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"presentable" poems
Three Minute Warning A messenger delivers A three minute warning As I lay in bed at 10:30 am (Resting in preparation for, not from, our oops, early morning hike). Breakfast will be ready in 3, Get your **** in gear or else It will be cold, I'll be mad, And you will answer to a Higher Authority. No problem cause I already know All I need is two. Splash water on my face Now I'm presentable enough to the human race, current company probably won't be happy, But I ain't telling her, are you? Shave! You crazed? It is a three day weekend, Every day a July Fourth, Celebrating freedom from the European tyranny, Of shaving smooth  every day! Splash water on my head, count with me, Five brush strokes as you can plainly see Is a classic case of overcompensating In my geling n' hair stylin' Brush my teeth, well, I hope 2 full minutes of rinsing with  CVS Green stuff, mouthwash, will have to suffice. Blast my deodorant both sides, Long and strong, wearin' now My bold blue *** husk of musk, Cause I am a very considerate fellow Who happens to really have stunk. Clean T- shirt and shorts, Yes, clean underwear too, Leaves me a whole minute to write this scribble. My flip flop noises coming down the hallway, Are the butler announcing our joint arrival, Me and my poem. Lest you think this is paean to men Another grand male boast, Be advised this ditty be writty By a man who, while no longer gritty, Just put jelly on his scrambled eggs And ketchup on his toast! Mmmmmmm there might be a poem Lurking in that too...
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May 27, 2013
May 27, 2013 at 11:50 AM UTC
Three Minute Warning (A True Story)
Three Minute Warning A messenger delivers A three minute warning As I lay in bed at 10:30 am (Resting in preparation for, not from, our oops, early morning hike). Breakfast will be ready in 3, Get your **** in gear or else It will be cold, I'll be mad, And you will answer to a Higher Authority. No problem cause I already know All I need is two. Splash water on my face Now I'm presentable enough to the human race, current company probably won't be happy, But I ain't telling her, are you? Shave! You crazed? It is a three day weekend, Every day a July Fourth, Celebrating freedom from the European tyranny, Of shaving smooth  every day! Splash water on my head, count with me, Five brush strokes as you can plainly see Is a classic case of overcompensating In my geling n' hair stylin' Brush my teeth, well, I hope 2 full minutes of rinsing with  CVS Green stuff, mouthwash, will have to suffice. Blast my deodorant both sides, Long and strong, wearin' now My bold blue *** husk of musk, Cause I am a very considerate fellow Who happens to really have stunk. Clean T- shirt and shorts, Yes, clean underwear too, Leaves me a whole minute to write this scribble. My flip flop noises coming down the hallway, Are the butler announcing our joint arrival, Me and my poem. Lest you think this is paean to men Another grand male boast, Be advised this ditty be writty By a man who, while no longer gritty, Just put jelly on his scrambled eggs And ketchup on his toast! Mmmmmmm there might be a poem Lurking in that too...
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I want to write a poem. No, like I really really really wanna write a poem. Problem, stick it to me. Pause Poems have to be good. Okay, so a poem doesn't have to be good However, the point of the art is to have someone read Those flippy little words that you pulled out Of some intangible existence and pasted on The Internet. The Internet, So you don't always put it online but, Other people are "supposed" to read it. To enjoy it, give you a pat on the back, Maybe an "I see what you did there". So poems are supposed to be presentable. You've got to pay in sweat and ink but, At least the words themselves are free. What if I don't wanna have to make a "good" poem? Okay so I really do want a pat on the back but Sometimes I really like pasting things from Intangible existences. Fancy words right? Let me pat my own back. Sometimes I just like putting my emotions on paper While sounding like I read More dictionaries than Webster. Ha, ha, sigh. There's a problem with having to be inspired to write **** down. Do you think someone pays Taylor Swift's boyfriends To break up with her So she can write the Next big hit? I wouldn't doubt it. My guardian angel should make the people around me Say weird stuff such that I can write about Walking on waves of shattered glass Or Singing of birds in circled flight. Maybe I'd be better off being hit by a car. That'd be some pretty touching poetry. Some people write happy poetry too, I don't know how they do it. Sorry but, my world isn't flowers and  butterflies Enough to warrant discussion of Staying in the fairy meadow of light. Sorry, I'm just jealous. Maybe I just like writing stuff down? What if I just don't want to be forgotten? Leaving a legacy in my words more indellible Than a pat on the back. Doubt it. I just don't want to forget. Brain, why don't you get it? I'm sitting here getting all intimate with an idea and The next morning Brain's got no clue what their name is. Like really, even if we invite a friend over and get creative with Our tongues and mouths, Brain doesn't remember the moments shared between us. Paper doesn't think very well but it's got a decent memory bank. So I save up for a brand new poem. I thought words were free.
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Apr 19, 2013
Apr 19, 2013 at 12:22 AM UTC
Brain and One Night Stands*
I want to write a poem. No, like I really really really wanna write a poem. Problem, stick it to me. Pause Poems have to be good. Okay, so a poem doesn't have to be good However, the point of the art is to have someone read Those flippy little words that you pulled out Of some intangible existence and pasted on The Internet. The Internet, So you don't always put it online but, Other people are "supposed" to read it. To enjoy it, give you a pat on the back, Maybe an "I see what you did there". So poems are supposed to be presentable. You've got to pay in sweat and ink but, At least the words themselves are free. What if I don't wanna have to make a "good" poem? Okay so I really do want a pat on the back but Sometimes I really like pasting things from Intangible existences. Fancy words right? Let me pat my own back. Sometimes I just like putting my emotions on paper While sounding like I read More dictionaries than Webster. Ha, ha, sigh. There's a problem with having to be inspired to write **** down. Do you think someone pays Taylor Swift's boyfriends To break up with her So she can write the Next big hit? I wouldn't doubt it. My guardian angel should make the people around me Say weird stuff such that I can write about Walking on waves of shattered glass Or Singing of birds in circled flight. Maybe I'd be better off being hit by a car. That'd be some pretty touching poetry. Some people write happy poetry too, I don't know how they do it. Sorry but, my world isn't flowers and  butterflies Enough to warrant discussion of Staying in the fairy meadow of light. Sorry, I'm just jealous. Maybe I just like writing stuff down? What if I just don't want to be forgotten? Leaving a legacy in my words more indellible Than a pat on the back. Doubt it. I just don't want to forget. Brain, why don't you get it? I'm sitting here getting all intimate with an idea and The next morning Brain's got no clue what their name is. Like really, even if we invite a friend over and get creative with Our tongues and mouths, Brain doesn't remember the moments shared between us. Paper doesn't think very well but it's got a decent memory bank. So I save up for a brand new poem. I thought words were free.
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I don't know much of anything about life or love or the grand "meaning of it all," but this I know: I hate the constraints society places upon us, ropes gathered up to knot relationships, tie them up and place them all in nice neat little packages with a cute presentable bow on top. We're supposedly in the "honeymoon phase" right now and we joke about how we'll know when it's done, when the real stuff has begun. But sir, the way I've spread my scars open, reopened all those old wounds for you to discover, evaluate, and assess, I refuse to believe none of this is the "real" stuff. Sure, maybe one day we'll have an actual, honest-to-goodness argument where our mouths become cannons for the shots we volley back and forth. But I can't believe, stubbornly refuse to even consider there will be a day I'll look into those emerald eyes of yours and not fall utterly in love all over again. I can't imagine a morning of waking up and not being grateful to have you next to me. Maybe love isn't constant perfection, and there's no way that every single day will be a dreamland fantasy, but maybe, just maybe when you've found a forever kind of love there isn't a "honeymoon period" at all. Maybe it just is, and that's enough.
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Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 4:59 PM UTC
Honeymoon Period
It's funny How a simple black line, A pigmented powder, And a plastic line glued to my eyelid Can make me feel pretty Makes me feel presentable It makes me feel like I'm worth something But even so- It's false. Synthetic. It's all a lie. Oh how I wish I could stop lying.
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Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 6:10 PM UTC
False Confidence and Synthetic Beauty
How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Presentable, eminently presentable-- shall I make you a present of him? Isn't he handsome? Isn't he healthy? Isn't he a fine specimen? Doesn't he look the fresh clean Englishman, outside? Isn't it God's own image? tramping his thirty miles a day after partridges, or a little rubber ball? wouldn't you like to be like that, well off, and quite the thing Oh, but wait! Let him meet a new emotion, let him be faced with another man's need, let him come home to a bit of moral difficulty, let life face him with a new demand on his understanding and then watch him go soggy, like a wet meringue. Watch him turn into a mess, either a fool or a bully. Just watch the display of him, confronted with a new demand on his intelligence, a new life-demand. How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Nicely groomed, like a mushroom standing there so sleek and ***** and eyeable-- and like a fungus, living on the remains of a bygone life ******* his life out of the dead leaves of greater life than his own. And even so, he's stale, he's been there too long. Touch him, and you'll find he's all gone inside just like an old mushroom, all wormy inside, and hollow under a smooth skin and an upright appearance. Full of seething, wormy, hollow feelings rather nasty-- How beastly the bourgeois is! Standing in their thousands, these appearances, in damp England what a pity they can't all be kicked over like sickening toadstools, and left to melt back, swiftly into the soil of England.
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How Beastly The Bourgeois Is
How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Presentable, eminently presentable-- shall I make you a present of him? Isn't he handsome? Isn't he healthy? Isn't he a fine specimen? Doesn't he look the fresh clean Englishman, outside? Isn't it God's own image? tramping his thirty miles a day after partridges, or a little rubber ball? wouldn't you like to be like that, well off, and quite the thing Oh, but wait! Let him meet a new emotion, let him be faced with another man's need, let him come home to a bit of moral difficulty, let life face him with a new demand on his understanding and then watch him go soggy, like a wet meringue. Watch him turn into a mess, either a fool or a bully. Just watch the display of him, confronted with a new demand on his intelligence, a new life-demand. How beastly the bourgeois is especially the male of the species-- Nicely groomed, like a mushroom standing there so sleek and ***** and eyeable-- and like a fungus, living on the remains of a bygone life ******* his life out of the dead leaves of greater life than his own. And even so, he's stale, he's been there too long. Touch him, and you'll find he's all gone inside just like an old mushroom, all wormy inside, and hollow under a smooth skin and an upright appearance. Full of seething, wormy, hollow feelings rather nasty-- How beastly the bourgeois is! Standing in their thousands, these appearances, in damp England what a pity they can't all be kicked over like sickening toadstools, and left to melt back, swiftly into the soil of England.
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how we dress up the imperfect parts of ourselves presentable flowered smile. lies cracked porcelain good morning in a broken jaw breakfast line barefoot pipeline running the secret underfoot the railroad's coming and ain't nobody talking no, ain't nobody telling a soul sell off the parts of you that you have no use for but where does it stop sticking to you? memories, residual dew of choices and transitions clarity of the third person, but who is that? wandering the sleeping shores of Sunday on cracked feet and torn sails flowing strong in the strange wind blowing through the trees. sail my ship to shore by candlelight reflected endlessly across the water cavernous echoes echoes in the depth don't lose your heart in the caves of tomorrow searching for sunshine again with a lingering song in my heart
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Feb 8, 2015
Feb 8, 2015 at 6:50 PM UTC
Caves of Tomorrow
On the first day, he was pushed robust in his stance, the other forced, this boy down the spiral staircase of the Catholic church, the school had renovated, the Spring before Isaac had begun his studies, at the high school. Ballet was his passion, Latin was the language that so effortlessly, fluently was spoken from his lips in class as he smiled at his Professor, another victory accomplished in academia so proud were his parents, of their blue eyed boy. Jonah was the reject, the older brother he had been kicked out of school, not once, but twice, and was often found with a joint, his unshaven face wrapped around one of the girls, from the all girls school that ran alongside Isaacs all boys. Issac was hurt, a further blow to his stomach, rendered him broken as a waterfall of tears ran down his bruised and cut face, so ashamed as other pupils laughed, staring, pointing until the final bell rang as they fled from the high ceilings and narrow corridors. Wrapped in a ball, he waited for all halls and students to clear, and as he rolled over, picking himself up he took to the washroom, knowing he needed to be presentable for his mother waiting for him at the school gate brimming with pride, at her boys scholarship. All his dreams, mystical and serene, Romeo and Juliet fluid streams of poetry of Elliot, Poe, Hughes and of course Wilde and those love letters of Beethoven math, biology, all paled into insignificance he was born a writer, a dancer, a drawer, sketching and typing his heart to a page, prose a future love would read. Johan saw his mother's car pull up as he raced and giggled with Saskia leading her astray, he promised her all the things those boys always did, and of course not to break her sweet sixteen heart, unlike other boys as his mother smoked another Camel, the two lovers jumped into his truck, Johnny Cash blaring from speakers laughing hysterically, the world at their feet. By 4pm, Isaac was ready to leave school, tentatively walking out the main door, down concrete slabs as steps, no predators in sight he couldn't hide the dark circles under his eyes that formed as bruises, knowing he was fortunate to have not been damaged further by the haunting before last period. Walking to the gates, he listened through headphones; Tchaikovsky his release his home his saving grace. © Sia Jane
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 6:53 PM UTC
a moral evil
On the first day, he was pushed robust in his stance, the other forced, this boy down the spiral staircase of the Catholic church, the school had renovated, the Spring before Isaac had begun his studies, at the high school. Ballet was his passion, Latin was the language that so effortlessly, fluently was spoken from his lips in class as he smiled at his Professor, another victory accomplished in academia so proud were his parents, of their blue eyed boy. Jonah was the reject, the older brother he had been kicked out of school, not once, but twice, and was often found with a joint, his unshaven face wrapped around one of the girls, from the all girls school that ran alongside Isaacs all boys. Issac was hurt, a further blow to his stomach, rendered him broken as a waterfall of tears ran down his bruised and cut face, so ashamed as other pupils laughed, staring, pointing until the final bell rang as they fled from the high ceilings and narrow corridors. Wrapped in a ball, he waited for all halls and students to clear, and as he rolled over, picking himself up he took to the washroom, knowing he needed to be presentable for his mother waiting for him at the school gate brimming with pride, at her boys scholarship. All his dreams, mystical and serene, Romeo and Juliet fluid streams of poetry of Elliot, Poe, Hughes and of course Wilde and those love letters of Beethoven math, biology, all paled into insignificance he was born a writer, a dancer, a drawer, sketching and typing his heart to a page, prose a future love would read. Johan saw his mother's car pull up as he raced and giggled with Saskia leading her astray, he promised her all the things those boys always did, and of course not to break her sweet sixteen heart, unlike other boys as his mother smoked another Camel, the two lovers jumped into his truck, Johnny Cash blaring from speakers laughing hysterically, the world at their feet. By 4pm, Isaac was ready to leave school, tentatively walking out the main door, down concrete slabs as steps, no predators in sight he couldn't hide the dark circles under his eyes that formed as bruises, knowing he was fortunate to have not been damaged further by the haunting before last period. Walking to the gates, he listened through headphones; Tchaikovsky his release his home his saving grace. © Sia Jane
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Change your pants, change your shirt, look presentable! That's all I ****** ever hear from you! I'm not good enough and I will never be good enough for you. No I'm not your prissy princess, no I didn't graduate, no I don't have a job. I'm done saying sorry, because I'm not. This is me, so deal with it. You don't have a ***** ***** *** daughter that wears pink and curls her hair with fake fingernails and smile. You have me and if you don't like it, than i won't have to be your daughter, OK! I'm my moms daughter who excepts me for who I am and not what I wear. So you know what? **** you! **** you to the way you want me to be! **** you to the way you never had me! And **** you for trying your hardest to change me, it's not going to happen!
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 11:10 PM UTC
**** you
Black & Yellow                                              – for Wiz Khalifa  ✌                         *“Stay high like I’m supposed to do, that crown                         underneath them clouds, can’t get close to you.”* On the first day, he was pushed. Robust in stance, the other forced, this boy down the marble stairs of the Catholic church, the school renovated the Summer before Khalifa began his studies,                   in junior high. The ballet was his passion, Latin was the language that so fluently was spoken from his lips. The Professor smiled, another victory accomplished. Khalifa’s mom was so proud of             her blue eyed boy. Rapped in a ball, he waited for all students & halls to clear. Rolled over, picked himself up took to the washroom, knowing he needed to be presentable for his mom stood at the school gate,            brimming with pride. All of his dreams, mystical. Don Quixote & The Nutcracker, fluid streams of poetry; Elliot, Poe, Wilde. The love letters of Ludwig van Beethoven. Born to dance all Principal roles,                   a lovers’ prose. By four, he was ready to leave school. Tentatively walking, no predators in sight, out the main door. Leaving behind a haunting first day. Listening to Tchaikovsky; his release, his home,                  his saving grace. © Sia Jane
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 10:38 PM UTC
Black & Yellow
Black & Yellow                                              – for Wiz Khalifa  ✌                         *“Stay high like I’m supposed to do, that crown                         underneath them clouds, can’t get close to you.”* On the first day, he was pushed. Robust in stance, the other forced, this boy down the marble stairs of the Catholic church, the school renovated the Summer before Khalifa began his studies,                   in junior high. The ballet was his passion, Latin was the language that so fluently was spoken from his lips. The Professor smiled, another victory accomplished. Khalifa’s mom was so proud of             her blue eyed boy. Rapped in a ball, he waited for all students & halls to clear. Rolled over, picked himself up took to the washroom, knowing he needed to be presentable for his mom stood at the school gate,            brimming with pride. All of his dreams, mystical. Don Quixote & The Nutcracker, fluid streams of poetry; Elliot, Poe, Wilde. The love letters of Ludwig van Beethoven. Born to dance all Principal roles,                   a lovers’ prose. By four, he was ready to leave school. Tentatively walking, no predators in sight, out the main door. Leaving behind a haunting first day. Listening to Tchaikovsky; his release, his home,                  his saving grace. © Sia Jane
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My blue skinny jeans, And creamy white shirt. I got ready to go on a road trip. Just as I sat in my car I applied my mascara And drove away. As the car stopped near my college, I took a last glimpse of whether I looked presentable or not. Well I did ! I was a little tense. Then there came MISS-OH-SHES-SO-PERFECT. She was in a red dress. I mean are we going on a trip or to a ball ? But that is the only thing that worried me, Now she'll be the center of attention. My crush won't even know I EXIST !!!! My best friend reminded me I look the best, And that my crush would certainly see me. I felt a little confident, But in the end she got my crush. And me ? I'm only left alone, Singing 'Lonely I'm Mr lonely.' From that day onwards I  NEVER had a crush !
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Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 7:39 AM UTC
Stupid Crush
Its hard to believe to listen to The sound of silence through layman's ears For silence,an unestablished thought Rides the young hearts only through fear. Maturity, an understanding through beneath Sediments like evils srata For if you conquered,it only leads To the sound of silence,every data. For as we stare, me and words together, Silence redeems through the pages Every drop of ink forever Can spell the words through all the ages. The silence that lingers between Begs me to hear it closer Its trying to express the unwanted enclitic The words that will fade never. And now as i cherish this conversation of silence, I realize that ink has a spirit And to know the mistake i have committed Which on my face like a bright light lit. And to know the spectacular reason I'm astonished myself, i must say Ink helps us when we are not thinking Flowing on paper without delay. This sound of silence that i have gathered now, Must be of great help all through my life It will let me hear all those unsound-able things And help me to decide when to stab a knife. Through my youth scores, a bunch of thirty Led me through a rugged terrain, And now i want a plain surface with lots of pleasure To lead a life, to be truly sane. The sound is like a hand i want Which helps me to walk in young years Through the blasphemy, through humanism It will strike away all my fears. Does one realize that i said The words of silence through every phase The crumb of bread a beggar needs The food of life heaven feeds? They can't be realized by screaming though oceans, They can't be realized by ending a story For they are the curse of hearing unknown thoughts, The sound of silence one and only. My heart beats are frantic now, As i have reached the harmonics of music, Sweet and presentable they are now Tapping your life like your feet. They are many fellows who can't sing So they make you suffer the sound of silence With every teardrop longing for supper Fighting their way through all the violence. For those who have a great voice It doesn't mean that they have to be proud, For it may break any time Like breaking a stone, like rumbling of clouds. And i may not be an instrumentalist And i may not be a teacher, But i can stop the silence and let them hear music And make them smile, not to suffer.
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Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 4:24 AM UTC
Sound of Silence
Its hard to believe to listen to The sound of silence through layman's ears For silence,an unestablished thought Rides the young hearts only through fear. Maturity, an understanding through beneath Sediments like evils srata For if you conquered,it only leads To the sound of silence,every data. For as we stare, me and words together, Silence redeems through the pages Every drop of ink forever Can spell the words through all the ages. The silence that lingers between Begs me to hear it closer Its trying to express the unwanted enclitic The words that will fade never. And now as i cherish this conversation of silence, I realize that ink has a spirit And to know the mistake i have committed Which on my face like a bright light lit. And to know the spectacular reason I'm astonished myself, i must say Ink helps us when we are not thinking Flowing on paper without delay. This sound of silence that i have gathered now, Must be of great help all through my life It will let me hear all those unsound-able things And help me to decide when to stab a knife. Through my youth scores, a bunch of thirty Led me through a rugged terrain, And now i want a plain surface with lots of pleasure To lead a life, to be truly sane. The sound is like a hand i want Which helps me to walk in young years Through the blasphemy, through humanism It will strike away all my fears. Does one realize that i said The words of silence through every phase The crumb of bread a beggar needs The food of life heaven feeds? They can't be realized by screaming though oceans, They can't be realized by ending a story For they are the curse of hearing unknown thoughts, The sound of silence one and only. My heart beats are frantic now, As i have reached the harmonics of music, Sweet and presentable they are now Tapping your life like your feet. They are many fellows who can't sing So they make you suffer the sound of silence With every teardrop longing for supper Fighting their way through all the violence. For those who have a great voice It doesn't mean that they have to be proud, For it may break any time Like breaking a stone, like rumbling of clouds. And i may not be an instrumentalist And i may not be a teacher, But i can stop the silence and let them hear music And make them smile, not to suffer.
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I laid there staring at the insanely bright and rude fluorescent light that mocked my suffering. The cold concrete floor felt good against my screaming aches. My body was pleading with the Gods for just a taste of what had been taken away. My bowels were as controllable as a teen aged beauty. With a **** I brought my burning face toward the cool silent cold metal toilet. Ugly yellow bile that only a tired and tortured body could produce spewed forth. A moan and a wipe then a hollow knock on the graffiti covered cell door. "You made bail" an almost robotic sounding voice says. With a thousand tiny swordsman stabbing at my face I managed to smile into my own bile. I looked at the mustached uncaring face in the small window. "You look like Death Pal" The mustache says to me. I spit the acrid taste of day old ***** and ****** resin. Then rise and run my sweaty palm through my hair in an attempt at looking presentable. The mustache opens the door and as I walk out I look directly at the rogue hairs protruding from the mustaches nostrils and say. "Death Is Beautiful" The mustache holds the door as I walk out. I'm feeling better already "Oh Yea well so was my Xwife look at how much trouble she still causes me". The mustache says Every step I take down the institutional colored, masonic checkered floored hallway causes my body to scream with hope. I can feel the sweat roll down my face but I refuse to let this mustache see my suffering. We stop at the property window, I sign a half of an X where it says signature. Then before I gather up my belongs and head back out into the night I looked over at the mustache and said "You had a Wife?"
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Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC
Muzzled The Stache
I laid there staring at the insanely bright and rude fluorescent light that mocked my suffering. The cold concrete floor felt good against my screaming aches. My body was pleading with the Gods for just a taste of what had been taken away. My bowels were as controllable as a teen aged beauty. With a **** I brought my burning face toward the cool silent cold metal toilet. Ugly yellow bile that only a tired and tortured body could produce spewed forth. A moan and a wipe then a hollow knock on the graffiti covered cell door. "You made bail" an almost robotic sounding voice says. With a thousand tiny swordsman stabbing at my face I managed to smile into my own bile. I looked at the mustached uncaring face in the small window. "You look like Death Pal" The mustache says to me. I spit the acrid taste of day old ***** and ****** resin. Then rise and run my sweaty palm through my hair in an attempt at looking presentable. The mustache opens the door and as I walk out I look directly at the rogue hairs protruding from the mustaches nostrils and say. "Death Is Beautiful" The mustache holds the door as I walk out. I'm feeling better already "Oh Yea well so was my Xwife look at how much trouble she still causes me". The mustache says Every step I take down the institutional colored, masonic checkered floored hallway causes my body to scream with hope. I can feel the sweat roll down my face but I refuse to let this mustache see my suffering. We stop at the property window, I sign a half of an X where it says signature. Then before I gather up my belongs and head back out into the night I looked over at the mustache and said "You had a Wife?"
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The very second I put down my pen, I began my process all over again. I've been getting up at 7 o'clock (am). Why? Such a dangerous question. If I were to wonder why I comb my hair, I'd have the answer. If I asked myself why eat meals at 7:30, 12:00, and 5:00, I'd have an answer. But I don't know why I have answers. Why do I care when I eat and how presentable I appear? I fear someday I'll wake up and ask why I should wear pants, or why even stand? That day, I might crawl to the front porch, and carry a newspaper and slippers to the dog.
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Jun 22, 2015
Jun 22, 2015 at 8:21 PM UTC
Don't question the daily stretch
My mother recently took me to another doctor she said, ‘her condition is becoming outrageous , she hasn’t laughed in a year, avoids any talking, never leaves the house until the night draws in. ’ And I think the sun should rather concern her. Burning things don’t make good companions. Bought a ticket for a train, northbound at night, my eyes hurt from the condolences of daylight. Went back south in September, I surrendered, had to promise to be good again and presentable. Indifferent on life, did I suffer from depression? It’s not been an illness but a philosophic decision. One Sunday, it was quiet during breakfast time,   somebody from town recently took their life. Rised brows behind the newspaper’s edges, secretly, I admire the courage and recklessness. But I act eager and am polite with relatives, at holiday occasions I behave and give kisses until one proposes a toast to life being a gift. I say nothing in exchange, I feel guilty to exist. It all changed one day, when I found me a lover. He sins for amusement while I sin to self punish. I love that he’s mortal, of a perishable texture, hope to be buried, rot with him in the graveyard. We agree on senselessness without any pity, he watches me fail life and thinks it’s poetic. We can’t hurt since there’s nothing to heal from. A physical love wich in it’s essence is platonic.
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Feb 9, 2022
Feb 9, 2022 at 5:54 PM UTC
Nihilist daughter
We start the shift at the same pizzeria Then we must go on deliveries And individuality is born Through varying methods and differing destinations But distinction is mostly born through tips The start of the drive is almost always somewhat positive Unless you know you're getting a low tip in advance The transaction is the singular event It's outcome determines your demeanor for the drive back To the store that is our equalizing ending Deliveries are over at that point The beginning and end are the same store The middle is our transaction Delivery drivers have lived a thousand lives If they have delivered a thousand pies Often getting low tips and asking why I maximize the radio's volume To avoid hearing The roar of my engine Indicating the speed of my delivery But the lyrics Sound so similar to my engine's audio Tears form in my dreaming eyes I wipe them away To be presentable to the customer Who doesn't tip in heartbreaking fashion As I return to my vehicle Tears are no longer available Only silent contemplation My thoughts void blaring music As the reality of my delivery has been discovered And the nature of my drive back dawns on me I'm compelled to rush to the end of the journey So I might possibly start a new delivery Instead of the one I'm on Wishing I had gotten better tips
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Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 10:17 PM UTC
Tips
There is something undeniable about this new aesthetic: Barefoot and barely presentable as I slow-dance in the kitchen at 3am Nobody but me, my shadow and a gentle grey kitten who patiently watches me pour another cup of coffee. I stir in cinnamon, a taste that's heedy and all too sweet against the roof of my mouth. So strong it makes me want to gag, and yet I sing under my breath: old tunes I have no business remembering and lullabies brought to me on the wind [singing] all you have is fire -and the place you have to reach. My mother wanted a girl she could put together like a jigsaw. A girl who would sit still and patiently endure the effort it took to construct the perfect plat, perfect updo perfect winged eyeliner, perfect blush perfect poise, perfect dress, Perfect daughter. Instead she had me a muddled and confused thing with a tangled mess of curls and eyes that couldn't quite look away. Something with ***** fingers that knew the give and take of every leaf and blade of grass something that couldn't sit still on creaking church pews because for all the beauty they pursued, she'd seen the unmatched grace of rolling thunder and the indisputable life of the ocean. While other girls watched the boy chase the girl to a perfect kiss she worshiped the women who took up their weapons and refused to keep their peace. - A child raised on a steady diet of Victorian poetry, Greek myth and poison. Stitched together with images of Artemis, Scottish women and a heathenish name. My mother would lead me in prayer each night before bed, hoping against all hope to change what was in me. But my father made me wonder if I could be a knight one day, taught me to sing their vows of honour and justice during those ungodly hours when sleep was far. The hours when his blood called to us both in its ancient tongue. The hours where his stories became my Bible. The hours when the smell of lemongrass and rain filled the house. The hours when I would be barefoot and dancing in the kitchen Barely presentable yet undeniably free.
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Jun 18, 2020
Jun 18, 2020 at 7:01 AM UTC
Noble Maiden
There is something undeniable about this new aesthetic: Barefoot and barely presentable as I slow-dance in the kitchen at 3am Nobody but me, my shadow and a gentle grey kitten who patiently watches me pour another cup of coffee. I stir in cinnamon, a taste that's heedy and all too sweet against the roof of my mouth. So strong it makes me want to gag, and yet I sing under my breath: old tunes I have no business remembering and lullabies brought to me on the wind [singing] all you have is fire -and the place you have to reach. My mother wanted a girl she could put together like a jigsaw. A girl who would sit still and patiently endure the effort it took to construct the perfect plat, perfect updo perfect winged eyeliner, perfect blush perfect poise, perfect dress, Perfect daughter. Instead she had me a muddled and confused thing with a tangled mess of curls and eyes that couldn't quite look away. Something with ***** fingers that knew the give and take of every leaf and blade of grass something that couldn't sit still on creaking church pews because for all the beauty they pursued, she'd seen the unmatched grace of rolling thunder and the indisputable life of the ocean. While other girls watched the boy chase the girl to a perfect kiss she worshiped the women who took up their weapons and refused to keep their peace. - A child raised on a steady diet of Victorian poetry, Greek myth and poison. Stitched together with images of Artemis, Scottish women and a heathenish name. My mother would lead me in prayer each night before bed, hoping against all hope to change what was in me. But my father made me wonder if I could be a knight one day, taught me to sing their vows of honour and justice during those ungodly hours when sleep was far. The hours when his blood called to us both in its ancient tongue. The hours where his stories became my Bible. The hours when the smell of lemongrass and rain filled the house. The hours when I would be barefoot and dancing in the kitchen Barely presentable yet undeniably free.
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I used to   Drink my face off      'get lost' to this world I'd stare at my insides,    My red raw meat Up to full speed     I  wiped more off my chin        Than most others drink     Life was going down the tube And I wasn't helping the situation none Everywhere I went I wore out any welcome   My rude, angry self, had no restraint at all The face left me    Was nothing I could live with      I  had to clean my act up,        Make me a more presentable me            Blend in with those  I chose as my peers Imagine that, No more 'Bums Rush' No more bloodied noses No more " Here's your Hat, what's your hurry"
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May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC
"Here's Your Hat, what's your hurry"
squinted eyes, glaring, peering, or just looking inwardly and not really seeing me and sometimes there is a little more ****** hair just maybe i will take the time to shave or at least trim enough to be presentable every morning i look in the mirror darkened eyes, with deep circles of worry and stress questioning not only my life choices but even my very sanity just what i need, more acne, pimples, black heads what happened to this going away after the last signs of puberty faded from my voice every morning i look in the mirror twisted smile half convincing more than knowing where i have been and what i have gone through where is my toothbrush and toothpaste its not like i can blame someone for moving them i am the only who uses this bathroom now every morning i look in the mirror tired eyes half closed and open just enough to see the light as sunshine creeps in from the window and you know its time, to wash the sleep from them and face yet another day in her world knowing understanding realizing every morning she looks in the mirror too
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Aug 25, 2012
Aug 25, 2012 at 9:17 PM UTC
every morning i look in the mirror
sadness is what the girl feels, hopeless as her fate is sealed. every decision made by other people as she is forced into classes challenging and difficult, though she knows that she cant revolt. sadness grips her by the throat yet again by those who push her around, the teachers, the parents, her boyfriend, the students, even the class clown. everything is expected of her, she is someone that people prefer, due to her level of education and inability to say much in anything, often not part of any deciding. sadness pierces through her body as she lets her boyfriend hurt her with broken promises, never making any compromises. so many cancelled dates and broken promises lay before her as she hides her feelings, though she cries at night and stare at the ceiling. sadness threw her on the ground as her mom forces her to look presentable to the world, no one likes a weird girl. her father teaches her to fight, oblivious to anything but whatever is on his mind, he forces her and her family to do whatever he pleases, unaware of any of her family's grievances. sadness haunted her at school as her friends call her strong but are unaware of her grief, then run off to do their usual mischief. cant anyone see her unbearable sadness? cant anyone get her out of this mess? how long will it take for her to break? questions she ask herself everyday, wishing she had a say. until finally it got to her, as she held up a knife, the one that she planned to end her life. as she stared at it, she hesitated, then threw it away. she couldn't, she knew that. because if she did, it would only bring up the one painful, heartbreaking fact. even in death sadness is something she couldn't escape, because that was her unbreakable, painful fate.
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Jun 27, 2012
Jun 27, 2012 at 2:29 AM UTC
Unbreakable Sadness
sadness is what the girl feels, hopeless as her fate is sealed. every decision made by other people as she is forced into classes challenging and difficult, though she knows that she cant revolt. sadness grips her by the throat yet again by those who push her around, the teachers, the parents, her boyfriend, the students, even the class clown. everything is expected of her, she is someone that people prefer, due to her level of education and inability to say much in anything, often not part of any deciding. sadness pierces through her body as she lets her boyfriend hurt her with broken promises, never making any compromises. so many cancelled dates and broken promises lay before her as she hides her feelings, though she cries at night and stare at the ceiling. sadness threw her on the ground as her mom forces her to look presentable to the world, no one likes a weird girl. her father teaches her to fight, oblivious to anything but whatever is on his mind, he forces her and her family to do whatever he pleases, unaware of any of her family's grievances. sadness haunted her at school as her friends call her strong but are unaware of her grief, then run off to do their usual mischief. cant anyone see her unbearable sadness? cant anyone get her out of this mess? how long will it take for her to break? questions she ask herself everyday, wishing she had a say. until finally it got to her, as she held up a knife, the one that she planned to end her life. as she stared at it, she hesitated, then threw it away. she couldn't, she knew that. because if she did, it would only bring up the one painful, heartbreaking fact. even in death sadness is something she couldn't escape, because that was her unbreakable, painful fate.
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You've become the vine that creeps up the side of my brick encased dwelling, breaching every crack and imperfection you've stumbled across, managed to conceal them, and make them presentable. You've overtaken an entire wall; teal and lavender petals, like crayon shavings, scattered against their dark background, bringing with them the color my house so desperately needed. Now, when friends and onlookers pass by, they see this great green and brick marvel, covered in leaves, and petals, and vines that stretch from every awning, down to the cement blocks of the basement. We have all the neighbors whispering about how your greens compliment my reds and how bright your flowers bloom, even on the grayest of mornings, so that everyone is in envy of what they see.
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Dec 20, 2013
Dec 20, 2013 at 9:43 AM UTC
Morning Glory
For once, I would like to pretend that my hair looks fine and my thighs are slim. For once, I want to feel as if I could walk outside without regretting my taste in clothes. For once, even if it'll only last for a single, fleeting moment, is it too much to ask to feel pretty and presentable?
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
Ephemeral
cha-ris-ma /kəˈrizmə/ Compelling charm that can inspire devotion in others Can you imagine? Being so fluent with your words, so ably presentable that you could encourage and influence people to take action?
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 11:15 PM UTC
Charisma
Like a house of cards I pile one thing on top of another. To someone else, I am presentable and strong,realistically, I'm at my breaking point.
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Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 10:49 AM UTC
House of Cards
It's really humiliating To be shaking a cup 24 hours a day And people just look At you like you're Some sort of *** I go to fill out applications They look at me and I'm not looking presentable And then they "Well, we'll call you Leave a number" But how can I leave a number When I don't have a phone It's just a struggle I've had people walk past me and Say "get a job you *** And I said "wait a minute" "I'm not a *** I'm a human" And, it's hard After the end of the day When people go home I just feel so bad That I can't be Going home too
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Sep 12, 2021
Sep 12, 2021 at 5:44 AM UTC
Homeless
She blooms in the darkest season. She is the light you crave. She gives all she has To be beautiful for you, To be presentable, And to be joy in darkness. She stands in grace, Trying to fulfill every expectation Set before her. But even the amaryllis In all her beauty, Soon grows tired And hunches And sighs And dies.
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Feb 23, 2017
Feb 23, 2017 at 12:33 AM UTC
Amaryllis