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Colm May 2018
Beauty be it in the eye.

The same eye makes me wonder.

Both if and how your hair falls like this ... Most naturally.

And naturally so... If you even try?
*shrug*
Colm Jun 2019
Mindfulness, awareness
The pursuit of perfection indefinite

Though she may be
All which grows heavenly above the middle sea

I am the opposite of her
I am consciousness indefinitely
Men and Women
Colm Jun 2021
Be found in this ache
In the stretching of limbs and
The yearning of trees
In my own growing pains I
Ache like the old wooden days

(Nature)
Colm Jan 2020
A fish can say to a frog
   "I am a tree
    And you a leaf"
But that doesn't make it so
In truth or shade
Midst nature and in light
They were designed as neither such to be
On top of which
It's different languages they speak
We are the only painted creature, by the hand of God, who thinks this way. Not Angels, or birds, or bees. But our awareness and being makes us different.
Colm Jan 2018
With horizons like shoulders
Stands the image of the self
In the self-perceived mind

Until called like ringing
The mountains asleep
Undisturbed in dew and time

So the woodsman knows and is awake
To the truest of nature
The societal eyes

And at the feeling of ever
Need it depart

He flies

Into the mountains to live a life spent alive
I've been reading too much E.E.
Colm Apr 2019
There is willingness
And there is want
And the lack thereof, one from the other
Is noticeable
A sign of impending doom
And gloom
And if so, you’d best not try
You'd best not move lest you fail to pass
The test of passing time
Necessities of limited life together
Colm Dec 2021
There is no shame

In needing something

So much as there is

The disappointment when

You discover that your something

Will never be needed
Colm Sep 2016
I am neither of them nor above them.
Though I do stand here looking out.

I am separate.
I am me.
As much as you can ever be you,
And I have ever been me.

For it is in this place where we become we.
The investors,
The collectors,
And the testing who test the testers.

We are us and they are them.
And yet the youth of today and tomorrow so rarely see,
That the educated and the un are all the same,
Just like you and me.

We all are people,
And to each his or her own.
We each try and find our own way to flee from it all,
Above it all.

Outward and upward.
In such a world,
And in such words as you will find here,
Is where you will always find someone like me.

Neither of nor above.
Yet ever present,
Always yearning to be free.
Maybe one day....
Colm Dec 2020
Does the ocean know where its own heart is?
Or the sand their numbers?
Or the rain its downfall?
No, not at all
It doesn't think of such things at all
Colm Mar 2018
With a rain like this
That would never stop
I'd wish it not over
Again and again
That way I wouldn't have to face the sunshine
Let alone call it mine
When this need for a new life of mine
Must begin
Never end...
Colm Jun 2020
When you write
Write for no one
Or for someone
Never in between
Never In Between
Colm Aug 2020
Unaware of my own walking
Feet are numb though midday may be
Forever wandering and talking
About the sunshine nothingness of time
And I am witness to this madness
My farsight focused, nearsight blind
Yup
Colm Apr 2020
The trick is not a trick at all
     Of self
           Of other
                 Of wanton desire
But in thIs and therein the I
Never be what err you cannot
And never have a reason to lie
Colm Dec 2018
Not of wind
Or of wills
Or of ways to be
Though we spoke of truth
And of the tombs of Kings
Most gallantly
No
The words were never recognized
As they flowed so freely from within
To peak the howling wind which we both liked to describe
The past, and there, therein
A memory
Colm May 2020
Spin me around in the desert and see
If I'm upset by these
Dry surrounding beings

And the answer is this
As you trail kick the dust
And move away from me

So I shout out loud
In a fading barrage

"How can I be?!?!"
When there's just so much water and word
Following currents within me

I will not die when I'm like this
Let alone perspire
Some days just feel really good. As a human. Creative.
Colm Feb 2020
Frightful in the Catskills
   There is fearless my heart beating
Long and slow
   In leather strips and sacred meadows
With berries past and present, stew
   And heavy dew mornings on the eyes
   These sunlit mists which often persist
Making heads turn with every thought to sway  
   Dear mountain dream
   From which I always awake
   Cold and alone in a neighboring state
Please don't take your love away

New York Has The Best Mountains
https://youtu.be/BHH-VJtyQPY

"Please don't take your love away"

Also, dearest Montana. Please note that "best" is subjective in this case. (;
Colm Apr 2017
I close my eyes and pretend she's here
Wrapped up in my anxious arms
As the future which I hold most dear
Awaits elsewhere

And I am left alone to speak
And practice reciting the many things
Which one day she
Will want to know and about me

Quietly and patiently
I remind myself of all that's been
Of all I've tasted in this life
The bitter and the sweet

And slowly as I edge towards sleep
I am reminded with closing eyes
That in this moment were not meant to be
Together until she's next to me
*shrug*
Colm Nov 2017
The mind seeks to be
To express its worth
In metaphor and homily

And yet no cloudy day remains alive
Within your mind

As memories grey and overcast
Like a visionary dream once passed

You are awake
And yet your eyes
Are only aware of this present take
On life lived alive

No voice is meant to learn such things
Or to recognize these passing clouds
Which have long since passed you by

No cloud is ever exactly as remembered within your mind
What truth do you find in this? (:
Colm Mar 2020
At the bottom of every cup
Their is either
Acceptance or ignorance
Loss or desire
For more or less knowing
There is thirst in every human throat
For the drink of mind which will return
For some a nothing ounce
For others all which the senses can possibly remeber and inspire
With fire, and water, and heart to beat
No drink lasts by drink
Or by slow plastic perspire
No Human Drink Eternal
Colm Feb 2018
Does quality know that it's quality?

Does a thoroughbred know it's a winner?

Do the chance-less still stand, for a chance at all?

Can the redeemed ever not know their redeemer?

Though you cast all your peals before swine, do they care?

Will we think fore we trample our friends?

Can you count all the birds in the bushes as if caged?

Just as man counts the days till the end?
No, no, no and no. Nah, nope, no way and good luck...
Colm Oct 2020
I don't fear you
So much as I do
My me as a being
Preoccupied with evicted thoughts
A homeless mind
Is mine
I see

Would you grant me some of your spare thoughts, please?
Hmmmm......
Colm Mar 2020
I don't have ghosts
Or believe in memories
As an empty closet holds no sway
The past being no more than ash
With a breath to breathe it away
Colm Apr 2019
The most distant hope
Of mine
Is you
...
And that
When she turns around
No one is someone I’ve yet to know
!
Who is looking for me
As I am looking at you
?
Feeling very clever just now. Take that Estlin and **** it!
Colm Feb 2020
Your voice
An echo in my atmosphere
I thought I caught it once
In fast descent one summers night
And I thought and thought
That it could be you
Since the wind was never so loud in voice
So alive as that
Since you always did have
That particular shine within snowy eyes
But no
Not this time
See title, lol
Colm Jan 2021
Sorry about the way I fall      
  how mortality fades me    
through and with.          
Inevitably it's this      
And this is this.      
In you and calling
Me out so much
Not seeing is.
To me        
a true      
being.  
(you)
Colm May 2017
It’s between the veins of blue and gray
Where the secrets hide
You’ll have to look awfully close to see
The pieces therein  
Within my eyes
Nobody stands that close... Because they aren't allowed. (:
Colm Aug 2020
A heavy night
Caves in my chest
Collapses me like underground sound

And in falling this
Echo feels no duress
But a resounding weight profound compounds

Like crushed earth I am
In the morning noise
Colm Mar 2020
In the mornings
The mirror stares at me
In awe and wonder
Miraculously knowing more than beans
Will be needed
To generate the articulate out of this insufficient me
And then I wake up around noon and LIFE.
Colm Nov 2016
It doesn't matter how sweet I am, or how kind I feel that I have to be. All that really matters to me is you, and how based on me you will perceive,

The other men, the other shoes, the many soles slowly passing by. The kind of guys which you might keep, and even ultimately try.

But I hope you see what is truly weak, after sharing such strong arms as these. I hold you now, but not in hand. I hold you still in great esteem.

If only you would esteem yourself, you'd walk on surer, more stable feet. Not into the arms of a tragedy, but into the future which you deserve. Holding tight to a steadier hand than me.
Walk straight. Walk fast. And seek the kindness of those who won't flaunt their graciousness. Please do this for yourself.
Colm Jan 2021
These notes were just abandoned pages, until I took them in and they adopted my thoughts. My name as their own.
ME
Colm Jul 2019
You were a fourth born, snow-born, breeze
Wild as the first sight of a western scene
And I was surprised, by the furious snow
As I didn’t expect you so early that Fall
Not furious... She was... Wild!
Colm Dec 2018
I dare you
    To sit or stand
    To draw or write
    To paint or wrong
    To not be so **** polite
    To force or feel
    To be without phone
    To stand in rain
    To not be so alone
I dare you again
I dare you alive
I dare you once more
    To stop thinking about it
I dare you to try
Nothingness of Mind
Colm Jan 2020
The hardest part of a mirror in mind
Is not the seeing
It's the not running
The most tempting thing for me is to want to escape from within. Because I'm with myself all the ****** time... yup. That's me.
Colm Jan 2019
What do we say
To a god of death
Perched precariously high
Upon this rocky way?

Do we walk
Or flee or fight?

Either way
With the spit in its eye
We say not today
Not today
"There is only one god, and His name is Death. And there is only one thing we say to Death: 'not today'."
Colm Jan 2020
Never give a man of words
The silent time to fly a plane
As he'll take off and write your character in the sky
In big curly letters
Oak
Colm Jun 2021
Oak
Greet me by morning
Turn my back and walk away
By the end of each night returning
And with the dawn departure, again
You remain here even when I try and turn
You repeat your glances longingly and sway

You are my oak
And I am thankful
Oak . To. Noone. But. A. Tree.
Colm Jan 2017
To be alone is no crime
To be strong like oak
Or to spin like the baler and his twine
Because to be molded is to wait to be broken
Apart by the falling folds of time
To be falling out beside yourself
That is a shame but not a crime
Random blurb
Colm Nov 2018
The struggles and vices of another.
Are no less genuine to them, than you are to your own.

For we all have scars, and struggles, and little selfish lies.

The kind of thoughts that say that THIS or THAT or HE or SHE...will satisfy.

When they will not. And you know it.
Trick is finding someone you can respect.
Colm Apr 2019
Though the full weight of the oceans breast
Should crash down upon me
To crush my bones and burst my chest
I will not forsake the name sound of my God
I will not
Name sound
Colm Jan 2020
No ocean neath falls
Or sand drops ere out of place
Beneath the cresting
Turning waves inadequate
All is home in tidal place
Originating from the idea that God knows the location of every single grain of sand in the ocean (and beyond). This one speaks to the idea that we are all homeless in mind, but that through trust in him, we can find a home just about anywhere.

Through faith, he makes our location home.

Sunday Seven (or S7) is a series of tanka verses (57577) which I completed one cloudy Sunday afternoon. With topics ranging from the faithfulness of dawn to the depths if the ocean home, I hope you enjoy reading them and can appreciate the height and depth of this variety.
Colm Jul 2020
No matter how much you thrash
Or fight with believing
The moment that you think
That either beginning or the act
Of swimming, will save you
You cease to see the reason behind seeing
Behind being
And the ocean
You are in them - All around - And the ocean
Colm Oct 2021
Dark clouds call my name

With an honest voice
And a unified pattern of pattering sounds
Which hum like rain
And crash upon my shoulders
In this slumping chair of arching down

I do not respond
Oct Headache 1
Colm Oct 2021
Make all 20,000
breaths you take
Today be the best
you could ever be

For tomorrow is left
yesterday is death
and righr now
you are where you're meant to be
Oct Headache 12
Colm Oct 2021
My eyes cry out
My heart winds down
And all that's left to see is sky
This universe waiting to be explored
Lies just behind
Oct Headache 9
Colm Oct 2021
Real friends dont just let you be
(the most flawed version of yourself)
They look beyond
They tolerate and encourage
They really understand
They see
Oct Headache 11
Colm Oct 2021
The wishful dream of
Someone to be near is what
I answer when asked
Oct Headache 7
Colm Oct 2021
It's not even funny
Though I'd like to laugh
At such a bright sunshining irony
Which glows like orange leaves at noon
And stays like casting skys of over
Until the day is at an end
I'll know and laugh overly
Almost glowingly
With you
Oct Headache 5
Colm Oct 2021
For some people
Life just happens

They wake up next to their future and find
That they're already living it, already in it

And then there's me
And my ability to not even begin it
Oct Headache 3
Colm Oct 2021
I need new paths —
My feet in love,
They walk more willingly
Than any of these strangers know

And yet in going
There is only this,
Such willingness resolved to be
And so — with hope I go
Oct Headache 10
Colm Oct 2021
We work to craft and build our being
So that being us is not a bore
A chore or miserable existence
Where we do not at least have
The smallest hope of being free

Set
Oct Headache 8
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