I think about you
more than you
will ever know

I think about you
when I’m travelling
to cities
I know
you would've liked

I think about you
when no one
wants to support me
because you
were the only one
always

I think about you
when my mom
lights a cigarette
because
I don't want
to loose her
the same way
I lost you

I think about you
when I´m drinking coffee
with my granny
thinking about
how we used
to chat
for hours
we three

you somehow
understood me
even though
I wasn't saying much

I think about you
when I´m listening
to worship songs
because I prayed
for you
and your life

I think about you
when I´m looking at you bracelet
which is now
around my wrist
instead of yours

I think about you
and how
you will never know
that I will always think about you
and how I will never forget you

my days are full of sunshine
bright and hot rays
not a single cloud
in heavenly blue sky
and here I am
despite all the light
finding comfort in the dark
want to keep dancing in the rain
under a grey cloudy sky

I can't remember
not knowing you
so please
don't make me
forget you