You ****** out my innocence with your maniacal way Twisted my mind to get me to stay I believed you which distanced me from reality The truth you spew is dripping in brutality I listened and adjusted, everyday, more and more I didn’t realize doing so was opening the door To new demons, ones that taught me not to trust Now I can’t have fun anymore, I can’t even feel lust We haven’t talked in two years, but I still jump through hoops My brain is sick and dark, it’s stuck in destructive loops It’s really sad what I lost, the part of me that could surrender I can’t open up my heart, it scares me to be tender I push people away because i don’t want them to be like you I wish we never crossed paths, I don’t know what to do
Some people show us the darkest part of the human condition and that darkness can scar the innocent for a lifetime.
The narcissist cried abuse in shame of committing abuse The narcissist cried depression when he's called out on his laziness The narcissist insults, but can't take the truth The narcissist appears to have strength by deliberately picking his supply, but really is the weakest man alive The narcissist stare... when someone has the guts to call him out is a deadly pair, like Jesus and Lucifer But the narcissist stare when he is picking his battle is all that is there Because if someone were to pick apart his ways and throw them in his face he'll run away
The narc held on to HIS truth although others knew THE truth because he has too much e.g.o to admit his wrongs
The narcissist provokes those who can't defend themselves The narcissist can't control the world so he hates life itself
I treated her like an empty egg In an empty nest, Arrogantly abandoned In an abundance of aridness In an undulating desert, deserted Because I keep an Iceberg's cavity Where my cold heart could be
Sometimes I was as placid as an Oasis When I wanted to watch her sip Or simply wanted something for nothing And at first she just, simply, let me ...At first
But a few seasons after I'd dumped her Onto that yellow fallow tundra She transmuted simple sands into surplus glass Fashioned fragile featherless wings! Of forest-green, glittering Falsely!
Shimmering, she Forecast her own futuristic flight What in the world was she thinking?! We ALL know that I... --and life-- Would never let her leave me like that! Who else would ever lend her a sip? Ah! It's hard to think with nothing (sips) to drink
But the oasis sat empty when I next witnessed it The void vaster whenever I've visited it ever since
Someone, Come! Look! Can't you see this vacancy in my chest cavity!?! This is crude, cold-pressed evidence! That cryogenic hearts CAN hurt Do break! Do care! Do love! Ain't no cure that can counteract that fact!
Still, there is a slim chance things will sting less Once I've selected my next egg And fabricated a new enfeebled nest
When a Narcissist wants to "start a family" with you, understand what they mean. When a sociopath "loves" you, understand what love is to them.