In accepting anything life has given me, I accepted everything whatever life gave me and might still be given, in good faith again I shall receive. For I've learned in strife along the treacherous road taken and in much lack "We cannot have what we want to but whatever is given to us."
And I can sincerely say I received abundant treasures timely in the spring time of my love life as meeting you changed my world.
Untimely unintentionally unknowingly later on lost everything When the lost was found it was Mother's Day a revolving door suddenly opened up! rendering all treasures lost be found but only if I spoke within the window of time openning.
I being in shock was mute Mother's Day to do it was dire to me cruel to rejoice or win let along marry to change my life and Earth I didn't change powers between rich joining marrying poor So 25 years later this virulent pandemic intimately affects me deeply so. as change arrived for all Earth! How am I to blame? The giver liver of my loots was a chronological genius failing to see I was made by many a foe fated to become a chronological disaster of another kind amnesia played a roll extreme pain both physical and psychological clutter foes very easy to cure with just one hug and many questions not rendered. I needed protection understanding trust.
He and his antorage left me behind instead of fixing my ill fated failures and still my beloved King for all the bittersweet blessings and all evils entwined crushed with his presence alone couldn't close the gap.
but love is many a blessing many a spender thing all effort understood a healing medicine became I sincerely remain ever thankful ever greateful ever healed to have loved and lost lost found again and again to regain sanity amidst a hellish world too early thrown by the evil in bad people's hearts.
And truly feeling ever so blessed ever honored rebuilt in so many ways recovered amnesia my mind became fortress by one man with wisdom and foresight to bet on my future that I choose life even death protects me now Cimi is me and Etchnab knife is a gift from birth by my Aztec -Mayan calendars saving me cutting pain of ice and fire as it arrives and I transform.
Although my beloved moved on he read my story poem being truth as better then wisdom my old true love understands my long un-requited love was once for too long his very own
I forever love the man who ransomed me on Mother's Day for we share one soul one heart one single thought...
..twin souls just forsaking flame.
~~~~ Karijinbba 03/24/20
If God blessed me many a time after I had fallen out of grace and trust in the undeserved hells of my life. gone wrong in so.many ways my lord will bless me all over again and again
Words clumping deep in my throat The words we promised to write together Lost out at sea among driftwood afloat Upon the regrets of our severed tether A single sentence or perhaps just a word Makes that invisible line betwixt life And the violent death delivered on a sword That I delivered your heart on a bleeding knife But to dwell on that need for forgiveness Has silenced my voice and left me falling Deep into the black that remains of our kiss That held the severed ropes once mooring The fleet of our souls aloft in a sky Littered with lanterns and stars And I can't help but let out a cry To reach Venus, Mercury and Mars That I live afloat our shining allegory Everything I do