Please...
...tell me im not a failure...
Tell me one last time...
...so I know its not true...

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
My life has no meaning
If I don't have you

~ I see it in my head ~

Please baby girl, please don't *go,
In our hearts do cracks begin to show.
I need you here, in my life,
My precious darling and future wife.

~ The scene replays ~

I grab your arm hoping to stop you,
Without you here what am I to do?
You looked away, tear filled eyes,
It is here the my spirit truly dies.

~ Shake my head, get it out now ~

I awaken, trembling unable to see,
But to my left I see you next to me.
A troubled expression covers your face,
I pant and sweat as my heart continues to race.

~ Theres no way I can tell you ~

Its always a dream that feels to real,
Losing you is just such a big deal.
I lay back down, awake this time,
I find it hardest being apart now its *nighttime.

I never
Feel as good
As I do
*With you

Let my body, my mind and soul
Soar high, to let my being be free
Like the birds, away do I wish to fly
Reach my arms out, look up and fly
                                                     Sky
                                                           High

I open my eyes, it's now I can see
That perhaps this is falling with the illusion of flying
They say the closer to death we are, the more alive we feel
I'm more alive now, with my devils I've made a deal

Let my body, my mind and soul
Be free and let me feel the wind in my hair
Falling this no longer is, but truly flying
No longer is my reflection that of a being dying

*Extend your wings my child, be free and be you

In each and every moment, there is good and there is bad,
For in each moment, we can be happy or we can be sad.
Every day has it's dawn, every rose has it's thorn,
You never know quite what to expect from the moment we are born.

When things are going good, they're going great,
Never underestimate the cold hands of fate.
At any instant can a situation flip,
In each and everything we do, it is a lucky dip.

We can look back and see, how things were before,
Yet once again have things changed, now whose keeping score?
In a second things went from good to quite bad,
Lost in the moment, now nothing but sad.

I will always wonder whose fault I am to blame,
But, in the end, I and that person are all but the same.
We are, but the same person you see,
The wickedness in him, is the wickedness in me.

Never underestimate the cold hands of fate,
You never quite know if you'll be too late.
Don't take anything for granted,
Keep your feet firmly planted.
Never stop fighting for that which means most,
Forever and ever my dear friend...repost.

There is a darkness in this place,
I am sworn your protector.
These evils afflict without a trace,
I am truly yours, never a defector.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
I've written many a poems,
And they're all for you
~
I've let out my heart, said all that I *feel,
Prove to them all my feelings are real.
I have hopes one day you'll see what I've wrote,
Maybe I'll present it like a cute love note.
~
You would agree, we've seen good and bad,
My loyalty never wavers, even when we're mad.
No matter how many times uttered, "I love you" means the most,
I'm sure I've shown it enough times in these poems I post.
~
My love is soppy, its cliché but you accept me for me,
You're the only one ever to love everything no matter what it may be.
To feel loved as you are is the greatest gift,
Such sweet words that warm my heart as off to sleep I drift.
~
You see my dear, rhyming is easy and I could forever,
All to proclaim this love to you is my only endeavor.
You yelled at me last night but kissed me this morn,
All those problems fade and unto this world I'm reborn.
~
By now everyone can see just how clingy my persons is,
For my heart separated from you is left in a tiz.
Everything works itself out in the end,
I'll see your gorgeous smile around the bend.
~
*I'll go for now and I will return in time,
You'll see me here whenever my heart conjures up a rhyme

You might already know this, but then again you might not
But what I wish to say, runs through my mind a lot
I think that smile of yours, is enough to outshine every star,
Its pure and genuine, it expresses all that you are.

Shall I continue?

I find that soft giggle, heartwarming and sweet,
Everytime I hear it, it sweeps me off my feet.
~
You struggle when it comes to loving yourself, so let me help you,
Every sound I hear from the other end, is enough to prove my love true.
They are sweet, they are kind and make me feel lucky.
From moans to giggles, tears and sniffling or even when your tummy's feeling yucky.
~

You are perfect

I've finally found my angel, and that is you my dear,
Our love is the strongest, whether we're far or near.
You know I have your back, forever by your side,
Forever and always, to wipe those tears you've cried.
~
The thought of you alone, tears me up inside,
Knowing that one day, I'd give all to make you my bride.
I never mean to leave you, and I will always return,
Sometimes for the worst, do such events turn.
~
In the end I know, everything will be worked out,
Come now my dear, no need to cry and pout

*Forever and always, I am eternally yours,
To guide and support you, see you through these wars.
Forgive me at my worst and love me at my best,
I cherish each and every moment, and I shall love the rest.

Rest your head my child and sleep.
Dry your eyes, there’s no need to weep.
Oh! How exhausted you must be,
Come now rest my sleeping beauty.
~
You know deep down I understand.
I guess I fear how much more ye can withstand.
The body needs rest and yours has been broken,
It shows in all the things you leave unspoken.
~
Im sure one day you will see this and feel bad,
Know there is no need, and that in no way would I ever be mad.
I forgive you before anything even happens to occur,
I will love you forever, I am your good sir
~
In the end we simply want whats best,
We want to put your aching heart to rest.
You're brain hurts, your body numb,
The people around you, no help but plagued with dumb.
~
I wish I could tell you what's on my mind,
I assure you my intentions are simply kind.
Perhaps if i had courage, perhaps if I could,
I know in the end I’d’ve wished I would.
~
My fear is misplaced, and I know this to be true,
All I know is that i love you...
I love you as you are, you mean the most to me,
Cause even in darkness we have the ability to see.
~
You are in essence my ray of light,
I love you my dear, with all my might.
I am grateful for a wish was fulfilled,
With luck shall be more, and I will be thrilled.
~
Through the tears and the sadness,
Through the anger and madness.
I will always be here, right at your side,
i would traverse the distance no matter how wide.
~
Your smile is soft and pure of joy,
The sweetest and sincerest, if ever a ploy.
You are beautiful both inside and out,
Forever my dear, know this without doubt.
~
Whenever you call, i shall endeavor to answer
Consider me, as a simple advancer.
You shall not, and will not ever need be alone,
I can’t describe the honor of calling you my own.
~
Tomorrow is a new dawn, tomorrow is a new day,
My only wish is for things to go our way.
Its been rough, to get where we are,
We need only look back to see we've come far
~
Be it now, or forever and after
I will do my best to cheer us with laughter.
You needn't fake smile, not even for me,
Know that hiding emotion is never the key.
~
Feel free to do and be who you want,
I will love ye for ye, my debutante.
I hold no judgments, I love ye as ye is,
You need not listen to what anyone says.
~
Take my words as they are, and all that I am,
For what others say, I haven’t a ****.
You are who you are, and it is who i love,
Upon all others, I place you above.
~
I know this is cheesy, it know it is cheap,
But I hope it’ll soak up the tears that you’ve weeped.
The tone has changed, the topic diverted,
When emotion and thought is all I've exerted.
~
To know I have you, is all that matters,

Forced offline, I lay in thought,
The hardest things, leaving you distraught.
I would stall if I could, stall if I might,
I would give it all to have you in sight.
~
My parents know, they see it all,
They lay in worry, for how far I might fall.
I guess you never really know quite what to say,
You do all you can to keep the darkness at bay.
~
You're ****** if you do, ****** if you don't,
I shan't tell you a lie, I promised I won't.
I need you to realise that this is no good,
No matter what, if I could be there I would.
~
In my mother, who lay sleepless in worry,
We both know we won't sleep in a hurry.
Don't worry for me, this is who I am,
I know I can't save the day as if I'm fireman Sam.
~
I'm not broken nor depressed, I am simply upset,
The last thing I need is for others to fret.
Know deep down I am still that same boy,
He's just having trouble expressing his joy...
~
I can fill up this page, fill it with meaningless words,
Watch as my mind, flies away with the birds.
I am fine, truly. I'll make it through this all,
Whether we finish together...guess that isn't my call.
~
Know that I am conflicted and torn,
Such things don't change at the start of each dawn.
I'll endeavour to sort myself out in time,
Perhaps stop crying like I've committed some hideous crime.

What be that, laying far on the horizon?
Something small and something far,
A sight to behold, as if a ptisan,
Oh how I wonder what you are.

A scintillating angelic light

Here you stand before me the essence of thy saviour
You have cared for me, when I had not,
I wish to apologize for my misbehaviour.
I was forever caught in a lover's knot.

You stood by me, stricken with worry
I see the error of my ways,
In this im truly sorry
I'll find a way to make it up to you in these coming days.

*I love you, my mother, like you, there is no other
Let your heart rest, and your mind relax, when all you wanted for me was simply the best
You have not worry no longer, now thanks to you, I am stronger

Lend me your ears and hear me out

Have you ever, just stopped where you are?
To gaze at the sky and be taken aback.
To find the beauty in every star,
Relieve the moments on our data track.
~
I looked up to the sky in awe
~
I found happiness in what i saw,
The beauty in the simplicity of it all.
A genuine smile crept from my jaw.
The perfection in something so small.
~
I looked up to the sky in awe
~
The deep blue contrasts these pure angelic clouds,
My shirt and hair flow about the breeze.
I feel alive, that darkness now no longer enshrouds,
The opportunity in this moment I am to seize.
~
I look up to the sky in awe*

I feel *alive

~
I am sorry mother,
I am sorry father.
~

If I were to leave, do not cry and weep,
Even knowing I wouldn't awaken from my eternal sleep.

~
I am sorry boo
~

Do not hate me for all ive done,
Even though I know this should've been all about fun.

You are my essence you are my life,
I had hoped to one day make you my wife..

Now I feel I am to late,
to change the course of our saddening fate.

~
I am sorry mother,
I am sorry father,
I am sorry boo
~
Because in the end...I failed *you

We've* had our ups,
We've had our downs.
We've shed tears to fill cups,
We've felt our heart as it pounds.
~
Everyday i feel i lose you a little more,
To feel you slowly slip away.
I no longer know what part of me is sore,
This lonely feeling of disarray.
~
You are my everything,
You're all i ever need.
But now, i hold you on a fragile string,
I feel time is running out with incredible speed.
~

*I've broken all too many times to count, but i'll never break in front of her, the result will be far worse than now, so i remain as strong as i can...for her <3

There is a lock to my heart.
You alone have the key.
It shall forever remain yours until death do us part.
A symbol, a metaphorical resemblance of what you mean to me.

You* insult me...

You don't know her life
You don't her pain.
You have caused all this strife
I know not of what you hope to gain.
~
On what grounds, have you the right
To act in such a way?
To consistently start this fight?
Put her in such dismay.
~
You insult me
~
To turn her against even me,
against her own person...
Oh! How i wish you could see
No matter what, things always worsen

I've seen these so called friends
I've seen the way they treat you.
These people are not your friends
They dont deserve you.
~
When others look at you they see,
A broken you.
A sensitive you.
A fragile you.
A immature you.
They think you're a child...

I know you better than anyone.
I know of your strengths and talents,
Of your perfect imperfections,
Of your beauty inside and out,
~
Don't let the words of others
Cloud your mind, persuade your judgement.
If you can't find solace in my words...
Then what am i to you?

These feelings of darkness come creeping in
Is longing for you truly my deadly sin
I don't need a lecture, i understand this is fact
But the pain i feel, leaves me numb to my tract
~
I know their reasons and i know their fuss
Yet for you i feel, i threw you under a bus
With all you had, you placed your faith in me
All that pain i caused i begin to see
~
You were always alone, and alone you are
Seeing you like this leaves a nasty scar
For the day i can hold you, ill truly be free
Perhaps even, finally save myself from me
~
Perhaps it is true i complain too much
When in reality, my life isn't as bad as it appears and such
To truly smile, i have forgotten how
A miracle or two, is all i wish for *now