"csr" poems - Hello Poetry

Dear God Strike me with Lightning Instead of love Let electricity Course through my veins And seal them with Kisses. Then no fear Pain Or love Can cut me open And destroy me. -CsR

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Aug 21, 2014

Aug 21, 2014 at 12:19 AM UTC

CsR

Lightning|Love

Dear God Strike me with Lightning Instead of love Let electricity Course through my veins And seal them with Kisses. Then no fear Pain Or love Can cut me open And destroy me. -CsR

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*You light up Like a cigarette I want to breathe you in And have you burn my throat To wiggle your way into my lungs And rip them apart Take my breath away And replace it with smoke Poison my body With this cancer Stain my teeth And fingertips A faint yellow So I can remember the sun And forget about my maroon veins That run sideways Like the horizon On the vertical roads Of my arms and legs.* -CsR

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Aug 10, 2014

Aug 10, 2014 at 10:49 PM UTC

CsR

Cigarette

*You light up Like a cigarette I want to breathe you in And have you burn my throat To wiggle your way into my lungs And rip them apart Take my breath away And replace it with smoke Poison my body With this cancer Stain my teeth And fingertips A faint yellow So I can remember the sun And forget about my maroon veins That run sideways Like the horizon On the vertical roads Of my arms and legs.* -CsR

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This is it. The end of us. We can't ever be. I realize that now. We were built for night and now it is the breaking of day. I love you. I'm sorry. I'd do anything to delay this terrible Horrible Terrifying Heartbreaking Beautiful Sunrise. -CsR

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Sep 23, 2013

Sep 23, 2013 at 9:33 PM UTC

CsR

Sunrise

This is it. The end of us. We can't ever be. I realize that now. We were built for night and now it is the breaking of day. I love you. I'm sorry. I'd do anything to delay this terrible Horrible Terrifying Heartbreaking Beautiful Sunrise. -CsR

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Call me old fashioned But knives are for cutting boards And exposed thighs are for Self-loathing ****** -CsR

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Jul 30, 2014

Jul 30, 2014 at 8:27 AM UTC

CsR

Old Fashioned

Call me old fashioned But knives are for cutting boards And exposed thighs are for Self-loathing ****** -CsR

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Choose me, Use me *I love the way you Bruise me.* Shake me, Wake me *I love the way you Break me.* **See me, Squeeze me But dear god** *Don't you dare Leave me.* **I breathe you I need you** I can't survive without you. Kiss me, Hit me *But never ever Miss me.* Choose me, Use me *I love the way you Abuse me.* -CsR

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Aug 15, 2014

Aug 15, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC

CsR

Abuse Me

Choose me, Use me *I love the way you Bruise me.* Shake me, Wake me *I love the way you Break me.* **See me, Squeeze me But dear god** *Don't you dare Leave me.* **I breathe you I need you** I can't survive without you. Kiss me, Hit me *But never ever Miss me.* Choose me, Use me *I love the way you Abuse me.* -CsR

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*And then I realized That we cut ourselves open Not to release the pain But to release the beauty The beauty that we can't see in ourselves So we go looking deep inside Seeking happiness Yet all we find is that we are blind We cannot see the beauty Without the looking glass That we all assume someone else has But alas People all around us have pieces Some return their share Having taken good care of it But others don't return it at all Thus the hollowness we feel And the need to go searching What we don't know Is that the people who care Will give you pieces of theirs And in turn Create an impenetrable bond of love And trust That when they need it most You will do as they have done And help them see the beauty they have been blind to.* -CsR

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Jul 28, 2014

Jul 28, 2014 at 7:46 AM UTC

CsR

Blind

*And then I realized That we cut ourselves open Not to release the pain But to release the beauty The beauty that we can't see in ourselves So we go looking deep inside Seeking happiness Yet all we find is that we are blind We cannot see the beauty Without the looking glass That we all assume someone else has But alas People all around us have pieces Some return their share Having taken good care of it But others don't return it at all Thus the hollowness we feel And the need to go searching What we don't know Is that the people who care Will give you pieces of theirs And in turn Create an impenetrable bond of love And trust That when they need it most You will do as they have done And help them see the beauty they have been blind to.* -CsR

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Cheers to us The sad and lonely Drinking beers At a truck stop Cheers to us The broke and broken Shooting white powder Into our veins Cheers to us The sick and disturbed Cutting our bodies open To find liquid rubies That makes the pain Stop. -CsR

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Jul 29, 2014

Jul 29, 2014 at 11:42 AM UTC

CsR

Cheers

Cheers to us The sad and lonely Drinking beers At a truck stop Cheers to us The broke and broken Shooting white powder Into our veins Cheers to us The sick and disturbed Cutting our bodies open To find liquid rubies That makes the pain Stop. -CsR

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And she put Dandelions In her hair Instead of daisies Because there is nothing More pure Than a beautiful blossom Reaped From horrid imperfections. -CsR

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Aug 17, 2014

Aug 17, 2014 at 1:17 PM UTC

CsR

Dandelions

And she put Dandelions In her hair Instead of daisies Because there is nothing More pure Than a beautiful blossom Reaped From horrid imperfections. -CsR

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And after you told me I wasn't as beautiful I was terrified All I saw in the mirror was a monster A horribly ugly monster I couldn't let anyone love me I couldn't let myself feel beautiful Because you, *The one I was ready to give everything to,* Didn't want me anymore. So I hid And old habits came back with vengeance. -CsR

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Aug 1, 2014

Aug 1, 2014 at 3:15 PM UTC

CsR

Vengeance

And after you told me I wasn't as beautiful I was terrified All I saw in the mirror was a monster A horribly ugly monster I couldn't let anyone love me I couldn't let myself feel beautiful Because you, *The one I was ready to give everything to,* Didn't want me anymore. So I hid And old habits came back with vengeance. -CsR

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You came into the bathroom And took the blade from my hands You left me in shock And returned with the Mickey Mouse band aids And a box of tissues. You turned on the faucet And as the water turned red You just stared at me You bandaged me up And you stared again Until I started telling you The whole story And when I was done You just stared And then you did something extraordinary. You started to cry. -CsR

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Jul 31, 2014

Jul 31, 2014 at 3:59 PM UTC

CsR

Mickey Mouse Bandaids

You came into the bathroom And took the blade from my hands You left me in shock And returned with the Mickey Mouse band aids And a box of tissues. You turned on the faucet And as the water turned red You just stared at me You bandaged me up And you stared again Until I started telling you The whole story And when I was done You just stared And then you did something extraordinary. You started to cry. -CsR

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Dear friend, You are somewhat new But I already like this This feeling of being normal This feeling of being happy These are the feelings you bring. I take your things because They are small reminders Of what it's like to be content And unfortunately I fear that one day I'll fall in love But I know that you'll Help me up Disinfect my cuts Bandage my broken body And send me on my way Until then, *Love always CsR*

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Aug 6, 2014

Aug 6, 2014 at 10:07 PM UTC

CsR

Infatuated

Dear friend, You are somewhat new But I already like this This feeling of being normal This feeling of being happy These are the feelings you bring. I take your things because They are small reminders Of what it's like to be content And unfortunately I fear that one day I'll fall in love But I know that you'll Help me up Disinfect my cuts Bandage my broken body And send me on my way Until then, *Love always CsR*

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And just as your eyes were blurred by your judgement the lights were blurred by my tears *and the true beauty of us both was never to be heard of again.* -CsR

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Aug 11, 2014

Aug 11, 2014 at 8:04 PM UTC

CsR

Blurred Vision

And just as your eyes were blurred by your judgement the lights were blurred by my tears *and the true beauty of us both was never to be heard of again.* -CsR

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I've fallen in love with those green eyes I could spend hours wandering through them Dark, with flecks of gold and brown Those green eyes like a forest Sunlight breaking through the branches Hitting the leaves to show their brilliance Showering the trunks to show their softness Those eyes show me everything Your past, present, and future All of the love and happiness Pain and sadness They used to watch me, curious and caring But now they've moved on and as they do I'll always remember Those gorgeous green eyes. -CsR

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Sep 22, 2013

Sep 22, 2013 at 8:08 AM UTC

CsR

Those Eyes

I've fallen in love with those green eyes I could spend hours wandering through them Dark, with flecks of gold and brown Those green eyes like a forest Sunlight breaking through the branches Hitting the leaves to show their brilliance Showering the trunks to show their softness Those eyes show me everything Your past, present, and future All of the love and happiness Pain and sadness They used to watch me, curious and caring But now they've moved on and as they do I'll always remember Those gorgeous green eyes. -CsR

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You're a good liar. Really you are. You act like you care, Like I am actually important to you, But there are flaws in your pathetic calumny. I can see the way you watch other girls, The way you want them. I can hear the slander you tell your friends, The way you degrade me to impress them. I can smell the alcohol on your breath, The perfume of the great time you had without me. I can feel your hands slipping from my waist, And up the bottom of her shirt. I can taste someone else's cherry lip balm, The deceitful words you've repeated to a hundred girls before me. But you insist it's all stupid rumors. You claim they're all lies and slander. But I know. I've always known. And I'm done. -CsR

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Nov 1, 2013

Nov 1, 2013 at 8:04 PM UTC

CsR

Lies and Slander

You're a good liar. Really you are. You act like you care, Like I am actually important to you, But there are flaws in your pathetic calumny. I can see the way you watch other girls, The way you want them. I can hear the slander you tell your friends, The way you degrade me to impress them. I can smell the alcohol on your breath, The perfume of the great time you had without me. I can feel your hands slipping from my waist, And up the bottom of her shirt. I can taste someone else's cherry lip balm, The deceitful words you've repeated to a hundred girls before me. But you insist it's all stupid rumors. You claim they're all lies and slander. But I know. I've always known. And I'm done. -CsR

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Suddenly I felt like what I would imagine an infant would I am helpless But when I cry He comforts me When I sleep He admires me When I laugh His heart swells with joy I am helpless But he won't let anything happen to me. CsR

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Jan 11, 2015

Jan 11, 2015 at 10:08 AM UTC

CsR

Newborn

Suddenly I felt like what I would imagine an infant would I am helpless But when I cry He comforts me When I sleep He admires me When I laugh His heart swells with joy I am helpless But he won't let anything happen to me. CsR

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And people stare At you in your band tees And me in my polka dots And they say How could they be happy They don't realize That when you leave I spend the night in that tee And listen to that band And I remember How you smelled How you smiled How you sang And ran And kissed me the day I fell in love with you. -CsR

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Aug 14, 2014

Aug 14, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC

CsR

Polka Dots and Band Tees

And people stare At you in your band tees And me in my polka dots And they say How could they be happy They don't realize That when you leave I spend the night in that tee And listen to that band And I remember How you smelled How you smiled How you sang And ran And kissed me the day I fell in love with you. -CsR

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You shot me in the stomach And not the head. I thought you'd try to **** my wishful thoughts, But you saved me from The butterflies instead. -CsR

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 11:43 PM UTC

CsR

**** the Butterflies

You shot me in the stomach And not the head. I thought you'd try to **** my wishful thoughts, But you saved me from The butterflies instead. -CsR

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My head throbs hard with every heart beat, Pumping with pressure as I fear defeat. The pain starts to numb as the moments progress, My mind rests in silence though severely distressed. The warzone around forces its cry for battle, As my weakening body prepares its death rattle. My arms grow heavy as my legs both tire, I struggle to stand steady as I slowly expire. Everyday I'm here, every day's the same, Everyday it feels like I'm playing a game. An unfair fight where swords bare no power, Where an extra life is sour and a moment's an hour. Another barrage prepares to attack, Bringing in their gear and cutting no slack. Choking on my aspirin as my teeth begin to grind, I clear my throat and say, "next customer in line."

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Feb 9, 2012

Feb 9, 2012 at 9:40 PM UTC

jeremy-romio

CSR

My head throbs hard with every heart beat, Pumping with pressure as I fear defeat. The pain starts to numb as the moments progress, My mind rests in silence though severely distressed. The warzone around forces its cry for battle, As my weakening body prepares its death rattle. My arms grow heavy as my legs both tire, I struggle to stand steady as I slowly expire. Everyday I'm here, every day's the same, Everyday it feels like I'm playing a game. An unfair fight where swords bare no power, Where an extra life is sour and a moment's an hour. Another barrage prepares to attack, Bringing in their gear and cutting no slack. Choking on my aspirin as my teeth begin to grind, I clear my throat and say, "next customer in line."

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Drip drip drip **Goes the IV Into my arm and Into my brain** Drip drip drip **Goes my eyes Salt water streaks And my ears ring** Drip drip drip **Goes the wrists Blades colored red And slits bleeding sadness** Drip drip drip **Goes my heart Screaming profanity While being ripped open.** Drip drip drip **Goes the sky Pieces polluting the ocean** As my world falls apart. -CsR

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Aug 13, 2014

Aug 13, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC

CsR

Drip Drip Drip

Drip drip drip **Goes the IV Into my arm and Into my brain** Drip drip drip **Goes my eyes Salt water streaks And my ears ring** Drip drip drip **Goes the wrists Blades colored red And slits bleeding sadness** Drip drip drip **Goes my heart Screaming profanity While being ripped open.** Drip drip drip **Goes the sky Pieces polluting the ocean** As my world falls apart. -CsR

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I stare out of my window to see the beach The waves crashing on the shore The sun reflecting off of the beautiful blue monster Ominous grey clouds appear A storm is arising The leaves are whispering in the wind They anchor themselves onto their vigilant branches The incandescence and evanescence of it all is intoxicating The waves rasping The wind bellowing The leaves screaming and The skies crying out in laceration I can't stop staring It comes closer And closer And closer I wake up with a start I look over and see you sleeping So worn yet so serene The storm is hidden and I should be glad But I can't wait to be submerged in it again To drown in the storm that is you. -CsR

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Oct 23, 2013

Oct 23, 2013 at 8:25 PM UTC

CsR

Storm

I stare out of my window to see the beach The waves crashing on the shore The sun reflecting off of the beautiful blue monster Ominous grey clouds appear A storm is arising The leaves are whispering in the wind They anchor themselves onto their vigilant branches The incandescence and evanescence of it all is intoxicating The waves rasping The wind bellowing The leaves screaming and The skies crying out in laceration I can't stop staring It comes closer And closer And closer I wake up with a start I look over and see you sleeping So worn yet so serene The storm is hidden and I should be glad But I can't wait to be submerged in it again To drown in the storm that is you. -CsR

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I forgive you For breaking my heart I forgive you For breaking my trust I forgive you For all of your wrongdoings I forgive you when I shouldn't Because I love you I need you Like I need air So I forgive you Just please Please Stop suffocating me. -CsR

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Aug 26, 2014

Aug 26, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC

CsR

I Forgive You

I forgive you For breaking my heart I forgive you For breaking my trust I forgive you For all of your wrongdoings I forgive you when I shouldn't Because I love you I need you Like I need air So I forgive you Just please Please Stop suffocating me. -CsR

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All us teens live for Is crazy Friday nights Filled with drunken confessions And *flashing lights Swingin records* And fights with our ex Dancin, liquor And ***mind boggling *** -CsR

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Aug 3, 2014

Aug 3, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC

CsR

Friday Nights

All us teens live for Is crazy Friday nights Filled with drunken confessions And *flashing lights Swingin records* And fights with our ex Dancin, liquor And ***mind boggling *** -CsR

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Thanks For making me feel normal again For talking to me about music Instead of voices About movies Instead of nightmares About friends Instead of demons About books Instead of the insults Etched on my hips And the screams On my lips Thanks for Helping me remember The good times And happy rhymes I owe you one. Because without you As my oil This machine Couldn't run. -CsR

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Aug 5, 2014

Aug 5, 2014 at 10:46 AM UTC

CsR

Best Friends

Thanks For making me feel normal again For talking to me about music Instead of voices About movies Instead of nightmares About friends Instead of demons About books Instead of the insults Etched on my hips And the screams On my lips Thanks for Helping me remember The good times And happy rhymes I owe you one. Because without you As my oil This machine Couldn't run. -CsR

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Pictures, Some of us knows it paints a single word, Perception, A creation, Of an illusion. ~RSD

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Sep 14, 2014

Sep 14, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC

roshan-s-despande

CSR

Pictures, Some of us knows it paints a single word, Perception, A creation, Of an illusion. ~RSD

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Lost within you Your hair golden like the sun. I'm lost in the sky during the noon day hour Your eyes, green like a forest I'm lost wandering through this maze Your smile, white like snow I'm lost in this blizzard, trapped inside your picket fence Your touch, as warm as a clear summer evening I'm lost within my own memories of childhood My heart, filled with so much emotion I'm lost within my own feelings How did you do this? I barely know you I once had such a clear path and now, I'm just wandering around, lost. -CsR

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Sep 24, 2013

Sep 24, 2013 at 3:38 PM UTC

CsR

Lost

Lost within you Your hair golden like the sun. I'm lost in the sky during the noon day hour Your eyes, green like a forest I'm lost wandering through this maze Your smile, white like snow I'm lost in this blizzard, trapped inside your picket fence Your touch, as warm as a clear summer evening I'm lost within my own memories of childhood My heart, filled with so much emotion I'm lost within my own feelings How did you do this? I barely know you I once had such a clear path and now, I'm just wandering around, lost. -CsR

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