Shows strength,
But no courage.
Shows what he is made of,
But he just light luggage.

Don't let them ruin you,
They already ruin themselves.
You better then them,
Pathetic waste...
More stupid then their dumbbells.

Watch out for you may feel weak,
But you are a champion.
It's only fear they seek...

What doesn't **** you,
Makes you wish you were dead.
What doesn't destroy you,
Leaves you broken instead.

Who will fix me now?
Dive in when I'm down.
Save me from myself,
Don't let me drown.

It's getting harder to hold on,
I need to let go.
But as I start falling,
Then the love will show.

Who will fix me now?
Dive I  when I'm down.
Save me from myself,
Don't let me drown.

And if they don't seem to listen,
Don't give up your faith!
Don't take out your anger,
Just turn back and say,

I will fix myself,
Look up when I'm down.
And without a doubt,
I will not drown.

Lies in a bath tub,
filled to the brink.
He has tried to go under,
He has tried to sink.

He maneuvers his fingers slowly,
To the edge of the blade.
His goal is to only,
Make the memories fade.

But not much will change,
The more he will suffer.
Lets try again?
One cut after another.

Warm blooded,
The water turns red.
He is still alive,
He is not dead.

His hope is religion,
His strength he must trust.
Take all the bad memories,
Turn then to dust...

Branches grow through the spring,
Sharp like a razor blade.
The thorns reach out and grab a victim,
Cuts so deep, each memory, each reflection.

Winter comes for scars to hide,
But underneath the cuts are wide.
Wears it like a disguise from normality,
But sill gets judged by reality.

Summer comes where you're faced with fire,
Now it can't be hidden, the urge and desire.
Autumn leaves start to fall,
But you still hang on the tree, away from them all.

Seasons change, and memory's too,
But I'll never forget.
Not a day goes by when I don't smile,
But let's try be happy, just for a while

Seasons change, and memory's too,
But you'll never forget what has become of you.

Broken again?
Here comes the pain.
Covered in lies,
Bloodshot eyes.

No!
Dont for a moment love.
Give away your heart,
To another who will break it.

Cry yourself asleep,
You deserve better.
But you feel only worse...

Not a flinch
Nor a word screamed
But the red stained carpet,
Matches the covered wrist

Blade thinning
Blood thickens
Deep breath and slight sigh

Blunt.
Sharp.
Neither will stop the urge
Nor will the screams for help

Scars heal
Memories dont
Memories wont...

She gave me a sense.
A sense that maybe life wasn't too bad after all.

But those chains were broken when the truth came out.
I was no lover,
Not even a friend.
I made a decision,
that would would soon end.

But I know that if I wait,
There may still be hope.
Rather send flowers,
Than hang from a rope.

It is true you have hurt me,
Many time before.
But even through the pain,
I run straight back for more.

Little did I know,
That what lay ahead.
Could be amother memory,
That fell in my head.

She makes the wind blow warm.
The sun shine bright.
And I know for a fact,
I won't give up this fight.

It all started,
It will end.
Ink will run out,
But the message will always send.

Broken heart,
Words will mend.
Stopping bad habits,
Good ones will come.
It's only begun,
You are never done.

Your on your 16th chapter,
Why stop now?
Stand up and scream,
Don't take that final bow.

You still have the chance to change things,
Everyone does.
Some won't be so lucky,
They just need their rest.

It's not for the worst,
Everything is for the best.

I've loved you,
Since the day we met.
I knew you were the one,
I was willing to bet.

You loved me,
Since the day I asked.
But just look upon us,
How much time has past.

You have my heart,
It's yours to keep.
Your are in my mind,
It cuts so deep.

I'll never forget,
The day we met.
The first time we touched,
True love would be set.

I love you

A child.
Mocked,
Bullied,
Beaten,
He cries,
They don't listen, just abuse.

A child.
Words that wont come out.
Like a silent scream for help,
Forgiveness.

Courage.
He steps through the broken gates,
Defeats his lost hopes,
Regains the courage

But yet he is still lost.
The soul of a thousand lies.
Weeps, weeps...

I've changed since then.
I've grown up, to learn from my mistakes.
I can't bare to keep it from you.
That pain I can not take.

The drugs and pleasure were not what I needed,
I moved on to think I had succeeded.
But I had pain inside, because I was not whole.
I did not speak the truth and words were not spoken.

Though it may have seemed fine, it wasn't.
I could not hide it anymore.
No lie or secret was worth the pain I felt.
I had to let you know.

I'm sorry I lied.
I'm sorry I failed.
But I know I can be forgiven.
For its what gods intentions would have felt.

You give me a heartbeat like no other
Only the heavens may speak of this love
Now you're gone, gone, gone away

My dreams are about you, your love
I long for you to be by my side at last
But now you're gone, gone away

I will be waiting here for you...

She waits for the right guy?
As I stand there at her side.
I can hear her silent crys,
But she can not hear mine.

Slowly I start to try,
Convince her of the reasons why.
But she still waits,
For that excuse for a perfect guy.

Scared and blistered under my finger nails,
From scratching at my heart.
Is this a sad tragedy?
Or a piece of art?

At a time with no hope,
You mended a broken heart.
More beautiful than a piece of art.

In a place where I was lost,
You were the light that guided me home.
A body that I could call my own.

When I was at my worst,
You picked me up and kept me strong.
You stood by me as you watched my healing wounds.

You gave me a reason to want to live.
You gave me a reason to want to stay.
And no matter what happens,
We will never go out seperate ways.

Our hands are held tight with our fingers intertwined by love.
For your beauty and your desirable heart.

You have me and you always will.
Our love will never end.
This is only the begining.

Time starts clocking by,
Like an infinite life promised,
Slowly loosing grip on its reality.

I've counted down the days,
Some go faster then others.
I'll live for expectance,
To expect fate, or my destiny.

As it wipes away my tears,
Nothing will remain.
Is this all still natural,
Or have I gone insane?

Dont feel bad my child.
It will be okay.
She was another problem,
The memories will fade away.

Love at first sight.
Perfect for the blindness I feel.
Held tight and felt love,
But now its death that will heal.

No more ******* and lies I say.
I dont care what you think.
Ill see a psychologist.
Ill talk to my shrink.

But nothing will change how a felt about you,
But everything about me will.
I kissed her with unwanted scars,
Scars that will not heal...

His hopes are only in her hands,
as she keeps holding them tight in anticipation.
She does not help the realisation,
instead she hides it.
Complaints that can only be matched with her perfection and his attention.
Never once has he ever felt such love,
An experience for one whom knows the reality and seeks the adventure.
His faith is strong and his hopes will stand high, she may take some numbers, but there she will always have him in her time.
Love is but a mere fantasy, and a grateful release
Real love is to be felt when their happiness is more important than your own.

That moment of love you feel and desire just inches away from you, words that can not escape, terrified but so in love with what may hurt the most...

The murderous moans,
They scream louder then the voices.
The voices he once knew of his lost past.

Woken by the screech, he weeps softly.
No nightmares, only reality.

Take him back to a better place.
I cant handle this life
This life...

For a second you were off my mind,
then I had a listen one more time.
It's stuck in replay,
won't stop to sing.
Just an idea of how much you mean.

The sound of her voice,
I long to hear.
But the affection you showed,
It made me tear.

I can't believe the hope I tried,
It promised me light but then you lied...

She lives a good life,
Or another sad lie?
She took her last breath,
In anticipation to die.

Bubbled, thoughts,
A last second to live.
But by Christ her father,
Another chance to give.

Mock her, and she will cry.
All she does is try...
A great person and a better friend.
A broken heart I hope to mend.

Dont cry little one,
You will be fine.
You may be his,
But you will always be a friend of mine.

This isn't a poem.
I just want you to know I love you.

And to this day
Not much has changed
I've grown a lot
But I'm still the same

From first breath
And first sight
I have these battles
I've had to fight

16 lifetimes
One more day
Bring back good memories
Bad to fade away

Once a year
On that same night
I will drown in fear
But strive with might

Crack at the sight of a lost lover,
Walks away,
Never to come back.

Cries in the corner.
Blade thickens,
Blood spills.

No more pain,
remind him of the better days.
Love lost, lost love

He cries in the corner...