tough girl with a crying heart
with sharp edges that turn soft when around you
you've got me changing, baby
i ain't never the same when i'm with you

don't you know
that you'll always be
the most prettiest man i know

just looking at you
ties me up
is it too much to ask for
a kiss baby?

thinkin bout you

and what you do

to this pathetic heart of mine

I'm drunk and confused

don't know what to do

I'm sitting here

texting you

making myself a fool

wishing for you

I've been by your side through all of this
been supporting you since day 1
was the shoulder you needed
was the hug you needed
I've been there through all of them girls
been there through all of them tears
I've been by your side
just look at me

I've watched you for so long
seen you be hurt
by so many girls
I just wanna show you
that I'll be different
I'll treat you right
save us from ourselves
I do not want to die

i'm a dead girl
with a little smile
that's rotting from the sadness
i'ma little dead girl
trying my best to crawl
since my legs are too weak to walk
my face sunken in
my eyes glazed over and grey
i'm a dead girl
that just wishes she can breathe again

Is it weird that I go crazy when I think about you?
My body feels all funny and my tongue gets swollen
And is it strange that I barely know what to say to you half the time?
That my brain goes numb and words get caught in my throat
I hate seeing you with anyone else
I hate seeing someone else make you smile
It makes me angry and jealous and makes a pit in my stomach
Or that people wanna hang out with you
I'm so possessive and I hate myself for it
I should give you space right?
But I care too much
I love you too much
I don't wanna let you go
Chain your heart to mine and throw the key in the deepest ocean
Never lose that heart that took mine captive
And it drives me crazy to see you sad
Or upset
I hate it when girls hug you
Or when guys invite you to their place
I want you all to myself
Wanna be the only reason you laugh and smile
That smile belongs to me
Man, I'm in deep
But I'm okay with it
I love you so **** much

Even when it's raining
You still shine

You're so **** contagious
With that laugh I love to hear
With that smile that makes me fuzzy
That moment you coughed and made an awkward joke
You put me under a **** spell
Showed me that people like you exist
Proved to me that people can have good intentions
Lifted fear off my chest
You're so **** contagious
Your love is infectious
And I keep getting sicker and sicker

You're so **** cute when you smile
And I'm so ecstatic you're still living and breathing
That I can touch your warm skin and feel those lips on mine
Those lips that melt my troubles away
That make me crack that awkward yet bubbly smile you love
You've made me see how pretty I am
I can't look away from you
Nobody else catches my attention
Nobody else catches my eye
Makes me as happy as you do
I could write endless stories about you
About the memories we've made
You mean more than life
I've fallen so hard that it's scary
That with just one sentence we could end
But I have trust in you
I know you won't take my glass heart and let it fall to the ground
I know you'll catch me when I fall
I could never look away from you

Hide and Seek with stress.
Tag with depression.
Hopscotch with anxiety.

Small body
Big issues

It's not easy to breathe
When anxiety has you by the throat
Telling you you'll never be good enough.
It's not easy to stand
When stress has a firm grip on your shoulders
Forcing you to sit.
It's not easy to talk
when society tells you
to be silent.

I wanna have nights with you

where you take me out in your Audi

we go to an abandoned lot

and we just lay on the hood

and stare at the stars

and have unspoken thoughts leak from our lips

and delicate finger tips touching each other

sharing warmth under twinkling lights

I'm falling
my heart is sinking
I'm cascading down
this waterfall
I haven't been the same in so long

I wanna let you know

that I don't need you no more

That I'm okay

without you

I don't need your chapped lips

scraping against mine

I'm happy

without you

I'm getting by

without you

I don't need your bony fingers

being a trespasser on my body

I just wanted to let you know

I no longer need you

to be able to breathe