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629 · Apr 2022
[ When I dance, I am ]
Zywa Apr 2022
When I dance, I am


an exhibitionist, yes --



with all my clothes on.
Collection "The drama"
628 · Nov 2022
Across the street
Zywa Nov 2022
She bends over, her buttocks on show
while she puts her shoes away
She never looks through the window

I never can make contact with her
across the street and expose
me and my desire

It is hot, it's blowing so hot
through the city that I would leave
space in between us, caress her

only lightly, not lie against her
and first put out the light
or close the curtains, with a *****

by the window, happy to lie
awake from the heat, next to her
close to her body
Painting "Night windows" (1928, Edward Hopper)

Collection "NightWatch"
627 · Jan 2023
[ We can indeed laugh ]
Zywa Jan 2023
We can indeed laugh

at ourselves, the two of us --


if nobody knows.
Emperor Charles V (Gent 1500-1558) writes to his sister Maria (Brussels 1505-1558): 'I'm sure you didn't write that without laughing, and I had to laugh too when I read it. [..] I am writing all this to you to laugh and to make a fool of ourselves, because I really need that.'
626 · Oct 2023
[ I slept like a bean ]
Zywa Oct 2023
I slept like a bean

in the pod of my car, in --


my cradle, my egg.
Poem "The Egg" (1967, Louise Glück)

Collection "Stream"
625 · Mar 2023
[ We are the winners ]
Zywa Mar 2023
We are the winners,

all we don't know is listed --


in our manual.
"Een handleiding voor mijn opvolger" ("A manual for my successor", 2008, Erik Solvanger)

Collection "Specialities"
625 · Feb 2023
[ Are dissertations ]
Zywa Feb 2023
Are dissertations

anti-science? Given that --


they're unreadable?
"Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid" ("The Office - And also wistful", 1999, Han Voskuil), page 83

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
625 · Feb 2023
[ The music can't go ]
Zywa Feb 2023
The music can't go

bad, so everyone enjoys --


beating his heart out.
Composition "BAC" - II (1968-1970, Gilius van Bergeijk) for barrel *****, performed by the Busy Drone in the Organpark on February 11th, 2023 - The adagio of BWV 1060 (from 1730) arranged for barrel *****, omitting the echoes played by the oboe after the violin passages

Collection "org anp ark" #275
625 · Feb 2023
[ Receiving distant ]
Zywa Feb 2023
Receiving distant

sounds with giant ears, I get --


smaller and smaller.
Radiotelescopes

"Atlas Eclipticalis" ("Atlas of the apparent path of the sun", 1961-1962, John Cage), performed by Ensemble SPECTRA in the Organpark on January 15th, 2023

Collection "org anp ark" #263
623 · Mar 2023
[ Emperors on their ]
Zywa Mar 2023
Emperors on their

pedestals look over me --


into an old time.
Collection "Secrets & Believers"
623 · Jun 2024
[ Perfect images ]
Zywa Jun 2024
Perfect images,

captured, just for a moment --


Already passed by.
Film "Les magnétiques" ("The magnetics" / "The audiotapes", 2021, Vincent Maël Cardona)

Collection "On the fly"
622 · Jun 2022
[ Seducing someone ]
Zywa Jun 2022
Seducing someone

to want to go to hell, that --


is really subtle.
In the St. Louis Star-Times of Missouri (November 27, 1937, page 10) and in The Altoona Tribune of Pennsylvania (January 1, 1938, page 6) is published:

A diplomat is a person who can tell you to go to hell in such a tactful way that you'll look forward with pleasure to making the trip.

Collection "Love Mind and Death"
622 · May 2022
[ Beyond the ideas ]
Zywa May 2022
Beyond the ideas

of we and they is a field --


where I wait for you.
Ghazal 171 'A great wagon' part 3: 'Beyond Islam and unbelief' (Rumi, Quatrain, Isf 158 / F 395,13th century)

Collection 'SoulSenseSun'
622 · Jun 2022
Let voids
Zywa Jun 2022
In empty places in the city
I stop for a while to see
if something is there anyway

Because attention must
be lead away from what you want
to keep unseen, like

God being unknowable, dressed
in the universe and hidden
under the invisibility cloak

of a religion, that gaudy
robe of customs
and holy words

Just like voids
they show nothing, just the nothing
if that existed

And yet I pay attention
whether something is noticeable
of the secret of everything
Collection "Secrets & Believers"
621 · Mar 2023
[ Spring, time to go out ]
Zywa Mar 2023
Spring, time to go out!

Although winter is nicer:


not all those people!
"Het Bureau - Afgang" ("The Office - Failure", 2000, Han Voskuil)

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
621 · Nov 2024
[ A violinist ]
Zywa Nov 2024
A violinist

lightly strokes the sheep gut with --


tightly stretched horsehair.
Novella "De pagode" ("The pagoda", 1992, Gerrit Komrij), page 9

Collection "Specialities"
620 · Aug 2022
[ I'm just pretending ]
Zywa Aug 2022
I'm just pretending

when I go to sleep again --


as if you are there.
"Ik hoop dat het slecht met je gaat" ("I hope you're doing badly", 2009, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
620 · Jan 2022
[ New Year, once again ]
Zywa Jan 2022
New Year, once again

things remain the same as I --


experienced them.
Collection "New Ago"
620 · Jun 2022
[ The sun goes down and ]
Zywa Jun 2022
The sun goes down and

comes up again, endlessly --


I lived, as a child.
Collection "From Sacred Scriptures [1]"
618 · Jan 2024
[ Finished, desk empty ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Finished, desk empty,

there's nothing on it at all --


just my lower arms.
Novel "Maurits en de feiten" ("Maurits and the facts", 1986, Gerrit Krol), § 19

Collection "Skin-contact"
618 · Jun 2023
[ Dad doesn't say who is ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Dad doesn't say who is

the most beautiful woman:


Your mother of course!
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 6, page 284

Collection "Inmost"
618 · Aug 2022
[ Wherever I stay ]
Zywa Aug 2022
Wherever I stay,

the trees from home keep growing --


growing in my heart.
"Apfelbaum und Olive" ("Apple-tree and olive-tree", 1955, Hilde Domin)

Collection "Inwardings"
617 · Aug 2022
[ A black word is quick ]
Zywa Aug 2022
A black word is quick;

it strikes irrevocably --


and right in the heart.
"Unaufhaltsam" ("Unstoppable", 1962, Hilde Domin)

Collection "Inwardings"
617 · Apr 2022
[ I like to do it ]
Zywa Apr 2022
I like to do it

in the spotlight. Do you think --


I'm looking at you?
For Valentina 'Madam' Bruno, in the Frank Zappa Tribute band "2000 Motels"

"Crew ****" (1979, Frank Zappa, album "Joe's Garage")

Collection "Mastress"
617 · Nov 2022
[ I play this ballad ]
Zywa Nov 2022
I play this ballad

every day, it's the tuning --


fork of my spirit.
"Ballad No. 4" (Opus 52, 1842, Frédéric Chopin) for piano, performed by Samuel Vriezen in the Organpark on October 30th, 2022

Collection "org anp ark" #241
616 · Feb 2021
Paradise Children
Zywa Feb 2021
Young people are poor thinkers
You must first feed them

on the fruits of that one
special tree of knowledge

of what is useful and detrimental
before they know anything

and once they get that
they understand

that it is the way it has to be
if one doesn't want to remain a paradise child

for whom everything must be ready
in a world without dangers

What is detrimental to that, is good
for humanity, although it is a pity

that many adults do not continue to eat
the fruits of that tree
Genesis 2:9,17: the tree of the knowledge of good (useful) and bad (detrimental - a practical qualification, not the ethical notion of 'evil')

Collection "From Sacred Scriptures"
615 · Jun 2023
[ Going for a walk ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Going for a walk,

mama says: "Mouth shut!", so scared --


that I will get sick.
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 1, page 49, § 6, page 251

Collection "Inmost"
615 · Jul 2022
Half naked you run away
Zywa Jul 2022
I don't stay on the side
I like to go together, get to know
people, have confidence, share
share my life, I look
for contact and butter up
anyone who can help me

It's you who I lure closer, who I lead
to chinks which I smooth
with butter honey, slowly
I pull you through
your shirt against me
to feel that you are there

You want to, but also you don't
so you get hot and take
the shirt off from the top
(I always take the bottom)
Half naked you run away
from your expectations
For Maria Godschalk

Collection "DearI"
614 · May 2024
[ She's looking outside ]
Zywa May 2024
She's looking outside,

but still, does she see the view --


our beautiful view?
Novella "Fuglene under himmelen" ("The birds under the sky", 2019, Karl Ove Knausgard)

Collection "Glimpsed"
612 · Jan 2023
Days of the week
Zywa Jan 2023
Who are you, you elusive
mermaid in my story
of desire and boredom?

My story, my story
of shipwreck and beach
beach, beach, pebble beach

Washed ashore, thirsty
and shivering of exhaustion
awakened by the hot sun

Beach, beach, pebble beach
washed ashore, delirious
from hunger and alone
all alone with you

dancing in the waves of the sea
the sea, the sea, the waving sea
and my story, only my story

is sailing past this beach
beach, beach, pebble beach
mama, mama, grandma

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday
Thursday, Friday, I'm doing my best
come soon, soon, don't leave me alone
Book "Robinson Crusoe" (1719, Daniel Defoe)

Animated film "The Island" (2021, Anca Damian)

Collection "Between where"
611 · Aug 2023
[ One day you will learn ]
Zywa Aug 2023
One day you will learn

everything you pursued was --


never possible.
Poem "For Sheridan" (1977, Robert Lowell)

Collection "Thinkles Lusionless"
611 · Jan 2024
[ Please be sensible ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Please be sensible!

If all the girls are gorgeous,


let someone else drive.
Novel "Buiten is het maandag" ("Outside, it's Monday", 2003, J. Bernlef), §  1-4

Collection "Moist glow"
611 · Apr 2023
[ Nowhere can it be ]
Zywa Apr 2023
Nowhere can it be

safe anymore, look: adults --


too can cry a lot!
Novel "The time of the angels" (1966, Iris Murdoch), § 20

Collection "Unspoken"
608 · Oct 2022
[ Birthday: the sweetest ]
Zywa Oct 2022
Birthday: the sweetest


I have goes, with the sweetest --



I had, my darlings.
"Het liefste wat ik heb is elf geworden" ("The sweetest thing I have turned eleven", 1990, Herman de Coninck) --- Collection "Shortages"
608 · Aug 2023
[ The actor knows what ]
Zywa Aug 2023
The actor knows what

it's all about: pretending --


you're really human.
Alan Arkin (New York City 1934-2023) wrote in his memoir "Out of my mind" (2018): "When things get tense, when I start taking my work a bit too seriously, I remind myself that I'm only pretending to be a human being."

Collection: "Wean Di"
608 · Aug 2022
[ Travel like a tree ]
Zywa Aug 2022
Travel like a tree,

as if I'm always at home --


The world's coming past.
"Ziehende Landschaft" ("Moving landscape", 1955, Hilde Domin)

Collection "Inwardings"
608 · Dec 2023
[ He eats well, just look ]
Zywa Dec 2023
He eats well, just look,

my phalanx fits easily --


in his navel hole.
Novel "Midnight's Children" (1981, Salman Rushdie), chapter 1-6 "Many-headed monsters"

Collection "Low gear [2]"
607 · Jun 2022
[ Friends have the power ]
Zywa Jun 2022
Friends have the power

of repeating together --


what they are good at.
"Beter niet" ("Better not", 2019, Marcel van Roosmalen)

Collection "Em Brace"
607 · Aug 2023
[ I ring the door with ]
Zywa Aug 2023
I ring the door with

my handbell and I'm welcome --


because it's mý bell.
Novel "The PowerBook" (2000, Jeanette Winterson), chapter "EMPTY TRASH"

Collection "Truder"
607 · Jun 2023
[ Very puzzling is ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Very puzzling is

the miscellaneous news:


Hów did it happen?
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 12, pages 523-524; novel "Terug tot Ina Damman - De geschiedenis van een jeugdliefde", chapter 3-I

Collection "Inmost"
606 · Aug 2022
[ In the maze city ]
Zywa Aug 2022
In the maze city

people bounce around, always --


they will meet again.
"La Superba" - Genua (2013, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
605 · Dec 2022
[ A downpour, open ]
Zywa Dec 2022
A downpour, open

the door, then we all watch it --


not saying a word.
"Het Bureau - Plankton" ("The Office - Plankton", 1997, Han Voskuil), page 154

Collection "Not too bad [1947-1973]"
Zywa Apr 2022
Dad did it unnoticed
I was his princess
he fulfilled all my wishes
and I had no suspicion

We moved to France
I didn't have much to do
besides my lessons, enough
time for Eddie, a nice boy

I had the age
and suddenly it went fast
the engagement, the secret
of the rings, tailor, hairdresser

and then finally the wedding
Afterwards, I asked questions
Mama taught me that there is more
than the things that happen to us

more than what goes wrong
between people, we walked
away from the men
and counted our blessings
Collection "It takes a lot of tries to make a début"
603 · Dec 2023
[ Our conversations ]
Zywa Dec 2023
Our conversations

are silent conversations --


There is no anger.
"Grote acht" ("Big Eight" - route of two circles in dressage, 2005, Vrouwkje Tuinman), chapter Twenty-one (years old)

Collection "Em Brace"
603 · Jun 2023
Strumming tears
Zywa Jun 2023
The world keeps turning
no matter whether
we understand
that everything is
connected to us

I watch
from the scenery
gently strumming
tears on my guitar

The floor is *****
There are no residents
Everyone is busy
with other things
and passes by love

I watch
from the scenery
gently strumming
tears on my guitar
Song "While my guitar gently weeps" (1968, The Beatles, George Harrison, album "The Beatles" / "The White Album")

Collection "Lilith's Powers" #60
603 · Mar 2023
[ It is code language ]
Zywa Mar 2023
It is code language,

cipher: Zjellwe zjoh zjouvezj?


Shall we go to bed?
Half-sided paralysis

"Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid" ("The Office - And also wistful", 1999, Han Voskuil), page 174

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
602 · Mar 2023
[ It did not happen ]
Zywa Mar 2023
It did not happen,

you cannot remember that!


I was not like that!
"Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid" ("The Office - And also wistful", 1999, Han Voskuil), page 152-153

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
602 · Jan 2024
[ Sometimes I hear bells ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Sometimes I hear bells

ringing, high in the blue sky --


blue aerial bells.
"Maurits en de feiten" ("Maurits and the facts", 1986, Gerrit Krol), § 3

Collection "On the fly"
602 · Jul 2023
[ Everything is Weight ]
Zywa Jul 2023
Everything is Weight

and Counterweight: it's Fate and --


the Wheel of Fortune.
"Oranges are not the only fruit" (1985, Jeanette Winterson) - Leviticus

Collection "No wonder"
601 · Apr 2023
[ The majority ]
Zywa Apr 2023
The majority

will want to live frugally --


when it is too late.
"Het Bureau - De dood van Maarten Koning" ("The Office - The Death of Maarten Koning", 2000, Han Voskuil), page 109, Maarten Koning and Ad Muller (1988) --- Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
601 · Oct 2022
[ A girl in the camp ]
Zywa Oct 2022
A girl in the camp

is forced to sing every night --


In her heart she cries.
Deportations
"Different Trains - After the war" (1988, Steve *****), performed by the Dudok Quartet on Friday September 30th, 2022

Collection "org anp ark" #225
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