Happy Valentine's day to my ex I will always smile at our pictures I will always find you funny I will always contemplate saying something to you when I see you I will make fun of you to my friends to help me cope I just wish that I hadn't completely lost you Towards the end, we weren't in a healthy relationship But I still miss you being my best friend I still miss texting you good morning and goodnight I hate that we have shut each other out Because no matter how much you ****** me off I wanted to be there Because you were my best friend
i miss the other parts of you i lost when i lost you
You've been through so much trauma You'll find it hard to cope You'll ask yourself why it happened And you'll never understand Everything you learned about family will seem unreal And you'll cry yourself to sleep wishing not to wake up
You'll go through problems with alcohol You'll use it just to cope You'll turn to harming yourself to feel something And you'll probably never feel free
But just know it does get better As hard as it's to belive Were recovering slowly bat surely As much as we're still scared to sleep
It'll still haunt us day by day and we will never not think about it But she's not a part of our life now She was never family to start with
Youll grow older and you'll make a fee mistakes But you'll meet some amazing people and you'll find reasons to live
No one should want to die so young and here we are But I promise, one day we will go far
For in a place full of haunting trees and wild animals... It imagines for me a garden of Eden where I can thrive in peace...!
How often my mind deceives me into thinking that I am loved in return... Even when the pain and agony of unrequited feelings knocks at my door... Like a good old friend...!
The remnants of lost friendships gather like thunder clouds in the sky... Yet my mind consoles me with a lie that it will not rain...!
But then, I realise that I have survived the greatest tragedies of life by letting the mind cover the rusty tracks of reality...
I wonder if my mind hadn't lied I would have fallen into an abyss never to return...
My hopes would have never got time to build up if I had not taken the shoulders of a lie to lean for a while...
I often ask my mind about it... Only to get one answer back... That to live with the truth forever... You will have to first cope with a lie!
Most realisations come at a time when you never expect it to... This was something that suddenly popped into my mind and I wrote it... Hope you all could relate... Thank you so much, for reading this ❤
It does not end abruptly, nor is it brief. It begins with sleeping in too late, Sometimes lunch or dinner is forgotten, Laughter sounds hoarse, even forced They didn't do up their seatbelt yesterday, Pharmacies will call for missed refills, They won't make plans for next month, Eventually they won't make plans at all, When is the last time they showered? Did you see them eat the other day? Is their phone off? Have you heard anything?