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Mar 2019 · 407
Untitled
allison Mar 2019
what happened to when we were kids?
innocent and free
happy as can be

we didn't have to deal with
the sadness
the pain
the emotional strain

sometimes i wish i could go back to when i was a kid
just so i can be happy again
and not worry about when
my happiness stages will end.
Mar 2019 · 783
confused
allison Mar 2019
i think i was just used
my mind abused
for ****** gain
and personal strain

he's a good friend
or was rather
now i'm starting to think
i don't matter.
someone manipulated me last night...
Mar 2019 · 555
happiness
Mar 2019 · 513
phoenix
allison Mar 2019
like a phoenix
i'm reborn
from the ashes of who
i used to be.

I went to check up on you today
but then like fate, my hand stopped me
so I didn't see what you were up to
for the better.

like a phoenix
i'm reborn
from the ashes of who
i used to be.

I'm the happiest I've been in weeks
Today I did something that I could've let
ruin me
but instead I held my head high and
didn't let it affect me.

like a phoenix
i'm reborn
from the ashes of who
i used to be.

my friend told me
that he saw self improvement
in me that i didn't pick up on
until he said it,

and now i see...
like a phoenix
i'm reborn
from the ashes of who
i used to be.
i'm growing as a person and I couldn't be happier :)
Mar 2019 · 396
messages between two lovers
allison Mar 2019
him: love you forever
her: love you always
him: til death do us part
her: promise?
him: promise.
him: forever & always
something i came up with because of a book i'm attempting to write
Mar 2019 · 756
4:28 a.m.
allison Mar 2019
cant sleep because
im thinking I'll love you forever
but you can't say the same
because you loved me once
but never again.
just best friends
always & forever
and i guess that's okay.
good night
Feb 2019 · 613
a message to your frown
allison Feb 2019
how many times
has someone told you
to turn that frown
¿uʍop ǝpᴉsdn

one too many?

uʍoɹɟ ʇɐɥʇ uɹnʇ
(: uʍop ǝpᴉsdn

if you haven't been told
enough today.
be happy
Feb 2019 · 423
escape
allison Feb 2019
writing is my escape
from the cell i created
for myself
Feb 2019 · 289
misery
allison Feb 2019
i write myself into other worlds
because I don't want to be in
this one.
Feb 2019 · 356
the voice II
allison Feb 2019
life update for you:
the voice has lost
and now i'm thriving.
sequel to "the voice"
except happier
Feb 2019 · 400
how i write a poem
allison Feb 2019
the
    
                                         thoughts
in                      my
mind        

float          ­                                              
                  ­                                                           around
until                                      they
come      ­                            
together.
the thoughts in my mind float around until they come together.
in case you can't read it.
Feb 2019 · 382
closed door
allison Feb 2019
feeling closed off
from the place
i once called home

looking for a new
place were I can
roam.
nothing's going on in my personal life, I love my home, i just can't wait for college
Feb 2019 · 1.1k
poison apple
allison Feb 2019
h
  a
v
e
  y    ou
noticed the most
common thread in fairy tales?
your best wishes and desires will
all come true if you indulge in one
life-altering task. losing your voice
for legs, going to a ball for a few
hours to fine true love... it's all
a fictionally painted image.
telling us that something
amazing will
h
a
p
p
e
n
                          if we take a bite
                                 of the poison apple.
it's supposed to be a caramel apple? i have no idea if that came across, but the caramel apple is a reference to Enchanted.
Feb 2019 · 772
the world
allison Feb 2019
Universally
noticing
shocking
apprehension
from
everyone
read the first letter of each line
Feb 2019 · 707
the voice
allison Feb 2019
"give up" the voice said
fought it i did
but the voice had won
giving up on him once again.
Feb 2019 · 352
clouds
allison Feb 2019
sometimes I wish,
i could be up in the clouds
looking down on my friends
watching the crowds.

sometimes I wish,
i could know what it's like
to be in a world
that's not full of spite.

so that's why I wish,
i was up in the clouds
looking down on my friends
watching the crowds.

so that's why I wish,
i could just be me
in a field of cotton white
with the feeling of being free.

sometimes I wish,
life was more fleeting
no more sadness
just a happy greeting.

and lastly I wish,
that fate will go my way
just so that i can smile
and feel like thriving everyday.
sorry i'm not good at rhyming all that much
Feb 2019 · 397
Arrow
allison Feb 2019
An
arrow
to the heart
falling to pieces
b
e
c
a
u
s
e
y    o    u
b  r    o   k   e
m                    e
fr                     om
th                        e
sta                      rt
trying a visual one again
Feb 2019 · 412
Sad Love
allison Feb 2019
sad, lone, broken love
isn't it meant to be sweet?
i dislike this pain
once again, a bad night. so i made this haiku, maybe this will get better in time, hopefully anyway. I'm fine, I'll be fine, it's fine, life is life, I'm writing to feel better.
Feb 2019 · 1.1k
Breaking, Broken, Gone
allison Feb 2019
3 years I've stood waiting,
for him to come around
hoping, praying, crying
waiting for him.

3 years I've stood waiting,
looking at you from across the room
as others dance around our separate crowds
but the only person I see is you.

3 years I've stood waiting,
for you to open your eyes
but instead I know the truth
which leaves me breaking,
broken,
gone.
i had a bad night tonight because of someone, and as you can tell from this poem it was because of someone i really like. but it's fine right?
Feb 2019 · 276
Flowers
allison Feb 2019
Life  is  like  a  flower
it blooms at the peak of your
existence, then for a while it's
kind of dim. Then one day,
you wake up and realize,
you're meant to bloom
again. Causing your
p
e
t
a
l
s
to open up and
you thrive
once more.
Then one
day you
begin to
wilt.
Until your petals fall off and you begin to stop living. And spring still carries on because of your existence, and the flowers continue to bloom, for life continues to prosper until one day it ceases to.
I attempted to make a visual poem, I guess it kind of worked? Haha sorry it's my first time trying to make a visual poem
allison Feb 2019
It's crazy how much your heart can feel for a person,
the intensity grows like crashing waves,
the care seeps into your bloodstream, intoxicating the mind,
each day you wake up yearning and begging for more of that feeling.

You want this person to feel that same intensity,
the waves, the coursing care throughout their bloodstream.
You want them to feel for you the way you feel for them,
you want their mind to be just as intoxicated.

But alas, for she is prettier than thou.
He goes for her and leaves your mind askew,
for both of your best friends are now in love,
leaving you to your own pit of despair and tragedy.

No matter how many nights you wish,
how many nights you cry because of the intoxication,
you still hope your hearts will one day intertwine and become one,
you hope your wishes and prayers will be answered.

For there is no greater power than love,
there is no greater power than what your heart desires,
thus the crashing waves continue to crash,
and the care still seeps into your bloodstream.

The intoxication that is occurring in your mind builds up,
the bottle of emotions becoming more full with each passing day,
the intensity still grows,
the sadness still follows.

It's crazy how the heart can make you care so much for someone,
but it also leaves you so broken.
And no matter how hard you try, the waves still crash,
the care still seeps into your bloodstream,
and that care still intoxicates your mind.

Leaving you just as broken as you were before,
because of your two closest confidants,
whose hearts intertwined and left you alone,
alone with this bottle of emotions and an intoxicated mind that you can't control.

It's crazy what the heart can do to the mind.

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