"heartsong" poems
My wounds are like a canyon
But Your love is like an ocean
Filling it up
My filth is like a mountain
But Your grace is like fresh snow
Falling over it
My rage is like a fire
But Your power is like a hurricane
Blowing it away
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 4:57 PM UTC
*My fingers itch in so many ways—
They wish to touch the stars;
They long to play my soul's heartsong,
And strive to sketch my scars.*
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
I am a Dreamer.
A ***** eater.
Leo sun and Pisces moon.
A tenacious tongue and a wise fool.
A king in the jungle called love.
Loud and proud like the thunders above
But I lost my lightning.
And I am frightened.
So when it rains it pours
And my senses are heightened.
Yet blind as ever
Time and time again
I find it easier to lose friends.
But once love's labour's are lost
All humor ends.
But we laugh to ourselves saying ***** be gone".
While thoughts of love call my mind home.
And home is where the heart is
So I abide in darkness.
Oct 3, 2017
Oct 3, 2017 at 8:27 PM UTC
sitting on the floor barefoot in a baby blue dress
perfections dreamscape hewn in lace
romance flower of such gentle strength
and such sweet grace
my life was a blank page
waiting to be written
waiting for my wanderers heart to be smitten
for this wild child dreadlock princess
for this gentle soul to sing her heartsong for me
tremble no more for all darkness is gone
with eachother we are stronger than moonlight
with eachother our hearts beat as one
my life to you and for you my sweet
be my wife
be my life
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 3:34 PM UTC
You are an angel sent from heaven to us
You are a gift for which we are grateful and by which we're blessed
There is a purpose a plan a place just for you
The world had a need and from the beginning God knew
The perfect time the perfect family to raise you as their own
To look back ta amazing to see how much you've grown
From the little baby girl to the young woman you are today
For all the missions throughout time and for you I dare to pray
That you would know God's providence and provision
The Lord provided us with you and now to the world given
By your love and your light to you they shall be drawn
Hold them close and take them in let them hear your heartsong
You are a gift from heaven sent down upon the earth
To show every man woman and child what a human life is worth
For this and many other reasons I think of you at night
And ask the Lord to hold you close and keep you always in his sight.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 1:39 AM UTC
phenomenal! vibrant light-helixes of vortexical sound
bivolving sorrow-joy cascades
into motional peace & silent selfhood surrounded.
Threads are coming together
I celebrate the infinite beyond
I know I do not know,
and question-knowing I discern my choice
encompassed ---
live and know the life inside
as what it is and can be;
to live and explore unknown chords
of heartsong cloudscapes; to be sound,
to be consciousness of light; to be
light itself and voidness all potential;
to be love and to love&be-loved;
in a timeless stillness forgotten in its thinking of;
to spiral quietly before an ever-emergent soundfulness--
to be deafened with a clarity of hearing! to drown
in colors blooming
in the dark; to feel the breath of things and taste contentment
pure as quartz in spring water, white sage and myrr.
grounded in a vastness spilling symmetry
this is witnessed by a newly discovered self
now swept away with verdant effulgence
---dispersing unity here,
bringing light to this Whole Now that is,
now... here, is an integral clarity,
a clear laying down of that union--
that metaspeech of truth-dwelling seen,
a resident teaching echoed in every breeze
healing into wholeness giving birth to itself forever:
just now noted.
Jun 18, 2012
Jun 18, 2012 at 4:38 PM UTC
There’s a holocaust
sweeping through my body
but i call it
love,
strap myself to its stake
as a sacrifice, relish
how its fire
dignifies me,
how the tongue-like torso
of my scent
rolls out to taste
God.
You, with the hot air
for hair, you
with the sparking skin,
feed my flames,
you
hearteater, the mouths
on your cheeks
open wide
& I enter, as if to join
the rest of me; see
how all that is left
circulating in my veins
is your voice; my body,
now inanimate,
an instrument for your
heartsong—hear
its cinders sing like
cicadas—here
is the sequel to your stones
thrice striked.
Dec 26, 2020
Dec 26, 2020 at 1:29 PM UTC
Zara, love of life,
Spake in curtled call
Allfather, lover of light,
To bestow those "ants of the earth"
And arch-bound as the sinew of bowstrings
Howling as the volley hertz roped
Along the celestial violin
Pluck souls from their bodies
In symphonic prediction
Ascende! On the wings of love's Valkyrie-- in her shining eyes will you greet the stars of the Otherworld!
___________________________
Cleaning hide chunks from Buffalo tusks
There is a stranger, who knocks upon my door
The fire is wide and welcoming,
Borea chides the earthenwork
Outside, the stranger calls
distant through the door.
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A last heartsong,
The cup overflown with honey
A facsimile of symmetry
And not distinctly human
There was something to love in that,
Just the simple inclusion
Of all the other animus
Being formed in their conclusions
And following the arrowpoint
Floating by the bolt
What losses there to seek
Beyond a veiled humanity
We strike the fire one last time,
She to travel the mountain passes
Ashen eyes, holding viscous memories solidified
I to gather my quills
My thoughts and brush quickly the embers of love.
Into flame, carried deep into the hearts of the world and explored in violent disassociate
Particles red and hot
Then would Zara Spake again,
"with his eyes on the earth, will he never see but the stars."
Feb 6, 2019
Feb 6, 2019 at 12:42 PM UTC
Stop your stuttering heart
And attempts to explain how this is complicated
Let me lap the language from your mouth
Until the words become sound
There is nothing complicated about a moan
Or trying to catch your breath
Let me love you primal
Let me rewind your dizzy gut
So I can love you backwards
So we can start at the end
And you can see that we both die happy
There are no words to explain your presence
How I know that at least
One of those hits on my poetry page is you
Even then
You’d need a stethoscope to hear the subtle changes in my heartsong
So don’t give me reasons why this won’t work
You should know by now
That I was born to surprise people
I’m an underachiever
You can let slide by this time
We both know how this ends
Let’s get past this and
Go straight to the good part
Where I turn your doubts into sounds
Even a baby can understand
Adults coo sometimes
Let me be a quiet sigh of relief
In order to mask the mumbles
Of your fear
Let me turn you into a sound
A moan
A sigh
A quiet breath
And then
Let me love you
Sep 3, 2011
Sep 3, 2011 at 6:37 PM UTC
Particularly towards a distant echo
One I hope may reverberate these bones yet
May not be for ages
Life's heartsong is thick kudzu vines furry and soft and little creepy tendrils that can break down walls and smother everything in fuzzy warm green love
That's what the left paw is holding in palm
Courage-bound
For happy comes in three - two to love and one two challenge that fever with rampant fire
Words to start a cross-world touch
Face like furry red flame and I'm sure you aren't cold
Take me by surprise and I'll feed you to my sunrise
Love
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 2:51 PM UTC
Lips like fire,
She scorches the town,
Leaving Ashen faces as signs of her affection.
Words like water,
steaming the lines of reality into
Smudged intentions.
Spine in flex formation,
She flips into memories,
Avoiding snags.
Her brain in carefully curled spirals,
Dyed the intelligence that she deems fit.
She plasters their words over the fragile
Threads that make her fly.
She buries herself in reflections,
Willing away anything unseemly mortal.
Eyes like the plague,
Infecting those who look too close.
Hands like claws,
Engraving pleasure scars across
Your form.
Breathing in security from diluted sources,
Traced with innocence and lust.
She grows addicted.
She looks in curiosity,
She hears the auto-tuned heartsong,
She smells with weakening heart,
She feels the onset of withdrawal,
She Bites
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 8:50 PM UTC
The word was out around the street
Tonight, behind Giannis bar
There would be really something special
From the bluesman and his guitar
For locals not for punters
Just for those upon the street
You'd better bring a lawn chair
If you wanted a good seat
The word spread fast and no one
Would miss this once they heard
New works from the bluesman
You had to take in every word
The bluesman was a legend
In this flawed, dark part of town
He only played back in the alley
That was where his show went down
At precisely eleven seventeen
The bluesman took his place
Upon his beat up orange crate
In his same familiar space
It was just like a cathedral
Underneath the golden moon
Quiet and forboding
As he started his first tune
The alley was the bluesmans church
As he sang to the street people
But this church had no walls or pews
No bells, it had no steeple
The bluesman sang of love and loss
Of dragons, ships and gin
He sang of Shubert, Bach and Liszt
He sang of constant sin
He looked but he saw no one
He was zoning, all alone
He sang songs of faith and hunger
Time to give the dog a bone
He played and drank his med-cin
For sometimes he got dry
The bluesman had the crowd entrapped
Beneath the shining moonlit sky
He talked of how his smoking
Through the years gave him his sound
It only took me fifty years
I'm surprised I'm still around
He sang of love and window panes
Of jealousy and trust
Of walruses and potholes
Of people turned to dust
As people sat in wonder
Of this prophet in disguise
You could see a certain twinkle
Deep in the bluesmans eyes
Gianni, stood off to the side
Timekeeper of the show
He signalled to the bluesman
One more and we must go
He had to close the restaurant
Turn the lights off in the back
So the bluesman took another sip
And grabbed a song from his minds pack
He finished up with something
Singing songs for all who came
He made them feel it was their heartsong
Although he never said a name
He sang of waitresses and barkeeps
Pawn brokers and of guests
of family and train tracks
of watchers and of quests
He finished up and packed away
His crate and his guitar
And he collected appreciation
In a two quart mason jar
The crowd left thirty dollars
almost ninety cents a seat
A fortune to the bluesman
And the folks here on the street
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 11:49 PM UTC
( My daughter sleeps,
And my heart sings her a song... )
There will never be another you.
I may meet a girl
And make her my wife,
But no matter what
You're the love of my life.
No matter where you go,
You'll never be alone,
'Cause long as I live
My heart is your home.
You are my happiness,
Your laugh ignites me,
If my soul forgets,
Your smile reminds me.
And no matter what you do,
I'll always be proud of you.
The song of my spirit,
The story in my heart,
Your birth was my beginning,
Your love was the start.
I will never leave you.
I will never let you go.
And when I am gone,
My heart will beat on
Inside of your soul,
Where love sings its song.
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
bunny rabbits
i don't feel like falling , i feel like reverse engineering the biometric coding in bodies ,
tip top
leave the mess
can we please
just distill this essence and let it brew for a while
i don't wanna touch it.
but my impatient mind does you no justice ,
pardon if you thought you found solace in hearts of strangers
because , no one is a stranger. just friends in the making , and my gosh , i hope you are taking notes.
because , what exchange - one can make with people from places that have never graced even the dust on my purple lipstick lips ...are worth more than pearls and rubies ...man ....
hear me , if you would - because i prefer to whisper so maybe i won't be misunderstood
i feel you.
and that's how i define elusive love - if i can feel your heartsong reverberate then i know it's some form of love
nothing more nothing less, there are many creatures on this planet.
Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 6:48 AM UTC
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please don't leave me
please please please
Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 9:21 PM UTC
I thought once that I could be a light in the dark, a fixed point from which you could navigate,
the reminder and protector of all love and life that you have become so adept at denying to yourself.
I had hoped, that by the power of my love, I could retrace your footsteps in the desert sands, find the source of that secret fire, and lead you back to where you began. That was my hope, my wish, to be the Prometheus, the exiled light-bringer...that was the myth I clothed myself in, the facet of self I allowed in. But it was only a partial identity, a partial self allowed to live, with the rest of my soul symbolically strangled, cast off like a ***** coat, and that....that is what invited fragmentation. I can bring light to someone no more than can a broken mirror, or a moon covered with cloud. It is the disparity between the dream and the reality, between the loves and the betrayals, that prevents me from retracing any path but my own. I can't reach out to you across this ocean because I don't know how, because I made myself forget who I was in the beginning, before I was so overcome that I exiled myself. It was I who silenced my own heartsong, I who am afraid to live and love without restraint. I yearn to be these things for you, and every other I have ever loved (or thought I loved), because it is exactly that which I yearned for they to be to me. I am the one in need of light, I am the one lost at sea, I am the one wandering the desert in search of the God I abandoned so long ago, I am the one trying to return home. And it was unfair, horribly unfair, for me to make every woman who loved me into something that they were not, and may not, have wanted to be.
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 11:30 PM UTC
The rich grass of Scotland is where I start my tale,
Upon a chance encounter of unforseeable importance.
It began as an offhand remark,
Of the two girls it was the boldness of one extremely shy,
'This sounds interesting' mumbled the mysterious stranger,
'Tis, fair maiden. And what be your name?' was the confident reply.
Delicate as a passing breeze she uttered, Tess,
A name beffitting such a gentle lass,
So fortuitous a meeting! I exclaimed to my friends,
For a chance like this I could not allow to pass.
The morning's sun steadily beamed down,
Whilst jet black hair flashed in the light.
Rays honoured to touch so pure a soul,
To kiss her lips my only goal.
As the enchantress weaved her spell,
Time languidly ticked by yet possessed a terrible swiftness.
The mornings bright illumination turned to mid-day haze,
The threads of past memories interlaced,
And with freckled face and a gaze that could sear,
Her form bestowed with elegant grace,
Such breathtaking beauty I had never glanced upon before.
Images of entertwined hands and passionate embraces,
whirled gayely in my thoughts.
With perception attuned to the highest degree,
All masks strewn asunder upon such potent a force.
Truth dripped from unguarded lips,
And an eerie, unfathomable ease crept over,
Past and present merging under sturdy oak.
Speed, precision and slight of hand,
A heart forever touched.
As pulses raced and breathe quickened,
I Stammered; thinking quickly before I lose my nerve!
Whispering 'may I kiss you?',
Agonisingly slowly, a smile danced along her speckled cheeks,
And without a word her eyes replied, a simple yes.
Transfixed they paused; nose to nose, heart to heart,
Hanging the unspoken words of romance and lust,
A mirror of compassion, understanding and trust,
And so it was, right from the start.
Jun 30, 2015
Jun 30, 2015 at 8:57 PM UTC
For Mum
From the warm chambers of a mother's heart,
a melody beckons new life to start.
A mellifluous miracle. This is nature's cue
to paint life's shades with warmer hues.
A harmony resonates that only she can hear;
a poignant reminder that hope is near.
Her heart's song binds the maternal bond,
and seals its protection from that moment on.
She gave me wings to pursue life's flight;
Settled my mind lest it woke me at night;
Warmed my heart through woe's bitter glare;
Restored life's colour through her devotion and care;
Indulged me with all that I could ever need;
Supplied me with the pabulum to go forth and succeed.
Her benevolence and kindness, her ardour and strength
are treasured qualities that perfectly represent
her role as a mother, my idol and friend;
a beloved inspiration from now 'till the end.
Like a resplendent array of stars above,
we glow together in light and love.
The quintessence of strong; we thrive as one,
drifting in harmony to the beat of her song.
Never to be parted by life's cruel schisms;
we're written into the chords of her heart's pure rhythm.
From the first harmonic beat to lullabies in the nursery,
her rhapsodic care has prepared me for this journey.
and compelled me to write about her in my poetry.
Her music evokes memories that shall never fade;
All is protected by the bond that was made.
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
I strain to hear your heart
across the broken miles
for even when apart my mind
conjures up your smiles
I strain to let you know
Your voice is what I hear
in silence and in shadows
I always have you near
I strain to send my love into
the ether and the mist
So when you turn around and see
a sunbeam that has kissed
the puffy clouds up in the sky
it's really me you see
I strain to give you all my love
For All Eternity
Mar 18, 2012
Mar 18, 2012 at 6:59 PM UTC
have you seen his eyes?
or did the maggots get them first
when his skull sunk into dirt-
did the roots latch on and pull?
or did his body choose to dive deep
and anchor at earth’s feet-
was he wearing a crown?
or was his head scalped and dry
leaving no room for pride-
did they celebrate when his body was found?
everyone blames the one who seeks the skies
but forget they were born belowdecks-
I love to see children in session.
their lives are in harmonic transfantasia
until a conductor calls upon them for duty-
did you see which trains they boarded?
for they left in a rush
and may never remember their heartsong-
did anyone catch the conductors name?
a traveler near to a tender soul
can meld it to his very own-
will they remember home?
when the aromas return on a springs breeze
a new nose will turn away-
it won’t be long.
a foots journey will return
back where it belongs.
-for their dreams are drowned out by the whistle,
their hearts meander upon riches,
and their skulls blow away as what was good is enjoyed
by maggots
and dirt-
Apr 27, 2021
Apr 27, 2021 at 12:25 AM UTC
Being a poet,
Is not something,
I say,
Being a poet,
Is not something,
Something you turn off and on,
It is the melody of your heartsong.
I got friends that say to me,
“I write poetry,”
But the problem is,
Their truth ain’t reality.
In trying to rhyme,
Their words all die,
**** them,
Let the real poets rage.
Rage, Rage against that night,
Where the horrors of life hold tight,
As the ****** walk home,
In the burgeoning light.
And the knolls of the city,
Hide the bums in respite.
That’s poetry.
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 3:47 PM UTC
I stand on storm-swept sands
Lashed by turbulent waves.
Salty surging choristers
Reach a crescendo.
I wait on the shore for my solo,
Throat open, heart ablaze,
Facing the waves.
I’m not looking for applause
I just want to sing.
I offer my heartsong
To the sirens of the deep.
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC
stand me up
dust me off
wind my key
and set me off
i am your
clockwork
heart
and i will beat
for you
when your not strong
pay an extra ten dollars
and i will play this song....
(insert song name here)
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 6:33 PM UTC
In my arms, can this be the day?
No more waiting, no more delay
For months we've waited, seemed so long
Yearning to hold my soul's heartsong
Now playing at a grand forte
Our smiles beam with brightest ray
In this moment, no sky of gray
Holding me, where you belong
In my arms
Silent starburst of love's display
Emotions roar like waves at play
Feel my chest, heart beating strong
Oh time stand still, this touch prolong
All I want is for you to stay
In my arms
May 22, 2019
May 22, 2019 at 11:57 AM UTC