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Colm Oct 2021
I have lost the thought
Which once was mine
And in remembering it
Cant
Even begin to describe
How frustrating it is
To live and not find

At least what I thought once was mine
Oct Headache 4
Colm Oct 2021
Letting the years pass by
Is not a matter of choice
But a matter of being
Be it conscious or unconsciously
Done
But equally, we are all undone
Oct Headache 6
Colm Oct 2021
I am as unsettled
As a stretch of running water
Ever could be and seemingly ever (is)

Always moving
Never forward
Seemingly

These thoughts are but
Oct Headache 2
Colm Sep 2021
If feelings were a cold
I'd send you out into the dead of winter
Just to wish for the chance to catch
And whisk you back to well
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
Raspberry skies
Peek out from behind
Foamy - dreamless - clouds
And whisper in
Crafting visions out
Of men and their minds
And the light which captivates
All of the eyes who try
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
Tell all the must-dos of your life, for just a moment, hold your p*ss. There's no snow in September anyways, and one more such afternoon will not be missed. In the scheming grandeur of nothingness.
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
Having is not having
And nothing exists
When can be more than something

Shared
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
I get so busy pursuing, not people, the ideal. That I forget to breath, forget to see, hyperforgetting what is real.

Would you help me remember?
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
Once you are what you once set out to become? Who will you be?
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
I am reeds
neath green turned leaves
which strain to catch
the whispers of the wind which pass
as fervently as they speak

and to noone at all
I listen
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
This neverending battle never fails to fight it's way through every Sunday, every smile, every sickness, and every catered ad.

It goes on and on like the nothing long, and the day which ends only to begin again.

I am haunted by windows.
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
Life is tearing yourself down
Every
Day
And building yourself up
In a better, stronger, image
Not of self
But of selflessness
TOD set
Colm Sep 2021
When is not a doubt
If life living is without
A sense of purpose
Much like a sky without stars
Or a moon without its shine

Would you look up into eyes and see
All that could be
And is within
?
TOD set
Colm Feb 2019
Did you know?

That those shimmering shining reflective lines
Are from the deepest puddles man has yet to know?

And yet we call them ghosts
Out of limelight fear
Not of London made
But no less below

For beneath every living thing there is this
A shadow
A shadow
Colm May 2021
I don't know why...

The moon in its endearing way
Encircles us on breathless string along
Or why the tides cry ill each night
Only to be in court for the hearing at dawn

The rushing lawns of browning green
Or why they need a trim to fall
Or the crisping leaves of sweeping scenes
And why they whisper around me at all

The rock and stone the smoothing ore
Beneath waters rushing to and fro
No crackling snow left sparks alive
No mountain stream running by itself alone

But out of all of these things which I do not know
Of what and why and whethering seems
Like the lines of growing seeds to sow
Why it's your eyes behind that I wish to know

I don't.
She rejected me, but it makes me smile. Because if feels better this way. I remain unchanged.

whethering - wheth.er.ing | the act of repetitive self-doubt (whether you should or shouldn't) specifically when you should.
Colm Jul 2018
The old names that I used to know
Roll out no more, like curtains old
Like a theatre in the lesser days
When more was sung in older ways

As I sit here in the mirror room
With lenses quiet as a tomb
Just to think of names I once had seen
Alive, a thread, in poetry seems

Would'ya close the curtain, lock the doors?
And stoke the candles inside no more?
Because the poets heart is quiet when
He life is brightest in the eyes of men

So be it showmanship deceived
Would you show me the name of a friend indeed?
And I'll read and read until bygone age
Until all the lenses have passed away

And the stars become the only screen
Where the heights of poetry
And the shallow depths of the human soul
Can be ere seen

For as the old names that I used to know
Quietly pass away
Only words remain like fallen snow
In the masterpiece of a city day
About the authors who I never see anymore. About our society which worships media and forgets so quickly about verse and live theatre. About some of you people. My favorites. And about the future when all of this man-made technology comes crashing down. Masterpiece for the theater reference, not for the quality of my tired work.

From my "Almost Asleep" collection.
Colm Dec 2018
Take me away from my own mind
I cannot stand
Another second
Another instance of time
Spent sitting inside  
The same old thoughts and lines
Of mine
Of mind
Of Mine, Of Mind
Colm Apr 2018
New songs
are like lovers
once newly discovered.

When you find them
you'll loop them
and listen unendingly.

Thinking that the newness
they provide
is what perfectly defines
your life as it is.

Yet knowing all along
in the back of your mind
that such feelings wont last
once a few days have past
and the love which you felt
is no more playing back

Yet we loop in our minds
doing no more to define
the true meaning of presence
in another person's life.

Because all feelings will fade
like the end of all days
and Martin Luther was right
when he proclaimed God remains
“Feelings come and feelings go,
And feelings are deceiving;
My warrant is the Word of God--
Naught else is worth believing."
-ML
Colm Jul 2021
And then suddenly
Your own faculties
In addition, to
The most incredible teaching, un
Are pull apart by time
And designated by others, only
Until such freedom re-arrives
At the turning of adulthood tides
And even then still
You too must return, suddenly
Colm May 2019
You’re the drug I see from an old distance
A smile that I cannot hold

How I wish and wish
And wish and wish
And grow older

Sipping on cups of memories
Which I thought I'd emptied long ago
Not that it matters, but she was mine.
Colm Apr 2018
Closet
Mirror
Candlestick
Creek in the floor
River in her eyes
Fear most definitely is this
End
Colm Mar 2017
I am thunder
I am lightning
I am a length of the Willow whip in the wind
Ever cracking in the air and striking
Precariously
That’s how I like to live
When I’m on point
And on the edge
No one can withstand the imminence
The ultimate outcome
When I assume this stance
Ask anyone of my dominance
And they’ll assure you of such prominence
Because when I unchained myself
The thunder rolls
And the strike looms
Ominously
#ego
Colm Apr 2020
Black willow rises
Across a hill beside Me
Underlaid burden
Spent no more a tragic be
Than in this being up grown
On A Hillside (A Tanka)
Colm Aug 2020
In this prominence
Om·ni·pres·ence
On a cathedral I stand
Beneath the oceans breath
And fly without thinking of these stars
Which are but fireflies in the meadow around
I am bigger than galaxies
Older than thoughts
And more aware of being than we've ever been
When there is no tomorrow - You live
Colm May 2018
You lead my ears to water
Thirsty once forever be
For it is May and I intend
To make this music mine to me

Forever yours
So is my artist
To will his will
Will ever be

For this exists
In both our minds
In memories mixed
With solidarity
Someone shared and you discovered. But to what ends? Sometimes we never know the degree to which we impact one another, for good or ill. And Lord knows I've been guilty of both such outcomes. But anyway... Play the **** song and put it on loop. (:
Colm Jun 2020
Paper isn't paper
It's air
And flowers become like seraph clouds
Once plucked from daisy skies
When you are in the hills of mind
And bring yourself to me in pieces
Like the breath of summer laid bare
You are undoubtedly my present air
Eight lines for you I spare
Colm Jun 2019
Potsu says what cannot be seen
But what can easily be felt by those around
Resting just in pace
Within the same coffee shop as me
On Days Like This

Fervent Series (9/10) - 06/23/19
Colm May 2016
Am I dreaming again?
I don't honestly know.
With my tall frame a twist,
And you on your toes.

That one kiss shattered time,
And yet held it in place.
These old light posts remain,
Having witnessed embrace.

Not another in sight,
To have seen what we'd see.
Your lips resting on mine,
Beneath wood and the green.

In that moment my friend,
The earth did cease to spin,
In that moment it held,
And I kissed her again.
Colm Mar 2017
I am the rolled up sleeves before it's socially acceptable.  Before 3:00.
I am the rooftop climber and the moonlight gazer.  Swinging in the bitter wind.
I am the patient one.  The tag along.  Often kind but on my own.
And always off in my own mind.
Completely different.  And yet the same.
I am one.  *One of a certain kind.
Good luck.... (:
Colm Oct 2020
So many wonder, so few will find. The ring which you threw into the river knowingly. With the currents, truth will never un, but wind.

Until the sea's remind.
1/5
Colm Oct 2020
It’s been too long
since in findings found.
I lost myself in words like leaves
In waving metaphor and euphoric breeze

It’s been too long now for even me
to say that I can still smell the trees,
and live like aspen beings tall and young.
It's been so very long now since our song's been sung.

Like an echo it
reverberates across water mists.

Like a chorus I
am no longer left ununified or in wanderings lost.

No the sky,
we were meant to sing songs such as these
You and I.
https://youtu.be/dVLX5ItE_FI
Colm Jan 2022
One God is
E n o u g h
In my life
I do not
Wish to worship
Her as well
Newry Set . 9
Colm Nov 2021
tomorrow, Lord knows what I may become
but today I am all vibrance and fur
all electric fuzz and fire and fountains
stroke daringly, me, and see for yourself
the life
Fifteen Feelings. This one is very masculine.
Colm Feb 2021
Inevitability and time are plagues
On the human soul, the psyche, the mind
Leeches leech
And ticks borough
But time and inevitability weave
And sow so much of nothingness
That without (God)
There is no now
1904
Colm Sep 2019
Think of what you want the most
To share with another human being
And if you can’t envision your lover there
Simply being
It will never be so
2017 - On a plane to Austin, a stranger told me something really worthwhile. And now I give it to you in verse form.

When you're questioning if you're with the right person. Get out of your own head and take a mental look at the future. If you can't see your current interest there. Can't envision your life together (or whatever). Pick up your phone and let them know that your search goes on.

#works
Colm Aug 2017
When I look at all of their accomplishments
I see me
I see the potential I could be
The time inside therein intertwined
Most strenuously
And yet
I know my motives are not pure
And so I wait
For calling to be
On a shelf because
Selfishness will not endure
But a calling will last for forever
An authors lament
Colm Feb 2018
When you look at the body,
        you can see his work.

And when you investigate your own work,
                you should see his work.

And if you can see nothing else,
                        in the kindness, see worth.

And when you see the next failure,
                                 see him quietly at work.

Because we have no room for ego next to him.
                                         And nothing is small enough to stand beside.
There is only room for one.
Colm Jun 2016
Stand with me on the top of the Earth,
Look down into the valley of History.
See both the young man I always was,
And the young man I will always be.

Should I ever fall or quietly break,
Or even be thought to have ran away.
Stand here and be among the trees,
Look down on the earth and you'll see me.
When I was young, this rooftop was my escape. My pinnacle.
Colm Jun 2019
Lingering at a window
Keeps the world at bay
No more
Than a miniature globe on a downward *****
Close the window
Slip away
Open, Close
Colm Sep 2019
We love the night
Because she holds no secret stars
Or fears no moonlit falling out
Open Skies - An honest series
Colm Oct 2018
The rain falls heavy on my heart
Directly and fervently
With a subtle patter to be heard in part

Reflecting only as tired can be
In being our separate, you and me
We are bound by these, such worlds apart

With ribs thrown open like lighthouse doors
And parted seas, as shallow as these
Such broken chances leave their marks

In pouring self out ever slow, in all these ways
The rain, it falls heavily every day
My life is kept from you apart
Perhaps separation is a matter of perspective. *Nods* And this may sound terribly dramatic. But context. (:
Colm Feb 2021
My bones are strong
my back straight enough to keep .
If anything I do not
need any more structure in me .
I need
            opposite . The
Colm Aug 2018
Sometimes you walk out of this world
And into another, full of complacency.
Where all of your hopes and dreams from before,
Are revealed to be, the excuse.
The escape from present just to mentally be,
Wherever you were,
Just so long as you were free.
Free that is, from the here and now.
For a friend.
Colm Jan 2020
These words
Are neither alone
  Nor my own

Having found their way from eyes to ears
From ears to mouth
  And down

No thought original
Ought to be originally found
   When it comes to expression out

We speak
And what we think to be our own
  Is found
OG
Colm Jan 2018
Orion stirs my soul to write
To look into the eyes of the sky and see
To hear the distant howling moon
To reach beyond the silhouetted trees
Until I stand above all this
On either side of the pinnacle roof
Oh yes, like you
I've climbed my whole life to reach this height
To stare back into the stars anew
How you look at him, would look at me?
Orion in the sky so high
Though no man is a burning star
But a constellation
For he is connected to the flickering flame
Which burns for you

Endlessly...
With perception ever turning through
O-Ri-ooonnn!
Colm Jul 2017
Like a paddle lean
Cut the water with yourself
And dig it deep as I have

That way you may not forget yourself
Within this tidal swirl
The wave of life and the currents underneath
You get nowhere without digging deep.
Colm Aug 2019
A tiny bit of me
Still believes
In the ounceless weight
Of our slowly dying dream
Falling like the stars
Occasionally in mind and eyes
Ounce
Colm Aug 2020
Your heart a grey sky scenic quaint
My brushes too cold unable to touch
Your fragrant sky now dark as storms
With stars like broken glass finely crushed

And I, and I, a dusty grain
In of a field of sandy wishes warm
Found nothing but a sharp memory pain
In the heel of my mind there sticks your thorn

Like tress unborn of acorn hopes
And buried wishes beneath dead stones
There rise and fall in the mind of see
Having since seen my dawning home

Peaking above the wavering trees
There our path beneath ever separates
And in turning hearts now etched in grey
Sketched out an open talk

Just to say that this is one of the many places
Though we once traversed, we will not walk
Two lovers unknown to each other, except really in the realm of self.

https://youtu.be/HwgzNYCSivk
Colm Apr 2019
The wood and stone and plaster we will share
Is unknown to me at present time
But like the stars we will look up at them
And ponder all that was here before
And the time that's been left behind
And the times that's been left behind.
Colm Apr 2018
She is starlight cold
The kind which radiates me
And I am mere glass
Formed by timeless sandy days
And iridescent are we
It's takes more than one jewel to make a crown. And when I'm here. I'm yours in mind.
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