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2.6k · Jul 2018
you're like breathing
L Jul 2018
I can't stop
will always relent
can't just forget
a life without
impossible
I need you
but even air
can be toxic

you're like breathing
1.8k · Aug 2018
why?
L Aug 2018
why are you still
appearing in my dreams
when I haven’t seen you
in so long

why
are you still on my mind
when I buried my feelings
a long time ago

why
do I feel like I’m still
so close to you
even though we stopped
sharing moments
such a long time ago
769 · Jul 2018
suddenly
L Jul 2018
suddenly the music's too loud
and the lights are too bright
but I’m scared of the dark
and silence doesn’t feel right
652 · Aug 2018
days of sunshine
L Aug 2018
my days are full of sunshine
bright and hot rays
not a single cloud
in heavenly blue sky
and here I am
despite all the light
finding comfort in the dark
want to keep dancing in the rain
under a grey cloudy sky
639 · Jul 2018
future
L Jul 2018
I'm excited
and anxious
and indecisive

I can't wait
but wish it would
take some more time

more time
to figure things out
more time
to learn
about myself
and life

but I can't wait
to start over
can't wait
to explore the world
can't wait
to find out
what future
has planned for me
thoughts of a teenage girls who can’t decide if she’s happy or not that time flies by so fast
586 · Jul 2018
minutes of anxiety
L Jul 2018
racing heart
nervous hands
falling tears
and a mind full of fear
585 · Dec 2020
30 november
L Dec 2020
and we lied there
a bundle of limbs and skin
and I didn't know
where I stopped
and you began
543 · Sep 2018
lightning
L Sep 2018
you're a lightning
beautiful
and unpredictable
you light up my world
and I love the sound of your thunder
but at the same time
I know
you have the power
to destroy me
within seconds
and it scares me
that I'm willing
to live
with this fear
for you
512 · Oct 2018
m. k.
L Oct 2018
you were the first one
to break my heart
but I still want you
to be the one
who puts it back together
451 · Jul 2018
insecure
L Jul 2018
I put makeup on
but not too much
I wore my favorite outfit
straightened my hair

I felt good
and pretty

I left my house
my home
my safe place
then
someone looked at me
a moment too long
a little too judging

today I look pretty
I thought
that's why people look at me
I thought
I am going to be okay

I met friends
and a lot of people
and I couldn't help myself
but felt all eyes were on me
but
not in a good way
in a way
that made me feel uncomfortable
in a way I wanted to sink in the floor
and never come back again
in a way
that made me reconsider
my decisions
of dressing up
of putting makeup on
of straightening my hair
of feeling good
and pretty
447 · Aug 2018
never the best
L Aug 2018
I thought I am better
thought I was stronger

I thought
this one time
I did well

I thought
this is it.
this is
what I am good at

but I am not.

I thought
this one time
I'm not average
but as always
I was wrong

As always
I am not outstanding
not perfect
not good enough

always okay
sometimes good
but never
never the best
370 · Aug 2018
I will never forget you
L Aug 2018
I think about you
more than you
will ever know

I think about you
when I’m travelling
to cities
I know
you would've liked

I think about you
when no one
wants to support me
because you
were the only one
always

I think about you
when my mom
lights a cigarette
because
I don't want
to loose her
the same way
I lost you

I think about you
when I´m drinking coffee
with my granny
thinking about
how we used
to chat
for hours
we three

you somehow
understood me
even though
I wasn't saying much

I think about you
when I´m listening
to worship songs
because I prayed
for you
and your life

I think about you
when I´m looking at you bracelet
which is now
around my wrist
instead of yours

I think about you
and how
you will never know
that I will always think about you
and how I will never forget you
I promise you I will live my dreams because you wanted me to
and I will think about you
every second of it.
I  miss you
332 · Sep 2018
moments
L Sep 2018
all those little moments
meant the world to me
were nothing for you
and I know
you don't miss me
the way I miss you
299 · Jul 2018
don't
L Jul 2018
I can't remember
not knowing you
so please
don't make me
forget you
287 · Apr 2019
scared
L Apr 2019
don't leave me out
don't let me down
don't promise me you'll be around

take me with you
take my hand
I don't wanna be home alone
these days

show me you love me
show me you care
I don't want to lose you
I'm so scared

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