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~a question of a thousand dreams~^ “Where are you going now my love? Where will you be tomorrow? Will you bring me happiness?  Will you bring me sorrow? All the questions of a thousand dreams, what you do and what you see” this one composes itself for all dreams go unremembered the first, the thousandth, the  every in between, erased by the push button of opening eyes but dreams come, marching in, saints mining the raw materiel the quartermaster has stored, awaiting requisition by an unarmed unnamed corp, witnessed but never seen these dreams wisped soft willow budded, tempting taunting, leaving nothing but unanswered questions that colored come in black and white elementary clues, a pillow indentation, single hair that stretches across the sea between two pillows that is blonde or red   but certainly unmine,   dregs of soured sentiment linger like the aftertaste of too many coffees and stainless steel beers heated summers breezes give no succor or relief, and the rain following gives no pleasure, for now you are hot and soaked, but somewhere in there a dream is part replayed, and eyes widening in major league surprise, the question acknowledged, the dreams quest hinted   she has gone, neither happiness or sorrow will she provide on the morrow, no toweling of your wet hair fair, and you awake sweat besotted, it is not rain, just pain, and it is only one dream a thousand times repeated and what you do and what you see is the abraded night ahead, and you bitter laugh, for there is no more other than to think, the question answered, and you beg relief by uttering “perchance to dream” 3:49 pm see the notes!! someone accuses me of Plagiarism because  I did not acknowledge that the quote in marks and Italics was from a famous song written 39 years ago so here is my response to “just saying” congratulations on ******* me off and yes I agree, you do not know the rules “#1: Quotation Marks Are for Quoting People—Verbatim Perhaps it should go without saying, but quotation marks are for quoting people. Quoting doesn’t mean summarizing or paraphrasing; it means repeating exactly what someone said. If you put double quotes around a phrase, your reader will often assume  that someone, somewhere, said that exact phrase or sentence.“ http://thevisualcommunicationguy.com/2013/09/11/10-things-you-really-need-to-know-about-quotation-marks/
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Aug 3, 2018
Aug 3, 2018 at 3:59 PM UTC
a question of a thousand dreams
~a question of a thousand dreams~^ “Where are you going now my love? Where will you be tomorrow? Will you bring me happiness?  Will you bring me sorrow? All the questions of a thousand dreams, what you do and what you see” this one composes itself for all dreams go unremembered the first, the thousandth, the  every in between, erased by the push button of opening eyes but dreams come, marching in, saints mining the raw materiel the quartermaster has stored, awaiting requisition by an unarmed unnamed corp, witnessed but never seen these dreams wisped soft willow budded, tempting taunting, leaving nothing but unanswered questions that colored come in black and white elementary clues, a pillow indentation, single hair that stretches across the sea between two pillows that is blonde or red   but certainly unmine,   dregs of soured sentiment linger like the aftertaste of too many coffees and stainless steel beers heated summers breezes give no succor or relief, and the rain following gives no pleasure, for now you are hot and soaked, but somewhere in there a dream is part replayed, and eyes widening in major league surprise, the question acknowledged, the dreams quest hinted   she has gone, neither happiness or sorrow will she provide on the morrow, no toweling of your wet hair fair, and you awake sweat besotted, it is not rain, just pain, and it is only one dream a thousand times repeated and what you do and what you see is the abraded night ahead, and you bitter laugh, for there is no more other than to think, the question answered, and you beg relief by uttering “perchance to dream” 3:49 pm see the notes!! someone accuses me of Plagiarism because  I did not acknowledge that the quote in marks and Italics was from a famous song written 39 years ago so here is my response to “just saying” congratulations on ******* me off and yes I agree, you do not know the rules “#1: Quotation Marks Are for Quoting People—Verbatim Perhaps it should go without saying, but quotation marks are for quoting people. Quoting doesn’t mean summarizing or paraphrasing; it means repeating exactly what someone said. If you put double quotes around a phrase, your reader will often assume  that someone, somewhere, said that exact phrase or sentence.“ http://thevisualcommunicationguy.com/2013/09/11/10-things-you-really-need-to-know-about-quotation-marks/
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one more for Joni and the one who accuses me of "owning the courage to care so blatantly." <:> accused of writing with blatant courage, a  4 credit requirement for caring blatant is a word of merger - open obvious unsubtle and unashamed and a dissembling misleading one! it is all of these  and yet can be a contradictory mask of opposing, differing faces my blatant is none of these but appearance only **** muses keep me coming back to a particular lyric, keeps seeking me out, so successfully, wherever I go, I hear it it’s invading my both sides now the dizzy dancing way you feel you think I have my own blatant courage, untrue! so oft you mistook my dizzy dancing, all fluff all humbug so obvious so ashamed, a cover up, a most subtle cosmetic pretense of the truth -   of no courage at all and yet (they mock) you do care... just another of my peculiar life’s illusions (self-delusions)   I really don’t have blatant courage at all
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Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 9:18 AM UTC
owning the blatant courage to care
I've been aware for many a year, but cut off by him, for crimes he accuses for crimes undisclosed, his silence is wider than the great oceans, with no means of passage. till one day a word, his brother uses a word that makes no pretense, that shocks, stuns, and force!admits me to a reality, I, knew but couldn't admit schizophrenic. here I am sundered speechless; as a new form of sadness now internally prevails, and I am even more quiet than usual, contemplative, they call it, but I recognize sad/mad in every one of its manifold disguises, and wonder just how much, own ingenious genes, the paucityof my impoverished down~ bringing brought, bought, caught, contributed to this loss, this onus, this cross that has no answer to the                                    ***only question that matters,                                      how much,                                      am I the guilty party                                                                          the disaster father***
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Aug 22, 2025
Aug 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM UTC
my son is ill (schizophrenic}
What joy calls Silent Noise plagues me too As the new love in young hides behind the sun The House of Monaco burns it is a simple matter and joy pretends in two and three She accuses that it is all in the eyes Loosely veiling self doubt in the idealism of love Complexity contradicts and she gives up Preferring to live inside It wants what it wants and Joy succumbs drinking water she knows is poison You are not a hopeless romantic Joy You are a Romantic You are all Woman And twice as amazing -The Zone Your **** has torn my hinges off..... obliterated my door
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Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 1:07 PM UTC
"Joy"
From a fifth storey bachelor’s window pondering shadows in the car park below, Johnny opens another can. I stuff another pipe. We talk about our trip to Brazil and how great it would’ve been had we gone; Johnny turns up the radio. I take the first drag. Old girlfriends swing by in our conversation, most of them giving us the finger, mind you; Johnny dabs at his tears. I pass him the pipe. Dusk-scalpels are slicing through the curtains now, they scrape over coffee table dust, through Irish coffee stains, cut open Johnny’s frown: The neighbours are at it again, arguing; he accuses her of seeing someone else, she tells him *correct, it’s your ****** sister.* Johnny taps out the pipe in the ashtray, says he has to do someone a favour; throws on his jacket, says take it easy. Johnny’s shadow tiptoes into evening, a car alarm screams and a gunshot cries. I convince myself this is Brazil.
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Feb 3, 2011
Feb 3, 2011 at 7:59 PM UTC
This is Brazil
Composing Hallelujah Fractious lines crack, holiday decorate the spirit inferior, while each note upon the priest's guitar penetrates the aspirin roughened interior, face slaps me, daggers and accuses, you're not composing hallelujah. So I mislead, big deal, composing the anti-hallelujah, yeah, I was ******** with you, as you sit across from me electronically pretending, me to you, you to me. Lie to each other with smiling faces, you too have reaped, been emotionally ***** by what our minds see and sow, scowls and howls, we've both grown our own demons. My secrets, maybe are all there, maybe, writ loud and clear, in the songs I choose to share, and in the unrevealed ones, buried alive, held in reserve, but not, for your average, rainy day, could be today, you have no say. Are we not all veterans of a kind, don't we all have ribbons on our chest, stripes and stars on our khaki blouse, a record of our own great campaigns, including the war to end all wars, the never ending one, the one the psycho-historians renamed, "The 24/7 Year Conflagration"? It used to be just my secret, no more don't need a cartoonist to tell me that's the enemy is us, and there are moles, traitors, hidden deep in our intelligence organization, planting seeds, urges, pushing to out the identity of our communist friend, Depression I don't mean the ordinary, garden variety, a mere moody blues recession, when funk is sourced from gray clouds, served up proper, cold and wet, then travels on when sun warmth clarifies temporarily, the aspirin kicking in. So I misled, composing the anti-hallelujah, yeah, I was ******** with you, sit across from me and lie to me, lie to each other with smiling faces we reap what we own, scowls and howls. A chorus of harmonious poseurs inside your own City Center, vocalize the lyrics of the anti-hallelujah, a composition of questions directed at whomever in tonight's audience deserves it, asking, nerving, to sing too loud, at decibel speed: Are these verses, curses about D, our mutual acquaintance, or just research notes for further followup, part two of a pas de deux, and, did you go this time, too far, or still not far enough? -
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Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 7:29 PM UTC
Composing Hallelujah
Composing Hallelujah Fractious lines crack, holiday decorate the spirit inferior, while each note upon the priest's guitar penetrates the aspirin roughened interior, face slaps me, daggers and accuses, you're not composing hallelujah. So I mislead, big deal, composing the anti-hallelujah, yeah, I was ******** with you, as you sit across from me electronically pretending, me to you, you to me. Lie to each other with smiling faces, you too have reaped, been emotionally ***** by what our minds see and sow, scowls and howls, we've both grown our own demons. My secrets, maybe are all there, maybe, writ loud and clear, in the songs I choose to share, and in the unrevealed ones, buried alive, held in reserve, but not, for your average, rainy day, could be today, you have no say. Are we not all veterans of a kind, don't we all have ribbons on our chest, stripes and stars on our khaki blouse, a record of our own great campaigns, including the war to end all wars, the never ending one, the one the psycho-historians renamed, "The 24/7 Year Conflagration"? It used to be just my secret, no more don't need a cartoonist to tell me that's the enemy is us, and there are moles, traitors, hidden deep in our intelligence organization, planting seeds, urges, pushing to out the identity of our communist friend, Depression I don't mean the ordinary, garden variety, a mere moody blues recession, when funk is sourced from gray clouds, served up proper, cold and wet, then travels on when sun warmth clarifies temporarily, the aspirin kicking in. So I misled, composing the anti-hallelujah, yeah, I was ******** with you, sit across from me and lie to me, lie to each other with smiling faces we reap what we own, scowls and howls. A chorus of harmonious poseurs inside your own City Center, vocalize the lyrics of the anti-hallelujah, a composition of questions directed at whomever in tonight's audience deserves it, asking, nerving, to sing too loud, at decibel speed: Are these verses, curses about D, our mutual acquaintance, or just research notes for further followup, part two of a pas de deux, and, did you go this time, too far, or still not far enough? -
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welcome to the courtroom where royal minds reside and Memory records where no feelings can hide. situation states the case at the stand allowing Conscience the right to speak at hand. a constant strife between Mental and Feel for Choice to ultimately seal the deal. Doubt gained its throne right next to Faith's; as Faith needs Doubt to keep it in place sadness silently hangs on the smile weighing down brows and heavy eyelids Sir Anger accuses all the while but Sadness knows what Sir Anger did. Inhibition fold arms in a hesitant state, as fear keeps him from accepting debate. Guilt scolds the Heart for hushing Conscience "conscience gives righteous advice to all, you should not allow your guard to fall!" Pain demands to be felt by the Heart, he's sent by Guilt to do his part. welcome to the courtroom of the mind.
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Nov 21, 2016
Nov 21, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
Courtroom of the Mind
The Smell of Honey,  Coffee and Apples and Messes of Words, but No Love Poetry <^> *my poetry suffers from a literately literacy, the adjectivally of imagery wears away with time and age eroding the imagination, when one’s days are numbered, being serious is an natural unpleasant hazardous haze, never in doubt The morning meal of cooked oatmeal, steel cut, laced with wildflower honey, slices of honey crisp apples and Hawaiian coffee brewed,   singes the Tropical Storm Ophelia thrumming humidity that overhangs the ugly grays of NYC sky-paths, one tickles me awake with contradictory impulses: sweet and sour, a robust stimulative, competing with the smothering of grayling clouded weather weariness of 48 hours of rainy continuity, a spirit suffocate you see! give you myself, my environment, in précis, unimaginative exactly as it occurs to me, sensually, yes, but cannot shake my disappointment that no, can’t combine visionary notions that spin your swivel chair around, powered by your exclamations of ooh, ahh, and little stabs of weeee punctuating our shared atmosphere and bring forth only love poetry but no mas, the love poetry doesn’t comes to the fore, the forehead stuffed with words best listed as basic, observable, factual, Miley Cyrus, accuses me of being jaded, but not with accuracy, more straight jacketed, way past that half-way point of no return, turning back is not a listed menu option love poetry demands, requires and requests envisioning, precursor to dreaming, but I am choking on matters-of-fact, questions of survivability, that do not shed love poetry words, I love exclaiming to any and all within hailing distance, my loving firmament, but the damp atmosphere swallows my hopes and sounds, even though still can smell the lingering nearness odor of honey and apple, yet, other hints of memory beg to differ, and I sadly and easy confess,* this is not a lovely poem… - * -
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Sep 23, 2023
Sep 23, 2023 at 12:44 PM UTC
The Smell of Honey, Coffee and Apples and Messes of Words, but No Love Poetry
The Smell of Honey,  Coffee and Apples and Messes of Words, but No Love Poetry <^> *my poetry suffers from a literately literacy, the adjectivally of imagery wears away with time and age eroding the imagination, when one’s days are numbered, being serious is an natural unpleasant hazardous haze, never in doubt The morning meal of cooked oatmeal, steel cut, laced with wildflower honey, slices of honey crisp apples and Hawaiian coffee brewed,   singes the Tropical Storm Ophelia thrumming humidity that overhangs the ugly grays of NYC sky-paths, one tickles me awake with contradictory impulses: sweet and sour, a robust stimulative, competing with the smothering of grayling clouded weather weariness of 48 hours of rainy continuity, a spirit suffocate you see! give you myself, my environment, in précis, unimaginative exactly as it occurs to me, sensually, yes, but cannot shake my disappointment that no, can’t combine visionary notions that spin your swivel chair around, powered by your exclamations of ooh, ahh, and little stabs of weeee punctuating our shared atmosphere and bring forth only love poetry but no mas, the love poetry doesn’t comes to the fore, the forehead stuffed with words best listed as basic, observable, factual, Miley Cyrus, accuses me of being jaded, but not with accuracy, more straight jacketed, way past that half-way point of no return, turning back is not a listed menu option love poetry demands, requires and requests envisioning, precursor to dreaming, but I am choking on matters-of-fact, questions of survivability, that do not shed love poetry words, I love exclaiming to any and all within hailing distance, my loving firmament, but the damp atmosphere swallows my hopes and sounds, even though still can smell the lingering nearness odor of honey and apple, yet, other hints of memory beg to differ, and I sadly and easy confess,* this is not a lovely poem… - * -
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No inner turmoil, Will hold me back I’m facing the world And I’m poised to attack I’m ready to fight Before I die Who are you to say That’s he’s only getting high? Who are you to say That it won’t cure the pain Of cancer, glaucoma, And everyday strains? Who are you to judge Without knowing all the facts? Why should we destroy This very useful plant? Hemp fiber is quite strong And it’s easily taxed. Legalization- an ongoing war That mainly takes place Behind various closed doors. But I’m a supporter, Like thousands of others. You probably know one- An aunt or a brother. See, they’ve proved THC Can shrink tumor size In less than three weeks, It’s the truth, not a lie. All of these studies Have successfully shown The only harm known Comes when it’s smoked. But there’s so many methods, Like brownies or pills. With zero deaths a year, Mary Jane doesn’t **** But cigarettes do, And alcohol too Over 500,000 deaths yearly What should we do? Our forefathers grew it. So why is it wrong? Propaganda has brainwashed Americans for too long. Prohibition is immoral And I will not be silenced The only outcome Is increasing violence As the drug cartels rage Below us in Mexico We turn the page To a brand new War on Drugs Which, let me remind you, Can never be won. So many free citizens With so many free minds But the government controls And accuses of crimes As billions of tax dollars Wash away, down the drain Non-violent offenders Are locked up and contained Over-crowding prisons It’s obviously insane.
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Jun 7, 2010
Jun 7, 2010 at 3:58 AM UTC
Legalize Freedom
No inner turmoil, Will hold me back I’m facing the world And I’m poised to attack I’m ready to fight Before I die Who are you to say That’s he’s only getting high? Who are you to say That it won’t cure the pain Of cancer, glaucoma, And everyday strains? Who are you to judge Without knowing all the facts? Why should we destroy This very useful plant? Hemp fiber is quite strong And it’s easily taxed. Legalization- an ongoing war That mainly takes place Behind various closed doors. But I’m a supporter, Like thousands of others. You probably know one- An aunt or a brother. See, they’ve proved THC Can shrink tumor size In less than three weeks, It’s the truth, not a lie. All of these studies Have successfully shown The only harm known Comes when it’s smoked. But there’s so many methods, Like brownies or pills. With zero deaths a year, Mary Jane doesn’t **** But cigarettes do, And alcohol too Over 500,000 deaths yearly What should we do? Our forefathers grew it. So why is it wrong? Propaganda has brainwashed Americans for too long. Prohibition is immoral And I will not be silenced The only outcome Is increasing violence As the drug cartels rage Below us in Mexico We turn the page To a brand new War on Drugs Which, let me remind you, Can never be won. So many free citizens With so many free minds But the government controls And accuses of crimes As billions of tax dollars Wash away, down the drain Non-violent offenders Are locked up and contained Over-crowding prisons It’s obviously insane.
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He accuses me of lying Even though im being honest He said he sent me a text And did i not response But i assure him I never recieved anything And he says "yeah right" It hurts me to know That i could swear on everything And im still a liar I wish for once he would believe me But of course that will never happen I hate the fact that im always being blame For things i have never made Im tired of being in this position Always being accuse of lying
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Jul 14, 2016
Jul 14, 2016 at 5:09 AM UTC
Always accused of lying
I only wish to be by your side I wish for it every single night, but you didn’t bring me along for the ride, infact you didn’t take notice until I was out of sight. Bury me alive, don’t leave me at the door. I’ve been stretching this drive down to the corner store. I’ve been chain smoking, and breathing the cold air skies, I’ll tell you that I’m joking, and if you cover my ears, I’ll cover your eyes. I’ve been trying to catch the ocean, but ended up drowning in her eyes. I’m stashing away every emotion, and she accuses my sentiment for lies. I want to go on a joyride, I want to drive away but not to hide. I want to go on a joyride, but I’m feeling alone and you’re not by my side. So I’ll turn up the music, and ignore my pride. Travelling the dark street of that old quiet ghost town, the ferret was very discreet, but warned of us of the bear and to slow down. Losing track of time and missing our exit, with conversations holding a life of their own. I’ll remind you so you won’t forget it, now I’ll drive that highway completely alone. Bury me alive, oh wait, you made the shallow grave. I’ve been stretching this drive, it’s pitch black but I remind you to be brave. I’ve been listening to our favourite song, the lyrics I easily memorize. Eliza Dushku’s turn was wrong, but if you be my ears, I’ll be your eyes. I know your measurements; head to toes, and you’re perfect just the way you are. You know I love how you look in my clothes when you sit beside me in my dark car. And all the streetlights went out as we silently took a joyride, it’s not unusual for me but I have my doubt, that it wasn’t amplified by her by my side.
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May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 4:01 AM UTC
Joyride
I only wish to be by your side I wish for it every single night, but you didn’t bring me along for the ride, infact you didn’t take notice until I was out of sight. Bury me alive, don’t leave me at the door. I’ve been stretching this drive down to the corner store. I’ve been chain smoking, and breathing the cold air skies, I’ll tell you that I’m joking, and if you cover my ears, I’ll cover your eyes. I’ve been trying to catch the ocean, but ended up drowning in her eyes. I’m stashing away every emotion, and she accuses my sentiment for lies. I want to go on a joyride, I want to drive away but not to hide. I want to go on a joyride, but I’m feeling alone and you’re not by my side. So I’ll turn up the music, and ignore my pride. Travelling the dark street of that old quiet ghost town, the ferret was very discreet, but warned of us of the bear and to slow down. Losing track of time and missing our exit, with conversations holding a life of their own. I’ll remind you so you won’t forget it, now I’ll drive that highway completely alone. Bury me alive, oh wait, you made the shallow grave. I’ve been stretching this drive, it’s pitch black but I remind you to be brave. I’ve been listening to our favourite song, the lyrics I easily memorize. Eliza Dushku’s turn was wrong, but if you be my ears, I’ll be your eyes. I know your measurements; head to toes, and you’re perfect just the way you are. You know I love how you look in my clothes when you sit beside me in my dark car. And all the streetlights went out as we silently took a joyride, it’s not unusual for me but I have my doubt, that it wasn’t amplified by her by my side.
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Living in a different time zone, still reeling from past decisions. Fighting venemous events to no avail, not letting go of lasting mass incisions. Excision of life's excitements. Removal of my livers, kidneys, colons, but still, I shiver in the coldness of the living. Admitting to the voices in my head, that the Lord's mercy still extends, into heaven for the choices of the dead, who did the devil's bidding. A foolish folly for a younger self, to fall afoot amongst a rotten hell, hellish landscape brought into the realm, of mortals and the bedroom shelves. All my dreams upon a table, and in the dusty drawers there lies the pain. Honestly I'm never able, to entrust another lover with my reigns. To fly I must begin to build momentum, but something's caught up on me and instead preventing. And slowing my ascension, Also did I mention, that every other moment that I spend here in atonement is a ticking to a redder deathly sentence. Repentance, with a mix of learned and unearned lessons, accuses those who lied. Impresses extra stress especially when the ghostly men attend and lean up on my bedside. I use to shy away but now I stare them in the eyes. Fear's been long gone since childhood, when crazy layovers in hazy places played a part of strongly breaking bonds with those I thought were good. I've felt my death a million times and dreamed it millions more. And yet I never let myself fall victim to the final tricks of it's afflictions. Meaning it's a situation still remaining unexplored. I know what I lived for, and I know exists a future still in store. But god ******* ****** life is such a chore. Lord, Give me strength and give me more.
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
We're All Sinners
Living in a different time zone, still reeling from past decisions. Fighting venemous events to no avail, not letting go of lasting mass incisions. Excision of life's excitements. Removal of my livers, kidneys, colons, but still, I shiver in the coldness of the living. Admitting to the voices in my head, that the Lord's mercy still extends, into heaven for the choices of the dead, who did the devil's bidding. A foolish folly for a younger self, to fall afoot amongst a rotten hell, hellish landscape brought into the realm, of mortals and the bedroom shelves. All my dreams upon a table, and in the dusty drawers there lies the pain. Honestly I'm never able, to entrust another lover with my reigns. To fly I must begin to build momentum, but something's caught up on me and instead preventing. And slowing my ascension, Also did I mention, that every other moment that I spend here in atonement is a ticking to a redder deathly sentence. Repentance, with a mix of learned and unearned lessons, accuses those who lied. Impresses extra stress especially when the ghostly men attend and lean up on my bedside. I use to shy away but now I stare them in the eyes. Fear's been long gone since childhood, when crazy layovers in hazy places played a part of strongly breaking bonds with those I thought were good. I've felt my death a million times and dreamed it millions more. And yet I never let myself fall victim to the final tricks of it's afflictions. Meaning it's a situation still remaining unexplored. I know what I lived for, and I know exists a future still in store. But god ******* ****** life is such a chore. Lord, Give me strength and give me more.
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I, have issues. But probably not the kind you think. Mine were created by my father and big sister. By their relationship. I have strived for a better relationship to be better at everything than her. But I've given up. I no longer see the point When you're sixteen years old And you're more mature than your forty-three year old father. Even so I'm terrified I'll end up like my sister. Albeit she's doing well now She's a teacher and is happy and, she hates our fathers guts. I don't blame her though when you're father calls you a ***** And accuses you of sleeping around because you go to school early to get help. I can see why. It doesn't help when he sides with his sister-in-law And he tells you to "respect your elders" even though she tried to burn you with a firework. I do blame her however for that dark cloud over my birthday. See the night I turned ten she took those pills. She drank that strawberry Hill Boonesfarm. She tried to **** herself. But see I'm the only one who remembers the date I remember every detail of that night. Every image Every feeling, Everything. I remember the red and blue flashing lights. I remember the gurney I remember the cold of the night, until I went numb that is. I have no respect for my father when you do that to a child how could you. But I am terrified of that. Terrified I'll end up like her that I'll break that I'll be the one on the floor unconscious. He was trying to do better but I think he's given up too. And while my greatest fear is that I'll be like my sister. My second greatest is that I'll end up with someone like my father.
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
Fears
I, have issues. But probably not the kind you think. Mine were created by my father and big sister. By their relationship. I have strived for a better relationship to be better at everything than her. But I've given up. I no longer see the point When you're sixteen years old And you're more mature than your forty-three year old father. Even so I'm terrified I'll end up like my sister. Albeit she's doing well now She's a teacher and is happy and, she hates our fathers guts. I don't blame her though when you're father calls you a ***** And accuses you of sleeping around because you go to school early to get help. I can see why. It doesn't help when he sides with his sister-in-law And he tells you to "respect your elders" even though she tried to burn you with a firework. I do blame her however for that dark cloud over my birthday. See the night I turned ten she took those pills. She drank that strawberry Hill Boonesfarm. She tried to **** herself. But see I'm the only one who remembers the date I remember every detail of that night. Every image Every feeling, Everything. I remember the red and blue flashing lights. I remember the gurney I remember the cold of the night, until I went numb that is. I have no respect for my father when you do that to a child how could you. But I am terrified of that. Terrified I'll end up like her that I'll break that I'll be the one on the floor unconscious. He was trying to do better but I think he's given up too. And while my greatest fear is that I'll be like my sister. My second greatest is that I'll end up with someone like my father.
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Like puppets dancing on strings Are Presidents and princes Prime Ministers and politicians And the tune they dance to Is older than their kingdoms Behold the King of this world Hidden away from the public eye Yet commanding nations with a whisper He was glorious and beautiful once And he walked among the innocent But, in one moment of vanity He stole rulership of the world His personality is stamped upon mankind For he sets the pace While most men follow He spoke the first lies Inflicted the first casualty And he has never felt regret Has never shed a tear Though his wars have taken millions And his devotees have enslaved nations He is the author of confusion The instigator of Hellfire and hatred The creator of trinities and tribulation He accuses you and I of cowardice and selfishness Yet is himself running scared And clinging to power and life He is the excuser of unholy child abusers And the inspiration of Jihadist bombs He speaks lies about the innocent And glorifies the guilty He hunts all good men As a lion hunts the deer He will tear at your throat And consume you He is the Resistor The Slanderer He cajoles those who consider his existence And paints himself in mythical proportions He would destroy the earth rather than surrender it Would rather ruin if he cannot rule Yet the whole world is in his hands But not forever Because forever does not belong to him And not life For the gift of life is not his to give
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Jan 27, 2021
Jan 27, 2021 at 1:55 AM UTC
The King of The World
52 Weeks: Whitman The spotted hawk swoops by and accuses me, he complains of my gab and my loitering. I too am not a bit tamed, I too am untranslatable, I sound my barbaric yawp over the roofs of the world. The last scud of day holds back for me, It flings my likeness after the rest and true as any on the shadow’d wilds, It coaxes me to the vapor and the dusk. I depart as air, I shake my white locks at the runaway sun, I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift it in lacy jags. I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love, If you want me again look for me under your boot-soles. You will hardly know who I am or what I mean, But I shall be good health to you nevertheless, And filter and fibre your blood. Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged, Missing me one place search another, I stop somewhere waiting for you. 52 Weeks: Mullein The Red-Tailed hawk swoops by and catches just a glimpse, he tilts his head Dionysian style mouth slightly agape. I too am a wild thing, I too am untethered, And I sound animalistic in the dining halls of the tamed. The final missile thud holds me in a sweet caress, My likeness rockets earthward … tried and true and tired and truer, I am coaxed into existence once again. I maintain my aetheric ties as I know this is the roadmap back to you, It’s nice to be enmeshed in the living once again even though they drain, To drain is to live, one gives eternity to be mortal - it’s the only thing that ever made sense. I won’t depart, I dig in my heels, And I turn my back on the organized. I am of the earth because I understand my antecedents … my mother’s mother’s mother … And because of this knowledge of ante’s I can set prece’s, hopefully precisely. I hardly know who I am or what I mean (on a good day), But I am good for you none the less, As our tastes and sounds and smells and touches intermingle. And always I wait patiently, for me for you, for us.
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC
52 Weeks
52 Weeks: Whitman The spotted hawk swoops by and accuses me, he complains of my gab and my loitering. I too am not a bit tamed, I too am untranslatable, I sound my barbaric yawp over the roofs of the world. The last scud of day holds back for me, It flings my likeness after the rest and true as any on the shadow’d wilds, It coaxes me to the vapor and the dusk. I depart as air, I shake my white locks at the runaway sun, I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift it in lacy jags. I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love, If you want me again look for me under your boot-soles. You will hardly know who I am or what I mean, But I shall be good health to you nevertheless, And filter and fibre your blood. Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged, Missing me one place search another, I stop somewhere waiting for you. 52 Weeks: Mullein The Red-Tailed hawk swoops by and catches just a glimpse, he tilts his head Dionysian style mouth slightly agape. I too am a wild thing, I too am untethered, And I sound animalistic in the dining halls of the tamed. The final missile thud holds me in a sweet caress, My likeness rockets earthward … tried and true and tired and truer, I am coaxed into existence once again. I maintain my aetheric ties as I know this is the roadmap back to you, It’s nice to be enmeshed in the living once again even though they drain, To drain is to live, one gives eternity to be mortal - it’s the only thing that ever made sense. I won’t depart, I dig in my heels, And I turn my back on the organized. I am of the earth because I understand my antecedents … my mother’s mother’s mother … And because of this knowledge of ante’s I can set prece’s, hopefully precisely. I hardly know who I am or what I mean (on a good day), But I am good for you none the less, As our tastes and sounds and smells and touches intermingle. And always I wait patiently, for me for you, for us.
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We're like Tom Robbins characters You spoke those words yourself I'm a princess and you're a felon But we vibe so ******* well You're a walking brain puzzle I'm a recovering **** tease You satisfy me, expand my mind My body's never been so pleased Don't you dare say you're sorry You cannot undo the past Why would you want to anyway? I think you're falling for more than my *** I won't be a replacement I could never do what she did I don't want a carbon copy I learned what I needed to from him Your mother accuses you of thieving Mine points out superficial flaws We share a lot of the same demons They may stutter but it's loud I'm done keeping up appearances You're weary of a double life We collaborate so effortlessly Our future visions intertwine Do I want to meet your parents? Mine would love you at first greet They'd give you a jar of honey Maybe even some frozen meat I'll help you to stay sober You've gotten me to open up Use my brain, try me on for size I'll understand if you stop But, imagine what we could be I think synchronicity has a cause Inspiration, it's contagious Happiness, it tags along
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 10:57 AM UTC
Coordinated Vibrations
I stare at the fight in the living room Between my mother and me From a distance, Out of my body, I am disconnected because She accuses me of harvesting "Mental problems" while I drunkenly slur Every self loathing thought I've lived with during My short life, wishing it would end And she screams "You have no idea what could have Happened to you tonight, you're lucky no one Took advantage of you" Everything stops and I'm back in my body, Looking at the fight from my point of view, Her scowling face waiting for an answer, "You're wrong." Because I know that risk all too well And she has no Idea
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Aug 19, 2013
Aug 19, 2013 at 8:35 PM UTC
Out of Place
if tonight's your last and yesterday's past intimidates you or relentlessly accuses you of the things that once enchanted you and you take a slap in the face you cut to the chase there's no time to waste but really you're stuck you feel out of place and the rhythm of the sorrow drags into tomorrow because you cannot forget and there is abundant regret draining from the scars that you've tried to hide that you've put aside and in reality, your soul IS TIRED of waiting, of praying of feeling like it's straying you breathe, you sleep, you live as if you were not dying you're still trying TO BE OK but you are broken and you cannot cope and all of your hope has gone up in smoke to where has your spirit flown? LET GO for the love of God, release give it to the One you seek to Him whom your eyes have not seen in this moment, you are FREED. © Melissa Carlson 2015
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Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 9:37 PM UTC
FREED
Wishes, I never said...? Rolling tongues, admit appearances Are deceiving, but purpose to lead... Has an ear for a rainbow's chances Rainbows lead to pouting voices... Facing the stare, I make a quiet Collective memory served; has choices... The reagent of a house of colors, so bright Star's that starve? As the moment indicates... Your rhyme for the silent, is another's liar... Privilege behind a scare, finishes the irate Races of fate, found in a valued youth... Respite is to be, an awkward challenge Of a time, that accuses you for couth... Curses of final fear, are often to nearer mention The fright in the rain Told to sit, by a silver voice... Sigh's and minding, the candor of pain Will such a song, begin here with loyalty? Does and doesn't... Shame wear a passion's decision? Deciding upon, a notorious lesson won't Is a handful of salt, the only shared intuition? Liberty, at all costs... And a hill named only rage That worth's the world, with hosts Sent to a wish, I made... Time be a liar's friend... One step more Like love and hates marvel, to lend... The story of reach, is who's war?
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Feb 14, 2024
Feb 14, 2024 at 9:08 PM UTC
The King Of Another's Misery
YOUR A ******* TIME BOMB! TICK! TICK! TICK! EXPLOSION IS NOW! ALWAYS HAPPENS SO QUICK! Broke my heart again, Yelled at me again, Accuses me of everything again, Saying I am the worst of all men. Why did I let you in? You blow up my house every time. Makes no sense. No rhythm no rhyme! You are child, And you play every game. Freeze tag with my heart. TILL I GO INSANE. You have made me hate my choice. Yet I wouldn't change a thing. Our song was a fine one, Yet it will not sing. YOUR A ******* TIME BOMB! TICK! TICK! TICK! EXPLOSION IS NOW! ALWAYS HAPPENS SO QUICK! I AM ******* DONE, DEFUSING YOUR SOUL, STAY THE **** AWAY, YOUR SELF DESTRUCTING HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL!
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Jan 9, 2012
Jan 9, 2012 at 9:18 PM UTC
TIMEBOMB LOVE
I may mistake the modern day for Salem. We seem to be mirroring the crazy then verbatim. Back then, the hysterical banter was of witchcraft and bewitchment. Now it’s plotless allegations with no plausible way to prove it. Someone accuses another of a devious deed, No trial, no proof, I guess that’s no longer a need. Just escort them, with haste, to the center of the stage, Light the fire and burn them alive, Leaving the liar to tell another lie. The only witchcraft that I see, Is how people, so thoughtlessly, Get so passionate about events so petty, That they become a mob, a stormy sea. It has nothing to do with their lives, But they see a cause and sharpen their knives. A primitive desire to antagonize, What we believe to be bad, but based on lies. Truth has become subjective, Despite its definition, objective. I can spur a web of lies, Witchcraft in disguise. No need for evidence, it doesn’t have to be airtight, Just enough to incite the urge to fight. Isn’t that a sorry sight? “Burn the witches!” They’d scream in Salem. “Cancel them!” Is the modern verbatim. They don’t deserve to tell their side, Just shut them down and ostracize. Guilty until proven innocent, Dripping with bitterness and discontentment. It’s a lose-lose for the accused, At least they don’t meet their end at the end of a noose. Perhaps the witches we need to burn, Are the ones who accuse without evidence to confirm. Why is the burden of proof on the accused, And not the ones who defame and misuse, Justice for a few moments in the news? Burn naivety, which says that people always tell the truth, And understand that, sometimes, people are just cruel. Send the liars out into the center of the stage, State their case, their proof, and who’s to blame. Due process, not this foolish nonsense, Based on feelings used against us. Before we’re all bewitched by passion, Which overcomes our reason.
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Sep 3, 2025
Sep 3, 2025 at 8:13 PM UTC
Witchcraft and Bewitchment
I may mistake the modern day for Salem. We seem to be mirroring the crazy then verbatim. Back then, the hysterical banter was of witchcraft and bewitchment. Now it’s plotless allegations with no plausible way to prove it. Someone accuses another of a devious deed, No trial, no proof, I guess that’s no longer a need. Just escort them, with haste, to the center of the stage, Light the fire and burn them alive, Leaving the liar to tell another lie. The only witchcraft that I see, Is how people, so thoughtlessly, Get so passionate about events so petty, That they become a mob, a stormy sea. It has nothing to do with their lives, But they see a cause and sharpen their knives. A primitive desire to antagonize, What we believe to be bad, but based on lies. Truth has become subjective, Despite its definition, objective. I can spur a web of lies, Witchcraft in disguise. No need for evidence, it doesn’t have to be airtight, Just enough to incite the urge to fight. Isn’t that a sorry sight? “Burn the witches!” They’d scream in Salem. “Cancel them!” Is the modern verbatim. They don’t deserve to tell their side, Just shut them down and ostracize. Guilty until proven innocent, Dripping with bitterness and discontentment. It’s a lose-lose for the accused, At least they don’t meet their end at the end of a noose. Perhaps the witches we need to burn, Are the ones who accuse without evidence to confirm. Why is the burden of proof on the accused, And not the ones who defame and misuse, Justice for a few moments in the news? Burn naivety, which says that people always tell the truth, And understand that, sometimes, people are just cruel. Send the liars out into the center of the stage, State their case, their proof, and who’s to blame. Due process, not this foolish nonsense, Based on feelings used against us. Before we’re all bewitched by passion, Which overcomes our reason.
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A man blamed, A man feared, A male struggle. You give her a compliment, She blames you for objectifying her. You give the promotion to a better contender, She accuses you of ****** harassment. She gets vindictive. She wears skimpy clothing, It's hard not to notice, Two seconds later, You're labeled a pervert. You want to provide, So her nails are always polished, She calls you a sexist, All you had done was make her your queen. So what is so wrong about being a man? Nothing. Why are you blamed for things never done? Unknown. Everyone speaks of the female unfairness, Yet no one remembers the male sacrifice. That women too exploit the male gender, All so they can move up a ladder. A sense of entitlement, A pity self secured, Used as excuses, In everyday life. Why is it okay for her to objectify you, But she gets cradled in sympathy when you give a compliment? Why is it okay for her to ask you to cook, But sexist if you ask her for a meal? Why should you always pay the check if she claims to be so independent then? Why is there such a defined double standard? I am a woman, To empower man. -Kathia Mariana Landeros
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Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 5:50 PM UTC
A Man
how easy it is to pretend that they would never feel the things we do that they are so different from us Do they look out the window as the past disappears Are the words of poets more meaningful to them Is freedom for the soul or for God Who could know what is right how easy to assume we will ascend that we are forgiven while treating them cruel that they are a race to distrust What in their life accuses them of being in contempt Is it outside God’s ability to control the message Is freedom about fear or disobedience Who could know what is wrong how we try to dignify the end they cover the bodies we expose like fools but we both begin with a single cut Is it what our parents taught us that we trust Rebellion is only the ignorance of our youth There is no world to possess Only the moment to make them cry
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Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 10:03 PM UTC
obediently Rebellious
I live in this town This town that holds my childhood memories Like you holding my clueless hand at the City Hopkins dance. You seemed to never let go Like the grass that stains my Blue, Sky Jeans. I live in this town This town that hosted many little league baseball games, Hosted many right fielders prancing around the blue skies Picking dandelions off of the ground. These right fielders are looking at the jet streams in the clear skies Imagining the streams are people are launching into space. That’s funny Its crazier than their dreams Which are sealed up in their own imaginations Like the fairytales they read about. Yet their dreams hold opportunities Holding like my mom dragging me to the bus on the first day of school. Heh School A place where reality slowly kicks in Notes are passed around with pencils being thrown at the ceiling like darts The girl I've known since pre K gave me a note today We used to swing on that tire swing near the golf course But now she kicks my skins and accuses me of “cootieness” Meanwhile she is sitting on the front porch Picking petals off of a sunflower Does he like me? Does he like me not? Does he like me? I live in this Town This town that holds many monsters in the closet Although on the outside of the story shows tinker bell shedding her pixie dust If you flip through the pages You will fall down the rabbit hole.
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Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC
The Town Part One: Childhood