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638 · Jan 2024
[ Between star and night ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Between star and night,

between black skin and white skin --


our fire is burning.
Poem "Yúya Karrabúra" ("Fire is Burning", 2015, Alice Eather)

Collection "SoulSenseSun"
637 · Sep 2022
[ I want to forget ]
Zywa Sep 2022
I want to forget,

absolutely not forget --


to forget something.
"Grand Hotel Europa" (2018, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
637 · Apr 2022
[ When I dance, I am ]
Zywa Apr 2022
When I dance, I am


an exhibitionist, yes --



with all my clothes on.
Collection "The drama"
637 · Dec 2021
[ The birds fly with me ]
Zywa Dec 2021
The birds fly with me

in the same direction, if --


I look short enough.
Collection "Between where"
636 · Jan 2022
[ The fire is blazing ]
Zywa Jan 2022
The fire is blazing,

so are the stories we tell --


setting us aglow.
"Hogere natuurkunde" ("Higher physics", 2019, Ellen Deckwitz)

Collection "Stream"
635 · Sep 2024
[ We were here before ]
Zywa Sep 2024
We were here before;

then, like blind people, we didn't --


notice each other.
Short story "September in the Rain" (2024, Marijke Schermer), in the NRC of September 5th, 2024

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 20s"
634 · Jul 2023
[ I lived happily ]
Zywa Jul 2023
I lived happily,

comfortably in the blue --


big egg of heaven.
"Bruno's Dream" (1969, Iris Murdoch), § 11

Collection "Unspoken"
634 · Jan 2023
[ We can indeed laugh ]
Zywa Jan 2023
We can indeed laugh

at ourselves, the two of us --


if nobody knows.
Emperor Charles V (Gent 1500-1558) writes to his sister Maria (Brussels 1505-1558): 'I'm sure you didn't write that without laughing, and I had to laugh too when I read it. [..] I am writing all this to you to laugh and to make a fool of ourselves, because I really need that.'
634 · Aug 2021
[ Yet his pessimism ]
Zywa Aug 2021
Yet his pessimism

does cheer us up in some way --


it's quite laughable!
"De schandalen" ("The Scandals", 1953, Simon Vestdijk)

Collection "Appearances"
634 · Feb 2023
[ Receiving distant ]
Zywa Feb 2023
Receiving distant

sounds with giant ears, I get --


smaller and smaller.
Radiotelescopes

"Atlas Eclipticalis" ("Atlas of the apparent path of the sun", 1961-1962, John Cage), performed by Ensemble SPECTRA in the Organpark on January 15th, 2023

Collection "org anp ark" #263
634 · May 2022
[ Beyond the ideas ]
Zywa May 2022
Beyond the ideas

of we and they is a field --


where I wait for you.
Ghazal 171 'A great wagon' part 3: 'Beyond Islam and unbelief' (Rumi, Quatrain, Isf 158 / F 395,13th century)

Collection 'SoulSenseSun'
632 · Aug 2023
[ One day you will learn ]
Zywa Aug 2023
One day you will learn

everything you pursued was --


never possible.
Poem "For Sheridan" (1977, Robert Lowell)

Collection "Thinkles Lusionless"
Zywa 4d
There's little time for

love and affection, people --


have to work and die.
Novel "L'inventario delle nuvole" ("The cloud inventory", 2023, Franco Faggiani), chapter 4

Collection "Rasping ants"
631 · May 2024
[ She's looking outside ]
Zywa May 2024
She's looking outside,

but still, does she see the view --


our beautiful view?
Novella "Fuglene under himmelen" ("The birds under the sky", 2019, Karl Ove Knausgard)

Collection "Glimpsed"
630 · Aug 2023
[ The magic sword can't ]
Zywa Aug 2023
The magic sword can't

be pulled free by focusing --


on the mossy stone.
Excalibur

Novel "Oranges are not the only fruit" (1985, Jeanette Winterson)

Collection
628 · Mar 2023
[ It did not happen ]
Zywa Mar 2023
It did not happen,

you cannot remember that!


I was not like that!
"Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid" ("The Office - And also wistful", 1999, Han Voskuil), page 152-153

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
628 · Jun 2022
[ The sun goes down and ]
Zywa Jun 2022
The sun goes down and

comes up again, endlessly --


I lived, as a child.
Collection "From Sacred Scriptures [1]"
627 · Nov 2022
[ I play this ballad ]
Zywa Nov 2022
I play this ballad

every day, it's the tuning --


fork of my spirit.
"Ballad No. 4" (Opus 52, 1842, Frédéric Chopin) for piano, performed by Samuel Vriezen in the Organpark on October 30th, 2022

Collection "org anp ark" #241
627 · Sep 13
[ Indescribable ]
Zywa Sep 13
Indescribable,

it's so beautiful here, al-


most beyond my grasp.
"Diary 1977-1978" (2014, Frida Vogels) - June 30th, 1977, Bologna

Collection "Trench Walking"
627 · Jan 2022
[ New Year, once again ]
Zywa Jan 2022
New Year, once again

things remain the same as I --


experienced them.
Collection "New Ago"
624 · Aug 2022
[ Travel like a tree ]
Zywa Aug 2022
Travel like a tree,

as if I'm always at home --


The world's coming past.
"Ziehende Landschaft" ("Moving landscape", 1955, Hilde Domin)

Collection "Inwardings"
624 · Feb 2021
Paradise Children
Zywa Feb 2021
Young people are poor thinkers
You must first feed them

on the fruits of that one
special tree of knowledge

of what is useful and detrimental
before they know anything

and once they get that
they understand

that it is the way it has to be
if one doesn't want to remain a paradise child

for whom everything must be ready
in a world without dangers

What is detrimental to that, is good
for humanity, although it is a pity

that many adults do not continue to eat
the fruits of that tree
Genesis 2:9,17: the tree of the knowledge of good (useful) and bad (detrimental - a practical qualification, not the ethical notion of 'evil')

Collection "From Sacred Scriptures"
624 · Jan 2023
The sails
Zywa Jan 2023
My darling is gone
the earth pushes tidal
tears up through the sand

sails in the east
round me, signs
upon them, I walk

for miles
to spartina and seepweed
and fro to the beacon

build a stone tower there
break stone for stone
read word for word, listen

and build writing and
singing sentence for sentence
our love again
Collection "Foghorn"
623 · Aug 2022
[ I'm just pretending ]
Zywa Aug 2022
I'm just pretending

when I go to sleep again --


as if you are there.
"Ik hoop dat het slecht met je gaat" ("I hope you're doing badly", 2009, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
623 · Aug 2022
[ In the maze city ]
Zywa Aug 2022
In the maze city

people bounce around, always --


they will meet again.
"La Superba" - Genua (2013, Ilja Leonard Pfeijffer)

Collection "Palace of the Night"
623 · Apr 2022
[ I like to do it ]
Zywa Apr 2022
I like to do it

in the spotlight. Do you think --


I'm looking at you?
For Valentina 'Madam' Bruno, in the Frank Zappa Tribute band "2000 Motels"

"Crew ****" (1979, Frank Zappa, album "Joe's Garage")

Collection "Mastress"
622 · Sep 9
Camomile in my head
Zywa Sep 9
Where the white land is green and young
but the songs still mourn

for generations gone
in the mists of waiting

on the mountains across
where life is hard and old

where the fireplaces always burn
marmots raise their noses

by the elderly sitting there
picnicking and painting

the creeping broom and the round table
beyond the camomile fields

on the mound behind the heather walls
and the fern hedges in the narrowdale

that still are waving there on the helmets
of drowned iron soldiers

I muse about life and I eat
chocolate at the camel river

Today no mists on the hill
where once stood the Lion Fort
South Cadbury (Camelot)

Collection "Silent walk"
622 · Jun 2023
[ Going for a walk ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Going for a walk,

mama says: "Mouth shut!", so scared --


that I will get sick.
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 1, page 49, § 6, page 251

Collection "Inmost"
621 · Aug 2022
[ Wherever I stay ]
Zywa Aug 2022
Wherever I stay,

the trees from home keep growing --


growing in my heart.
"Apfelbaum und Olive" ("Apple-tree and olive-tree", 1955, Hilde Domin)

Collection "Inwardings"
621 · Jun 2023
[ Dad doesn't say who is ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Dad doesn't say who is

the most beautiful woman:


Your mother of course!
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 6, page 284

Collection "Inmost"
621 · Apr 2023
[ The majority ]
Zywa Apr 2023
The majority

will want to live frugally --


when it is too late.
"Het Bureau - De dood van Maarten Koning" ("The Office - The Death of Maarten Koning", 2000, Han Voskuil), page 109, Maarten Koning and Ad Muller (1988) --- Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
620 · Jul 2022
Half naked you run away
Zywa Jul 2022
I don't stay on the side
I like to go together, get to know
people, have confidence, share
share my life, I look
for contact and butter up
anyone who can help me

It's you who I lure closer, who I lead
to chinks which I smooth
with butter honey, slowly
I pull you through
your shirt against me
to feel that you are there

You want to, but also you don't
so you get hot and take
the shirt off from the top
(I always take the bottom)
Half naked you run away
from your expectations
For Maria Godschalk

Collection "DearI"
620 · Mar 2023
[ It is code language ]
Zywa Mar 2023
It is code language,

cipher: Zjellwe zjoh zjouvezj?


Shall we go to bed?
Half-sided paralysis

"Het Bureau - En ook weemoedigheid" ("The Office - And also wistful", 1999, Han Voskuil), page 174

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
620 · Feb 2023
[ There are still places ]
Zywa Feb 2023
There are still places,

as usual, in the seats --


next to the bosses.
"Het Bureau - Het A.P. Beerta-Instituut" ("The Office - The A.P. Beerta-Institute", 1998, Han Voskuil), page 322

Collection "Not too bad [1974-1989]"
620 · Jan 2023
Days of the week
Zywa Jan 2023
Who are you, you elusive
mermaid in my story
of desire and boredom?

My story, my story
of shipwreck and beach
beach, beach, pebble beach

Washed ashore, thirsty
and shivering of exhaustion
awakened by the hot sun

Beach, beach, pebble beach
washed ashore, delirious
from hunger and alone
all alone with you

dancing in the waves of the sea
the sea, the sea, the waving sea
and my story, only my story

is sailing past this beach
beach, beach, pebble beach
mama, mama, grandma

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday
Thursday, Friday, I'm doing my best
come soon, soon, don't leave me alone
Book "Robinson Crusoe" (1719, Daniel Defoe)

Animated film "The Island" (2021, Anca Damian)

Collection "Between where"
619 · Oct 2021
The blue light
Zywa Oct 2021
For half an hour already
Mimi is purring in my lap

on the toilet
where I am stroking her
because of the lightning

No fear for her
I am a good person
I know that myself

my side is the right side
of the line under the door
the blue light

of the bolts
and the rumbling thunder
the sword of Michael

that separates evil
from good in a time
we all know

as our own time
Collection "Different times"
618 · Jan 2024
[ Please be sensible ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Please be sensible!

If all the girls are gorgeous,


let someone else drive.
Novel "Buiten is het maandag" ("Outside, it's Monday", 2003, J. Bernlef), §  1-4

Collection "Moist glow"
Zywa Aug 13
In the dark night sky

the river sings over stones --


its bittersweet song.
Song poem "El rio despierta" ("The river awakens", 1924, Antonio Machado), collection "Nuevas canciones" ("New songs")

Collection "Being my own museum"
618 · Jan 2024
[ Come on, wave your love ]
Zywa Jan 2024
Come on, wave your love,

overflow me with your tide --


Don't ebb off from me.
Song "Je t'aime... moi non plus" ("I love you... me neither", 1969, Serge Gainsbourg), sung with Jane Birkin; sung in 1967 with Brigitte Bardot (released in 1986)

Collection "Loves Tricks Gains Pains in the 60s and 70s"
618 · Aug 2023
[ The actor knows what ]
Zywa Aug 2023
The actor knows what

it's all about: pretending --


you're really human.
Alan Arkin (New York City 1934-2023) wrote in his memoir "Out of my mind" (2018): "When things get tense, when I start taking my work a bit too seriously, I remind myself that I'm only pretending to be a human being."

Collection: "Wean Di"
617 · Apr 2019
The Chameleon
Zywa Apr 2019
My heart is not smiling
my eyes are watchful
I am a chameleon

From my cave, I crawl
cautiously through my life
wet when it rains

arid when the sun burns
shy under the leaves
when the masters go by

who don't want to see me
their eyes don't smile
it is a game

that doesn't make me happy
I dream chameleon dreams
of a smooth, uniform skin

that can always be the same
I dream of shedding my skin
that way for once, like a snake
Inspired by “Once upon a time” (1989, Gabriel Okara)
617 · Dec 2023
[ Our conversations ]
Zywa Dec 2023
Our conversations

are silent conversations --


There is no anger.
"Grote acht" ("Big Eight" - route of two circles in dressage, 2005, Vrouwkje Tuinman), chapter Twenty-one (years old)

Collection "Em Brace"
617 · Jan 2023
Lightship
Zywa Jan 2023
More and more colours join the flag
until the whole spectrum shines like a sun
a beacon
on the troubled journey

It's just a flag
nonviolent communication
in the wind
a silent look

The pole a magic wand
a seeress, beacon
of patience
made of the right stuff

Oak and elder, willow, fig and fir
the trees of Mother Earth
beech and birch, cedar, cypress
so many more than elm and ash

A healing staff
with a robe to wear
in the colours of our soul
all colours of light
Rainbow flag

Poem "Völuspá" ("Prophecy of the Sorceress/Seeress"):
The three forefathers of the divine Aesir (Breathing creatures/Asians), Odin, Vili and Ve, formed the female human from the elm tree/vine (embla) and the male human from the ash tree (asker)

Collection "Without reserve"
616 · Dec 2022
[ A downpour, open ]
Zywa Dec 2022
A downpour, open

the door, then we all watch it --


not saying a word.
"Het Bureau - Plankton" ("The Office - Plankton", 1997, Han Voskuil), page 154

Collection "Not too bad [1947-1973]"
616 · Jun 2023
[ Very puzzling is ]
Zywa Jun 2023
Very puzzling is

the miscellaneous news:


Hów did it happen?
Novel "Kind tussen vier vrouwen" ("Child between four women", 1972, Simon Vestdijk, written in 1933), § 12, pages 523-524; novel "Terug tot Ina Damman - De geschiedenis van een jeugdliefde", chapter 3-I

Collection "Inmost"
616 · Jun 2022
[ Friends have the power ]
Zywa Jun 2022
Friends have the power

of repeating together --


what they are good at.
"Beter niet" ("Better not", 2019, Marcel van Roosmalen)

Collection "Em Brace"
615 · Oct 2022
[ Birthday: the sweetest ]
Zywa Oct 2022
Birthday: the sweetest


I have goes, with the sweetest --



I had, my darlings.
"Het liefste wat ik heb is elf geworden" ("The sweetest thing I have turned eleven", 1990, Herman de Coninck) --- Collection "Shortages"
615 · Mar 2023
[ Life gives me a lot ]
Zywa Mar 2023
Life gives me a lot,

and I still have no idea --


who is the giver.
Collection "Ifless"
Zywa Feb 13
Farewell, I just wave

my empty hands a little --


to get rid of it.
Poem "Vertrekkende" ("Departing", 2006, Antjie Krog)

Collection "After the festivities"
615 · Jul 2023
[ Everything is Weight ]
Zywa Jul 2023
Everything is Weight

and Counterweight: it's Fate and --


the Wheel of Fortune.
"Oranges are not the only fruit" (1985, Jeanette Winterson) - Leviticus

Collection "No wonder"
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