in expectation
humans path
Dec 2021 · 1.1k
Kin
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
Kin
I understand
I have life to live
I ought to make good memories
(With No Remorse)
Family Gatherings
Dec 2021 · 753
Hoax
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
when everybody knows everything
yet
none feels a thing
colleagues' talk
Dec 2021 · 817
A Pitfall
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
to spell incorrectly:
utterances, circumstances,
suggestions, assumptions,
routine...
But the terror:
to state Button as Bottom!
answering questions
Dec 2021 · 314
Neutral
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
In the group,
but not of it,
I am about to lose
my sense of belonging—
I almost lost my good sense
of balance.
finding myself again
Dec 2021 · 714
Crucial
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
When cruelty tends to be necessity
Man conspires with insanity
scenes from everyday life
Dec 2021 · 2.9k
Odyssey
Lalaouna Amina Dec 2021
I salute his audacity
He stands and utters
'You are pretty'
on my way back home
Nov 2021 · 2.5k
Prompt
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
It is cold, Ginger Tea.
Talk!
Nothing much, just
I like honest & modest people.
Leal?
He is not, yet?
at 4a.m
Nov 2021 · 1.4k
Muddle
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
I could not remain still:
Fastidious.
It is unbearable to be Somebody than to be Child in the present day world.
myself in the three past years
Nov 2021 · 1.4k
Module
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
One of the audience
she is
Observing, listening & noticing,
what she needs
Prototype!
Beyond
she is
Only
she needs to read more
to act
in cognive psychology class
Nov 2021 · 1.2k
A Student
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
I Stick the whole world to my wall
and Notice
things that I almost Understand their real meaning
buying the world map
Nov 2021 · 709
Typical
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
A working-class culture demands
A Male teacher and A Female learner.
The teacher's framework:
  high, conter, shock
(cultural)
The learner's profile:
  acceptance, patience, tolerance (humane)
The medium:
Living in Britain (besides a whole setting of temptation)?
Visiting Britain (with a firm sensation).
The threat of change, mobility, then?
None (A Home).
You are rich (superficially)?
I am;
I am the most average, common, person you may ever know in Khenchela (I am proud of being Algerian).
in culture and civilization class
Nov 2021 · 654
An Outlet
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
And sometimes it is about knowing your worth.
Humble: I only take what I deserve.
Murmur: You deserve better.
a moment of realization caused by one person
Nov 2021 · 629
Vulnerable
Lalaouna Amina Nov 2021
We quietly, loudly, live.
We keep on living! Then
ONE DAY
that was suddenly snatched away.
Our way of  living is purely beautiful.
Our numbered days are unforgettable.
for those who have passed away before us
Oct 2021 · 441
A School
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
Do we think first or feel?
Think!
UNSUPPORTED
first
we Feel
and that is itself an act
then
we think
and that is a react
To THINK is a react to an act: To FEEL.
life is all about feelings
Oct 2021 · 112
Sight
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
In front of me
  I see humans
  not status
That is
 THE CASE
myself
Oct 2021 · 451
Man
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
Man
I know
you want to feel proud and mainly capable and believe me
I will make sure you feel proud
I know
Because your pride is my pride
But do not make submissive orders while you are dealing with me
Because I will only detest myself not you
Then for me in my eyes you would be anything but pride
every woman experience
(women of the family)
Oct 2021 · 396
Psyche
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
I DO KNOW
MY MIND!
DO NOT EVEN TRY
TO PROVE
MY OPPOSITE.
WOMAN
Oct 2021 · 429
HE
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
HE
If HE ever asks:
Why?!
I would say:
It is just that you
Discuss
while I only can
Express
I am not meant to
Explain
I
Express instead of Explain.
to my brother and my cousin
Oct 2021 · 122
A Day
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2021
At 7a.m the house is quiet but my brain.
Memories are digging into my head.
The bed drains my body each morning but holds my heavy brain. And I wonder when I would be able to get out and do something.
What is the way out?
But
now let me have more time to sleep. Until 8a.m that should be enough...
It is 7.30 the alarm chides.
Should I awake and see what I can probably do or just have more sleep?
I am afraid that there are too many beautiful, happy, moments around
But
eventually they would disappear by time.

I hate summer vacations...

9p.m my father says, 'you might end up all alone by yourself.'
I thought to myself:
aren't we all be someday?
Then at the same moment my mother replies, 'I'm here right beside her. No worries.'
Then, I am fine. There is my mother.

For the twenty three passed years and maybe even more or for the rest of all this world would last, I want to be comfortable with my own existence.
I want to be happy, very.
at home
Oct 2020 · 587
Untitled
Oct 2020 · 1.3k
MIDOU Bgf
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2020
The evidence:
a thickened chest & a dim grin,
which triumph over my strong insouciance.
After twenty two
plus hope,
though yet ungrasped,
the chasm between our scopes has not narrowed!
I glided past you, above the whim of time,
you did not notice.
'We merely coexisted almost met but always messed it,
spinning around like two sides of a coin.'
My resistance,
for once as a raised voice,
importunes the years...
I am inclined to remain unknown,
no nearer,
lest I upset fate.
It is better;
one thing to do that I have never done: send you a poem
(How Do I Love Thee?).
You are you;
I am I.
What is meant to be will always find its way.
Espy!
a long term confusion
.
.
.
2022 its end
Oct 2020 · 161
P.S. your mother.
Lalaouna Amina Oct 2020
My mother is not just any mother.
On table we are
sitting beside each other.
I am connected to my mother.
My backbone.
I feel beyond comfort in her presence.
She asks.
She knows.
She gives space.
She gives me the choice.
I feel free.
We are drinking tea:
I am talking;
she is listening.
She gives me the attention.
She can read the lines I cannot read for myself.
Words always failed to describe her beauty.
I look at her.
My mother is not just any mother.
It is the truth!
A wonderful truth.
She shows her compassion with no morbidness.
In my weakness or strength,
she loves me wholeheartedly.
Her concern is so real.
Even if she knows about my flaws,
she stills beside me,
encourages me,
and has faith on me.
She saved me!
My true and honest love.
Insaf
I have always got a full heart
because of you.
unfathomable

— The End —