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689 · Jun 2017
Stay - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
The morning to day,
Like a gift to make you stay,
I so like this way.
687 · May 2017
English weather
Ryan Holden May 2017
Turquoise blue fills my eyes,
No white within,
Children filled with joy,
As lush green grass gets trampled,
It's a day of rarity,
To be with your family and friends,
Exploring and creating,
Sandcastles and fairytales,
As we enter nether regions,
Of endless fantasies,
We hope this day will come again,
But,
Because of England,
And it's tumultuous weather,
We enjoy it whilst we can.
Finally had a nice day today. Wrote this on my lunch break on my notepad quickly whilst starring from my office window, growing more and more envious of people sunbathing (yes sunbathing in England) and having fun outside
687 · May 2017
Packed lunch
Ryan Holden May 2017
Avoid your school lunches,
Not a singular crumb,
They can turn you crazy,
Stick to ******* your thumb,

Sloppy monster pizza,
Will eat you while alive,
Greasy fat saturates,
Stick to salad and chives,
Just a silly "kids" poem about school lunches.
685 · Oct 2017
Stallions In Dreams
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
You don't have to be an eagle -
to see the white stallion in a field
of ponies - nor do I ever feel
like I was the person riding it,
like all of that power was mine -
to command.

But I was George Custer to your
finely edged arrow tips -
I was an easy target and I let myself
get beaten and bruised,
knocked from my mount -
Colliding with every single piece
of stone on the ground.

Cuts, scars, grazes, bruises -
But these stones do break bones,
and these sticks puncture my chest -
Yet this is a mere kiss on the cheek
to the words that cut me so, so deep.

I fell so hard into a bottomless pit
even the ocean hadn't explored
this washed out chest, praying to find
a person who's soul is just as kind.

Now I sit day by day - watching the stallion
in the fields, in all its glory, inside a story,
that I paint inside my proudest dreams -
getting just that little closer to what was,
I look forward to the days approaching -
for the day I get back on my stallion.

And to ride with you - in all of our glory -
inside our story - that we will paint
as we fade into the fields of our dreams.
A quick poem I wrote today. Just about how recent events and past few years has affected my confidence and I feel I can't give my whole self to people. But I see myself getting much more confident recently!
685 · Sep 2018
Impressions - Haiku
Ryan Holden Sep 2018
Give an impression
That you are free, chances are
Your flock will leave too.
People who attract the wrong attention. Ask for the wrong results.
680 · Jun 2017
Hurt Too Many Times
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
I am a thin sheet
Of ice, I will crack through and
You will fall with me.

But I'm scared to swim
I might choke on a wave of
Fear and loneliness.

I scare you won't dive
In this water after me,
And I'll drown alone.

I need to feel heat
That radiates from your bones,
Heating my dry skin that seems
To flake away with everything
I cared about.

Just tie the anchor
Around my jelly like legs
Let me sink below.

I won't be the man
In fairytales or your dreams
I will be fiction.

Hopefully I can
Give more love to the ocean
And be lost treasure
x3 Haiku X1 Tanka x3 Haiku - all making one poem :)
679 · Dec 2017
Scars - Haiku x3
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Even if my scars
Are visible, or they cut too,
You are my ointment.

I want you as mine
I want you as remedy.
I want you for life.

I don't want you to
add more scars, I have ran low
on skin to be cut.
677 · Jun 2017
Don't Blink - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Even when I blink
It hurts knowing that moments
are taken away.
677 · Nov 2017
Gazelles - Haiku
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
We leapt over the
River, with nothing but a
Spring in our step.
673 · Jul 2017
Lost Love
Ryan Holden Jul 2017
When my lips move
To match your ear drums
Just to sync my emotions
With yours.

Why is it that you
Stop playing the drums
And we sink deeper into
The abyss of lost love.
Haven't been on for a while so I thought I'd quickly write something haha!
667 · Jan 2018
Don’t Miss - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
My sweet heart when you
reach for the very first kiss,
make sure you don’t miss.
663 · Aug 2018
Hungry For More - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2018
Grab me, pull me close,
Look into my eyes like you
Are hungry for more.
Just something that sprung to mind
662 · Jan 2018
Life’s Perspectives
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
In life we wither
slowly as we go
through seasons weathers
nature always grows.

We can contemplate
and we can always worry,
we can’t subjugate
so we suffer covertly.

If we took a seed
to sow, no fear,
even noxious weeds
know reasons it’s here.

As the years start to orbit
and time keeps on ticking,
worry about your wallet
it won’t show in your coffin.

Summers end pinches us
for the seeds we have sown,
disbursement of pods fuss
for the spring, to be grown.

With nothing to lose
with nothing to fear,
if it’s dwelling you choose
whilst you spend your time here.

Nature knows it snows
and nature knows it’s flaws,
still happy it knows
a new seasons open doors.

Only to bloom and admire bliss
whilst they are working hand in hand,
with Mother nature’s glistening kiss,
perhaps one day we will understand.
I just had a thought about how people go through life worrying about everything, and nature is happy knowing it can spread seeds for the next season. Just a perspective! Haha enjoy :)
659 · Jul 2017
Vapours Of My Love - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jul 2017
Rest your lips on mine,
Take my breath, and inhale the
Vapours of my love.
659 · Dec 2017
Sunset - Haiku
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Washed turquoise colors
Smudge the day sky, with amber
Clouds saying goodbye.
658 · Jul 2017
Manifold Nature
Ryan Holden Jul 2017
She is the music
And all of the joy,
I see her blossom
And unfold into the
Beautiful flower she is,
Yet her petals are clipped
With few wounds,
Where wounds in
the wild become
One rhythmic motion,
One perfect combination,
Her joy is a manifold nature
Making more
Than one
Happy.
657 · Jan 2018
Stars In His Eyes - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
Lay amongst the stars
As your beauty shines before
my very own eyes
655 · Oct 2017
Perfect Madness - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
I think I’m crazy,
I think you are too, which makes
Us perfect madness
654 · Oct 2017
Sands of Time - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
Walk through the sands of
Time, taste the desert air and
Drink my soul to live.
646 · Oct 2017
The Fall - Haiku
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
It's not the fall that
breaks me, it's knowing I have
no arms to catch me.
644 · Apr 2018
Tender Lips
Ryan Holden Apr 2018
Lips so tender she feels
Like velvet on fire,
Soft yet hot enough
To remind me she can hurt,
Just enough to remind me
‘Twas her inner core
I fell in love with
In the first place.
642 · Jun 2017
Shined - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Beauty has always
Shined from your heart, mind and soul,
Since the beginning.
I haven't had much time and won't have much time to write. So I thought I'd put a few Haiku's on that I wrote on my lunch break today, just for you guys! Just quick thoughts, that's all :) I'll be back soon!
642 · Jun 2017
Flowers Of Constellations
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Perhaps One day
our love will d
                        r
                        i
           ­             p
Like rain from washed up gutters,
But perhaps, one day,
All of my love I've given,
Will be thrown into the air
Like flower petals
for our constellations.

F
o
r
m
i
n
g
into a puddle
Of mud and mulch,
Like the heart inside
My forever drained and washed
Out chest.
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
https://soundcloud.com/ryancatullusholden/ryan-holdencatullus-preview-in-order-to-survive
Ok so I recorded this through my earphones and laptop. It's been a month now so I need constructive criticism. I hope you like it anyway, it's only a preview at the minute until I get to a studio to record it :))
639 · Nov 2017
The Cure
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Between us we are
Divine chemistry - ready
to take a hearts cure.
635 · Aug 2017
Wishing Star - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2017
You were the sparkles
In midnight sky, and you stole
All of my wishes
635 · Dec 2017
Life Is Good - Haiku x3
Ryan Holden Dec 2017
Take a big deep breath,
See the sun, see the birds and
Quickly try forget.

Temporary pain
always loses against what you
have truly dreamt for

Stand up tall and proud,
Take each day with a large pinch
Of laughter and love.
632 · Jan 2018
I Found A Pearl
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
I know this life can be strange
The simplicity of love,
nor wavering expressions
nor the walls that you put up.

Knowing I'm not alone,
with your warm lifted soul,
a drink of sap from the tree
you've gently nurtured for me.

She has everything to give
in this large, limited world,
so...
I stopped looking for more stones
When I knew, I found a pearl.
629 · Jan 2018
Let’s Get Lost - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
Catch day dreams with me
and get lost in our thoughts
of the future us.
623 · Nov 2017
Love On Clouds
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Walk on the wind and ride -
Take my hand, we can dance
Through the night, we will slide -
Into cracks of earths trance
Finding a cloud to hide -
Beautiful raw romance.
622 · Jul 2018
Cemented Love - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jul 2018
If you are here
To stay, cement yourself in
Never fade away.
620 · Apr 2017
Closed Book
Ryan Holden Apr 2017
Her walls are
indestructible,
I throw rocks, stones and catapult boulders,
I chisel away through nooks and crannies trying to find a weakness,
I hit it over and over with a sledgehammer,
Yet no matter how hard I hit the wall
I cannot knock it down,
I have merely chipped my way into her heart.
A story about 2 people who are in love, yet one being an open book the other being closed.
616 · Jan 2018
Birth Of An Era
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
We should dream for love
It’s all we can give,
Pure as a white dove
It’s for all to live,
In heaven or earth
We should all forgive,
Imagine from ones birth,
To be taught like this.
614 · Aug 2018
Night Cap - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2018
Hourglass waist drops
Between sheets, sharing heat we
Tumble into dreams.
;)
612 · Jan 2018
Imprinted Sheets
Ryan Holden Jan 2018
The imprint you leave on my bed
is marked for my comfort -
The intangible smell
on my unwashed sheets -
I would wear them like a coat
if it meant I carried your scent,
I would wash them if it meant
I will see you again -
But most of all
I want this imprint to be,
an everlasting dent.
611 · Oct 2017
Fogged Clarity
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
So again I made a fool of myself
only to fall at the last hurdle
scraping my heart on the way down.

It's funny really...

Like I should have known how it felt the last time.

ha, I never learn.

What's to say this blistering
heat that burns day by day will **** me?

What's to say I let it just because
I've become accustomed to the pain?

Because if I'm not clear, despite the eagles eye of cupids arrow that was a direct hit, I'm afraid I'm out of arrows.

I was a fool...

I couldn't give myself, to anybody else but you.

So I threw the rest away, I was almost certain, I had finally marked your skin, with the only heart I had to offer.
A story about a man who loves a woman very much but she doesn't believe him.
610 · Oct 2017
The Calling
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
She was born to be the only
woman and saviour just for me
Taking twenty three years to see,
Me laid alone,
hand near my phone
waiting for her message
in a bottle of notes.

Just praying my dreams
were all that they seem,
As we intertwine,
Love bursts at the seams.

Capturing our souls as we fly
over the humid moonlit sky,
Being able to wave goodbye
at all the other times we tried.

For you to finally be mine -
In heart, and in mind,
With joy, and with time -
Because this ink comes from my soul,
my princess, my life,
Can you still not see
we were destined to rise and shine.
610 · Nov 2017
Cards Of Fate
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
I once wondered how it truly felt
to meet fate, to see cards that are dealt,
Inside deep down I know,
that matter how long
no matter how I show,
My love is forever
it will expand and grow,
and you will open up
regardless of before,
I need you by my side
in my heart I adore.
608 · Jun 2017
Paradise On Clouds
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
We can't find
our paradise on clouds
My hands are together praying
between two houses on fire,
Whilst I watch the unforeseeable
Perish into ashes of wool-gather.

Razors, Scissors and chainsaws
will cut me all the same,
Yet you were the bloodiest cut
I've ever been prescribed,
Poison drips from your skin
matching the sap from weeping willows.
607 · Jun 2017
Sunday Tranquility
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Town hall bells ring
Vibrating my skin awake,
Birds whistle my ears into
The new harmonic day,
Grass-cutters chop my dreams
Short.

My dog licks my tired eyes open
Soaking them with love,
Fresh coffee tingles my senses
As caffeine runs through my veins,
Counting grains of sugar instead of
Counting my parking allowance.

Despite my lack of sleep,
Baggy eyes and aching bones,
I still miss my Sunday mornings
When even what seems like mayhem,
Is sweet tranquility.
606 · Nov 2017
Mother & Cub - Haiku
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Thick brush brown shoulders
carry her cub up steep slopes
To rest at the top.
604 · Jun 2017
Performers - Haiku
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
We are performers
And we cut all our feelings,
From the second take.
604 · Jun 2017
Haiku - GooseBumps
Ryan Holden Jun 2017
Goosebumps layer skin,
As wandering hands arouse
Your Inner secrets.
602 · May 2017
Scared Of Asking
Ryan Holden May 2017
I used to ride by every day
Making my paper round worth while,
Your beautiful hair, and your beautiful smile,
Kept me breathing the air,
Oh, how wonderful, how rare.

I would see you in corridors at school
Trying to be calm, trying to stay cool,
But we talked for hours about you,
It was then, it was how my love grew,

My sweet darling please stay here
In these memories, in my fear
Of losing you my darling,
You'll see, what you mean
To me.

I've loved you forever and always,
And you know that this is true
So please stay with me,
And tell me, you love me too?

Love me till I die
Please look me in the eye,
And tell me that
You love me too
And that the best part of my life,
Was the moment I met you.

Because I'm scared to tell you,
How much you mean to me,
Because I'm afraid you wont call,
As you're my everything, after all
I'm just fearing the worst
Because I think I'm cursed,
trying my best not to misconstrue,
I've never met a women,
Near as perfect as you.
A love song I wrote. About being scared to tell someone you like them.
602 · Aug 2017
Painted Love - Tanka
Ryan Holden Aug 2017
As it was our last goodbye,
I tried wiping away the canvas
you had drawn,
but I was never so forgetful
with true love.
602 · Aug 2017
Closed Book - Haiku
Ryan Holden Aug 2017
Keep this hand close to
Yours, you will never know when,
It stops you falling.
598 · Oct 2017
A Poet's Hand
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
mark all my words
it's not absurd
to be deterred
from how I flirt,
if you prefer
lady, this stirred?
take this hand - dance with me my pearl,
deep breaths we twirl,
a voice unheard
unspoken birds
loose shoes, loose shirts,
loose dress, loose skirts,
and us poets
know which way - you would have preferred.
Just a quick silly write. Enjoy. 4-4-4-4-4-4-8-4-4-4-4-4-4-8.
593 · Oct 2017
Harmonic Sync - Haiku Poem
Ryan Holden Oct 2017
Whistle me a tune
Harmonically syncing
melody with mine.

Play me a chord just
so you can hear what I have
been keeping inside.
591 · Apr 2018
Cottons
Ryan Holden Apr 2018
I can’t repaint the start
Nor it’s tenderness
To understand
The complexity
Of it’s cottons -
But know I am soft,
And I will always
Keep your heart
Warm.
589 · Nov 2017
We Dance In The Rain
Ryan Holden Nov 2017
Loose lips - loose we sit,
rain drops - love birds kiss
Spilling emotion
accidentally
with rain that drips,
Hands on your cheeks,
Hands on your hips,
We dance in the rain
We share all our pain,
We fall and we trip
We clutch and we slip,
into ones arms grip
Then just like that
all of the love
held in was spilt,
with just one tip.
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