i love you,
and to prove it,
i need to end myself?
it's not  that I'm scared,
but i would die,
not knowing,
if you smiled,
when you knew,
i loved you more than myself

The search for sound ends in silence
The search for silence ends in wisdom
When I seek you, you dressed up in clouds
And disappeared forever

Unfair, Unfair, my good moon this is completely unfair..
Unfair, Unfair, my good night this is completely unfair..

I patiently waited to see the pearl in the clam
I patiently waited to smell the new bud blossom into a flower
Even before I could taste the nectar,
You withered and fell on the land

your disgusting lust,
makes you touch,
your nauseating desire,
doesn't care who it is,
or sometimes what it is,
obsession, mania?
whatever your reason be,
**** will never be acceptable.

how would've the last kiss been,
if you knew we're gonna be locked up away.

how would the next kiss be,
since you know it's a few months of craving,

i can't wait.

One is afraid of the, horrifying future,
Because he is mysterious,
As bizarre as he is,unpredictable,
Bringing change right when one has
settled,
Grew fear in some for this reason,
But foolish thought, did not know,
Only by future, beautiful hope is born.

Beast saw beauty, and
Everything, even the tiny turned,
Amazing, for the beast, but
Time had his own plans,
Right went wrong, roses cried petals,
It was left with a single petal, until the beauty
Caressed the lips of the beast with her own,
Ending the myth, born a fairy tale.

and so,
you called an ever-wounding heart,
heartless

Soldiers have forgotten the taste of nectarous,
Hunger for food faded,
And hunger for victory raged,
So came blood fountains replacing chocolates'.

on our first date,
you asked,
what that mouth does,

now,
let me ask the same to you,
but besides lying.

to the love, you had for me,
to the love, I broke in a single action,
to the love, we believed will be evermore,

to that love, I now say sorry,
to that love, I wave my goodbye,

for love, I move on.

whatever it takes,
good or evil, it doesn't matter anymore,
as long as it works,
as long as we meet one more time,
this time I promise,
it will work.

now that
I have known love
by you
everything before
seems foolish
and
everything after
is not enough

While looking for love
I stumbled, tumbled, tripped and trembled,
Wonder where to find love,
Is it up in hill or hiding down the bills,
Where does love live?
Oh love, it is in you and me,
Love lives in everything, everywhere,

let's sit and write letters
to Santa, together,

is it okay to ask Santa for a person?
i asked, empty paper but heavy heart

what do you mean?
she asked, her eyes lighted mine

i only want you, you only
i replied, she smiled

i am here with you now,
she replied, her love is undoubted

but now is not enough
i said, i was being selfish

it will never be enough
she kissed, it is okay to be greedy for love

In the name of cupid,
You shall call me sweet love,
And angry hate is a friend,
Sometimes we work together,
To pull distant hearts closer.

We may seem to be enemies,
But we are more likely similar,
Because one has to have loved,to hate,
Even then he is just a replacement,
For a broken me

love is blind,
we are used to that,
but have you known,
love has legs,
it ran away,
or did you know,
love can't speak,
probably that is why,
she left without saying

Say good bye to the end,
Because with you,
Conclusion is the last thing I want,
I want you, this feeling,
To last as long as me,
And for this reason,
Dear death has become fearful

when I drift off,
it will be dark,
and I will be alone,
but I won't be scared,
as the memories of you,
will keep me accompany

soldiers are brave, they said,
how am I brave,
it is more of courage to take the risk,
because I fear every day,
I fear of never seeing my loves,
I fear the lost, I may cause to the nation,
this horror is what keeps me going,
facing the cruel, brutal war

Sometimes you need to be afraid in order to survive.

I sleep,
to not think of you,
but wow,
you wouldn't let me alone,
even in my dreams,
yet you ask me,
to give up
but hey,
did you know,
we're married with two kids,
in my dreams.

while one is waiting,
another is walking,
when another reaches,
one looks up to another,
yet continue waiting

you cried like,
the sorrow lasts till morrow,
you consumed,
beer so you could cheer,
your addiction,
it helps you run away at the moment,
but brings no solution,
except for one, illness.

you said sorry,
I forgave,
it was your fault.

you did it again
and another sorry came in,
yet I forgave,
it was my fault

thinking about being loved,
after giving everything to you,
and that being not enough,
breaks me.

you made me Believe,
Anything was possible,
if you are with mE,
To fight, to love, to hope,
some said it's against Realism,
It's does not matter,
you and only us, i Cared about,
Endlessly i will love you.

kids being bullied
became your friend,
students who failed,
met you,
suffering wives,
lovers, especially lovers,
were your favorite ones,
oh god,
even a person at the top,
came to end by you,
dear suicide,
you need to be stopped.

there's more to live for, life will get better,
just like the rainbow after the storm.

the suffering now,
will soon be mere feelings,
you will not matter anymore,
and
that is what terrifies me,
a me, who does not love you,
it has been so long,
since I met that me.

O Romeo,
You fell in love at such young age,
And even sooner you left her,
Separated by death,
Yet you remained in our hearts,
As Juliet's Romeo,
For the choice you made,
And it was to end your life,
The life without Juliet,
The life you feared the most.

how could you leave,
you did not even say goodbye,
but even if you did,
I would ask,
how could you leave me?

we should've eloped to neverland,
because
growing up here,
we are getting more distant

santa, santa,
i want to say thank you,
for being our symbol
of giving more than we take,


hohoho Merry Christmas

sweetheart, buttercup, cutie pie,
these are the words,
I put in with a good morning,
so when you wake up,
you start the day smiling,
but now those words,
can never be said to anyone else,
because it reminds me of you,
even if you are not here to fall in love with

I compare to you,
to my mum,
because
I love you enough,
to die for you,
And I love her enough,
to live for her

i suffer love,
it's an addiction,
worst than any drug,
because there is no complete recovery,
no matter its end in good or bad,
love will always be with me,
so i here say,
i suffer love.

sometimes,
we shed blood,
for those who,
don't even,
shed tears for us.

I had an idea,
It was one strange yet interesting one,
But I was lost of words to express it,
So it became a dusty old book,
In the shelf of memory,
Only have read by those I chose.