I stop writing when you told me you love me.
*Now, I'm back.
Gusto kong tumula ng hindi patungkol sayo.
Gusto ko namang aliwin ang makata na nasa loob ko.
Dahil pagod na ako.
Pagod na pagod na akong habulin ka gamit ang aking panulat at mga salita.
Pagod na akong ipaunawa sayo kung ano nga ba ang kahulugan ng "Mahal kita"
Mahal kita hindi dahil mahal mo ako.
Na ang mahal kita ay hindi isang katanungan na dapat ay sinasagot.
Na pag sinabi kong mahal kita,
mahal kita at yun na yun.
Kaya gusto ko munang bumalik sa umpisa.
Kung saan, mahal ko lahat ng nasa paligid.
Mahal ko ang mga ibon na nasa himpapawid.
Mahal ko ang puno na nagbibigay sakin ng lilim.
Mahal ko ang kalangitan at
ang ganda nito ay sadyang kaibig-ibig.
Dahil nung dumating ka,
huminto ang pag ikot ng mundo ko. Ikaw ang sistemang kumain sa buong pagkatao ko.
Binulag mo ako.
Wala akong makita.
Hindi ako makarinig.
Akala ko tama lang ito,
na ganito ang pakiramdam ng pag ibig.
Ikaw lang ang gusto ko.
Ikaw lang ang isusulat ko.
Tinuring kitang diyos.
Sinamba at pinaubaya sayo lahat.
Pero para sayo, hindi parin pala ito sapat.
Iba pala ang ibig sabihin ng pagmamahal mo.
Pahiram lang pala sakin lahat ng alaala mo.
Mahal mo ako dahil ayaw mo ng maiwan
Mahal mo ako sa kadahilang alam **** hindi kita sasaktan
Mahal mo ako dahil alam **** ibibigay ko lahat sa iyo
Na susungkitin ko ang mga tala sa kalangitan para magdulot ng ngiti sa labi mo
Na isusulat kita ng tula kung saan ikaw ay isang perpektong nilalang
-- Yun lang pala ang habol mo.
Kaya hindi, ito na ang huli
Ito na ang huling beses na mag aaksaya ako ng papel at tinta
Ito na ang huling beses na magiging parte ka ng aking mundo ko
-- at ng aking mga tula.
Kaya paalam na sa iyo, aking Ginoo.
Dahil aaliwin ko muna ang makatang nasa loob ko na pinatay mo.
"Why did you stop writing?"*
I don't know myself anymore.
Believe me, you deserved someone better
You're not just a chapter,
You are the whole story.
"What are your vices?"* I asked
"It's you" Your reply
Natagpuan kita sa lugar kung saan ka nya iniwan.
At nang bumalik sya ulit sa lugar na yun at nagtagpo ang inyong mga mata, ako naman ang iniwan mo.
But at the end of the day,
it won't end up like this--
We won't let it end up like this.
Coz I will always return in your loving arms,
And you will always wait for me to comeback home
No matter what happened.
Ano na naman ba ang isusulat?
Eto na naman tayo sa walang kamatayang drama
Ikaw na nanahimik ay ginagambala
Ng pagtangis ko buhat sayong pagkawasak.
Sinisigawan na ako ng utak ko
Na kesyo tama na
Di na yan babalik
Nililinlang mo lang ang 'yong sarili
Sa patuloy na paghahangap
Sa taong alam mo namang
Matagal ng namaalam.
Sana kaya kong itigil
Ang paglathala ng kalungkutan kong di matapos tapos
Sana kaya kong lipulin itong sakit na nararamdaman ko na di maubos ubos
Sana pala'y sinama ko na sa hukay ang lahat ng sentimiyentong ito
Nang sa gayon ay di ako nalulunod sa luha bungad ng pagkawala mo.
Blankong papel ano naman ang saiyo'y isusulat,
Hayaan sanang dugo ko naman ang tumulo sayo at yumakap.
Mahal ka ni Lord,
#6w #love #god #Him #tagalog
"Time waits for no one."*
But I'm not time, so I'll wait for you.
You hugged me as If I am your world
But then you pulled back from that hug to chase your universe.
Broken people give broken love.
And we are all a little broken.
You just have to forgive
and sew up the wounds love delivers,
and move on.
It's not going to be... From this point, it's over.
Will you still love the weakness in me,
Or will you just leave because you can't bear the insanity?
I needed to know.
I once had a hope and then you destroyed me.
I want to be your first
I'm just here waiting for your approach
But then I realize, I'm out of your league
You are so perfect! Too bad, I can't be your prince
You want to be my first?
But why did you left me here so cold?
I've got tired of waiting for you to come and pull me
And then I realize, I'm just the girl that you'll love but never will be your queen
I love you more when it is from afar.
I was so used to the space that separates us. You don't have to move closer. I don't need to walk further. Just let me look at you from this view. I already accepted the fact that you'll just remain as my fantasy. This is how it'll go. There is no 'you and i'
And you won't fall for me either.
I'm not an idiot
I just chose to feel
Until I forget
Hangang dito na lang siguro ang kayang lakbayin ng mga minanhid kong mga paa
Pasensya na kung ang paghihiwalay ng landas natin ay masyadong napaaga
Magpatuloy ka lang sa iyong paglakad huwag mo na akong lingunin o hanapin pa
Isulat mo na ang wakas ng istorya mo na hindi ako kasama.
And it is one I learned well, indeed. No matter how much of yourself you give.
No matter how much you bleed.
In the end, they believe whatever lie they want to believe about you.
They see only the worst, in spite of the fact that you only gave them your best.
And there’s nothing you can do or say to change another’s mind.
Excerpt from "Dragonbane" (Dark-hunter series)
Hayaan **** saluhin kita na tila isa kang bulalakaw na babagsak pa lamang...
Hindi na kita hahayaang lumagpak pa ng tuluyan
At hindi na rin ako mahuhulog para sa iba
I tried everything to make you happy. I tried everything so you wouldn't get hurt. So I let you love someone else, while I'm here waiting, ignoring the pain that slowly killing me inside. There are times I want to hurt the girl you loved for always hurting you. She never bothered to pay attention to any of your efforts; she always ignored you. You cried to me. But what can I do? The insanity is starting to corrupt me. I was torn. Even though it brokes my heart, I decided to let you go.
I was stupid. I was coward. But can you blame me? I love you that much that I'm willing to sacrifice everything for your happiness. And she is your happiness. So I granted your unspoken wish, I let you go... I hope that I can forget you...
But before I end this, I just wanted to tell you that I love you.
The time has come for parting,
This is how it'll go.
I'm still waiting for a plot twist,
And all I can do is to hope.
I am only weaker than you because I don’t love in halves and you do.
You always do.
I will not fight you in this. I
have loved you and that means that I have already won.
Time for school.
*What the heck!!?
I love you, she said.
"Let's sleep" was his reply
I was always wrong.
Never been right for anyone.
And then you told me this words;
"Let me just stare at you
And your soul
But still wonderfully crafted"
You gave me hope
You told me that I am right for you
And you are hoping that you're right for me
*But where are you now, My dear~
Aking mga minanhid na paa ay nagpatuloy sa paglalakbay,
Upang mahanap ang sagot sa katanungan
Nagtagpo ang ating landas
Heto ako at tulala
I can feel it too. I would catch you looking at me, or we would look at each other at the same time. It always makes me happy when that happens. I would threaten to punch you then you'll just smile brightly at me which never fails to melt my heart.
If only you knew this feelings of mine. And how I wish to be yours.
But yeah, I'll just keep this thoughts inside of me
Thank you for giving me reason,
And for giving me hope.
But most of all, thank you
for giving me the
Comprehend this mess in me;
I'm all ****** up,* **sorry
I know, it's hard to be a hero
I've been watching as you battle with your nightmares
With those voices that tries to consume you
I can't just stand here, watching you suffer
Take my hand and accept my offer
All I need is a chance
Chance to re-write your past
Chance to make memories that will last
Chance to heal you
Chance to make you forget
So take my hand,
And let's re-write your history
Come with me and I'll show you the right path
For she wanted to tell him those 3 words
Before she finally fell asleep
But she's afraid of the possible outcome
So she decided to settle with 'good night'
And waves goodbye to *him
****** me with your honeyed words, and I'm yours forever.
A man's words will always be my weakness
Remind me the feeling of being loved by you again.
Uhhhm, hey... Just a newbie. If you see some flaws, feel free to correct me :)
I'm not ready to say goodbye, your illness just took over.
She make him fall, yet, she never look back again.
— The End —