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603 · Jul 2017
Vapours Of My Love - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jul 2017
Rest your lips on mine,
Take my breath, and inhale the
Vapours of my love.
596 · Oct 2017
Perfect Madness - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
I think I’m crazy,
I think you are too, which makes
Us perfect madness
596 · Sep 2018
Impressions - Haiku
Ryan Holden Sep 2018
Give an impression
That you are free, chances are
Your flock will leave too.
People who attract the wrong attention. Ask for the wrong results.
593 · Jun 2017
Replace The Fuel
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Have I lost the touch
I was given from superior,
Do my views and likes replace
soul that is dripped in my ink,
Because as I write I feel
Every single line,
Like it's my first day at school,
My first love, heart break,
Backstabbers and enemies.

It fills up this empty ink
With fuel, fire and soul,
Designs and pictures
That I paint on paper
No matter how many people
Try stop this tide of words
I sew together with meaning
And life choices.

My emotions are drained
Onto the paper like a sponge,
Along with those tear drops
And for what is to remain
Whether it's good or not,
Everything I write
I feel with passion and pain.
I wrote this because I've had a lot of negative comments about poetry as a whole recently and it frustrated me haha!
592 · Jan 2018
Life’s Perspectives
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
In life we wither
slowly as we go
through seasons weathers
nature always grows.

We can contemplate
and we can always worry,
we can’t subjugate
so we suffer covertly.

If we took a seed
to sow, no fear,
even noxious weeds
know reasons it’s here.

As the years start to orbit
and time keeps on ticking,
worry about your wallet
it won’t show in your coffin.

Summers end pinches us
for the seeds we have sown,
disbursement of pods fuss
for the spring, to be grown.

With nothing to lose
with nothing to fear,
if it’s dwelling you choose
whilst you spend your time here.

Nature knows it snows
and nature knows it’s flaws,
still happy it knows
a new seasons open doors.

Only to bloom and admire bliss
whilst they are working hand in hand,
with Mother nature’s glistening kiss,
perhaps one day we will understand.
I just had a thought about how people go through life worrying about everything, and nature is happy knowing it can spread seeds for the next season. Just a perspective! Haha enjoy :)
592 · Dec 2017
Sunset - Haiku
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Washed turquoise colors
Smudge the day sky, with amber
Clouds saying goodbye.
592 · Jun 2017
The Forgetful Poet
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
I craft words
With imagery
Inside my head,
I weave and I write
As I go along,
Swarming my brain
Like a thousand bees,
The clock hand ticks
Quicker than mine,
So sometimes I run
Off the page and forget
What I was even thinking.
Just a quick write about how I often think of something as I'm writing and I'll forget another line! Haha.
590 · Jun 2017
Caring Souls
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
I walk listening to music
Inside my own tranquility,
Searching these lonely
Yet full streets,
Like a ghost town
For the sociable,
Attention is directed
Toward phone screens,
So we talk about the unspeakable
Silence at an awkward occasion.

We try filling the gaps that we lost,
The cracks that had been opened,
We seclude our souls in this
Marvellous giving world,
We reach for arms but
Can never seem to grab them,
We beg for help but can't seem
To give our own emptiness.

For all could be filling our gaps
Like we need to be fixed,
The falling trees and lives
Match those of sticks and stone,
Sticks resemble our innocence
Whilst stone indicate our hard
Relentless ways to hurt one another.

But I continue to stay in my own
Tranquil world of loneliness,
Because I've grown accustomed
To the curtains I can draw
So easily shut,
I've grown accustomed
To accepting that we will never
Be caring souls anymore.
Modern society.
587 · Jun 2017
Don't Blink - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Even when I blink
It hurts knowing that moments
are taken away.
585 · Jan 2018
Stars In His Eyes - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
Lay amongst the stars
As your beauty shines before
my very own eyes
585 · Jun 2017
Hurt Too Many Times
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
I am a thin sheet
Of ice, I will crack through and
You will fall with me.

But I'm scared to swim
I might choke on a wave of
Fear and loneliness.

I scare you won't dive
In this water after me,
And I'll drown alone.

I need to feel heat
That radiates from your bones,
Heating my dry skin that seems
To flake away with everything
I cared about.

Just tie the anchor
Around my jelly like legs
Let me sink below.

I won't be the man
In fairytales or your dreams
I will be fiction.

Hopefully I can
Give more love to the ocean
And be lost treasure
x3 Haiku X1 Tanka x3 Haiku - all making one poem :)
583 · Jun 2017
Sunday Tranquility
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Town hall bells ring
Vibrating my skin awake,
Birds whistle my ears into
The new harmonic day,
Grass-cutters chop my dreams
Short.

My dog licks my tired eyes open
Soaking them with love,
Fresh coffee tingles my senses
As caffeine runs through my veins,
Counting grains of sugar instead of
Counting my parking allowance.

Despite my lack of sleep,
Baggy eyes and aching bones,
I still miss my Sunday mornings
When even what seems like mayhem,
Is sweet tranquility.
581 · Apr 2018
Tender Lips
Ryan Holden Apr 2018
Lips so tender she feels
Like velvet on fire,
Soft yet hot enough
To remind me she can hurt,
Just enough to remind me
‘Twas her inner core
I fell in love with
In the first place.
580 · Jun 2017
Flowers Of Constellations
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Perhaps One day
our love will d
                        r
                        i
           ­             p
Like rain from washed up gutters,
But perhaps, one day,
All of my love I've given,
Will be thrown into the air
Like flower petals
for our constellations.

F
o
r
m
i
n
g
into a puddle
Of mud and mulch,
Like the heart inside
My forever drained and washed
Out chest.
579 · Aug 2017
Wishing Star - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2017
You were the sparkles
In midnight sky, and you stole
All of my wishes
578 · Dec 2017
Scars - Haiku x3
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Even if my scars
Are visible, or they cut too,
You are my ointment.

I want you as mine
I want you as remedy.
I want you for life.

I don't want you to
add more scars, I have ran low
on skin to be cut.
577 · Jun 2017
Shined - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Beauty has always
Shined from your heart, mind and soul,
Since the beginning.
I haven't had much time and won't have much time to write. So I thought I'd put a few Haiku's on that I wrote on my lunch break today, just for you guys! Just quick thoughts, that's all :) I'll be back soon!
576 · Oct 2017
The Calling
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
She was born to be the only
woman and saviour just for me
Taking twenty three years to see,
Me laid alone,
hand near my phone
waiting for her message
in a bottle of notes.

Just praying my dreams
were all that they seem,
As we intertwine,
Love bursts at the seams.

Capturing our souls as we fly
over the humid moonlit sky,
Being able to wave goodbye
at all the other times we tried.

For you to finally be mine -
In heart, and in mind,
With joy, and with time -
Because this ink comes from my soul,
my princess, my life,
Can you still not see
we were destined to rise and shine.
574 · Aug 2018
Hungry For More - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2018
Grab me, pull me close,
Look into my eyes like you
Are hungry for more.
Just something that sprung to mind
574 · Oct 2017
Stallions In Dreams
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
You don't have to be an eagle -
to see the white stallion in a field
of ponies - nor do I ever feel
like I was the person riding it,
like all of that power was mine -
to command.

But I was George Custer to your
finely edged arrow tips -
I was an easy target and I let myself
get beaten and bruised,
knocked from my mount -
Colliding with every single piece
of stone on the ground.

Cuts, scars, grazes, bruises -
But these stones do break bones,
and these sticks puncture my chest -
Yet this is a mere kiss on the cheek
to the words that cut me so, so deep.

I fell so hard into a bottomless pit
even the ocean hadn't explored
this washed out chest, praying to find
a person who's soul is just as kind.

Now I sit day by day - watching the stallion
in the fields, in all its glory, inside a story,
that I paint inside my proudest dreams -
getting just that little closer to what was,
I look forward to the days approaching -
for the day I get back on my stallion.

And to ride with you - in all of our glory -
inside our story - that we will paint
as we fade into the fields of our dreams.
A quick poem I wrote today. Just about how recent events and past few years has affected my confidence and I feel I can't give my whole self to people. But I see myself getting much more confident recently!
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
https://soundcloud.com/ryancatullusholden/ryan-holdencatullus-preview-in-order-to-survive
Ok so I recorded this through my earphones and laptop. It's been a month now so I need constructive criticism. I hope you like it anyway, it's only a preview at the minute until I get to a studio to record it :))
568 · Nov 2017
Love On Clouds
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Walk on the wind and ride -
Take my hand, we can dance
Through the night, we will slide -
Into cracks of earths trance
Finding a cloud to hide -
Beautiful raw romance.
567 · Jul 2017
Manifold Nature
Ryan Holden Jul 2017
She is the music
And all of the joy,
I see her blossom
And unfold into the
Beautiful flower she is,
Yet her petals are clipped
With few wounds,
Where wounds in
the wild become
One rhythmic motion,
One perfect combination,
Her joy is a manifold nature
Making more
Than one
Happy.
566 · Jun 2017
Haiku - GooseBumps
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Goosebumps layer skin,
As wandering hands arouse
Your Inner secrets.
564 · Nov 2017
The Cure
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Between us we are
Divine chemistry - ready
to take a hearts cure.
563 · Jan 2018
I Found A Pearl
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
I know this life can be strange
The simplicity of love,
nor wavering expressions
nor the walls that you put up.

Knowing I'm not alone,
with your warm lifted soul,
a drink of sap from the tree
you've gently nurtured for me.

She has everything to give
in this large, limited world,
so...
I stopped looking for more stones
When I knew, I found a pearl.
563 · Aug 2017
Painted Love - Tanka
Ryan Holden Aug 2017
As it was our last goodbye,
I tried wiping away the canvas
you had drawn,
but I was never so forgetful
with true love.
562 · Oct 2017
Sands of Time - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
Walk through the sands of
Time, taste the desert air and
Drink my soul to live.
556 · Apr 2017
Closed Book
Ryan Holden Apr 2017
Her walls are
indestructible,
I throw rocks, stones and catapult boulders,
I chisel away through nooks and crannies trying to find a weakness,
I hit it over and over with a sledgehammer,
Yet no matter how hard I hit the wall
I cannot knock it down,
I have merely chipped my way into her heart.
A story about 2 people who are in love, yet one being an open book the other being closed.
556 · Jul 2018
Cemented Love - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jul 2018
If you are here
To stay, cement yourself in
Never fade away.
553 · Jan 2018
Birth Of An Era
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
We should dream for love
It’s all we can give,
Pure as a white dove
It’s for all to live,
In heaven or earth
We should all forgive,
Imagine from ones birth,
To be taught like this.
553 · Oct 2017
A Poet's Hand
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
mark all my words
it's not absurd
to be deterred
from how I flirt,
if you prefer
lady, this stirred?
take this hand - dance with me my pearl,
deep breaths we twirl,
a voice unheard
unspoken birds
loose shoes, loose shirts,
loose dress, loose skirts,
and us poets
know which way - you would have preferred.
Just a quick silly write. Enjoy. 4-4-4-4-4-4-8-4-4-4-4-4-4-8.
552 · Dec 2017
Life Is Good - Haiku x3
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Take a big deep breath,
See the sun, see the birds and
Quickly try forget.

Temporary pain
always loses against what you
have truly dreamt for

Stand up tall and proud,
Take each day with a large pinch
Of laughter and love.
552 · Jun 2017
Rocket To Her Heart - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
I'm a rocket ship,
Your heart is my only true
Destination point.
549 · May 2017
Love Birds (10w)
Ryan Holden May 2017
Two love birds in a tree,
Please stand by me.
First attempt at the 10w
544 · Nov 2017
Mother & Cub - Haiku
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Thick brush brown shoulders
carry her cub up steep slopes
To rest at the top.
544 · Oct 2017
Don't Think - Haiku Poem
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
I don't want to think
about what could be, I want
you inside my arms.

As each day without
you in my presence I turn
To my minds penance.

hoping you are with
me, before I can even
finish the sentence.
543 · Nov 2017
Foolish Love - Haiku
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
We got told love was
Foolish, so we both smiled and
Became bigger fools.
543 · Jun 2017
Stay - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
The morning to day,
Like a gift to make you stay,
I so like this way.
538 · Oct 2017
The Fall - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
It's not the fall that
breaks me, it's knowing I have
no arms to catch me.
538 · Jun 2017
Wolves
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Those snow prints mark you
Like a howl at the pining moon
Crying at your beckoning calls,
Family and loyalty runs deep
With wilderness in the night.

You find spaces in hollow pine
Whilst stood on boulders,
Your cry screeches through
Descending moons and bark,
The most gentle of heart
But viciously snarls and bites.

Coat as thick as the ground you tread,
Scratching at your fur as snow flakes fall
Shaking like the leaves
in cool breeze beneath your feet,
Blending into snow but only able
To see pearl smoky quartz eyes.
Just a quick write. I'm glad HP is fixed also! :~D
537 · Jan 2018
Don’t Miss - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
My sweet heart when you
reach for the very first kiss,
make sure you don’t miss.
531 · Oct 2017
Love Potion - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
Drip your ointment in
My flask, let it bind us both
Together as one.
529 · May 2017
Beauty from within
Ryan Holden May 2017
They say beauty is from within,
But I fell in love,
With every single fragment
Of air you breathed
Towards my heart.
Just a quick write :)
526 · Oct 2017
Harmonic Sync - Haiku Poem
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
Whistle me a tune
Harmonically syncing
melody with mine.

Play me a chord just
so you can hear what I have
been keeping inside.
525 · Jun 2017
Kiss Of Hope - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
In moments of dark
Hope kisses my cheek to say
"It will be okay"
522 · Aug 2018
Night Cap - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2018
Hourglass waist drops
Between sheets, sharing heat we
Tumble into dreams.
;)
521 · Jun 2017
My Walls Are Brittle
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Even though my outer shell is unbreakable,
The structure inside me that was so hard
To build was finally complete,
Or at least that’s what I told myself.

Yet, my core is broken down and crumbling
as I slowly rot away and break,
I still feel every single piece of chipped off
Brick that I tried so hard to put up.

I see my walls falling despite my efforts
In this apocalyptic mess I call safety,
So I hide away, repairing myself
Piece by piece scared to ever love again.
519 · Jan 2018
Imprinted Sheets
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
The imprint you leave on my bed
is marked for my comfort -
The intangible smell
on my unwashed sheets -
I would wear them like a coat
if it meant I carried your scent,
I would wash them if it meant
I will see you again -
But most of all
I want this imprint to be,
an everlasting dent.
517 · Jun 2017
Performers - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
We are performers
And we cut all our feelings,
From the second take.
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