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"controller" poems
Controller in his hands My body in his arms His eyes on the screen He's not being mean He's just prioritizing The games over me
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Apr 5, 2018
Apr 5, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
Prioritize
little man by the bus stop with his tin organs, all replaced because his real ones failed him (jst like he failed his old wfe) squat top hat and fat wide smile and he’s almost a cartoon and he’s almost not a person.
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Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
fat controller
My **** follows me everywhere! Wiggle wiggle, poke poke, jiggle jiggle. At the fridge in night I've a friend by my side. By my backside. On, my backside. Stuck with humidity to the toilet seat on a rainy day, that's right! The bathroom exists, and on a toilet do I sit. At least four or five times daily. Stuck to chair, playing with hair with one hand and a controller in the other. Pumping up and down and in circles as I jump squat. Jump squat! To share if you dare put your palm down there to squeeze. Grab slap, wibble wibble.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 2:07 AM UTC
My ****
I just had the silliest wish. I want to drop everything right now, and play video games that sounds so great right now. Just me, a can of soda, the tv, controller, and a couple games. I wanna play all night, until the flash from my tv seems like lightning. Create crime, stop crime, **** zombies, and play football on my x box. Sounds pretty good. Pull an "all nighter" I love video games, so without further ado, its time to play
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Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 2:05 PM UTC
Video games
Stuck at this game, In what seemed like forever. Stuck at a stage where... Experience points don't matter. A game set in an expansive universe, Rife with problems that arise to haunt. You can't pass and can't concede defeat. Troubles' only function is to mock and taunt. I've chafed my thumbs raw... Manipulating the knobs on my controller. My mind is a mess... In search of a happily ever after. Puzzled by puzzles, There are no cheat codes... Can't blast my way through, There are no god modes... Neither are there any hints, Nor is there a walkthrough... I'm just running in perpetual circles, In this game of me and you.
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Feb 18, 2015
Feb 18, 2015 at 8:13 AM UTC
The Game
Dear Xbox, My precious, day after day we meet again. Seconds sometimes minutes hours it may be I will keep on enjoying the endless worlds we will see Dying we do together And I know I don't always drop my controller like a feather But in love pain has no place to be And I know you will be the one that will always rely on me My parents might not love you But I do with all my heart Xbox, dear xbox I hope we will never be apart
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Feb 7, 2015
Feb 7, 2015 at 1:41 PM UTC
Ode to my Xbox
"My heart is a pre-owned game, with you being the current controller. Having being reset over and over, I am hoping that you will be the one to pass the level and clock me, body and soul"
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 4:25 AM UTC
Video Game
Nov 2016 - The Fall Line ~ *all the lines of man-made yellows, so tempting threatening...inviting, the subway platform, the street curb, the highway divide the double parallel equal sign that has no solution, remaining hopelessly empty, defining the watery soluble inequality of null* ~~ The Fall Line first heard the phrase months ago in Argentina, standing before the c-shaped Iguazu Falls the fall line where the crystalline basement rock erodes away the oncoming soft sedimentary, there, where, a waterfall is nature-gifted so intuitive, so obvious, what else to call the water's owned edge, line of demarcation, where we grow captivated, mesmerized, knee weak, traumatized and tantalized knew that instant when spoken, The Fall Line, saw inarguable symmetry to so many lives, would be a someday poem selective service phrases stored and someday up recalled, a thousand, maybe more, waiting for the confluence of time and place, to be a mother letting my fluid sac burst, giving birth to a concoction symphonic, the emotions waterfalling, cascading, the precision, vision seconds, when words pour, gush, surge, spill, stream, flow, issue, spurt ~~~ silently crafted in the weeks and months prior, the unconscious drowning in ache and pain of suffocating drudge sludge of everyday living *all the lines of man made yellows, so tempting threatening...inviting the subway platform, the street curb, the highway divide the double parallel equal sign that has no solution remaining empty, defining the inequality of null* the vision infection of the majestic fall line, so accessible in an instance of overwhelm, cornea implanted, the sounding call of sweet blissful whatever one more additional addiction unshakeable, jumping from fall line to fall line, it's the game I am played, but the controller is not in my possess **for the joy stick that drives my actions, toys with me, the human fool jumping from fall line to fall line, unsure of what he desires,** salvation or saving 11/26/16
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Apr 20, 2017
Apr 20, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
Nov 2016 - The Fall Line
Nov 2016 - The Fall Line ~ *all the lines of man-made yellows, so tempting threatening...inviting, the subway platform, the street curb, the highway divide the double parallel equal sign that has no solution, remaining hopelessly empty, defining the watery soluble inequality of null* ~~ The Fall Line first heard the phrase months ago in Argentina, standing before the c-shaped Iguazu Falls the fall line where the crystalline basement rock erodes away the oncoming soft sedimentary, there, where, a waterfall is nature-gifted so intuitive, so obvious, what else to call the water's owned edge, line of demarcation, where we grow captivated, mesmerized, knee weak, traumatized and tantalized knew that instant when spoken, The Fall Line, saw inarguable symmetry to so many lives, would be a someday poem selective service phrases stored and someday up recalled, a thousand, maybe more, waiting for the confluence of time and place, to be a mother letting my fluid sac burst, giving birth to a concoction symphonic, the emotions waterfalling, cascading, the precision, vision seconds, when words pour, gush, surge, spill, stream, flow, issue, spurt ~~~ silently crafted in the weeks and months prior, the unconscious drowning in ache and pain of suffocating drudge sludge of everyday living *all the lines of man made yellows, so tempting threatening...inviting the subway platform, the street curb, the highway divide the double parallel equal sign that has no solution remaining empty, defining the inequality of null* the vision infection of the majestic fall line, so accessible in an instance of overwhelm, cornea implanted, the sounding call of sweet blissful whatever one more additional addiction unshakeable, jumping from fall line to fall line, it's the game I am played, but the controller is not in my possess **for the joy stick that drives my actions, toys with me, the human fool jumping from fall line to fall line, unsure of what he desires,** salvation or saving 11/26/16
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By Arcassin Burnham remembering the times i punched the clock talking about, the times, id love her till the record stopped, but that i could do without, {she left me numb for two hours, leaving my insides turning to sour, while she was singing in the shower, thinking when gwen die at the clock tower} but thats life, and when you touch me, i forget that all we need is one night, neck kisses, to the bone, making you feel so right, bad birdy, took fight along ago, along with hearing my exs lies, {lusting the devils wish, like throwing a petri dish, the talking we can just skip,} like pressing the A button on the controller, touching your stomach, and telling you to roll over, then when its all over, im glad to say i told ya.
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Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 4:31 PM UTC
"Nasty"
(Part 1, The Engagement) Draw blood, draw blood for me. Not with a crayon, do it with a knife. Show me that you mean it, you need me in your life. Tell me that you love me and need me always near. Surrender all suggestion, your purpose and your fear. (Part 2, The Controller) Why, that's a lovely dress but why you wear it here? I'm sitting with friends, we're trying to have a beer. You make me ******* mental and I know, you know! Now ring a ******* taxi, get in it and just go! (Part 3, The Victim) Hey baby baby, I missed you so tonight. You know how I hate it when we fight. You don't know why you make me mad and then you'll cry like I've done bad. You need to work out what you want but don't dare tell me that we're through. I haven't done a single thing and all this **** is down to you. Poetry by Kaydee.
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Sep 29, 2018
Sep 29, 2018 at 1:49 PM UTC
An Ode to the Narcissistic Sociopath.
me and gaming I sit down the hard day of work and lead is behind me now. Sit in my throne and grab my controller. I get on the war zone with my gun in my hand 20 vs 1 I put my mic on. the rules to the game 1 life 20 vs 20 error players lost. Just what i was hoping for. "There are 20 of you, and only one of me yo... "" "you gonna give up noob?" "You didn't let me finish, you should've brought more players." Then the blood bath starts as bullets and bolts fly past my head in a symphony of violence and in the slit second when the strings break and they must replace them I emerge from my cover “one shot one **** thats all you got” not time to waste I run and gun taken 'em out with a head shot. Only got five its time to reload. next I hear a tic but no tok look to my left and what do I see glowing blue light slowly creeping towards me no i can’t be. I make a run for it straight for a cave with my heart racing next to me, cant find the others stating to get scared. wait up there guess who I see a ******* ****** waiting for me. he has yet to see me so lets take advantage of this. I take out my pistol aim for the guy and let his brains reach for the sky. but do to my carelessness I step on the only mine and it was game over. I bow my head in shame look at my screen and think. well off to Minecraft. were the everything is a block and I’m a king and control my destiny and by a swing of my hand I can destroy and break anything i wish but also with that swing I can create build and make master peaces. And as I’m claiming the Hill Of Sorrow where my hell lives I take a leap of faith and dive straight into the belly of the beast with my sword in hand and armor that shines with the wrath of one thousand white hot blinding suns of hateful furry. all i wish is one thing to get my **** back from last time i was here. I charge and get my left foot wet or should i see get it set on fire because of the lava river i missed.......FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU. well off to soul caliber.
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Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 8:25 AM UTC
Me and Gaming
me and gaming I sit down the hard day of work and lead is behind me now. Sit in my throne and grab my controller. I get on the war zone with my gun in my hand 20 vs 1 I put my mic on. the rules to the game 1 life 20 vs 20 error players lost. Just what i was hoping for. "There are 20 of you, and only one of me yo... "" "you gonna give up noob?" "You didn't let me finish, you should've brought more players." Then the blood bath starts as bullets and bolts fly past my head in a symphony of violence and in the slit second when the strings break and they must replace them I emerge from my cover “one shot one **** thats all you got” not time to waste I run and gun taken 'em out with a head shot. Only got five its time to reload. next I hear a tic but no tok look to my left and what do I see glowing blue light slowly creeping towards me no i can’t be. I make a run for it straight for a cave with my heart racing next to me, cant find the others stating to get scared. wait up there guess who I see a ******* ****** waiting for me. he has yet to see me so lets take advantage of this. I take out my pistol aim for the guy and let his brains reach for the sky. but do to my carelessness I step on the only mine and it was game over. I bow my head in shame look at my screen and think. well off to Minecraft. were the everything is a block and I’m a king and control my destiny and by a swing of my hand I can destroy and break anything i wish but also with that swing I can create build and make master peaces. And as I’m claiming the Hill Of Sorrow where my hell lives I take a leap of faith and dive straight into the belly of the beast with my sword in hand and armor that shines with the wrath of one thousand white hot blinding suns of hateful furry. all i wish is one thing to get my **** back from last time i was here. I charge and get my left foot wet or should i see get it set on fire because of the lava river i missed.......FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU. well off to soul caliber.
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Every time I touch a controller I set a new highscore I said a new highscore. Look out behind you, mother ****** I capped that *** You should've watched your back. Now I got an L-shaped block Watch as I drop it in that L-shaped slot. Haters gotta throw the blue turtle shell, Because they can't keep their kart on Rainbow Road. Donkey's going to throw some barrels at me; Don't worry princess, watch me jump. I promise I won't get hit, not even once. Hey there champ look right here; I just stuck a plas grenade On you right ear. Lucky shot? So you say. Still watching me tea-bag you From the grave. Pilot Wings, Punch-Out, Mario Madden, Sonic or GTA It doesn't really matter The number of pixels we play. D-Pad or joystick, Night or day, It doesn't really matter how you play, Put me on tron I'll blow you away. Turtles in Time: You take that next slice. Even blindfolded your no match For my SuperScope. Tony Hawk, what a joke! In Pacman or Galaga in space Even with the Kunami Code You've got no hope. So the next time you hear Scorpion yell "Get over here!" Have no fear A Sonic Boom will soon be there. Busting out Atari's Pong? Noob, I'll pwn you One-thousand to none. Hell, not even Parapa the Rappa Can touch my rhymes. Read those initials That score is mine. I said read those initials; That score is mine.
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Jun 26, 2011
Jun 26, 2011 at 1:38 AM UTC
Gamer
Blast off the powder keg One-two with the punches Rope over your shoulder Like I wanna reach the summit Maybe you let loose before But, honey, I ain't seen it yet But, baby, I'm scared to like Messin your perfect face, displacing Your innocence and makin Our blankets wet I said I don't wanna blast But you got the controller Got that hold and doin it right Got my ***** **** my Xbone On lock on this *** throne Pop your mouth a minute girl Base to the tip that **** Is rocket sauce Blast off the powder keg One-two with the punches Rope over your shoulder Like I wanna reach the summit Maybe you let loose before But, honey, I ain't seen it yet Maybe this night is the best Night of my life I lick my ***** off your skin, sleep Tight, tomorrow I'll breathe ***** breath
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May 14, 2017
May 14, 2017 at 3:54 AM UTC
Closing Chapters: "Guilty as Charged"
Where I’m From I am from wires, from electricity and TV screens. I am from the dust covering the console. (Piled high, thick, It made me sneeze) I am from the Sega Genesis the Nintendo Who has long been forgotten amongst the shiny new games. I am from controllers and memory cards, From Mario and Sonic. I’m from the hard core gamers, And the once-in-a-whiles, From You win! And Game over! I’m from Thou saveth the princess With Donkey and Diddy And 10 cheats I know by heart. I’m from GameStop and Best Buy, brand new plastic and overheating console. From the controller thrown across the room To the memories, bonding brother and sister. In my closet is a box, filled with old games, scratched up discs that will never again work I am from these games created before I was born, born from the tree of electronics.
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Apr 20, 2010
Apr 20, 2010 at 4:33 PM UTC
Where I'm From
Somewhere down in the depths of everyone, there is a spinning plate, The Devil holds his stick parallel to yours and watches as you sweat, You rip the sticky bottom of the bottle off of the glue and stick your bucket out to catch the fall, The Devil plants his loafers and casually crosses one leg over the other, Sometimes you even change the channel and pray that the entertainment value fills your cup, The Devil licks the sides of your ice cream cone and draws faces in your food, You drop your *** into the bean bag cloud and strum the buttons on your controller, The Devil places the headset on his burning head and boils your water as you sit in the corner of the room, ignoring the kitchen, Someone passes by with a similar stride and you turn a single glance into the Vietnam War, The Devil sinks into the sofa and picks the fuzzies off of his jammies.
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Nov 20, 2014
Nov 20, 2014 at 3:38 PM UTC
The Devil in Pajama Pants
.                                                 what? between MC hammer... and men at work... there's a choice? come on... you could have given me an easier question, like... Debussy contra Satie... or, like...   egg yolk or egg white?! point being... i'd love to see christopher lambert play the role of raiden in that... mortal kombat game made into a motion picture... you know... if i owned a PS2... i'd still be a gamer... but i never owned a PS2.... or the metal gear solid 2 gaming experience... not the PS1 experience fighting ****** mantis*... you know that hack / cheat... when you switch controller slots... when ****** mantis* is giving his grandiose speech.. and you switch the controller ports, so that in in the game you're not predictable...    final fantasy 7?! completed it with a walk-through... sorry... homework... that being said: all of Friday night and all of Saturday morning... and some Tenchu.... wacky-Jacky...       cow later chow, enter mein...            choppers chop chop... these days? i game...            when i take a **** i figured... if there are people who take a book to the crapper... i'll take a game...     war robots....       you know what's fascinating? the interactive applicability of a game...                      team-work... mesmerizing...                 the whole gaming structure drifted from a narrative, to a congregational dynamism... solipsism unraveled... i dig the whole team work, while taking a **** love it... 5 stars review...      but am i a gamer... do i not think that a.i. is a revamp of Pinocchio? no...      but metal gear solid? a ******* solid game on PS1...        you would be talking to a gamer if i was allowed to buy a PS2 console...          oh right...   i read books and listened to music, and ended up writing anti-routine / anti-technicality poetry / anti-rhyme poetics....                                       my bad; "we're" calling a revision of chess in play; yeah... sorry...    i was never into paragraphs, with dialogue interludes... for me...   poems were always above a structural stature of paragraphs; something to do with haiku or... whatever came out of Godzilla's mouth.
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Nov 4, 2018
Nov 4, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
simple questions for simple people
.                                                 what? between MC hammer... and men at work... there's a choice? come on... you could have given me an easier question, like... Debussy contra Satie... or, like...   egg yolk or egg white?! point being... i'd love to see christopher lambert play the role of raiden in that... mortal kombat game made into a motion picture... you know... if i owned a PS2... i'd still be a gamer... but i never owned a PS2.... or the metal gear solid 2 gaming experience... not the PS1 experience fighting ****** mantis*... you know that hack / cheat... when you switch controller slots... when ****** mantis* is giving his grandiose speech.. and you switch the controller ports, so that in in the game you're not predictable...    final fantasy 7?! completed it with a walk-through... sorry... homework... that being said: all of Friday night and all of Saturday morning... and some Tenchu.... wacky-Jacky...       cow later chow, enter mein...            choppers chop chop... these days? i game...            when i take a **** i figured... if there are people who take a book to the crapper... i'll take a game...     war robots....       you know what's fascinating? the interactive applicability of a game...                      team-work... mesmerizing...                 the whole gaming structure drifted from a narrative, to a congregational dynamism... solipsism unraveled... i dig the whole team work, while taking a **** love it... 5 stars review...      but am i a gamer... do i not think that a.i. is a revamp of Pinocchio? no...      but metal gear solid? a ******* solid game on PS1...        you would be talking to a gamer if i was allowed to buy a PS2 console...          oh right...   i read books and listened to music, and ended up writing anti-routine / anti-technicality poetry / anti-rhyme poetics....                                       my bad; "we're" calling a revision of chess in play; yeah... sorry...    i was never into paragraphs, with dialogue interludes... for me...   poems were always above a structural stature of paragraphs; something to do with haiku or... whatever came out of Godzilla's mouth.
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In the comfort of this chair The enemy is all around me My twin and I, like a pair Patience is the key To be a ****** Looking down the sights You cant be hyper Killer from great heights With controller in hand My brother and I, We control this land This is no lie
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 5:08 PM UTC
Call of Duty
Bedroom’s painted fisherman’s blue There’s a cut out of Hayden Panettiere naked in a pink bikini with a hula-hoop on the back of the door Copies of British Vogue desperately hidden underneath the bed accompanying an empty bottle of Glen’s Manchester United duvet cover and matching pillows to boot The bin’s filled with pre-packed home-made lunches from the last six months Wardrobes a collection of ill fitting blue jeans bought for me by grandmother and football jerseys for teams that I’ve never even heard of, yet let alone see play a single game Uniform ironed and sitting out ready for school on Monday at 8am sharp ***** clothes cover mostly all the floor smelling of Lynx’s finest even though there’s an empty laundry basket just waiting in the corner to be used Inside one of the woolen blazer’s (that is way too big for me) pockets a single unopened ****** and an AES 256-bit encrypted USB stick An old PlayStation 2, with a single controller; games including FIFA years through 2004 to now, Tom Clancy’s Splinter Cell, and GTA. Blood red shoplifted lipstick that’s now melted hidden in the little secret compartment at the back, meant for network expansion. Artemis Fowl, Alex Rider, and Harry Potter all adorn the bookcase Physics, Maths, and IT textbooks remain firmly closed on the desk in addition to a smashed phone from me and Daddy’s last “physical altercation” Lady Gaga’s “I Like it Rough” is playing in the background on repeat…
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Aug 23, 2020
Aug 23, 2020 at 2:43 PM UTC
~2009
Bedroom’s painted fisherman’s blue There’s a cut out of Hayden Panettiere naked in a pink bikini with a hula-hoop on the back of the door Copies of British Vogue desperately hidden underneath the bed accompanying an empty bottle of Glen’s Manchester United duvet cover and matching pillows to boot The bin’s filled with pre-packed home-made lunches from the last six months Wardrobes a collection of ill fitting blue jeans bought for me by grandmother and football jerseys for teams that I’ve never even heard of, yet let alone see play a single game Uniform ironed and sitting out ready for school on Monday at 8am sharp ***** clothes cover mostly all the floor smelling of Lynx’s finest even though there’s an empty laundry basket just waiting in the corner to be used Inside one of the woolen blazer’s (that is way too big for me) pockets a single unopened ****** and an AES 256-bit encrypted USB stick An old PlayStation 2, with a single controller; games including FIFA years through 2004 to now, Tom Clancy’s Splinter Cell, and GTA. Blood red shoplifted lipstick that’s now melted hidden in the little secret compartment at the back, meant for network expansion. Artemis Fowl, Alex Rider, and Harry Potter all adorn the bookcase Physics, Maths, and IT textbooks remain firmly closed on the desk in addition to a smashed phone from me and Daddy’s last “physical altercation” Lady Gaga’s “I Like it Rough” is playing in the background on repeat…
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Sprawled out across his back. Contouring the bean bag chair into something shapely beautiful. Knees expelled in opposite directions, Expelling my imagination into a furious sea of frenzy. Silence. Except for the constant clicking of the video-game controller. The constant flicking of his fingers soon lead my imagination Elsewhere. The traffic-jam of words inside of me soon slip uncontrollably to thoughts As I sit behind him. My heat undecoded. Legs crossed, just as a lady should. Girls from all over must tell him he's beautiful. But beauty in itself is a limitation. I'm not sure if he is aware that he is beyond The liberal definition. I find myself soon forgetting the awkward of the situation, Instead savoring the surreal reality of such a moment. "Are you winning?" I shortly ask him, breaking the heavy incredible silence. But I had to know. He can miss as many goals as he likes. Laugh it off. Because inside of me he's scoring.
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Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
FIFA
Take a fresh Playstation Add plenty of seasoned frustration Marvel at the glory of this Machine Roll a spliff made for Charlie Sheen Game for 6 hours at room temperature Squeeze controller until you see hairline fracture Anger rising to the top That guy lied to me, the one from the shop Nothing but coffee flavour in this bag of Revels Listen to your shoulder devils Ask Playstation to work the way you want it Refusal to comply, I miss 8bit Swing controller like a ball and chain Look, as its blue eye turns to red in pain Proceed to dance on Playstation to tenderise A madman reflected on the screen in disguise Last salvation is on the warranty sheet Enjoy, Bon appetit
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Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 4:11 AM UTC
Gamer Rage or How to cook a Playstation
A volley of gunfire A stream of offensive epithets. An amazed girl And an enraged boy. After every volley of gunfire, There was a respawning individual. Steam could be seen emanating from his ears Anger radiated off of him. The girl watched carefully Taking note of every action. The sounds of battle could be heard And the boy kept getting aggressive. Innovative and anatomically impossible suggestions were made Names were called and yelled out And the game continued “I effing stuck him” was repeatedly yelled. Finally, after a long rant, The boy jumped with ecstasy In the heat of the final battle, he won. Now he wouldn’t have to fling his controller The girl applauded him, thankful for the blessed silence.
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Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 5:44 PM UTC
Deliverance
It been a miserable day hearing her scream, her bickering has become a nuisance wishing it was a dream.  With no reasons her unhinged mind troubles her again, he tried to seek counseling but no one to turn to except a friend.  A twisted pathetic life in this backward society, once a place of harmony between two lovers now a life of anxiety.  Families are torn apart like trees in the rain forest that are chopped down, and all he can do is pray as he drop to the ground. He's just sits and wait just passing the time, while divorce courts are pack with unhappy couples as they wait in line. So many are married and live in fear for many years, not like the nuclear families, just nothing but tears.  Searching for whatever he can fine is there anything else, only trouble time that won't cease as he sits by himself. Can it be a split personality or just bipolar, never mind he just received some bad news from the state controller.
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Apr 30, 2012
Apr 30, 2012 at 2:51 AM UTC
Torn Apart
He recently shared something with me about holding hands. Everything written in the piece was true. From the start, his hands have made me feel safe, nurtured, needed, adored, wanted, and healed. See, I rarely let anyone touch me before. Human touch was not something I craved until him.  I didn’t know how much I needed it until I wanted it, but he did.       As he reached for my hand yesterday , as he does countless times, I began to notice things on a deeper level. I saw the structural beauty and strength of his hands; his skin color, his beautiful fingers, the veins, the hair pattern. I reflected on how many keystrokes they typed and words they’ve written. I thought of how many times they played the sax and played video games with skill and passion.      Then, I remembered this past year. Those hands created a beautiful room for me in his home. Those hands literally moved ALL my physical belongings exclusively on their own. They held my hair as I was sick with my head over his toilet. They actually mopped up my cats’ ***** when it was overflowing at my old house.               They have painted, caulked, sawed, sanded, created, recreated, cooked amazing meals, chopped countless veggies, cut every piece of meat he served me, taught me to use his PS4 controller, dried my hair, colored my hair, massaged away my pain, and given me love I didn’t know existed and more.      His hands have been blistered, scraped, calloused, cut, pricked, sore and he doesn’t complain; they never stop giving nor does he. And I’m so grateful and honored to be the one whose hand he holds forever...
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 4:55 PM UTC
h i s h a n d s
He recently shared something with me about holding hands. Everything written in the piece was true. From the start, his hands have made me feel safe, nurtured, needed, adored, wanted, and healed. See, I rarely let anyone touch me before. Human touch was not something I craved until him.  I didn’t know how much I needed it until I wanted it, but he did.       As he reached for my hand yesterday , as he does countless times, I began to notice things on a deeper level. I saw the structural beauty and strength of his hands; his skin color, his beautiful fingers, the veins, the hair pattern. I reflected on how many keystrokes they typed and words they’ve written. I thought of how many times they played the sax and played video games with skill and passion.      Then, I remembered this past year. Those hands created a beautiful room for me in his home. Those hands literally moved ALL my physical belongings exclusively on their own. They held my hair as I was sick with my head over his toilet. They actually mopped up my cats’ ***** when it was overflowing at my old house.               They have painted, caulked, sawed, sanded, created, recreated, cooked amazing meals, chopped countless veggies, cut every piece of meat he served me, taught me to use his PS4 controller, dried my hair, colored my hair, massaged away my pain, and given me love I didn’t know existed and more.      His hands have been blistered, scraped, calloused, cut, pricked, sore and he doesn’t complain; they never stop giving nor does he. And I’m so grateful and honored to be the one whose hand he holds forever...
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i like video games because they open up their pixelated arms to me and enfold me they squish out anything that is too hard for me to think about and drop me into something with a controller that i can hold for once i am an alien in their universe but they welcome me assimilate me drown out the bad feelings the bad words that you just said to me i like video games because they make me feel safe make me feel smart important successful happy some people think i am strange and i am sorry i don't really care i am just here to feel better
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 2:15 PM UTC
a rather bad poem about how bad i feel right now
Nine wheel karma controller Compact sleeveless button case Oil deltoid combo Metal magnet scrunchie spray Bootleg leaf fret Wick hunger limit Tedious lantern bucket Psychokinetic apple bubble Intergalactic time space fraction Anything immortal lost Sleepless anxious toss Divine magic water bodies Healing wild birds Extraterrestrial swimming fish Fleeting nighttime children Delightful new age beauty Deep elemental menstrual cycles Strong sight protection Given soul story lessons Clear Global God Request practiced peace Garden random physical reason Humorous overwhelmed solution Earth discovered on turtle Used miraculous fact Command locked paradise Key kept love thirsty Closely counsel deceased Master Reaching for things not seen Endless chaotic writing paper Creating cool frog bog Washed pilot sitting clean Reaching things unseen Wonder what all this means Reaching unseen things Feeling presence of other beings Reaching for things unseen Sleep walking in a dream Reaching things unseen Piecing together chaotic strings Reaching unseen things Hearing angels sing While reaching for things not seen.
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Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 11:22 AM UTC
Collected Words